Gender: Male Age: 36 Location: Washington State
Chapter Twenty Two: It’s Just A Jump To The Left
I awoke to the light coming through the curtains brightening up an already extremely white room. I was groggy from having too much to drink the night before and my head was pounding slightly. I rolled over to reaching out for Gia before I remembered she wasn’t here with me yet. As my eyes adjusted to the light I began to regain my thoughts. I sat up and looked around the room thinking for a moment of the last time we had stayed here; it felt like so long ago.
I glanced over to the other bed to find it was empty. I wondered what time Brooke had made it back to the lodge last night and who she might have hooked up with. The club had been packed by the time we got there, it was a really fun idea Abby had for us all to go out and party the night before the wedding. I had left at midnight feeling tired and out of place being there without my girlfriend, so I made my way back to the lodge earlier than most of my family.
I smiled as I realized part of the reason Brooke hadn’t come back last night was because Gia wasn’t here yet and she didn’t want any misconceptions. She was right though; I didn’t want Gia thinking something had happened between Brooke and me without her here. I just wondered who she hooked up with to share a room last night. There were a number of single guys in the family and anyone of them would’ve jumped at the chance to hook up with a girl like her, I couldn’t wait to find out who got lucky.
I pulled my duffle bag out from under the bed and pulled on a shirt then changed from my shorts I had worn to bed for a pair of jeans. I sat on the bed enjoying a moment to myself, as I looked around the room again I could hardly believe it was the same room I had lost my virginity in. The lodge owners had repainted the whole room and made it look much nicer then when we had been here just a few years earlier. But when the rooms were getting figured out for all the guests I had insisted on taking this room and with Brooke only staying two nights we offered to let her use the extra bed in our room so we didn’t have to rearrange and get her a room of her own.
I walked barefoot downstairs enjoying the feel of the soft carpet under my feet; I headed off to the dining hall and sat down to order my breakfast. I was there for only a few minutes when Brooke came in looking disheveled in the clothes she had been wearing the night before, I covered my face to hide my smile. She sat down opposite to me grinning ear to ear, and I couldn’t help but laugh softly.
“Long night,” I asked.
“No, average night,” she replied giggling.
“So which one of my relatives did you…………. Talk to all night,” I joked and she reached over and punched me in the shoulder.
“I met your cousin Chase,” She said happily, “He’s such a sweet boy. Reminds me of someone I met on his 18th birthday.” She winked at me and giggled again.
“Really? You spent the night with Chase?” I asked somewhat in shock. He was only 19 and he was very shy, I was sure that Brooke made the first move on him. She did like to hook up with boys who weren’t that experienced, she said they treated her better and were really grateful. She also got a thrill out of being a guy’s first time, she said that lasted forever. I thought she had really changed from the girl I met who used to make boys earn their way into her panties.
“So I guess the rumors about him aren’t true?” I asked quietly.
“No,” she said in a low tone herself, “He’s very strait, just very shy.”
“Well I’m glad you could help him……….. CUM out of his shell,” I joked slightly laughing.
“Oh shut up,” she said trying not to laugh, “Let’s just eat breakfast.”
It was nice talking to Brooke outside of the book store were we didn’t have to go over things or worry about the shop. It wasn’t long before Chase came in, gave Brooke a quick kiss on the cheek and sat down next to her, she smiled at him and I thought I saw something there more than a sexual conquest. If I didn’t know better I would have thought they really liked each other.
It was only moments after Chase arrived that Lilly came in to the dining hall, she still had a limp when she walked and I had noticed days ago that it was a little more noticeable in the mornings. I felt really bad for my step-mother knowing that she was going to have to live with her injures the rest of her life. I loved her very much and it felt bad seeing her still in this condition and I really wished there was something I could do to help her. I hadn’t realized until she arrived here this week how much I had missed her too, I hadn’t realized how much I missed my whole family.
Following her was Linda, James, Jt and Mandy. I had met Linda’s new family when they had arrived a couple days ago and I thought they seemed to be really nice, Jt reminded me a lot of myself at his age. I liked James much more then I had ever liked Linda’s husband John, James was really easy going and great to talk to. I hadn’t really had much time as I wanted to talk to James’s son Jt or his girlfriend Mandy, I knew that they had been friends with Ash but I tried not to bring up the subject, we still didn’t know what had happened to her and I didn’t want to upset them. I didn’t know how they were taking her disappearance and I thought it best not to really say much.
We all chatted while we had our eggs, bacon, hash browns, toast and orange juice that morning, I couldn’t remember a morning I had, had so much fun just hanging out with everyone. We were about halfway through breakfast when we were joined by Katie and Abby. Everyone got up and gave them hugs and told them how happy they were that the big day was finally here. I was happy for my sisters, they had waited for so long to get married and despite what the government said about same sex marriage nothing could stand in their way anymore. Tonight they would be officially married, even if it wasn’t a legal marriage they didn’t care it was real to them and I was proud to be here for them.
The only thing missing from breakfast that morning was Gia, I wished she could’ve been there but life had gotten in the way of her staying the whole time with us. Before we were supposed to leave her grandmother died and she wanted to be there for her funeral. Gia decided last minute not to come out to the lodge with me. Lilly told me she was a little disappointed that she hadn’t come out with me because she wanted to get to know her future daughter-in-law; I thought it was cute that she had taken an interest in Gia.
The plan was that Gia had an open ticket for any time today so when she could get an available flight she would be back, since we didn’t know when she would be back she had told me not to worry about picking her up, she would take a cab. Her big fear was that if she returned very late she didn’t want me to miss out on the wedding. It was then decided that if she hadn’t returned on time Brooke would fill in as the maid of honor instead, Katie understood that Gia really wanted to stand there with her best friend but she understood what was going on.
After breakfast we all took a dip in the pool, it felt really good on this warm September morning. It was just like it had been the last time we were here, the music was playing and we all were having the best time. I swam around for about an hour before I decided it was time to get out. I was feeling a little too excited that morning looking at all the girls frolicking around the pool. There was Lilly and Linda still looking good for their age, Abby, Katie, and Brooke who I had made love too in the past, and Mandy who was young and looking very sexy in her tiny bikini not to mention all the other girls from Lilly’s family. I was so enjoying the sight of all that flesh and I began to feel a stirring inside my swim shorts, all I needed was for that dumb ass song to start playing and it would be exactly like last time. I thought it would be safer if I just went ahead and got out now avoiding any future embarrassment this time.
