The whole scenario started when my stepdaughter was 12, she was starting puberty and developing physically. My wife who is now my current ex was already on the warpath over me cheating. She was my first marriage and I had no clue of how to make a relationship work. To the best of my knowledge I was this girl’s stepdad and up until two years ago I had no idea I was her real dad. That is what you get when you have one night sex romps at parties.
Enough of the preludes to my story, and you have a general idea of how dysfunctional my life had been over the course of this scenario.
Over the summer of 2003 I was in between relationships when Brenda (my ex) and I got together. Things were going well in our bonding and no real problems happened until the next year. I had no idea my ex would have tendency’s to be schizophrenic, she never warned me of that. In late summer/early fall 2003 we moved in to a residence together, once settled we threw a party announcing our engagement. The day was September 15 she had a different day she claimed as our anniversary. I am guessing it was the day we moved in together.
Brenda brought three daughters with her from a previous marriage two of which were from her ex-husband and one from me. The oldest was 14 and had started to develop a rebellious attitude toward anyone with authority. Her middle child was 11 and still pretty much a child and hadn’t moved into puberty yet. Her youngest was 9, and had looked up to me as a father figure. Since the two youngest children were at the house most of the time, I developed a better relationship with them than I did with the eldest.
We started having problems in our relationship after I got drunk one night and I was wrestling with one of the eldest daughters friends. We both got too touchy feely and got told on later that night. When Brenda learned of my wrestling match she took it upon herself to beat me up using her purse. Getting beat for half the night was not my idea of talking out our problems. That situation never did get resolved, the physical abuse ended with the one night but she used mental abuse instead.
After the mental abuse started I became despondent and would do things out of impulse rather than necessity. Teresa (the eldest) never spoke to me for the next two months, unless it would benefit her. Lisa and Julie would constantly speak out to their mother in my defense, especially when she was using psychological warfare. It was one month after the wrestling fiasco that she started accusing me of cheating on her I put up with it for two weeks then did cheat on her. I didn’t even think of cheating until I was accused.
One night after work I had picked up the girl I wrestled with and gave her a ride home. During the ride I had explained what Brenda was doing and asked if she thought I should stick it out or leave. She preferred to stay out of it. That night we had sex, I drove us out on the desert and we fucked our brains out. Two more sessions of sex followed over the course of four months which let the younger girls know that I did have a promiscuous side to me.
One afternoon I got caught in the act by all three daughters my gig was up. The next day Brenda threw me out of the house, I was out of the house for three days when she begged me to come back. That was the shortest of our three separations I will explain the other two as I get to them throughout the story. After this small separation Teresa and Lisa avoided me but Julie and I grew closer she was supposed to be spying on me but did not like it because she never got to spend any time with her friends or her sisters unless I was there too. Five days after Julie’s 12th birthday Brenda kicked me out of the bedroom stating I smelled of sex which was true we had been going at it since we woke up! I went to Teresa’s vacant room to sleep because I was used to the bed, before settling in I grabbed a clean washrag and washed my face then quietly slipped into the room and to bed.
I refused to check on the younger girls knowing how lightly they both sleep, so when I found Julie sneaking in it was both a surprise and a blessing she would occasionally take an afternoon nap with me. Roger why are you in here she asked? Mom kicked me out of the bed tonight honey! She then asked why and I explained the reason. It never has bothered me I like it when I can smell your love on each other, mom says I am most likely to smell it on you than her but I have smelled it on her. That’s nice may we get some sleep now I asked? She agreed and crawled over me then snuggled up to my left side within ten minutes I was sound asleep.
The next morning Julie woke me up by constantly calling my name until I responded. What is so important I mumbled? Are you ok she asked as far as I know I said then asked why? Why is you’re crotch swelled up she replied? I guess I am teacher now and mom has not talked to you about the differences between the two human bodies. Well she had started but Aunt Gabby came over the day she was talking about it and she never finished. Ok tell me what you know and I will finish telling you all about it.
