Ok reposting my first story after editing it some of the ideas did not work like they did in my head. My writing may not be that great but I hope to improve to make things more readable so please forgive any short comings I hope you all like it any way.
From my earliest recollections of child hood and having an imaginative friend, at the time she seemed to be so real to me; a girl with horns like a ram from her head, black wings like a raven from her back, both of us grew up together as I aged she did too, till when the time came I no longer need to have a friend and she disappeared like my parents told me would happen.
Some times I would think back, I get flashes of her all vague, I have no idea why, may be on times now lost, easier times or less complicated.
I'm in my twenties I've had my share of girlfriends but they all ended before anything physical would happen they seemed to end over silly little things petty thing or without explanation.
One day a new women turns up in town, I was working as normal when I first saw her she was tall and beautiful, dark hair flowing down her back, blood red slim lips, her eyes glinted purple, I took it to be that she was wearing contact lenses. her skin a smooth ebony colour, she wore almost skin tight dress that hugged her figure.
I worked a dead end job pulling in a wage that paid it's way, she come in a couple of times to buy bits and pieces, I smiled well I would it part of the job.
One day I was sitting in the park sun shining warm weather a rare occasion were I live; and there she was taking a walk round exploring her new home town I figured, she was followed by two men chatting laughing but they were sent on their way, I watched them when they where some way away from her they seemed to changed some how I could not place it.
She saw me and walked over sat dawn "Don't you hate it when you get hassled because of your looks," she said. "Yeah it's terrible ain't it," I replied.
She looked at me puzzled "Why say that?" she asked. "It seemed the right reply," I said. She looked still puzzled not sure how she should take my comments, "Your the one from that shop I've been in."
"i guess so." all I wanted to do was sit here mind my own business, I had no intension making new friend with customers; right now this was my time, something was putting me on edge with her around hairs bristled on the back of my neck.
"Well i'm new around here my names Lilly what's yours?" she asked, I sighed no peace, "Edmund." I replied, "I'm sorry i'm imposing myself on you but it would be nice to make a friend that could show me round the place," looking at me with big puppy dog eyes.
I gave up. "Ok lets get going then." I started showing her round the park then I starting showing her from one side of town to the other, I took her to the library I found an up to date map photocopied it gave it to her, after that we parted company.
My working days passed, It was one sunny Sunday, I went out for a run and some where along the way I picked up a guest, Lilly; she joined me and she started chatting.
I'm not what you would call really good looking i'm not athletic, just slim built I consider myself plain but then looks are in the eye of the beholder, a white man brown hair green eyes and one ear slightly higher than the other with a round face.
On one of my days off I have off work, I was sitting in the park enjoying myself again and reading one of the stories I had on my kindle fire HD. Lilly sits by me we say hello and I go back to reading, she started talking about some of her troubles, while she was not looking I quickly slipped in some ear plugs and start reading again, I don't know how long it had been but I got a poking in the ribs, I sighed pull out one of the ear plugs.
"Did you hear any thing I was saying Edmund?" she asks. "Sorry no i'm not interested in your troubles," I reply.
"Oh I!" she said her voice trailed off looking a little saddened.
"troubles are all girls seem to want to talk to me about!" this was very much true because girls thought I be grateful for their attention because of not having classic good looking guy; I just happened to pick the wrong ones.
Lilly seemed a little upset by this, "don't you like me?" she asks.
"Look your beautiful you're the type of girl guys like me would dream of being with but don't get a look in, but because you're good looking does not give you the right to think I'd be grateful." I did not trust her motives for latching on to me.
I could not under stand why I was so defensive may be because of past experiences or it was something about her that made me like this.
"You're a cold bastard you know that." she said with a tear in her eye "and I thought you like me."
"Did i give that impression?" I shrugged and turned back to my kindle I felt a tap on my arm I looked up then felt a slap across my face, it hurt but I bit my tongue, she stood tears in her eyes and she turned and ran off she looked back at me as she did, I watched her unmoved and went back to my reading.
