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Author's infos Gender: Male Age: 36 Location: Washington State |
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Chapter Twenty Three: Beginning of the End When I arrived home it was like returning to a dream, some unreal place that didn’t seem like home anymore. I parked my car in front of my house and I ran to the door. The house was quiet, almost a dead quiet and I noticed right away that things were missing. I walked up the stairs to my bedroom and it was almost empty. I began to walk the rest of the house and I quickly realized that Gia had moved out, taking only things she had bought with her own money or special things I had gotten her. I still didn’t know what was going on; I had tried to call her on my three day journey home but hadn’t been able to locate her at home or her parent’s house. By the time I made my way to the kitchen I found the engagement ring I had given her on the table. I didn’t need a note to tell me what that meant, things moved out and a ring on a table is a note enough. I walked back upstairs and pulled the guest linen out of the closet and remade my bed. I wasn’t mad about what Gia had taken with her; she could have everything in the house as far as I was concerned. I felt numb and I lay down on my bed and turned on my TV, I needed time to think and let this latest development set in. I only had a couple days left before Katie and Abby brought Ash back to the island. I had to find Gia and get this resolved before they got back. I felt bad about how I had left Ash this time; I had snuck away in the morning while she slept again. I knew her well enough to know that she would be mad at me for that. I had woken up early the morning after the wedding, Ash was still lying in my arms, and I began to feel myself getting excited as I felt the warmth of her body pressed up against me. I didn’t want to wake her but I had to move before I did something I would regret, I wanted her little body so bad but I couldn’t give in to her. I leaned over and kissed her neck a couple times and she shifted in her sleep, rolling slightly onto her back. I used this opportunity to scoot back on the bed against the wall, moving carefully over her and off the bed. I had made a decision as I lay there thinking that morning, I picked up my shorts from where I had left them last night and pulled them on before reaching under the bed and pulling out my duffle bag. I unzipped my bag and removed a clean shirt and put it on before I gathered up all my belongings in the room, just throwing them into the duffle. I quietly opened the door and slipped out, locking it behind me so that Ash would be ok alone in the room. Not that I didn’t trust my family but I know I always feel safer with the door locked when I sleep alone. I walked downstairs and headed off to the bridal suite, I needed to let Abby and Katie know why I was leaving. I wanted very much to spend the rest of the time we had planned out at the lodge but I needed to go and talk to my girlfriend. I knocked on the door loud enough to wake the girls, wishing I didn’t have to but I wanted to leave before Ash awoke. I knew if I didn’t Ash would break my resolve and I would take her into my arms and not let go. Abby finally came to the door, she was wiping her eyes and she wore a look of concern on her face. “Joey,” she said somewhat surprised to see it was me, “Is something wrong?” “No, not anything you need to worry about,” I began, “But I need to leave. I have to figure out what’s going on at home and ………. Well you know………. What we talked about last night.” “I get it, you go and get it sorted out,” she told me as she patted my shoulder, “How did things go with her last night, I heard about the sleeping arrangements.” She flashed me a guilty smile as she said the last part and I began to wonder how much of a hand she had in sending Ash to me. “It went ok, we talked and I need to talk to Gia.” “WELL! Did you……. You know?” She asked excitedly with a slight giggle. “No…….” “But it was Ashley, I thought for sure you guys would see each other and make mad passionate love, I kind of thought it would be incredibly romantic.” “Abby, I’ve got to go,” I started changing the subject, “I just wanted to ask you…….. Well I just wanted to make sure that someone got Ash back to the island.” “Don’t worry we’ll bring her back with us. I promise,” she told me and kissed my cheek, “Good luck with Gia and I’ll see you in about a week.” “Thanks,” I replied and kissed her cheek before I turned and walked towards my truck. I stopped at the front desk and wrote a note for Ash, I asked the clerk to have it delivered to the room in about an hour. The note read: Ash, I wanted to tell you I’m sorry, I’m sorry for leaving you again while you slept without a word of goodbye. I love you so much that I couldn’t leave while looking into those eyes but I have things I need to clear up at home and I can’t stay. I made arrangements with Abby and she will bring you back to the island with her, if that’s what you want. I would understand if you wanted to go back with Lilly and live with her. I hope you choose to come back to the island first. If you do, we can talk then I can send you to Lilly if you want to be there. I love you more than words can say; I just need to deal with my home life before I can talk anymore about OUR future together. I don’t think it would be fair to you or my girlfriend if I didn’t end one relationship before starting another. I’m sorry I didn’t wake you to come with me, it’s a two night car trip back home and I knew I wouldn’t be able to control myself on the way home if I took you with me. I almost lost control this morning and made love to you in your sleep, there’s no way I could resist two more nights. I hope you understand. I love you so much and hope to see you soon. Joey I shook my thoughts out of my head as I lay on my bed, it had been a long drive home and I still hadn’t had anything to eat that day. I walked back down