I walked up the stairs heading back to my room; as soon as I entered I opened the window for some fresh air. I looked out the window for a moment before I began to strip off my wet swim shorts and dry off with a towel. I closed my eyes as I dried myself off thinking of the girls at the pool, how hot they had looked in those suits. I began to feel myself getting hard, it had been a couple days since I had taken care of myself and so much longer since Gia and I had made love. Even though I knew Brooke was at the pool I locked the door and sat on the edge of the bed.
I closed my eyes and thought, for some reason, about Mandy. Maybe it was because she was young, maybe it was because I hadn’t made love to her, or maybe it was because she was Ash’s friend but I began to think about what it would be like to make love to her. I thought about her walking in on me naked in my room and her getting embarrassed, I would tell her it was ok and to come in. I gripped myself and began to stroke my cock slowly as I thought about pulling Mandy to me and kissing her supple lips. I imagined running my hands down her back while we kissed and pulling the string to that very small bikini top.
I began to stroke myself faster as I saw her top fall way from her breasts in my mind’s eye. I could see them being so young, firm and perfect as I would bring my hands up to touch them. I would spin her then onto the bed kissing my way down her body, kissing between her breasts before sucking on her tight and hard nipples. I would tease her body kissing her belly as I pulled her panties off, then moving slowly to her delicious slit. I would make her scream with pleasure before sliding my hard dick deep into her wet, tight and warm opening.
The thought of slipping into Mandy’s pussy almost pushed me over the edge, I closed my eyes tighter as I stroked as hard as I could. I would pound her so hard that she would cry out with every stroke, like when Ash and I had made love here on this bed so long ago. That thought was all it took and I could feel my cum shooting through me, I thought about Mandy and Ash as I shot rope after rope of cum into the air hitting my leg, my foot and the floor between my feet.
I lay back on the bed opening my eyes, the visions fading away. I looked at the mess I created and laughed for a moment before wiping it up with the towel I had used to dry off with. I hoped the small wet spot on the floor would dry before Brooke came back to the room; I sat back down still naked trying to get my breathing back to normal and the heat from my cheeks to go away. I hadn’t worked myself that hard in a very long time but I was really happy today and really horny. I was just very glad Brooke hadn’t come back to the room and wanted in during that session. I unlocked the door for her for when she did return then I reached over to the foot of the bed and began dressing in the clothes I had been wearing before we had gone to the pool that morning.
I decided to rest on the bed for a few minutes, so I turned on the TV for some entertainment. I soon found an old movie I hadn’t seen for many years and just got comfortable. It was a movie about a boy from Kansas who goes to New York and ends up working in the mailroom in his uncles building then pretends to be an upper executive at the same time, it was one of my favorite movies with one of my favorite actors. I supposed I could have gone downstairs and tried to find some way to help out with the wedding but let’s face it when it comes to planning and preparations it’s usually best if the men just step back and stay out of the way. Thinking of planning and preparations I thought about my future and the next time I would be visiting the lodge, I had booked it already for the beginning of next summer for my own wedding. It was going to be a long year in the meantime but I really did look forward to coming back here again and taking that step with Gia.
As I relaxed I thought back on the last few weeks, we all had, had a lot of fun together and I had almost begun to let my guard down. It seemed to me that every time I felt things were doing well in my life fate would step in and make Katie my sister or something to that effect. So I was worried that fate was going to step in anytime now, with everything going on right now with Gia I was really scared. Things in my life had been as perfect as I could imagine up until a week ago, when Gia’s grandmother had died, since then I’d had a looming feeling like my world was going to change again. With my luck what it was I would find out right after we got married that Gia was somehow the sister I was looking for. I knew of course she couldn’t be as I had met both of her parents and she was their child but this was my life and it always hit a bump when I was happy.
We had, had our bags packed; loaded in the car ready to leave for the lodge the next morning and we were sitting in my kitchen eating dinner when the call came in. Gia got up to answer the phone and moments later she began crying, it was her mom on the phone telling her about her grandmother. Gia hung up with her mom and said she was going over to her parents’ house for the evening. I told her I understood and asked if she wanted me to go with her, she said no and she would be back so we could leave in the morning.
Gia was late the next morning but I wasn’t mad, we had a long drive to the lodge but I would have waited all day if we needed to for her to deal with her loss. We talked and she said she really needed to be home right now. I told her that I understood and since her parents were going to have the funeral the next Friday we decided that I would drive out to the lodge without her and try to enjoy the week with my family then she would fly out as soon as she could get an available flight on Saturday the day of the wedding.
The drive had taken a few days and seemed so much longer without a driving companion. To make the most out of my road trip and to have more fun I stopped at a couple tourist attractions along the way. We had planned a few stops for the ride there and a few for the way back, I didn’t stop everywhere we had planned on the list but when I was near one of the locations and I needed a driving break I would stop and visit a place we had planned. I spent the first night at a really fancy hotel with a hot tub; I liked having the money to stay at a nice place where I could relax.
As far as my businesses were concerned I had originally made the decision to close the store for the few weeks we would be out of state, since all of my employees were my best friends and family it didn’t seem fair for anyone to have to stay behind. The problem was in the end it didn’t make sense for business to have the store closed for so long. After some conversations Brooke offered to stay behind to run the store while we were gone. I changed the store hours for the time we were gone so she would only have to work eight hours a day and not the usual twelve the store was open. Then the arrangements were made and I bought her a plane ticket so she could fly out to join us on the Friday morning the day before the wedding and return Sunday after, that way I would only have to close the store for one extra day. I thanked her for looking out for the store and told her I would pay her double for her over time days.
As far as the re-model business was concerned Tommy really wanted to come to the wedding too, but he felt the timing was bad for both of us to leave for a few days. I had made him the same deal I gave Brooke to fly out for a couple days but he said that it was too much money for just one weekend. We had a number of things up in the air and he felt he should stay, he said his only real disappointment was he wouldn’t be there to hit on the single ladies. I laughed and thanked him for taking care of things. I went Kayak falls ahead of time and talk with a temp agency to get Tommy some help during the time I was away. I felt things were going to be ok and Tommy would be able to handle things if there were an emergency.