After that I was left alone for a couple of weeks she did not come into the shop or into the park, I thought back to normal, the park was my escape, for me; away from my boring life.
She turned up again. "I hope you thought about what you did any way I forgive you," she then just came out with it "where do you live?" I looked up, a little shook up, I tried to ignored her.
"Did you not here me?" she asked.
"I'm trying not to," came my reply.
"Why?" she asked.
"Look I don't know you," was my reply, "if you want to be friendly fine, want to talk fine but don't mistake that as a sign I want to listen all your rubbish that you want to dump on me as a way of making yourself feel better." There was just something that kept rubbing me up the wrong way.
She left again, I did not know why I was acting like this to a perfect stranger, there was just something I could not put my finger on that kept unsettled me about her like that.
I climbed into bed, tired and I fell to sleep; something made me jump; I was sitting up in bed in a cold sweat I was not in my room any more, all around me nothing; a grey blankness, then something from behind me was making a sound like a flapping of wings, did I want to know what it was but I could not resist looking getting on to my hands and knees looking down I was naked; I was dreaming that's it, as I had pj's on before I fell to sleep thats it i'm dreaming I calmed down a little.
Turning round to see where this flapping was coming from, hovering above me a female, I blinked then realised it looked like just like Lilly; her skin ebony in colour, rams horns from her head, ravens wings from her back, wings flapping slowly only her hair hung over her shoulders covered her naked form.
She floated round me I could feel an attraction to her she was alluring even with horns and wings her arm was straight out beckoning me, but I shook it off as soon as that happened, dust was blown in my face I woke in my room.
This happened every night each time a different thing in the dreams, wearing different bikinis in others bondage bikinis, each time she was alluring.
In one dream she wore a dominatrix style outfit that revealed her body while still covering her, when she noticed what clothing gave the best reaction she stuck to them.
I never had any type of fetish that I liked but I like her feet they were beautiful and sexy they gave a stirring in my loins and when she walked on the balls of her feet that emphasised her legs.
These dreams started from the first time I saw Lilly the dreams evolved over the time up to this point, it hit me Lilly had a passing resemblance to Vampirella all be it an ebony one she even wore the same style monokini, as it was my dream it had to be placing it on her.
One night she seemed to float round me, she landed lightly on tip toes on the end of my bed I turned following her movements I wiggled up to the headboard my back pressed up against it my heart beating fast, she took a step her full foot on the bed but no weight to her, taking more steps forward not making a dent in the bed, she leaned forward, her hand reaches out, takes a hold of my cheek.
"You do not remember me do you?" she said a little saddened by this, "Why would I remember you I never seen you before in my life," I replied.
"I will have to jog your memory then," she pointed, I followed to where her finger pointed, there was I as a child with my imaginary friend I could see it now I looked back it was her older but how, had my memory superimposed with the meeting of Lilly on faded memories.
"You are her HOW can that be you're not real she was not real!" my voice broke.
"There are things beyond your comprehension, when you were a child you were able to see things others could not see as you grew you forgot that but never lost that ability, I followed you, watched you as you grow, and I grew; you just did not see it happen to me."
"When you first saw me you saved my life without knowing it and kept me safe; without you I would of been killed I will tell more later." she blew a dust and i grew tired my eyes closed.
Waking up in bed I looked at my clock only been in bed an hour least it was a dream and went back to sleep.
When I saw Lilly next over the following week I was little more relaxed round her, that bad feeling was passing but they were not the same people one was real the other my dreams, I was not going to talk to her about my weird dream of her and how I connected the two.
Her eye colour had changed to a blue she must of changed the contacts so I just let her talk and it was just general chit chat, it was just me having a complex and reacting to some bad past relationships putting me on edge with good looking women.
Back in bed just falling asleep to wake up back in the grey blankness there on the end of the bed is Lilly sitting there.