stairs and began fixing myself a sandwich; I sat at the table and ate looking at the ring still sitting there. I couldn’t get myself to move it yet. Finishing my sandwich and placing the plate in the sink I felt it was time to try again to find Gia. I walked over to the phone and I saw a note written on the pad next to it. It had a shorthand note written on it simply giving the date and the name of Glen the P.I., I realized that the date listed was the day before the wedding. My other problems seemed to melt away for a moment as I let myself get my hopes up that Glen had found my sister. I dialed the investigator right away; I needed a bit of good news in the middle everything going on. I closed my eyes and crossed my fingers as the phone began to ring; hoping today was the day I found her. His secretary answered telling me he was in a meeting and would call me back in about a half an hour. I opened my eyes disappointed about another delay but I said that would be ok. While I was waiting I called Gia’s parents house again, and was again told she wasn’t there. I told her mom that I was home now and knew Gia had moved out, I asked her to let Gia know I needed to talk to her and find out what was going on. I sat back down at the table and stared at the ring, Gia had made my decision really easy for me by moving out but I was still sad over the fact that our relationship was over. What were we going to do about the baby? If she wouldn’t talk to me now how could we possibly raise a child together? I was so lost in my thoughts I barely heard the phone begin to ring. I snapped out of my funk and jumped up to grab the phone. “Hey,” I said simply. “Joey?” It was Glen’s voice on the line. “Yeah, I called because I found a note that you called a few days ago.” “I did call, but I gave all the info to your girlfriend.” “She didn’t write it down and we…….. She moved out.” “Oh, you’re not upset I told her, I thought we had discussed sharing information with her was alright,” he said nervously. “No, it’s fine I wasn’t hiding anything from her. I just need to know what you told her.” Glen went on to tell me about how he had finally been granted access to the records and then he began to explain the process of tracking her down once he had her name. I really didn’t care about the process and I tuned out most of what he said. I knew he was happy he had come through for me but all I cared about was the name and the address. I let him go on as I didn’t want to seem rude but I was getting really impatient by the time he finally gave me the name. At long last he finally told me who she was I didn’t need the address; I knew where to find her. I was in shock, I knew my sister and I had known her for a long time. “Thank you,” I stuttered out. “Are you ok?” “Yes, I’m just happy to have found her, that’s all.” “Ok, you sound a bit shaken.” “No, I’m fine,” I told him. I couldn’t tell him I was shaking because I had slept with my own sister, “Thank you Glen for all your help, you did a great job.” “No problem, so were done and I’m closing your case now.” “That’s fine, thank you again,” I replied and hung up the phone. I had gone through so much emotional pain and trouble when I thought Katie was my real sister, dealing with the conflicting feelings of love and morality. Now in the end I found my real sister and I had slept with her, it was too much to handle with the break up I was going through. Was this the news that had made Gia leave? I knew this had to play a part in why she left but I was to numb at the moment to put it all together. I thought about Jessica and I began to wonder why she hadn’t told me herself? She had to know I was her brother, she had been old enough to remember her time on this island that there was no way she didn’t know I was her brother. My thoughts were interrupted as there was a loud knock on the front door. “Gia!” I exclaimed opening the door. “Mom said you were back, we need to talk.” “I’ve been trying………….” “I didn’t want to have this conversation over the phone,” she told me cutting in and walking to the kitchen and sitting down at the table. I closed the door and followed her into the kitchen, sitting down opposite her. Both of our eyes fell to the ring still sitting in the center of the table. “Gia, what’s going on?” “I can’t do this anymore. I told you before that I couldn’t tolerate secrets and I know there is more you’re still hiding from me.” “I told you everything that night…….” “Just stop now, if all you’re going to do is continue to lie to me.” Her face was red with anger and her tone was almost deadly, “I know you had a relationship with Katie.” “I don’t know…..” was all I managed to stutter. “Don’t deny it! I’ve seen you around her and I’ve heard enough comments.” “Gia, I don’t know what to say about that. I……..” “I told you to stop! I understand why you would lie to the rest of the island as everyone thinks you’re really brother and sister. But I know about your adoption and your real father! Why would you lie to me about it?” “I did it for her,” I explained, “I didn’t want it to get out that we had a relationship.” “So you think I would’ve just blabbed to the whole island? Joey……. Justify it all you like but you couldn’t be honest with me about her.” “Your right.” “Finally an honest answer.” “I’m sorry, Gia.” “I’m sorry too,” she said with tears now forming in her eyes. We sat at the table not saying anything for a long time, Gia laid her head on the table and sobbed into her arm. I couldn’t believe that the reason she had left was simply my omission about Katie, there had to be more to it but I didn’t know how to bring it up at that moment without upsetting her worse. After a half an hour of silence I finally said something, I had to tell her what was on my mind. “Gia, about the baby, I’m not going to let you do it alone.” This statement only made her sob worse. “There’s not going to be a baby anymore,” she told me through her tears, “I had it aborted a couple days ago. I couldn’t have it knowing what Glen