She blushed a deep crimson and giggled a bit then proceeded to tell me what she remembered. She had a hard time and I could tell she was embarrassed about having to talk, but like a good little trooper she did her best. The girl grows breasts starting at about my age. Give or take a year or two I added then explained the reasons. That is not when a girl becomes a woman either I told her. Then explained that one day you will bleed from your pee pee when that happens there is no reason to be scared it is normal and every woman goes through once a month. And is just a cleansing of an unused egg in her reproduction cycles.
How big is the egg she asked eagerly? There was a pen on the stand next to the bed and pointing at the tip I explained that was no bigger than that. Why does it feel good to play with myself even though mommy told us not to, I discovered that about six months ago while taking a bath. I told her she was preparing her vagina for sex or love as mom prefers to call it. After going to great detail about her reproduction system, she was satisfied with her body. Forging right ahead the questions about men and boys started now it was my turn to blush. I had started with the reason I swell up in the mornings and how sensitive my penis is to rapid rises in blood pressure.
The fact that both sexes grow what’s called puberty hair on certain parts of the body, Julie retorted and showed her disgust on her face. It is supposed to cover our privates I explained. How does the egg grow a baby? I had explained the entire process in full then added sometimes adults do that just because like you mentioned it feels good, I was believing I was done and had put a movie in the video player and laid back down to watch it with her when she asked me if I would allow her to touch my penis. No you may not young lady was my answer. She looked at me as if she was about to cry but did not do it but asked when I would allow it. First you must ask your mother if it’s ok then when your mother and I discuss it and she tells you to ask me again then it will be ok.
Getting out of the bed I went to the kitchen started some coffee then to my room to wake the wife and take a shower. Immediately upon entering Brenda said she was outside the room throughout our whole conversation and admitted guilt for me having an erection. You handled the situation very well, she added.
We discussed Julie’s final question during a shower together and agreed that just touching my erect cock as long as it did not go beyond that was ok. You are going to be present when that happens I added cause it will have to be handled right after. I exited the shower first did a quick towel off and put on clean clothes, then went to the kitchen and retrieved two steaming fresh cups of coffee. While I did this I mulled the idea over in my head some more.
Are you thinking about today Roger, Brenda asks. I guess so, not really I answer. Nothing about today at all, Brenda asks. No I will say everything about today all of the above, I answer. After my first cup of coffee I look in on Julie while she is alone she is crying on her bed still naked as can be. You’re not embarrassed to be naked in front of me, I say. I never realized I still was, easy enough mistake right, Julie says. I guess you’re right, I say. Well may I ask again what I asked yesterday, Julie asks me? Go ahead and touch it if you so much desire it, I answer. Julie reaches into my pajama bottoms grabs it studies the feeling realizes it grows at the touch then lets it go. Why did it grow that time, she asks? We’ll talk later Julie, I say. I turn away from her door and walk towards the kitchen. Roger is Julie ok, Brenda asks? As far as I can tell, I answer.
Brenda goes and talks to Julie while I go chew on the on the grounds from this morning’s coffee when I finish with the wet ones I start on the ones that are dry and gag them down with copious amounts of milk and brewed coffee. You ok buster Brenda asks as she pours her some coffee. I start drinking Jack Daniels whiskey and don’t stop until I go to jail for committing adultery.
After the bottle is empty I am snookered to the point I can barely walk so I do the best I can to make it to my bed and pass out. I allowed my stepdaughter to touch my cock long enough for me to become erect. What a good day for a drunken stupor. I crawl out of bed when I become awake again. Do you need any help buster, Brenda asks? With a voice of a whino I answer Nah. I make it to the bathroom adjacent to our bedroom and empty my aching bladder. I stagger back to the bed and flop into it next to my wife. What day is it I ask? Same day as the one you woke up to earlier, Brenda exclaims! How late is it now? I ask, Brenda. Midnight she answers. I bought you more whiskey, she adds.
