I'm a Dutch girl, 19 year old now, with a very interesting youth. My story begins when I was just 9 years old.
I have always lived with my dad, since my mother had died when I was very young. We have little money and we live in a small appartement on the 4th floor. He does work hard, but he just doesn't get paid very well. Every wednesday till sunday he is in Germany for his job and, since we cannot afford a nanny, I take care of myself most of the time.
At school they don't understand. I don't even bother making friends, because don't really want to. Although I have to admit that I do sometimes feel lonely. When I was surfing the internet one day, I found myself on a chatsite (a Dutch one). Most guys I just clicked away immediately, but there was one older man, who was very kind to me. He seemed sincerely interested in my life and in me, and after a while talking to him I gave him my MSN adress.
We chatted on MSN every single day for hours. He said he was 54, very early retired and he was called Peter. After a few weeks he asked wether I had any pictures of myself, since he had grown very curious as to how I looked. I sent him most of the pics I had, which were very normal picture with 2 or 3 perhaps in bikini. He put his webcam and microphone on and that was the first time I saw him. From that day on he always turned on his webcam and microphone.
A few weeks past again and we were chatting every day, when one day he asked me who would teach me all the grown-up stuff if my dad was in Germany most of the time. I didn't know what to say, so I asked why he couldn't teach me instead. He said he could but only if I had a webcam and microphone as well. But I told him I didn't have the money for it. He said he would send it to me and without thinking twice I gave him my adress, because I considered him the only real good friend I got.
A couple of days later I recieved an envelope containing enough money to buy a good webcam and microphone with a little note saying "For your cam and mic". Only one hour later I had bought and installed the webcam and microphone and Peter and I could both see and hear each other. It was time to finally learn about the grown-up stuff:)
He asked me "Do you know the difference between a boy and a girl?". I replied that I knew (penis vs vagina). "The only way we can really look good at the difference is if we look at it closely, so you need to take off all your clothes and I'll take of all mine" he said. Within one minute I was completely naked and he was lagging one minute behind. It was the first time I saw a penis and I saw it growing until it was hard. He told me all about sex and masturbating and cumming and he had me bent over and make a close-up of every little part of my young 9 year old body. And I trusted him completely.
He taught me how to masturbate and he showed me what happened when he did it. He let me put all kinds of things in my pussy and also in my arse, such as toothbrush, banana, etc. And every day we would masturbate while looking at each other. A few months past and I turned 10.
He said that it was time to find out how it really felt to hold a penis and to taste one. He only had to tell me once before I invited him to come to my house. He was there the next day already. It was a friday and my dad would be gone till sunday evening.
He came in and gave me a kiss on the top of my head. I went to the kitchen to get him a drink and when I came back into the room he was already naked. I wasn't scared at all, I just walked right to him and grabbed his dick. He pulled of my little dress and panties and we started masturbating each other. He told me to lick and suck his dick and to play with his balls. I hesitated slightly when he said that, but for only a second, because moment later I was giving him a blowjob. I might have been only ten years old but I loved it. Without a warning he came straight in my mouth. I almost spit it back out in a reflex, but I could just hold it in. I swallowed it and although I didn't really like the taste it felt great to do.
He said I was doing really good and told me to lie down while he would eat my pussy. I did as he said and just enjoyed while he kept licking until I came. I was panting and I thought we were done, but he said that the most important thing was still to come. He turned me around and put me on all fours while he thrust his dick in my pussy. I felt a slight pain but not very much and I loved the way he enjoyed himself while pounding in my pussy with heavy groans from his side.
He stayed the entire weekend and he proposed on saturday that we would do it in front of the cam for other people to watch on the internet. I agreed, I trusted him fully. A lot of men were watching us and they were saying they wanted to fuck me and pay big money for it.
I didn't forget that 'pay big money for it'. When Peter left that sunday I started chatting on random sites again, showing myself on the webcam before strange horny men and agreeing to meet them and fuck them for a few hundred euro's per hour. Now I know that that was only the start. Next time I will tell you what happened between 10,5 years old and 14 years old