found out.” “What?” I asked in shock. I was both relived and hurt in the same moment. I had come to terms with the idea she was pregnant when I asked her to marry me, I was excited to be a dad and now it was over. It probably was a good idea that I didn’t have a child with her now as things were but my disappointment and hurt took hold over what was probably best. “It all happened last Friday, I had come back home to get some things and I found your ex-girlfriend on Katie’s door step,” Gia began. She knew the family had been looking for Ash and was really happy she had turned up again. Gia said that it was only a short time later that Glen had called and had told her the good news about finding my lost sister Jessica, he gave Gia her name and location and they chatted a little while longer. Gia hadn’t thought much about it at the time and turned her attention to being a good hostess to Ash. The girls had dinner and talked, sharing stories they both knew about me and just having a really good time. She said that Ash seemed like a really sweet girl and they liked each other right away. She said that Ash hadn’t told her any secrets but she had still managed to pick up some things from what Ash wasn’t saying. She said anytime she asked Ash about Katie or our teen years Ash would almost side step the conversation or change the subject completely making Gia wonder what she was hiding. The one thing that came through loud and clear that night to Gia was that Ash was still very much in love with me and knowing I was keeping secrets from her made things worse. It wasn’t until the girls had gone to bed that night that Gia really thought about what Glen had told her and it clicked in her head were she had heard my sisters name before. Gia said she was so disgusted by the thought that I had fallen in love with and had sex with my own sister that she couldn’t take it. After what happened with her brothers she couldn’t stay here, with me anymore. She understood that when it happened we had no idea we were related but the thought that I might have slept with my adopted sister and that I had definitely slept with my real sister was just too appalling. The next morning she had gotten up and took Ash to the airport, she was sure in her mind that once Ash returned to my life that our time was over. She could see the love in Ash’s eyes and she knew from my stories of our past that the girl was a master manipulator. That fact coupled with what Gia had just learned mixed with the secrets I was keeping had pushed her over the edge and she came home and moved out the same morning. Gia said that she was so emotionally upset that she just started loading her car without thinking. She moved back in with her parents who were a little surprised to see her come back home again. She said that she finally broke down and told her parents the truth about what had happened with James and she told them what was going on with me; her parents were sympathetic and took her back into their home with open arms. She said it was like a fire was burning in her as she moved her stuff out on Saturday and Sunday; she refused any help and wouldn’t stop until it was done. That same fire caused her to leave on Monday morning to a clinic in Kayak Falls and have an abortion. It was only after she had aborted the baby that the fire began to die down and she immediately regretted doing it. She had just acted on impulse moving out and trying to erase everything we had together but when it was done she had realized that it was all wrong but it was too late to undo what she had chosen to do. Gia stopped talking and began crying again, I didn’t say anything to her. “Gia, I wish you would’ve talked to me…………” I started but she cut me off again. “It dddosen’t mmmatter now,” she stuttered through her tears, “It’s done and your with Ashley now.” “I……. I’m not with her.” “You’re going to sit there and lie to me again and say nothing happened after she got to the wedding?” “I didn’t………. we didn’t………” I hadn’t had sex with Ash but Gia still wouldn’t be happy with what did happen. The fact that she slept in my bed would be enough. “You’re telling me NOTHING happened?” Gia asked her eyes narrowing. “No, but I didn’t have sex with her, I love you too much to ever cheat on you like that.” “I don’t believe you.” “I didn’t…….” “JUST STOP!” She screamed at me, “Just stop, I don’t believe you and you can’t change my mind. That’s the problem here, TRUST; I don’t have any for you anymore.” “I truly loved you Gia.” “I have no doubt about that,” she said getting up, “But you never loved me as much as her. Don’t even speak you know it’s true.” I just simply looked at her, she was right but I didn’t want to say that to her. I didn’t want to hurt her worse than I had already done. “I think were done here Joey,” she said walking towards the door, “I just need space right now so please don’t call me.” I sat there without another word as I heard the door open and close again. I had really love Gia and planned to marry her, on many levels I was hurt that the relationship was over. I sat at the table deep in thought; it was amazing how your entire life could turn around in less than a week. One week ago I was engaged and about to be a father, now I was single and no kids in my future. At least in the end I had found my sister and Ash had come back to me, we could have a real relationship now. There would be no more hiding our love for each other; Ash and I were for the first time in our lives free to be ourselves. Getting up I walked into the bedroom and laid down on my bed. I began to flip channels on my TV and accidently came upon the video to that dumb ass song. It had been years since I had seen the video, and my body reacted the same way as it always did. I lay there with my eyes glued to the TV as my cock began to grow, screaming for relief. I couldn’t understand why I was still affected by this song so much after ten years but I reached down and slid my pants off. After the day I’d I closed my eyes