With no conscious thought about it I walk to the kitchen, mix myself a drink and return to my bedroom. Is drinking the most important outlet for your frustration buster, Brenda asks? No; however, I am at a loss for my thoughts and suppressing my imagination has to be done. I need professional help I allowed your daughter to touch me while she was standing naked before me, I say. When Roger I had no idea, Brenda asks. This morning before my coffee episode, I answer. We discussed that; I said it was ok, Brenda says. It is not morally or socially ok Beebe I was thinking about it before I passed out this morning, I say.
At day break the next day Julie walks into Brenda’s and my room. She sits on the bed and doesn’t say a word instead she starts playing with herself and my erect cock at the same time. I wake up nod my head at her no. She doesn’t stop I remove her hand and go to my bathroom and lock the door behind me. That wakes Brenda she rubs the sleep from her eyes looks at Julie and asks her, what are you doing in here this early Julie? And why are you playing with yourself? Were you playing with Roger too? Yes I was, Julie says. Were you having problems at school before you were let out for summer, Brenda asks? No’ uh I have these feelings and don’t know how to deal with them, Julie says.
Oh momma I just want to be normal but I can’t help it but to feel like I am just a fuck up. I know touching Roger is wrong. I know touching me is wrong. I am so freaking horny I feel I can’t stop what I have been doing in the last six months, Julie exclaimed! I can’t believe what you are telling me, your hormones are raging; mine were too in my teens but not until four years later. My first sexual contact was with my older brother uncle Jake he had no idea I was using him nine times out of ten he was drunk as death, Brenda shared. Mother really I never knew you was like me when you were younger and you chased after your own brother, Julie says.
I never chased after my brother he was always available is all. We were kind of isolated, Brenda says. Was that in Alaska or on a farm somewhere, Julie was asking. Iowa a farm in eastern Iowa is where I grew up grandma and grandpa moved when I was seventeen to Wyoming to get away from the scandals, Brenda says. What scandals mom you opened this can, Julie asks? I and Uncle Jake were in a mutual relationship that is why he was always around when you were younger. He got me pregnant without the benefit of knowing at the time it happened. It was one of the times I used him Brenda told Julie. I solemnly leave the two of them alone and excuse myself to the kitchen to drink as much coffee and alcohol as possible so I may suppress my overactive imagination.
I cleaned up the coffee decanter and replaced it in the coffee maker. I opened the top and picked out the strainer, full of yesterday’s spent coffee. I dumped most of it into the garbage can then proceeded to rinse the rest out in the sink and made sure there was no mess left behind. I replaced it in the coffee machine then retrieved fresh coffee and water out of the cupboard, to make today’s coffee. All the while I was straining to listen to the conversation between Brenda and Julie; some of the things I recognized were the details of Julie’s half-brother whom is being raised by Jake. I also caught pieces of questions posed by Julie and answers given by Brenda. Among these questions was one that severely troubled me; Julie wanted me to take her virginity.
Lisa wandered out to the kitchen and sat at the table and just stared at me while I finished with the coffee maker. When I noticed her sitting there I collected a bowl, the box of cereal, a spoon, and the gallon of milk from around the kitchen. I never said a word I just sat there across the table from her. You’re not going to eat breakfast Roger she asked? I will but I need some coffee first and I need it set in also, I say to her. When the coffee quits brewing I retrieve a cup and hungrily slurp down my first cup and work on another. Then Lisa asks why I drink coffee like I did. I am not awake enough to answer such questions, I say.
When finished with the second I fix two cups of coffee one of which I take to Brenda. I return to the kitchen and finish drinking mine. While sitting there Lisa finishes eating and adjourns to her bedroom. Julie walks by and flashes me her prepubescent titties then steps over to me and grabs my crotch and moans at the same time. Later that day Brenda and Lisa go shopping together leaving Julie and I alone in the house. While they are gone Teresa just walks in like she is accustomed to doing and asks where mom is. I tell her where she is but don’t say Julie is here Teresa leaves without saying anything else.