I lay on the bed and the movie I was watching came to an end so I began to flip through the channels trying to find something on. I couldn’t find anything good on so I decided to order a movie on the in room network, scanning through the list I came across “The Rocky Horror Show” and I couldn’t resist ordering it. I had only recently become aware of the movie and I had become a fan after watching it the first time. It all led back to Brooke helping me break through my shell and do something I never expected.
I ordered the movie and sat back again thinking back to a couple weeks earlier to when we all had gone out for the bachelorette party. Brooke and I had originally talked about throwing a huge bash but as she began to plan what she called the party to end all parties she said something came to mind and we had to postpone things for a week. I was confused but she asked me to trust her and we would have more fun when she told us what her plans were. It was a week later when Brooke showed up at my house with a big duffle bag and a makeup case, she made sure she got Katie, Abby, Tommy, Gia and I together. Brooke opened up the duffle bag and began to pull out what looked like lingerie, I began to worry. She started with Tommy as she handed him a pair of golden shorts and gold boots, and I really got worried at that point.
“Cool I get to be Rocky!” Tommy said excitedly. I had no idea what was going on but Tommy seemed to understand. I looked at the girls and Katie and Gia looked as puzzled as I was, Abby had a grin on her face like she got the joke, I was wishing I did.
“So am I supposed to wear this?” Gia asked looking at the white bra, panties and slip Brooke had just handed her.
“I think it’s sexy,” I joked winking at her.
“Well if you like that then here’s your outfit,” Brooke said handing me a pair of new white briefs, a pair of white socks and a blue bath robe.
“You’re kidding right?” I asked. She really didn’t expect me to go out in public in that did she?
“I think it’s sexy,” Gia joked back at me grinning big.
“Yeah,” Tommy joked winking at me and everyone laughed. I didn’t say anything else as I still thought this was going to turn out to be a joke.
Next Brooke handed Katie a maids outfit, then handed Katie a pair of shiny shorts, a gold jacket and a top hat. I was more confused than ever as to what Brooke had in mind for the evening, I couldn’t think of any reason for the costumes.
“How come she gets a maid’s outfit and I get a bra and undergarments?” Gia asked eyeing Brooke suspiciously, “And what are you wearing?”
“Don’t worry about it, you’ll understand later tonight,” Brooke replied, “And this is MY outfit.” Brooke pulled one last costume out of the bag and I really wasn’t surprised to see it looked like a teddy, a bad curly haired wig, black gloves, lacy stockings and high heels. Brooke told us all to go change; I shook my head but got up and put on my costume. Gia went with me to our bedroom and we both laughed as we looked at each other, I was feeling self-conscious standing there in my underwear. I didn’t think I could go out in public that way, what made things worse was standing there in my briefs looking at Gia I began to get hard.
Gia was reaching for the knob when I wrapped my arms around her stomach and pulled her to me, kissing her neck from behind.
“Stop it we have company,” she said quietly reaching behind her and running her hands through my hair. I slid my hands up her body and began to caress her breasts lightly and she let out a soft murmur, “We really shouldn’t.”
“But we haven’t since the night that you said………” I started. Gia turned her head and kissed me gently on the lips.
“I know sweetie,” she acknowledged, “And you know why, but I promise tonight when we get back, when were alone, I’ll make it all better,” She told me as she slid her hand inside my briefs giving my dick a hard squeeze then she opened the door to leave, “Come down when you’ve …………… calmed down.” She giggled at me before walking away. I sat down on the bed and pulled my cock out and began to stroke myself quickly. There was no way I was going to walk around in my briefs with a hard on all night, even if all the girls in our group had seen it before.
When I returned to the living room I couldn’t stop laughing, everyone was wearing their costumes and we all looked like a bunch of people on the way to an orgy. Brooke took about an hour to do all the hair and make up for everyone, making us look even sillier. By the time we were all ready to go it was already after ten and I asked Brooke where we were going, she simply said to get into the car she was driving. We drove into Kayak Falls with Gia on my lap and Katie on Abby’s lap like we had gone the night Katie came home, only this time I was so self-conscious there wasn’t any sex in the back seat. The girls kissed but only a little because they didn’t want to mess up their hair and makeup.
To my great relief when we arrived at the old vintage theater on the far side of Kayak Falls there were a whole bunch of people there dressed like we were. So many in fact that we would just blend into the crowd, at that point I began to think whatever this was might actually be fun. We got out of the car and began to mingle with everyone there, I could hear snippets of the conversations around me and people were pointing to others in the crowd talking about how close some of the costumes were to the movie.
A number of the people there didn’t wear costumes and I kind of envied them a little, others that had shown up were in jeans and a leather jacket with a fake scar across their head. I thought to myself if that was a character in the movie, how come Brooke couldn’t have set me up in that costume? There were a couple people there in wheelchairs dressed alike and I assumed they were in character also. It was all I could do to contain myself from getting excited looking at some of the girls in the crowd, there were some really hot women there dressed like Brooke, Katie and Abby. What I thought was really funny was there were a bunch of guys who showed up dressed like the girls too, wearing teddies and other lingerie.
We stood outside until almost mid-night when the doors opened and a very large man walked outside in a silky teddy and high heels, the man said that anyone who hadn’t seen the movie in the theater needed to come to the front the line. Everyone in our group, except Brooke and Tommy, walked up front with a number of others from the crowd; one by one we all had a V pained on our foreheads with lip stick. Again I began to wonder what the hell was going on.
As it turned out, as some of you have figured out already, we were at the “Rocky Horror Show” and it was one of the oddest nights of my life to that point. It started with a host man dressed in an elegant evening gown, doing a pre-show where he embarrassed all the “Virgins” as those of us painted with a V were called. As it turns out anyone who has never seen the movie in the theater is a virgin by “Rocky” standards. The host started with making all the virgins dance, I could have killed Brooke for this. The dance we were taught was supposed to come up later in the film and he said anyone with a V was required to dance during the film or he would embarrass us worse after.