as my hand found my hard cock. I began to stroke myself slowly, savoring the feeling I was giving myself. I began to breath heavy as I sped up the speed of myself stimulation, I couldn’t remember the last time jacking off had felt this good. It didn’t take me long with that dumb ass song playing in the back ground, in only minutes I was firing off shots of cum landing on my stomach legs and hand. I felt more relaxed then I had in days, I had needed this more than I had realized. I wondered to myself again if the song was a blessing or a curse on my life, as sometimes like right now it helped me out. I became so calm so quickly after masturbating that I fell asleep still lying there cum drying on my body. I didn’t wake up until early the next morning; I felt dirty and headed straight for the shower. I let the water wash over my body for until it ran cold, just trying to feel something but I was numb. I had come home with the intention of breaking up with Gia but I still felt heartbroken over it. For a brief moment I wondered if Ash had played me again, but I realized as the thought hit me that I really did love Ash above all others. It was love that was my problem, I loved too much. I thought back to college and all the girls I’d had sex with during that time, and I thought about the girls I had loved throughout my life. I had loved Katie, Abby, Ash, Jenny and Gia. They were all great girls, the best and choosing between them had been so very hard over the years, but in the end at least they were all still in my life. Well maybe not Jenny or Gia anymore but I hoped to change that, I hoped that Gia would forgive me someday and we could be friends. I knew Katie, Abby and Ash would be home sometime later in the day but I wasn’t ready to see them yet. I wanted out of my house; maybe it was cursed, because all it did was remind me of what I had lost in the last week. I decided that I needed to see my real sister and talk to her; I needed to know why she lied to me and never told me who she really was. I got out of the shower and got dressed, putting on my nicest jeans and sweater. I packed myself a small travel bag of clothes and I walked down stairs to write a note for Katie. I explained that something had come up and that I had to be out of town for a few days, I told her to apologize to Ash and I would explain everything when I got home again. I walked over to Katie’s door and slipped the note under it before heading to my truck. As I drove across the island I decided as I needed to stop in and check on my businesses. I stopped in on Tommy and talked to him for a couple minutes. He seemed almost nervous to talk to me, but said he could keep things under control until I returned home. Brooke had flown back home on the Sunday after the wedding as we planned and she was still running the store by herself, so she was happy to see me when I walked in. I explained to here that Abby would be back today and that I had to leave, I told her what had happened and why I was going and she cried for me giving me a big hug. She wished me luck as I walked out the door. I drove to the airport and bought a ticket, leaving my truck in the long term parking. When my time came I boarded the plane, and I sat there as it took off. I was number than ever, I was nervous about how this would turn out. I didn’t know what I was going to say to her and it felt so weird going to see her knowing she was my real sister. Unlike when I had thought Katie was my sister and we shared a common father, Jessica and I shared both parents. It was an awkward situation I was in because I had loved her so much. It took me an hour after landing to rent a car and arrive at her doorstep; I stood for at least fifteen minutes before I could knock. In the end I decided it was pointless to make the journey to not knock on her door, so I did. “Joey!” she exclaimed as the door opened, “What are you doing here? After all this time.” “I came to see my sister.” “Oh,” she said crestfallen and turned away from me, “When did you know?” “Only yesterday………… why didn’t you tell me?” “We should talk, come in, please.” She led me inside her apartment which hadn’t changed much in the two years since I had been there before. Just as I was about to sit down on the couch I heard a little girl scream and I felt arms wrap around me. “I missed you so much!” Cried the little girl. “I missed you too, Anne,” I told her. “Did you come back to be with Jenny?” I had to admire how much Anne had grown in the last two years. She was a young lady now but she had the same little girl voice and innocence about her. I wished for a moment that I wasn’t Jenny’s brother and I could be with her, I would love very much to be this little girl’s guardian parent. I would have to settle for uncle as it were. “Anne, go play in your room or watch a movie, Joey and I need to talk.” “Awww alright,” she replied pouting. “Don’t worry sweetie I won’t leave without spending some time with you too.” “Really?” she asked perking up again. “Yes, now run along.” Anne ran off to her room and Jenny and I sat down on the couch. There was an awkward silence between us for a long time, neither of us knowing where to start talking. I finally broke the ice and asked her why she didn’t tell me, I told her I had spent a fortune trying to track down someone who knew all along what I was looking for. Jenny said that she didn’t know I was her brother in the beginning, because she had a brother David when she was little not a brother Joey. She told me about the years after our mother died and how she had been abused by her foster parents. She explained that she had grown up with Jeff there, which was how they had met as they were foster siblings. She paused a lot while talking about her foster years; stopping to cry as she remembered the abuse she and the others had suffered. It all came to an end when she and Jeff had stood up to them leading to a very dark incident that ended with her almost drowning in the ocean. The truth came out about