Julie sneaks out to the kitchen and is between my legs stroking my cock before I realize what is going on. A second later she has it in her mouth and she is sucking for all she is worth, while jacking me off with her hand. God baby you are going to drive me nuts sucking my cock like you do. Mom said I can do it anytime I want, Julie says. I just can’t let Lisa or Teresa know. Julie continues her ministrations until I blow my load down her throat, ropes of joy slide down her throat and she swallows every bit. I moan and shutter from the feeling and Julie sucks every last drop from me. Then returns to her bedroom, showers and prepares for the day. Over the course of the next few days Julie never got the chance to be alone with me. And work was an important couple of days because of the deadlines set before us by the boss.
At the end of the week Julie was acting strange and she sat on my lap during dinner one night getting curious looks from Lisa and smiles from Brenda. Let me stand up baby I whisper in her ear. No way she whispers back to me, I had not noticed before but she was rocking back and forth. She stiffened up and shrieks then melts into my chest. After she gains her composure she gets off my lap turns around says thank you and skips off to her bedroom. Ashamed by the large wet spot in my lap I wait until Lisa leaves to get up and go clean up.
Once I get cleaned up Brenda is in there telling me that I need to go away for a bit because Lisa went and told on me for letting Julie do what she done. I did the only thing I knew to do that was going to talk with my dad; I knew he wasn’t there physically but I knew he was there. I started feeling better after a little talk, I didn’t stop there I continued to mom’s house. I felt bad talking to her about what I had been letting go on in my house. Mom asked if I had kept it from Brenda. I told her that she knew all about it. Teresa and Lisa didn’t know anything until Lisa watched Julie riding my lap today.
Are you positive Lisa told on you, mom asked? Brenda told me after she done it and I heard Lisa come back into the house, I said. Roger what are you going to do I can’t hide you here you can’t hide at your sister’s or brother’s houses, mom said. Before I left my mom’s house the cops were there to ask me some questions. Keith walked up to me shook my hand then asked what my version of what happened this morning was. I simply told him my 12 year old stepdaughter sat in my lap and played with herself without me knowing until she got up. I was told that she looked like she was using you for a sexual favor by your other stepdaughter Lisa. At that time I told Keith he needed to stop his questioning and take me into the jail or wait until I had a lawyer present.
Keith agreed and asked me to stand and put my hands behind my back and he read me, my rights for arrest. I was taken to jail from there. Upon entry to jail I was told to say that my charges were two counts of aggravated assault. But they were something different. The deception was intended to keep me out of harm’s way. I did have people that were watching over me there to keep me safe on the inside just in case the truth got out. I spent a whole month in jail before seeing a judge or a lawyer. Once I did I was not allowed to see Brenda or the girls. Especially Julie, that did break my heart a little but the only one I wanted to see was Brenda.
Seeing her behind the glass was more than I could take. Julie was there under a tight leash by Teresa. After the second week was over I noticed that neither Teresa nor Lisa came with Brenda but my mother did. My mother left to go to the restroom, and on queue Julie started to flirt I was being watched so I just cleared my throat in a continuous fashion to give Brenda a hint to what was up. Brenda caught on right quick. She asked my mother to take her out to the waiting room. Julie refused to go but I told her if she gets my visits taken away Brenda will ground her for more time than what was already imposed on her.
Julie left but she didn’t like it and on her way out she more than let me know she was upset little did she know that went a long way toward keeping me out of prison. I probably would have gone if she had not acted up. It was a setup that my lawyer had put Brenda up to so he could get an idea on how to proceed with my case. During the next week my lawyer wanted to talk with me so we had our conference. My lawyer said he got the evidence he needed to defend me the right way and keep me out of prison. Your stepdaughter is a hormonal mess right now and she wants to get away with using you as her outlet, he said. You’re spot on, I said. We’ll do our best to save your skin then, he said. I requested a bail reduction hearing so I may bail out. That hearing was granted and I got out of jail to prepare for court.