Next up was a costume contest, I wanted to sit down after being already red in the face embarrassed but they made all of us virgins go up and show off our costumes too. This contest took a long time and was done by audience response. I wasn’t surprised that it was Brooke who got the most response from the crowd as she shook her ass and flashed her breasts to the audience. I was shocked to see her do that but I guess it was normal there as other girls after her showed their breasts too. After being more embarrassed then I had ever been in my life they contest ended and a man dressed in lingerie won, it was then we were sent back to our seats. The only thing I could think of was at least Brooke hadn’t dressed me like some of the guys in the crowd dressed as women.
It was then the movie began, what I thought was really cool about this was that the theater group acted the movie out as it played on the screen. The other thing I thought was really different and cool was during the movie the audience calls out lines and comments led by the actors, I don’t think I ever laughed so hard in years. The whole movie was really fun and I had one of the coolest fun nights ever. By the time we were half way into the movie I understood why Brooke had chosen which costumes went to each of us. Gia and I were given the costumes of the engaged couple from the film, while Abby and Katie’s outfits had been chosen to imitate the two bi-sexual girls in the movie. I thought the choices were more than appropriate considering Brooke chose to dress as the craziest out of control sex crazed character in the film.
After the movie I was so excited, I had so much fun I just couldn’t calm down. It didn’t matter that it was almost three in the morning I just wanted to party or do something. Brooke wanted to go too but my sisters were ready to go home and Gia said that she was about out of energy. Brooke said she understood and we all piled back into the car, I had Gia on my lap again and as much as I wanted to play she was asleep within a mile of leaving. I looked over to see Katie and Abby making out really hot and heavy so much so I couldn’t help myself as I began to get excited, Gia’s head was nestled up against my shoulder and her ass was sitting right on my erection as I tried not to watch my sisters.
Tommy was in the front seat his head slumped against the window lightly sleeping too. I don’t know why I was so pumped up but I really wasn’t ready to go home yet but it didn’t look like I had much of a choice tonight. It also didn’t look like Gia was going to keep her promise to me that night about fooling around when we got home, I was disappointed but I understood. It was a long drive by the time we made it back to my house, Katie and Abby dashed from the car still holding hands and I knew their night wasn’t over yet. I smiled about how much love there was between the two girls.
I tried to wake Gia up when we got home but she wouldn’t budge so I picked her up gently and began to carry her inside. Brooke asked if her and Tommy could crash at my house and I said that seemed fine, so she woke Tommy long enough to get him to the couch. I told Brooke she could sleep in the guest room and I carried Gia to bed. I pulled off her bra and the slip from the costume and pulled the covers over her, she looked so peaceful as she lay there sleeping.
I woke to the door opening, I hadn’t realized I had fallen asleep but when Brooke came back to the room I snapped awake. I looked up to find my movie was over, no wonder I had been dreaming back to the bachelorette party while sleeping through the movie.
“There you are,” Brooke said, “We were wondering where you had disappeared to.”
“Yeah I came up her to rest and I passed out,” I told her while rubbing my eyes, “What time is it?”
“Time to get ready,” she said, “I’m glad I left my clothes in here, if I hadn’t come up to change you might have slept through the whole wedding.”
“Yeah, and Abby would’ve killed me for that,” I said and we both laughed, I groaned as I began getting up, “I’ll let you get ready and I’ll come back in a little while,” I said stretching out my stiff back.
“What are you too shy to change in front of me?” She giggled, “You didn’t used to be shy around me.”
“More over you never used to be shy for the both of us,” I joked, “But I’m more worried about Gia walking in here to find us both in our underwear,” I told her. The truth was I would have loved to see Brookes naked body again as she changed but I didn’t want any kind of comments going around that I might have cheated on Gia, “How come now one came to find me when she got here?”
“She still isn’t here yet,” Brooke informed me, “It looks like I get to be the maid of honor after all.” She had a big smile on her face and I could tell it meant the world to her to be the bride’s maid.
“She’s not here yet?” I repeated wondering what had happened to keep her from arriving yet.
“No, so no worries you can help me get ready,” Brooke said with a wink moving right up next to me.
“Brooke I……. I can’t……” I began to stutter.
“Calm down killer,” She laughed at me, “I was kidding, just give me a few minutes to change and then I can take my makeup case to the restroom down stairs. I breathed out loudly then nodded as I walked out of the room. I wondered barefoot down the stairs not really heading anywhere in particular, before long I found myself walking into the lobby. I turned to find Abby sitting on the couch; I walked up behind her and put my arms around her neck from behind.
“What are you doing out here all by yourself?” I asked, “Shouldn’t you be getting ready?”
“I just needed a few minutes alone but I’m really happy you came down.”
“Are you nervous?” I asked her.
“Yes and no,” she said simply and paused, “I just can’t believe it’s finally happening.”
“Why did you think Katie would back out?”
“No, not really, it’s just that we pushed the date back so much that I didn’t know if it was me or just her aunt like she was claiming,” she said quietly and she closed her eyes. I walked around the couch and took both of her hands pulling her to her feet and into a hug.
“She loves you so much,” I whispered her in her ear, “And I love you both, don’t ever doubt that the delays were because of Ash, my sister has no fears of marring you.”
“It’s not just that,” she said with a tear forming in her eye, “I sent an invitation to my parents and it came back in the mail. They didn’t even open it.”
“I’m sorry,” was all I could think of to say.
“I mean it’s like I don’t even exist to them anymore.”
“That’s rough,” I acknowledged, “I lost both of my parents, but mine died, I kind of know what you’re feeling but I guess not really. It would be harder to know they were out there alive, but lost to me.”
“Yeah, I just thought………… I mean it’s my wedding………” she began to cry and I held her tighter. It was unlike Abby to show this much emotion so I knew if she was this hurt on the outside then she was ten times worse on the inside.
“I’ll tell you something that helps me when I think about how I lost both of my parents,” I began and she lifted her head up and we pressed our foreheads together like we did many years ago when we were dating, “Lilly is the greatest mother I could ever have wanted, I lost my mom before I could remember, and my first step mom was an evil bitch who filled my head full of guilt. But Lilly made it all right in my life.” I had never really put it into words how much I loved and respected my step mom before that moment but I meant what I was saying, “Lilly loves you like a daughter, if you let her she could help fill that space your real family broke in your heart. I know it’s not quite the same but trust me it will help.”