the foster family and all the kids were placed elsewhere and given new names. Jenny said that what followed was the first time in her life she had ever been happy, she was placed with a really great family who took her in and treated her like she was one of their own children. She was happy when she found out that Jeff had been placed in a home not that far away from her and they were able to continue going to school together. She found it comforting to have a friend like him to count on, one who had lived through the nightmare with her and could understand things she couldn’t talk to anyone else about. However despite the bond they shared after living through all this together she never could feel for Jeff what he felt for her. It was living with that family that she was finally able to escape the island; they adopted her as soon as she turned 18. They had only waited until then because the foster care system could’ve interfered until she was a legal adult. It was through her new family that Jenny became the person she was today, with the charity and kindness she bestowed on others. She told me the truth about Anne as well, she had once said that Anne was her cousin’s child and she had taken her in because Anne’s parents were drug addicts. She told me the druggy parents were true but Anne wasn’t her cousin’s child. Anne had been a small child when Jenny found her in an apartment, both her parents had overdosed. They were her neighbors and the door to their apartment had been open for days and she could hear Anne crying, when she went in to look she found a half starved child and two dead parents. Jenny took the child in until they could find her a real home but she fell in love with Anne, so her parents officially adopted Anne so Jenny could take care of her. Jenny said that she planned on adopting Anne herself when she turned 18 just like her parents had done with her. I could tell by the tones of her voice that she was relieved to be able to tell me the truth about her life. I was more interested in why she hadn’t told me who she was, but I let her tell me her story as it looked like she needed to get it out. Jenny told me she had been honest when she had stated that she moved to town because of the local schools being the best to help Anne and her learning problems, only then did she find out Jeff was going to college there too. They had lost touch after high school. Jenny said that when she met me something had clicked inside her and she didn’t know why but she knew she loved me. She could feel it the moment we saw each other. I told her I had felt it too. She thought it was weird as she never felt for someone like that before, again I told her it had been the same for me. The whole time we had dated and made love she had no idea who I really was because, again, I went by the name Joey and I had been David when we were kids. I explained to her that my dad changed it when he took custody of me. I asked her how much she remembered of our childhood living at home, she said only bits and pieces. I asked her how much she wanted to know and she told me despite how awful it might be she wanted to know what I knew. I told her about our mother and Lilly, how they grew up, all about my father, and how our step-grandfather was our real dad. Jenny cried and hugged me when I had told her the whole story. She had a vague memory of the beatings mom would get from our father, she also remembered our dad coming into her room at night telling her she was very beautiful. I realized that it was only a matter of time before our father would’ve turned his attention to my sister. When she was done crying over our mother she explained to me that it wasn’t until I told her about HolBrooke Island that she realized who I was. She told me that the night I had called her on the phone and explained about the house with the tree house in back and about a long lost sister she knew it was her. She told me that was the reason she had become so angry with me that night, she was disgusted with the fact that she had made love to her own brother. She apologized or not telling me but it had taken her a long time to get over the situation herself. I told her I was sorry and she said it was fine she was over it now and actually didn’t regret our time together. She said that after she had gotten over the shock of it she regretted not staying in contact with me and was happy I had come to her. It was a little weird maybe that we had slept together but she was more than happy to have me as her brother. I told her I was glad she wasn’t upset about it anymore. After a long discussion we decided that maybe the reason we had fallen in love so fast was because somewhere in our brains we recognized each other and our love as siblings was misconstrued into being lovers. I didn’t know if that was it but I decided that was a good enough reason for what happened to us. After so many stories we needed a break so I told Jenny that I wanted to take her and Anne out to a fancy dinner. She liked that and called Anne back into the room. Anne walked in and saw the tears in Jenny’s eyes and ran to her throwing her arms around her and asking what was wrong. Jenny was honest and told her we had just been talking about important stuff that had made her sad, but she was fine now. I ended up staying with Jenny for a week as we talked more and I offered to build her a house on the island if she was interested in moving there to hang around me and Katie. I told her my sisters would love her to death. Jenny was happy that I cared so much but said that she would rather stay near her adopted parents who weren’t that far away. She said that she would make it a point to come to visit whenever she could. I told her any time she wanted to come I would fly her and Anne out, she smiled and said that was sweet but she didn’t want to spend my money. It was then I remembered the trust I had set up for her from our family’s inherence, I told her about the money and she tried to tell me she didn’t need