I spent six months out of jail to prepare for my court date; while I was out I was visited by Brenda and Julie several times. Each time Brenda wanted to fool around and so did Julie. When Julie fooled around, she only did what she was allowed before I was jailed. Julie kept asking for more and I told her I could not let her do more than I agreed to already. During that time I was able to spend a birthday with Julie under supervision from DCFS and after I left Julie cried and was disgusted. It was only her thirteenth birthday and I guess she wanted me to make her a woman; however, I didn’t plan on doing that until her fourteenth birthday and over the phone I explained that to her.
I talked to her about the reasons for me not being able to live with them and why our judicial system has done this to me. The things I talked with her about life here and consequences rendered for illegal activity seemed to set in as I did repeat some of the ones I had already told her. After the counselor from DCFS left I allowed her to be able to come to my house alone and Brenda brought her down and dropped her off. When she arrived I met her at the front door sat her down and explained where she could be and couldn’t be in my house. She understood and agreed to stay away from those places I said not to be.
Julie asked if she could use the bathroom. After using it I was confronted with her in a tight teddy that was underneath her clothes. She asked if she could sit on my lap so I moved from the chair I was sitting on, to the couch. She sat on my lap and started rocking a little until I stopped her from doing it and laid her down on the couch. After I did I proceeded to give her a birthday present that she would love and only went as far as I was willing to go as was explained to her at an earlier time.
I started at her lips and gave her a gentle sensuous kiss that she returned with a begging for more and I just took it slow. I could feel her frustration building and the more it built up the slower I went along with what I was doing. I kissed her neck below her ear and worked my way down to her upper chest I did the same thing to the other side of her neck only slower this time. She humped to the touch wherever I touched her, trying to get more. Working my way down to her left nipple with soft little kisses that included me using the tip of my tongue I then traced a circle around her tender areola then sucked her nipple into my mouth. I then kissed my way to her right nipple and repeated what I had done with her left one.
I kissed a trail under her budding breasts and slowly made my way down to her belly button where I circled that with my tongue leaving a trail of saliva that made her squirm more than she was already doing. I made no action that told her I was going to fuck her, and it was not my intention to do so. I continued my kissing down her body to her small fuzzy patch of pubic hair that was just barely starting to grow. I nuzzled her slit with my chin and closed mouth. Eventually I parted her tender lips of her pubescent pussy and drove my tongue deep into it.
I slowly traced a race track that encircled her little fuck hole and every time I hit the sensitive little love button at the top she shivered and would let out a little squeal. I started to speed up my tongue just a little and she began to hump my face and I stopped doing it and she begged me to begin again. I paid no attention to her begging, but waited for her breathing to slow a bit and moistened a finger then thrusted it into her tender little fuckhole. Julie bucked into convulsions and her orgasm was very big. After a few moments it subsided and I gently fucked her pussy with my finger while I sucked and licked her love button. When she neared her next orgasm I pulled my finger out of her pussy and split her tender asshole with it. The orgasm she had next was the strongest she ever had she told me.
I drank all of her juices and allowed her to recover from it. I then offered her my cock which was hard as a rock and throbbing wildly. She greedily sucked it into her mouth and went down as far as she could and choked herself on it. Determined to get it all in she grabbed my ass and relaxed her throat and jammed my cock down her throat. She held that position for a moment then released me again. And pulled all the way off and went all the way back down again and got used to the way my cock would stretch her throat when she got all of it in her. A few strokes later I felt a burning deep inside of my loins telling me I was going to come soon so I told her to get ready for it. Julie sped up her oral ministrations and I exploded deep into her throat and she allowed me to empty my entire load down her throat.
I covered her with a blanket and she drifted off to sleep with the biggest smile on her face I have ever seen her have. At the time of her waking up, Brenda was waiting outside to take her home. Julie was lying on her belly so I uncovered her bare ass and gave it a swat. Ouch what did you do that for, Julie asked? You’re not waking up; mom is outside waiting for you, I said. Julie hurried to get dressed and left her panties and bra. I gave Julie a kiss on her way out of the house then turned my attention to cleaning up after her visit, upon moving the blanket I found her bra in the couch and then her panties; which was no big deal to me; I just tucked them away in a drawer in my grandma’s bedroom.