“Your right, this is all the family I will ever need, I love you all so much,” she admitted, “I think you’re the best brother anyone could ask for, you’ve always been the best guy I know,” she said breaking the hug, “I sometimes wish we could’ve got married.” Her face turned red after the comment and she looked away.
“It’s not too late Abby we could go talk to Katie right now and we could get married tonight,” I told her turning her face to look her in the eyes.
“Ok,” she said in a very serious tone, “Let’s do it, let’s get married right now, tonight.” We stared at each other not breaking our gaze for almost a minute before we broke out laughing.
“You almost had me,” I joked.
“That’s because I was almost serious, if I were ever to marry a man it would be you. You’re the only boy I’ve ever loved,” she told me with a real tone of truth then she kissed my cheek.
“In another time or place sweetie,” I told her and kissed her cheek back, “So any word down here about Gia yet?” I asked changing the subject.
“Not that I heard, they are keeping me away from the brides side of the building so I don’t see her in her dress,” she said almost laughing.
“Well you are the groom,” I reminded her, “its tradition.”
“I know but the last I heard from them Gia still hadn’t made it back and Brooke might have to fill in after all.”
“Oh, I wonder what’s held her up. I hope she made a flight out today,” I was beginning to worry that she hadn’t made it yet but we had planned for this. I had just expected her to be here by now and I really just missed my love and wanted her here with me tonight.
We talked for a couple more minutes until we were interrupted by Jt and Mandy walking into the lobby from outside. They were holding hands and looked like they had just gotten back from a hike, I wondered if they had found the spot Ash and I had made love at the last time we were here. I thought it was sweet that they seemed to be so in love with each other, I could remember being that age and in love, ironically the girl I loved at that age was getting married tonight to my ex-girlfriend. Life definitely took some strange bumps in the road as it went along.
“So I guess I should go and start getting ready now,” Abby said, “And you too, best man.”
“I guess so.” I replied and turned to head back up the stairs.
I went back to the room and knocked on the door, Brooke answered wearing only a slip and her bra. I noticed her smooth tan stomach and I almost wished I was single for twenty minutes just so I could have her one more time.
“I can come back,” I told her.
“No I was just going to put on the dress and I need someone to zip me up anyway.”
I went in and closed the door, turning away from her I went to the closet and pulled out my tux. By the time I set it on the bed Brooke had put on her dress.
“I’m ready,” she called and I walked up behind her and zipped it up for her. She smelled of lavender and her hair smelled like apples. It was an intoxicating mix of smells and I had to move away from her very quickly.
“I’ll see you down there,” she told me. She picked up her makeup case and left the room.
I pulled my duffle bag out from under the bed and pulled out a clean pair of boxers and an undershirt then walked down the hall to the upstairs bathroom. I took a quick shower and walked back to the room in just my boxers and t-shirt, I bumped into Mandy on the way back. We looked each other up and down and I could feel my dick hardening thinking back to this afternoon, she looked down and winked at me as a smile came across her face before we passed each other, I was actually flattered. I knew she was as much in love with Jt as I was with Gia but sometimes it was nice to know you got someone’s attention.
I changed into my tux and I sat down on the bed for a minute after putting on my shoes, I loved my sisters but I had such a relationship with them over the years that it was somewhat sad to not be part of their lives in the way that we used to be. I don’t know why it was getting to me in that moment as I had moved on with my own life, the next time I would sit in this room with a tux on it would be my wedding to Gia. So why then was I having a moment of reluctance to go down stairs?
Brooke came back up to the room to find me; I was still sitting on the bed. I had an overwhelming feeling all of a sudden that something big was about to happen, I didn’t think it was just the wedding. I had a feeling like impending doom was on its way. I shook it off as nerves as Brooke opened the door.
“Are you ok,” she asked looking at my face, “You look flushed.”
“I’m ok, just thinking about the future.”
“I don’t doubt that, you have a lot going on right now, but don’t worry she’s ok, something must have just come up on her end,” she told me thinking I was only concerned with Gia’s non arrival. Was that the looming feeling I was getting? Was I just worried that because she hadn’t made it out yet that it meant something bad?
“Yeah,” I sighed, “Let’s get this party going.” Brooke just nodded at me and took my hand as I got off the bed.
We walked down stairs together then she turned to the bride’s side of the lodge and I walked outside to the courtyard. It looked almost exactly like my dad and Lilly’s wedding nestled in the trees. Abby was already at the altar looking very pretty dressed up in her tux; I walked up behind her and hugged her. She turned and smiled at me kissing my cheek.
“Thank you for always being the best man,” she whispered to me.
Brooke walked up to the altar a couple minutes later and waved to the piano player to start, as wedding march began to play and Abby took my hand and held it tight. The moment was here and now the wedding was finally underway. All of a sudden back in the lodge someone yelled “OH MY GOD” really loud and there was a lot of noise and commotion coming from the building.
“What do you think that was all about?” Abby asked leaning over to me, “Do you think something happened?”
“I don’t know, it could be the girls just having some fun while getting ready,” I said trying to say calm myself. My natural curiosity was kicking in and I wanted to go look but I held steady. I looked over at Brooke and she shrugged back at me.
As we stood there waiting the wedding march played over and over again without Katie showing up, I was beginning to have a bad feeling about this. Abby squeezed my hand as the song began to play the seventh time with no sign of Katie. I didn’t know what to do as I thought someone should go and see what was going on. I went to move at the same time as Brooke, she walked over to Abby and me when she saw me move.
“Stay here,” she told us, “I’ll go see what’s going on.”
“OK,” I told her. I wanted to know what was up but she was the bride’s maid so I left it to her to see what was going on. Brooke motioned for the piano player to cut the song and ran back up the rows into the lodge, and I heard more excited talking.
It was at least ten minutes later when and Abby was beginning to freak out, she was sure that Katie was backing out of the wedding. I was doing my best to calm her down and I told her we had waited long enough and I was going to find out what was going on. Just as I moved to leave again Lilly ran up with tears in her eyes and began talking quietly to the minister. Linda came out next and sat down in the front row, she was crying as she began talking to James, Jt and Mandy about something and I could see Mandy begin to cry too. Abby looked at Lilly then Linda and hugged me tight and began to cry with her forehead on my shoulder.
“It’s over, she doesn’t love me,” she cried quietly into my ear.