it. I insisted telling her I wasn’t just giving her a hand out it really did belong to her. Once I convinced her that she really did deserve half of our family money she said that she knew some really good organizations she could help out with it. I told her it was hers to do with what she wanted. I think the main reason I stayed for so long was I was nervous about going home again. It wasn’t because Ash was there because I did really want to see her and be with her. It was more that I really didn’t want to go back to my house. While I was staying at Jenny’s place I drove out to the mall there and I bought a few things I would need once I got home again, I had started to form a plan in my head as far as what I wanted and how to make it happen. When I had decided it was time to leave the girls drove me to the airport where Jenny and I said goodbye, I made sure to hug Anne really hard before I left. The plane ride seemed so short as it approached home, however it was long enough for me to finish thinking out my plan of action. Soon as the plane touched down I ran for my truck forgetting my bag of clothes at the luggage pick up. The first part of my plan involved going to a real estate office, I stopped at the first pay phone I could find and looked up the nearest office and headed there. I sat down with the real estate agent; a nice older gentleman named Earl, and explained what I was looking for. Earl and I spent the better part of the afternoon looking around town for offices that fit my needs, and looking at houses in town. By 10:00 p.m. Earl said that he needed to get going home for the evening, he apologized but explained that he made it a rule to cut the day off at ten. I told him I understood and I would be back in the morning. We shook hands and I drove off to a local motel for the night. I didn’t feel like making the drive back home tonight, Kayak falls wasn’t that far from home really but I didn’t want to drive. I thought about Ash that night, I had kind of bailed on her again, disappearing out of her life just as she had come back into mine. It was late but I couldn’t wait anymore, I called Katie’s house to let them know I was back from my trip. “Hello,” Abby answered kind of sleepy. “Hey sis, it’s me, can Ash come to the phone,” I asked in my best childlike tone. “Yeah, she’s here,” she stated and I could hear her call out to her, “So what’s up? Where have you been?” I could hear the tone of concern in her voice. “I will tell you both when I get home; tonight I need to talk to Ash.” “Ok, keep your secrets….. For now.” “Hello?” Ash said in a, who is this calling, kind of tone. “Hey sweetheart it’s me, you’re not mad at me are you?” “I wasn’t until we got home and found another note, where are you?” “That’s why I called, I’m in Kayak Falls,” I could hear her squeal on the other end; she knew just how close that was. I told her the name of the motel I was at and asked her to come out if she wanted to. “I’m leaving now, I better not get there and find another note!” she joked and I heard the phone clank down hard in her excitement. It took her almost an hour to get to the motel, I was pacing by the time I heard the knock on the door. I opened the door and grabbed her into my arms, kissing her with an animal passion I had never felt before. She responded with all the fury I was giving to her, she wrapped her arms around my neck and began run her hand through my hair. My mind was swirling as we kissed I pushed her against the open doorframe, not caring if other motel guests saw us. I was kissing Ash again after so many years apart, here we were and this time we didn’t need to hide from view. I ran my hands up her body massaging her erect nipple through her shirt; she moaned in my mouth and shifted her hips. I began to unbutton her shirt with one fumbling hand and the other hand slid under her skirt finding her bare skin underneath. With her shirt now open I realized she had come without bra or panties. My dick throbbed in my pants as she began to grind her bare pussy against my probing hand. Her moaning grew louder as I began to kiss her neck, “I fucking missed this,” she breathed out loudly. “Me….. Too,” I replied though kisses. She pulled away from me, pushing me against the other side of the doorframe and dropping to her knees. I made to move inside the motel room and she grabbed my side holding me in place as she unzipped my pants. “Oh, god is this really happening,” I moaned as she reached in and pulled my thick pulsating cock out and sucked it down all the way in one motion. I couldn’t believe this was real, after all this time and out in the open where anyone could see us. I thought back to my younger years and this wouldn’t have been uncommon when I was dating Abby. When had I gotten so old and conservative? Ash had gotten so much better then I remembered her being with her tongue stroking my cock as she sucked. This was hands down the best blow job of my entire life. I realized that I had been with so many other women and she must have had relationships while we were apart too, right now I couldn’t complain about that. I was so overwhelmed with emotion and physical stimulation that I could feel myself tightening up; I was getting ready for one hell of an orgasm. “Baby, you might want to stop,” I started to warn her. She moved her head back long enough to say, “No.” then proceeded to somehow suck me harder. I could feel myself touching the back of her throat as I began to release my seed, I came so much and so hard Ash began to cough and cum ran down her chin landing on her breasts. I was still shooting cum out in waves as she pulled back from me trying to swallow and the last couple shots hit her in the eye and hair. I slid down the doorframe until I was sitting, totally exhausted. I looked over at Ash who sat down next to me, her breathing was calming down and she looked like such a mess with her open shirt and my cum drying on her face, chin, neck and breasts. “I love you,” I told her, “Thank you.” “I love