There were only two more visits from Brenda and I sort of got irritated by the fact that only Julie wanted to come by and pay any sexual attention to me and in a phone call I made to her we got into a heated argument about it. Later that night I received a visit from Julie. Julie informed me there was a man there she didn’t know talking to Brenda. He was brought there by a friend of mine to have some drinks and smoke some marijuana and they showed no intention of taking it outside the house.
I asked mom to stop smoking it in the house and she said she did not have the keys to your workshop, Julie said. She has the keys but I asked her to keep people out of it to reduce theft, I am glad she is following my request, I said. Well she knows I hate the smell of that stuff and why she likes to smoke it is beyond my knowledge, Julie said. Did they offer you any, I asked? No, Julie replied. I stood up and walked to my bedroom and retrieved a small box that contained my pipe a package of papers and a small jar of my own marijuana. I returned to the living room sat down on the couch next to Julie and opened the box. I opened the jar that contained the marijuana. I let Julie smell the unburned marijuana. She said it smelled better than what she smelled at the trailer. I loaded the pipe grabbed my lighter and lit it. I offered it to Julie she took my pipe in her small hand and put it to her lips. I ignited it and she sucked in the smoke she coughed quite a bit.
Wow that is a funny feeling I am getting from smoking that, Julie said. That’s normal, I said. Now I realize why mom likes to smoke it, Julie said. When the pipe was finished I put things away and returned to the living room. Upon my return Julie asked if she could suck my cock and I agreed. Julie wasted no time sucking me using her hand to enhance the feeling. It did not take me long to explode down her throat. After she finished and I went to the bathroom to pee there was a knock at the door and Julie ran to my bedroom while I answered the door. I neglected to zip up my pants and it was Brenda looking for Julie.
Come in Beebe I told her. So is Julie here buster, Brenda asked? Yes I answered and called out for her to come into the living room. You are going to be the death of me Brenda told her. I’m staying with Roger until the trial he has to go through, Julie said. You can’t do that DCFS will not allow that and they will put you in a foster home and jail Roger, Brenda said. I sat there and remained silent while they talked. You need to quit allowing men to party at our house then, Julie said. Those two were touching me in ways I did not like I only allow Roger to touch me that way, she added.
Why didn’t you tell me that before you left the house Julie, Brenda asked? You weren’t listening to me at all anyway, Julie said. You were disturbing those men Julie, Brenda answered. I didn’t like the way you were acting with them mom, Julie said. Unlike most of the times they were in conversation when I was present, I just sat by and stayed silent unless asked upon to give my view. Julie asked if I had a view on the subject I just said no. Brenda started prodding me for my opinion I chose to not say anything but Brenda wouldn’t take no for an answer. Finally I ended up asking both of them to leave until I could clear my head and get over being mad at Brenda for allowing them to stay.
Reluctant to leave but compliant anyway they both left to go home then they called me as soon as they got there. Brenda quizzes me again and I refuse to answer, my refusal to answer only pisses her off more and she starts to yell all about how she won’t help me and testify against me this starts a fight between her and Julie. In her argument she unknowingly hangs up on me I can only pray she will leave this subject alone tonight.
I will not be so lucky and calling the cops will be the only relief valve I will have but I choose to not call them I call my mother instead. My mother tells me to hold on the line and she will call the police to go talk with her. Brenda wants to know why the cops are there. Their answer is an anonymous phone call about a disturbance. Her normal impatience is a downfall and lands her in jail that night. The next day is met with challenges that could have been avoided with a little conversation.