“I’m sure that’s not it,” I whispered back, not sure myself.
Lilly finished her conversation with the minister and she turned and saw Abby, more tears filled Lilly’s eyes as she leaned over to Abby’s ear.
“Don’t worry sweetheart,” Lilly whispered softly, “Everything’s fine.” I was barely able to hear the words but Abby pulled away and looked at her soon to be mother-in-law, Lilly just nodded as she went and sat down next to Linda and James. Lilly pulled a tissue out of her purse and began to wipe her eyes. Brooke came back and sat down by Lilly, she had changed out of her bride’s maid dress and had put on a very pretty sun dress, I was confused for a moment then I realized that Gia must have shown up at last meaning Brooke was relieved of bride’s maid duties. Moments later a girl walked up to the altar, she was dressed in the bride’s maid gown; it fit her just slightly loose.
I couldn’t take my eyes off the new girl; she was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life, that was no exaggeration. I realize I have said that about all of the girls in my life at some point throughout this story but this young lady was a true goddess of beauty. My mind was reeling I thought to myself that I should know the girl but I couldn’t for the life of me remember where and when I had met such a beautiful creature. I couldn’t believe this was happening again, I was engaged to Gia and here I was falling in love with another woman. It was more than just her looks, it was as if I was being drawn to her mentally and physically, I wanted her, needed her more than any woman I had ever been with. It was wrong but I knew I had just met my future wife, but what do I do now? Gia was a great girl and I was already engaged to her.
I was still staring at her when the wedding march began again; Abby squeezed my hand really hard as we saw Katie appear. She was beautiful in her gown; she had chosen an off white dress instead of the traditional pure white. She began to walk slowly to us smiling bigger then I had ever seen her smile before, she was literally glowing with happiness as she reached us at the altar. Abby whispered a thank you in my ear as she let go of my hand and took Katie’s so the ceremony could began.
The minister began talking about vows and I turned to look at the mystery girl again, she was looking back at me and if I didn’t mistake my guess she wore the same look of longing on her face I probably had on mine. Then as I ran my eyes down her body again I saw it, I had over looked it until that moment, she was wearing the necklace that I had bought Ash for her 15th birthday. It hit me with a flash of recognition, I realized only then who she was but how did she get here? I hadn’t seen her for three years and she had really grown and changed, she was taller and slimmer then she had once been, her breast had grown more and her face had changed a lot. I could see hardness in her face that told me she had gone through some rough times since we last saw one another. In that dress with her hair up she looked like a whole different person, all I knew for sure was she wasn’t a little girl anymore.
Over the next twenty minutes the minister read the vows and one of Lilly’s aunts sang songs, I really hated singers at wedding and made a mental note to not have that at my wedding. At long last the moment came for the rings, I gave Abby Katie’s ring and she placed it on her hand and I have to admit a tear came to my eye. I had loved her so much in my youth and here I was watching her take vows and getting married, we had come so far together in the last nine years. Ash handed Katie Abby’s ring and with the power invested in the minister the girls were married. I looked up at Ash and she looked at me, our eyes locked just as the minister pronounced them wife and wife.
The next hour was a mad house of hugs and congratulations to the happy couple. I really wanted to break away and talk to Ash but we both were stuck up at the altar talking with relatives. That was what happens when you’re the best man and bride’s maid I guess. So many people had arrived just for the reception that I didn’t know or hadn’t seen in so many years that I almost didn’t remember them. I couldn’t stop stealing looks at Ash every time I could get the opportunity to look in her direction, it was like a flood gate had opened in my heart and everything I had been repressing for the last three years came flowing back to me. I had the answer in that moment I had been searching for when I had left to college.
When I had left her I had wondered if I really loved her or had it all been the manipulation she had played on me, I knew with one look at her tonight it had been real love between us and I would never be away from her again. How I could have ever questioned my love for her? It was beyond me, but I had gone out and been with so many other girls in the last three years she wouldn’t want me back now. I needed to talk to her; I needed to find out what if anything she felt for me.
The crowd at the altar finally broke and out came the champagne, we made our way back to the lodge so we could all toast the couple and they could cut the cake. Since I was the best man I was expected to give a speech as tradition dictated, I really didn’t know what to say. I had tried for a couple days to think of what I would say but as everyone was looking to me to make the toast speech I just decided to wing it.
“On behalf of the happy couple I would like to thank everyone for being here tonight,” I started, “I know it means the world to them,” I paused for a few seconds, “Katie you were my first love and my sister and you will always have a special place in my heart,” the crowd gave out an AAAAWWW at that not fully realizing in what way I meant the comment, “Abby I truly love you too and I’m so happy and proud to call you my sister, to you both I can’t imagine being more proud of anyone in my life as I am for you on this day,” I held up my champagne flute, “To the sweetest two girls I’ve ever known, may your love glow bright for the rest of your days.”
I took a drink and everyone began to cheer, I thought I had bombed but everyone seemed to be happy and agree with what I had said as they began to drink. It was about a half an hour later they decided to cut the cake, the girls didn’t smash it into each other’s faces to the disappointment of many of the children, they simply took little bites from their pieces. Next came the tossing of the bouquet and the flinging of the guarder belt. I wasn’t even trying to catch the guarder but somehow it landed on my head anyway, everyone laughed.
Next up was the dancing, the girls started it with the traditional first dance, it was so sweet watching them dance slowly with Katie’s head pressed up against Abby’s shoulder. I went to find Ash to dance with her and talk; I had so much I wanted to say to her now. As I approached her Lilly and Linda walked up to her, I could see the looks on their faces and they didn’t seem happy.
“We want to talk to you,” Lilly said to Ash.
“Right now?” She asked clearly trying to stall from the conversation they were about to have.
“Yes now,” Linda said, “We didn’t want to interrupt the wedding but now we need to talk.”
I wanted in on that conversation, I was fairly certain that they wanted answers about where she had been for the last year. I wanted to know that too and how she had found out about the wedding and ended up getting here just in time. It was then Gia popped in my head again, she still hadn’t made it yet, where was she? Did things not go well at her grandmothers’ funeral? I hoped she was alright, but I thought it was well past time for me to find out what was going on with her.
I walked out of the banquet hall and down the corridor to the lobby and picked up the phone. I called my house hoping maybe to find her there but I didn’t get an answer so I called the only other place I thought she might be, her mom’s house.