"Hello again as promised I will tell more; like I said you saved me; without you knowing, I was not meant to live; there was someone who had been sent to kill me but failed thanks to you," her wings flicked as they adjust to her position on the bed.
"What are you?" I asked."I am what you would call a succubus in your world" she replied.
"Are you a demon?" I asked I knew a little about such fables.
"No. Just.. there is no such thing as angels or demons no god or devil," she collected her thoughts "what we are just a species like yourself we just live on a different plain to you and people like yourself who have seen us ended up calling us angel and demons." she stopped to think how to carry on.
"There was some of our species who played up to these ideas, we succubus as we have been named by yours species have a bad reputation because of some of my people doing what they did to yours."
She paused thought about what she was about to say next "You are.. erm how do we say, are special and I can feel it in you that is the puzzling thing about you." She stopped in thought.
"In my world there is a lot of trouble, a civil war is starting to brake out there has been a lot of turbulence since the time we crossed paths and only now war could start you could be a key to stopping it."
"How do you think I can help?" this is a dream I thought, not like any of my normal dreams.
"As I said you are special I think I can show you by kiss me, you have to be willing thought." Lilly said.
She stood, holding out her hand I took it, her hair shrunk back revealing her perfect ebony coloured naked body pert breasts and nipples erect, her vagina had what looked like fluffy black down round it. I could feel myself becoming aroused by her and the feeling of wanting make love to her.
She put her arms round my neck I moved in and kissed her, our tongues met flicking over and exploring each others mouths. I felt something in myself in my body, something was being awoken in me.
Blood shot to my penis and it started to grow, I felt my body warm up and my back becoming itchy then pricks of pain that became a stabbing pain, I stopped kissing her pulled away shook my head the haze lifted, the feelings faded.
"Why did you stop you were about to be shown." Lilly let me know. "I don't know it felt wrong." I lied.
She blew dust in my face I awoke in a cold sweat in my bed day back in his room light what was that about I thought.
Going on the internet searching for succubus reading what had been put on wikipedia.
The next few day Lilly did not show up, and over the month it seemed like she had left as quickly as she had came and the dreams had stopped too I started to miss Lilly may be both even.
The dreams started again two months later waking in the grey blankness she was naked this seemed to be the norm for her she landed. walked over to me on her tip toes, I could feel the arousal starting in me she was the essence of sexuality I could feel a lust building in me want to make love to her I mentally shook my head and it passed.
"Don't fight it become my lover let me release what is special in you." she said in a soft voice taking my hands "Lay down with me," she said reassuringly.
I did but this was on my terms, her arms wrapped round my neck we kissed my body reacted I could feel my penis begin to grow I could feel her warm body against mine and a hand wrapped round my semi hard penis, she began to stoke it, it only took a couple of stokes to make me fully erect.
I was a virgin "I know your a virgin do not worry so am I." A soft lilt in the voice.
I don't know what I was doing but something took over me guiding me I took one of her breasts and began to flick it with me tongue.
She gasped then I started to suck it small moans came from her then I switched to the other and another small moan, so I switched from one to the other and then we kissed once more.
She stopped me she lay down on the end of my bed, I knelt down between her legs, she parted her vaginas labia showing me her virginity.
I lowered my head and began to lick I had no clue but my body did, so I just let my body do its thing. My tongue traced her pussy working inwards and worked up to the clitoris I kissed it; taking it in my mouth and sucked it gently then harder I flicked it with my tongue then ran over it pressing on it to making her body tense up.
The taste of her juices I could not describe it, it had a tangy quality to it but not unpleasant.
She stopped me pulled me up to her we kissed her juice on my lips she lapped it up, she traveled down my body kissing her way down sparks of electricity of pleasure shot threw my body.
Her hand gently wrapped round my cock and slowly began to stroke up and down I lay back closed my eyes feeling how good it felt.