you,” she said taking my hand and licking her lips, “But I need a shower.” “Yeah,” I joked, “You’re so dirty.” “And that’s my fault,” she joked back. I lifted her hand to my lips and kissed it. “Yes,” I replied and she punched my shoulder. We both started laughing uncontrollably for no reason. It was a few minutes before we calmed down again and she got up heading for the shower. I got up after I heard the water start running and closed the door to the room. I stripped off my clothes and walked into the bathroom. Ash squealed with delight when I pulled back the shower curtain and climbed into the tub with her. We both held each other as we let the water run over our bodies. It felt so good in that moment, like the water was cleansing not just our bodies but our souls too. I couldn’t remember the last time I had been this happy, the last time I had felt everything was so right. Ash began to wash my body and I began to feel myself getting hard again as she washed my cock. Ash slowly started to sink down to her knees again but I put my hands under her armpits and lifted her back up. “Not yet sweetheart,” I told her and took the wash cloth away from her. I began to clean and rub her body all over very slowly. I wanted to give her pleasure this time so I deliberately took my time with her. Ash was already shifting her thighs by the time I sank to my knees and began to wash her pussy. Making careful movements I could hear her moaning as I washed every inch of her legs working my way back up to her beautiful lower lips. When I had made my way back up I leaned in and began to lick her slit gently at first until she opened her stance more allowing me to thrust my tongue deeper and more forcefully inside her. Ash grabbed onto the shower curtain rod and braced herself against the wall as she ground her hips into my face. She was moaning loudly and rocking herself into me. “OOOOOOHHHHH GGGOOOOOOOOOOD!” she screamed as her thighs clamped down holding my head in place. I could taste her orgasm despite the little bit of shower water running down her body. She tasted better than I had remembered too, it was the most wonderful, intoxicating and addictive thing I had ever tasted and I wanted more. I dove into her harder making her scream out again in pleasure; I couldn’t get enough of this girl. The water was beginning to grow cold when Ash gripped my head with the palms of both hands and pulled me back to my feet. She kissed me deeply and told me she needed a minute and it was time to get out. She turned the water off as I reached for a couple towels. We took turns drying each other off before we stepped out of the tub, not bothering to put on any clothes and climbed into bed. “Thank you for calling me and asking me to come,” She said really softly as soon as I had pulled the covers over us. “I couldn’t be away from you anymore,” I said as I moved in towards her neck and began kissing her. “I missed you so much,” she said with a tone of sadness and kissed the top of my head. “I’m sorry,” I told her pulling away. I couldn’t believe she wanted to talk about this now. I wanted to make love to her so bad at that moment I wasn’t ready to talk about everything else, “I just had some things I had to deal with first.” “It’s fine, I was just so upset when I woke up again and you were gone……” I could hear the hurt in her voice so I cut her off with a kiss. After a couple seconds I moved my hand lower and found her pussy, she was so wet and ready I slid my two middle fingers inside her and ran my thumb across her clit. We would talk about what happened but it would be later, now I needed to show her physically how much I really loved her. Ash’s moans were driving me wild; I was getting overly excited for her. I didn’t know how long I could hold back but I wanted to really make her feel good before we actually made love. Ash didn’t give me the chance as she pushed me off my side onto my back. She rolled up on top of me grabbing my throbbing love tool and pressing it against her waiting opening. “Don’t make me wait anymore,” she whispered and I pushed forward. Somehow she felt tighter then I had remembered, it was an amazing feeling so tight and so hot inside. I remembered back to the first time we had made love and how she had been so hot that she had almost burned my cock. Ash placed her palms flat against my chest and began pushing back hard. Every stroke across my dick felt like a velvet gloved hand squeezing me, almost milking me for my impending orgasm. It was Ash who had her orgasm first; she clenched my cock so hard it almost felt crushed. I could feel her fluid squirting out of her running down my balls and soaking the bed underneath. I reached up and pulled her body to mine, kissing her lips and rolling us over until I was on top of her. I looked down into her amazing eyes as I began to thrust forward making her cry out with each stroke. I leaned down and nuzzled my lips into her neck and kissed her as I slid deeper and harder into her soaking wet love pedals. She was truly the most incredible girl I had ever made love to. So much had changed in our lives over the last three years and so had how we made love to each other. It was so much better now than when we were younger. “FUUUUUUUCKING GOOOOOOOD!” she screamed as her next orgasm took her over. I didn’t slow down or stop as she tightened up again, I just kept thrusting as hard as I could. I was amazed at how long I was holding out with her, maybe it had helped that she had given me such a massive orgasm at the door but I was lasting longer than I ever had with her. Ash hadn’t come down from her last orgasm when another one rocked her body, her back arched and she shuddered all over as the next one took her over. That was my breaking point, after feeling her grip my cock for the third time I burst. I flooded her body with my love, filling her until it leaked out around my dick. I didn’t know I could cum so much in one night; I had never in my life from playing with myself or making love