“Hi,” I said as her mom picked up, “It’s Joey I’m trying to find Gia, did she make her flight?”
“No,” her mom said kind of sharp, “She’s still here on the island.”
“Can I talk to her?”
“She’s not here and she told me if you called to tell you she doesn’t want to talk to you right now,” she informed me.
“I don’t understand………..” I began.
“Look Joey, she’s been through enough,” she said cutting me off, “After what happened with her brother…………. She can’t go through something like it again. Just leave her alone.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I told her confused, “What happened in the last couple days? Everything was fine when I talked to her last.”
“I don’t want to get in the middle of it,” she said more gently, “I’ll let you guys sort it out when you get home.” With that she hung up on me. I sat in the lobby more confused than ever, what had happened this week? I couldn’t think of anything I had done that might make her not want to come here or not want to talk to me.
I sat there for a few minutes when I heard the doors to the reception hall open up, I didn’t want to talk to anyone right now except Ash so I walked out the front lobby doors and headed for the far end of the parking lot. I heard the doors open behind me but I didn’t look to see who it was I just kept walking, I figured it was probably some relative just heading to their car. I got to my truck and I opened the tailgate and jumped up to sit on it, it was then that I saw Abby standing there to the left of me. She looked at me and smiled questionably.
“What’s wrong sweetie,” she asked, “I saw you leave and I could tell there was something bothering you.” She climbed up on my tailgate with me, “You’re not upset about the wedding are you?”
“No, it is a little weird to see the girl you lost your virginity to getting married,” I admitted to her, “But that isn’t the problem.”
“Do you want to talk about it?”
“What I want is for you to get back in there for your reception,” I told her.
“Joe,” she said softly and I was caught a little off guard as that was the first time she had ever called me that, “You’ve always been there when I needed you, always letting me sleep in your bed or lean on your shoulder. I won’t go back until you come with me.”
“Thanks sweetie,” I said and kissed her cheek, “But I just don’t know how I can go back.”
I told her all about my reaction to Ash and what had happened when I tried to call home to talk to Gia, I opened up to her in a way I had only ever done with Katie. Abby was the only person who knew my whole history with Katie and Ash and I needed real advice, I told her things some of which she knew but other things I had kept to myself. She took my head and placed it on her shoulder and began to run her fingers through my hair.
“You drive yourself crazy always trying to do the right thing,” she told me, “It’s clear that you want to be with Ash but you have feelings for Gia too, but are those feelings for her as strong as the feelings you have for Ash?”
“No,” I answered without thinking it just came out.
“Then you just made your decision.”
“But how can I just break up with a really great girl like her, she’s been there for the last year and you know what’s going on with us.”
“I do know,” she stated them paused, “Sometimes love isn’t about what’s right for everyone else it’s about doing what’s right for you.”
“I know but…….” I stopped trying to find the words.
“Look at Katie and I, the law says that we can’t be married. Did we let the law stop us? Do you think that a lack of a legal document with our signatures on it means we aren’t married as far as we’re concerned?”
“No your marriage is as real as any I’ve ever seen.”
“Thank you,” she said kissing the top of my head, “So go to Ash and tell her how you feel. Maybe she will feel the same, maybe not. If she doesn’t then you can go home and talk things out with Gia and nothing has changed since yesterday.”
“But if Ash feels like I do……….”
“Then you go home and have different conversation with Gia.” She kissed my head again, “You have to do what’s right to be happy you dope or you will regret this moment for the rest of your life.”
“Yeah,” I sighed, “Your right it’s just really hard to face it. What if Ash doesn’t love me anymore, I would fall apart to hear it.”
“But that’s life mister, go face her and find out.” She took my hand and pulled me off the tailgate and we walked back to the banquet hall. I somehow regained my composure and my smile by the time we walked back in the doors.
Everyone was still dancing and drinking when we returned, Abby quickly found Katie and they had a whispered conversation for a few minutes. As soon as the girls were done talking Katie came over to me and pulled me outside the doors again.
“Abby says you’re having a bad night? Something about Gia bailing on the Wedding?” she asked me and I told her what had happened when I had called home.
“Did she say anything to you, ever, that might explain what’s going on?” I asked once I had told all of what happened.
“I have no idea of what might have gone wrong; all she talks about is your wedding next year. But I would ask Ash because it was Gia who sent Ash to the wedding using her return ticket. That’s probably why she didn’t come. She might not have been able to get herself a ticket on such short notice,” Katie explained. I had no idea how the hell that had happened, the girls had never met before and how had Gia found Ash at the last second? Now I really needed to talk to Ash.
“Wait, Gia gave away her ticket?” I asked Katie, “How did Gia find Ash?”
“I don’t have the details, Mom just told me that’s how she managed to make it here today,” she said shrugging.
“Something just seems odd about that.”
“I thought so too,” Katie stated, “I wonder how they found each other but I’m sure we will hear the whole story soon enough that I’m not worrying about it tonight. I’m just so grateful to Gia that she got my aunt here to see me get married. Now are you going to tell me what’s really bothering you? Abby wouldn’t say anything but I see it in your face.”
I talked to her about my feelings for Ash and she agreed with what Abby had told me, “I love Gia like a sister and would’ve loved to have her be part of our family, but you have to at least talk to Ash and see how she feels before you commit to Gia.”
“I know, I know, I just don’t want to hurt her.”
“I love you Joey,” she told me, “But how happy of a marriage are you going to have if you’re truly in love with someone else?”
“I know I already realized that when Abby said it,” I told her.
“Think about how guilty you felt when you were dating Abby and you were in love with me.” That comment hit home hard, I thought I was so much more grown up since then but I was right back in the same situation as back then.
“Your right, thank you Katie,” I said and I kissed her cheek. She smiled and patted me on the shoulder before going back into the reception. I followed her back inside and looked up to see Brooke talking to the DJ giggling about something. I had no idea what she was laughing about when she hopped down from his booth but she ran over to Abby and whispered something to her that made both girls smile.
I didn’t have to wait long to get the joke as the song that was playing ended and “The Time Warp” from “Rocky Horror” began to play, despite my state of mind I actually smiled. Abby, Katie and Brooke went to the center of the room and began to do the dance, to my surprise so did a number of our relatives including Linda. For some reason I wasn’t surprised to see Mandy jump into the group of people who were dancing, she seemed to be very familiar with the song.