Aggravated to the point of screaming Brenda is absolutely livid and she is not giving any ground on her stand. I simply set the phone down and refuse to listen to the yelling from the other end. Once Brenda realizes that she has no control over how I am going to react once again she tries to use psychological warfare against me. Being unsuccessful only causes her to act out in ways that are detrimental to only her. I choose to ignore the outbursts of childish behavior. Julie walks down to my house a week later and visits me for a bit two days before my sentencing for the charges that I obtained when I allowed Julie to hump me.
I always allow Julie to come down to my house and there is no restraining order against the two of us being together alone. This situation seems to suit her and me also for the fact that Brenda almost quit paying any sexual attention to me. And in a little less than half a year Julie became quite the talented cock sucker, when I would repay the favor and go down on her she was even more eager to please. Just after Julie arrived it didn’t take me long to strip her of her clothing and start licking away at the juices of her sweet pink pussy. Julie kept begging me to give her my cock. It was my intention to not let her have it until I was finished.
I slowly kissed her pretty little fuck hole and licked the inner and outer folds of her pussy and all the time I spent working on her she was adamant about getting to my cock. After a few moments of me doing what I was doing I caused her to finally climax. Once the climax shredded her reality I gave up my cock and she returned the favor. Julie was a little over zealous when she was allowed to have my cock and let her teeth touch too much. After telling her to take it slow she finally sucked me without brazenly using her teeth.
Mmmm I really love your cock in my mouth daddy, Julie said. I can’t wait to have it in my horny little pussy too, she added. If I don’t go to jail after court in the next couple of days then I will fulfill your wishes on your birthday. I won’t get out of jail until a month after your birthday, still that is your present from me to you, I said. Is there any way to get you to give it to me now please daddy, Julie begged? No, if DCFS finds out your hymen is broken before the age of fourteen then they have a case of rape against me and will send me to prison not just jail, they will send you to an Ob Gyn to get it checked out, I said.
Will they take me there to have it checked, Julie asked? You bet your britches they will, they won’t let the results of the finding go out to just chance, I said. How sure are you that you are going to jail for what we got caught doing, Julie asked. It is an eighty percent probability I will be sentenced to at least six months. This is my first offence so the judge may hold some leniency and only give me the minimum and then add probation, I said. I have asked my lawyer to do his best to try and allow visitation once I’m released, I said. Julie started crying when she finally found out the truths and gravity of what had happened. After a couple hours’ worth of apologies I managed to get her settled down so she didn’t go home crying.
I told her to not come down tomorrow since I would have visits most of the day by counselors and social workers and my lawyer. I did sneak up to see Brenda and Lisa that night Julie never left the bedroom and the one time she seen me she started crying and never stopped until long after I left the house to go home. Brenda and Lisa told me goodbyes just in case I went to jail and Lisa told me about a half of million sorry’s. I gave Brenda instructions on how the house I was living in was to be settled for an extended vacancy. I also told her that I loved her and that I want her to visit as much as possible.
The next day was the trial for me against the state and I was also questioned on the involvement in the mine explosion. I knew that OSHA wanted to pin the tail on someone who had an underground connection to conditions that were so despaired. I only told them that I knew of hazardous conditions and as I reported them they were not taken into consideration. I was questioned on who I reported to and how the protocol of reporting was handled. I said the truth it did me no good to lie even if it meant I was out of a job. The senior officials of the mine would not look me in the face but I heard a roar of applause after I gave my statement.
I was excused to sit back down and wait for my next case. Because of the circumstances of the case, the rest of the cases were all called before mine to allow the others to leave. At the case before my lawyer asked me to go to the hall for a conference. He explained that the least sentence he could get me was six months jail and two years formal probation. The fact that Julie was doing things herself was a deciding factor for me not going to prison and I will not have to register as a sexual predator. The actual sentence I had a problem with however. I was negotiating with my lawyer still when I was called by the judge again. We both entered the courtroom and I stepped to the podium and my lawyer talked to the district attorney.
The judge went over the charges set before me and I was asked for a plea I pleaded guilty and took the sentence as the district attorney suggested to the judge. My sentence was exactly what my lawyer had explained to me. When everything was over I was cuffed and escorted to jail.
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