produced so much cum. I knew in my heart I had gotten her pregnant that night. I rolled off of her exhausted; I pulled her into my arms and held her soft, warm and amazing body to mine. I was so happy to be there right then in that moment that I could’ve died a content man right then. The world was as it should be and nothing could ruin this moment for me, not even the thought of Ash being pregnant. In fact if she was that only made me happier, I hadn’t known until Gia had the abortion how much I had wanted to be a father. Sleep took us both without words that night; it didn’t matter as I still wasn’t quite ready to talk to Ash about what had been going on. The next morning was a whole different story, I took Ash out for a nice breakfast and I told her everything. I told her about my mom and Lilly, my real father, my real sister and about my life since we had last seen each other. I told her everything. I figured it was better to tell her all of it now then her finding out in bits and pieces later. Now Ash of course already new about Katie and I but she hadn’t heard about what had gone on with Katie, Abby and myself in college. She sat quietly when I had finished talking; contemplating to herself for a few minutes before saying to me that it didn’t matter. She knew who I was, the real me, and her feelings for me hadn’t changed one bit since she was 12 years old. She said it didn’t matter who my real dad was, as far as she was concerned David had been my dad and Katie was my sister. She also said that if I wanted my real sister in my life she understood that too. She admitted she was more than a little upset that her real brother, Kevin, didn’t acknowledge her as his sister. She said that she felt saddened by the fact she had no real relationship with her own brother and would never hold me back from seeing my sister. Ash and I talked more as we ate and she told me some of what had happened to her over the last few years, she told me about the rape and the fact that she hadn’t had sex with a man since then. I felt so bad for her I wanted to hunt down and kill the men responsible for doing that to her. She told me she was over it and that it had been a turning point in her self-destructive behavior. I explained to her my most recent plan for things as we drove back to the motel, I asked her to stay with me here and help me with the next step in my life. When we got back to the motel I called Earl who agreed to meet me in an hour at another address to look at a house. Ash went with me to the house and we both fell in love with it right away. It would need some work but I was more than capable of doing what needed done myself. From there we met Earl at a strip mall where I found a place to open a new shop. Once the places had been picked out I went back to the real estate office and bought the house and I leased the shop. I called Tommy and told him I was giving him the re-model business on the island and I wouldn’t be returning to work. I told him I would have a lawyer draw up the paperwork and that it would be all his. He pointed out that without me he was just a construction worker and that it had always been my designs that brought in the customers. In the end I agreed to continue doing the house plans but left all physical re-modeling to him. We would still be partners but it left us both independent to get things done. Katie had talked to Gia in the week I had been gone and Gia had still wanted to continue to work for her. It was a good job and she didn’t want to give it up. I was happy that she didn’t quit on Katie, as the girls were best friends too. I talked to Abby next and told her I was giving her the store to run full time. I didn’t want to go back to the island and I was starting up a location here in Kayak Falls. Abby was more than happy to run the store and be the boss, I would still be owner but I left all decision to her on how to run the store. After a late dinner we made our way back to the motel. I had spent the whole day between the real estate office and the new offices. I had also made plans with a moving company to move my things out of the house tomorrow and bring them to Ash’s and my new home. Gia had been right when she called my mom’s house cursed and I wasn’t going to live there ever again. As soon as we walked in the door I took Ash’s hand and I dropped to one knee. “OH MY GOD!” she exclaimed as I reached into my pocket. I pulled out a ring I had bought while I was at Jenny’s house a few days ago. “Ashley, will you marry…….?” “YES, OH GOD YES,” she cried out, dropping to her knees and kissing me deeply, “This is all I’ve ever wanted.” Standing up again Ash pulled me to my feet and to the bed. We stripped out of our clothes and made love. She was so beautiful and so wonderful that night. We didn’t sleep at all only taking a break from our love making to get something to drink. It was the longest most emotional night of my life as we gave each other more orgasms then I could count. I could’ve lived my whole life in that motel room making love to her, my future wife. Ash went to the new house the next morning and I went with the movers to help pack and get things ready. I had spent one night in that house in the last couple weeks and it felt like such a foreign place to me now, like someone else’s home with my things in it. It was a shame to leave such a nice big home and I had put so much work into it but in the end I felt it was the right thing to do. It had been Gia’s and my home and it didn’t seem right to start a new live with Ash in that house. I saw Katie and Abby before I left that day, I went over and told them what I had learned about my real sister and why I was moving. The girls were sad I wouldn’t be next door anymore but said that they understood. At least I would only be as far away as Kayak Falls and they could visit anytime they wanted. I hugged them goodbye and got in my truck thinking I would never come back to the island again. |
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