Then feeling it speed up she altered the speed slow to fast, she stopped all of a sudden and pulled down hard sending a jolt of pain and pleasure, feeling her take a testicle in her mouth and sucked on it these things where all new I could not describe half the sensations going threw me.
Swopping from one testicle to the other all I could say my body was ridged, with all these new sensations, she ran her tongue from base to head taking my cock in her mouth she started to give me a blow job.
Feeling the wonderful feeling of her mouth and tongue working on my cock I was going through a lot of firsts with my first sexual experience.
She stopped slid up my body looking into each other eyes she had a gently smile, we kissed, taking hold of my cock she adjusted her position lined up and pushed down,
Letting go of my cock sank down on me we both moaned we were both no longer virgins now I could feel her pussy contractions on my cock she lay on me I looked, she had tears in her eyes.
"What's wrong? whats up?" I asked her.
"It hurts more than I thought it would!" came a rasping reply. "We can stop and when it stops hurting we could start again," I started to pull out looking down her body some of her blood on my cock from the tearing of her hymen.
Her body reacted to me pulling out, she pushed down and gripped hard not wanting to let me out, pain and pleasure shot threw my body, then I felt the itching and pain in my back.
I had to get up i stood her leg wrapped round me her arms round my neck my cock buried in her pussy, it started to milk me from the contractions, I felt more pain in my back then sheer agony as some thing ripped out.
Lilly started to work sliding up and down on my cock I could feel a liquid run down my back I felt like I lost my mind, then I was brought back to my senses, "You YOu YOU have wings we're flying!" her voice high pitched.
We were making love. "WHAAATTTT!" I looked down we were off the ground. "You have wings that's why we are flying." I said whimper in my voice.
"No. My wing are not flapping look," Lilly replied, I looked she was right her wings were not flapping, her body worked harder sliding up and down my cock her pussy working faster and harder round my cock milking me, we kissed.
We both moaned out loud with the pleasure I could feel my orgasm build. "I'm cumming." I said "I'm cumming."
"Yes yes yes cum for me baby cum in me cum deep in me!" her voice high with an extacy.
I felt warm liquid run down my legs from her, that sent me over the edge and shot my load in her I came and came and came again, I ejaculated more times in her than I ever had from masturbating.
I looked down my feet was on the ground now. "You can get off now if you want." I suggested.
"Ok." She tried to pull off but could not, as she tried to pull off shots of pain went threw both of us we cried out from it, she tried again but no good I was fast in her.
"What's wrong," I asked worried. "I can't get off you, i'm stuck." she said just as worried as I was.
"You what, try again." I felt her try to pull off "Aaaarrgghhh stop, it hurts it hurt stop pulling."
She did. "Whats happening to us," I asked.
"The only thing I can think of is we are bonded there is no way a human can bond with us when I said you where special I was lying to tempt you in to having sex." She looked guilty.
She continued. "But before you say anything you really did save my life." she stopped tried once more to pull off both of me we screamed in pain.
"I was only having sex with you to thank you for saving me, by giving you the best experience of your life I did not expect this, there is more to you than both of us knew about, the only way the bonding ends is if I become impregnated or fail to, but we will have to wait to find out one way or other.
I sat down when we stopped fight the bonding she moved it gave a new feeling I was still hard in her even after I cam the bonding kept me hard in her.
She moved again this time it was a different type of pleasure that ran threw both of us so she carried on in these small movements we ended up making love some more.
We both orgasmed more and I cam again and again in her, both of us worn but still she kept wiggling on me she had made my cock super sensitive I both wanted to stop and not stop at same time. Lilly went for one last ride starting slow then speeding in these small hops on my manhood our hands locked then one last push down her pussy contracted sending us both over the edge milked the last out of me, she collapsed on me we both hugged she lay her head on me.
I was not worried I was dreaming an intense one, this was all a dream I remembered, then after some time we were freed from the bonding neither wanted it to end.