I smiled as they all jumped to the left, under any other circumstances I would’ve jumped in with them but my heart wasn’t into dancing right now. I broke myself away from the crowd and began looking for Ash, I figured now was as good of a time as any to find her and have the talk that was scaring the hell out of me. Never in my life, not even when I had found out Katie was my sister, had one conversation held the potential to impact my life as profoundly as what this one did tonight.
I spent the next hour wondering around the lodge looking for Ash to no avail, she had disappeared again. I hadn’t seen Lilly in that time either, I had seen Linda come back to the reception but maybe Ash and Lilly were still somewhere talking. I knew Lilly well enough to know she would be both furious with her but also so happy she was home again. That talking to might go on for days.
I finally gave up and went back up to my room, it was early but I had enough merriment for today, I needed to sort my feelings alone. When I got back to the room I noticed that Brooke’s clothes bag and makeup case were missing, I guessed she was now officially staying in Chase’s room. I wondered when she had come back up to move her things out. I sat down on the bed and decided that I was going to leave for home tomorrow, I had intended to stay here for a few more days but I needed to get home as soon as possible to find out what had gone wrong on that end.
I got up to change out of my tux and I had just stripped down to my boxers when the door opened, I had forgotten to lock it. Ash walked in holding a shirt and a pair of jeans over her arm, she saw me and turned her head apologizing for not knocking.
“It’s ok,” I told her as I pulled on a pair of shorts and picked up my shirt, “What are you doing up here?” I asked.
“I needed a place to sleep and Brooke said I could sleep on her bed because she wouldn’t be using her room she had made other arrangements.” With that said she reached behind herself and un-modestly unzipped her dress and let it fall to the ground. I couldn’t take my eyes off her body. She was wearing only a white bra and cotton panties, so I had a great view of her now grown up body. I felt myself getting hard so I sat on the bed and covered myself with a pillow. She always knew how to push my buttons and she was doing it now as I gazed upon her perfect body.
She pulled her shirt over her head and sat down on the other bed, her incredible legs hanging off the side, I had to stop myself from drooling as I was harder than I had been in a very long time.
“I….. I……” I started twice not being able to form a whole word, “I’m sorry,” I finally blurted out, “I…… never should have left you the way I did.” I hadn’t meant to start by talking about us, I figured we would get around to it later but I couldn’t stop myself.
“Joe, don’t,” she said tears already forming in her eyes, “I’m not ready to talk about……”
“I was just angry, I made the biggest mistake of my life,” the words burst out of me before I could stop them, “I’ve been holding it in since I left, trying to find you again in other women, but they aren’t you,” I didn’t realize what I had just said to be true until I had said it. I loved Jenny and Gia but they were patches over my broken heart, Ash was the one and only girl that had ever truly owned my heart.
“Stop it,” she yelled at me, “You hurt me!” She was crying now, “I’m not the same little naïve girl you used and called it love!”
“I didn’t use you,” I said back quietly, “I really did love you.”
“Then how could you not ever talk to me again? How could you move on and be engaged to another girl? How do you think I felt when I heard you had a college girlfriend? How do you think I felt when your fiancée told me about your engagement?” She was yelling at me and sobbing at the same time, “Don’t talk to me of love when you didn’t love me enough to ever call me again after you left, after what we had I didn’t get one damn word!”
“I…… your right, what I did was wrong,” I told her and I got up and sat down next to her. I tried to wrap my arm around her but she pushed me off, “I’m not proud of many of the things I’ve done in my life but hurting you is the one thing I wish I could do over. I still love you so damn much.”
“How dare you tell me you love me,” she said and she slapped me. I took the hit and didn’t move, “You have no idea what I went through after you broke up with me, the hurt and the things I did trying to get over you. I became someone I didn’t like. Where were you while I was going through all that? You were at college partying and FUCKING OTHER GIRLS!”
“Don’t even try to lie about it. I mean here you are tonight trying to use me again,” she spat at me.
“What are you talking about?” I asked confused now.
“I saw you get hard when I was changing, you’re here talking to me about love so you can get your dick wet before you return to your future wife. I’m not just some whore for you to bang on vacation. I won’t be tricked so you can use me and return to your life.” The rage on her face was intense as she yelled at me.
“I’m not saying anything but the truth, I still love you,” It was my turn for tears; “I wouldn’t ever use you. I thought I had lost you so long ago, I do have a fiancée but………..”
“But what?” she asked calming down, “Do you love HER?”
“Yes, but I’ve never loved anyone like you, that’s the truth,” I told her as tears rolled down my face.
“You’re really telling the truth to me? You swear?” She asked her voice now becoming slightly calmer.
“Yes,” I told her and walked over to the bed, I reached into the pocket of the jeans I had been wearing earlier that day and pulled out my wallet. Inside I removed a piece of paper, it was the note that she had left me under her pillow, the one I had found the day I had come home from college.
“I’ve carried this with me every day since I found it,” I told her showing her the note. Her whole disposition changed at that moment, it was the piece of proof she needed to see to prove my feelings to her.
She picked up the jeans she had carried into the room earlier and reached into the pocket removing a taped up piece of folded paper. She smiled softly at me as she showed me the note I had left her on the day I went to college. I was stunned that she had kept the note for all this time too; I thought we really were so much alike at times. It was the one thing we both had held on to as a proof of our devotion to one another.
“I just don’t know what to do Ash I really don’t.”
“Tell me what your heart says Joe,” she said so tenderly I only began to cry again.
“I want you Ash, more than the world itself but I can’t just walk away from Gia like she doesn’t matter,” I told her and she wrapped her arms around me and held me tight.
“I want you more than words can say,” she admitted, “I’ve only ever loved you Joe.”
I turned my head and we kissed, I was like electric fire shooting through my body and I couldn’t believe this was real. I felt at piece kissing her lips, the world centered on us in this perfect union of passion and love. Ash was not just my love, she was a part of my soul I had been missing for the last few years, and I needed her at my side for the world to be right. I don’t know how long we kissed before we pulled back and put our foreheads together gazing into each other’s eye.
“I’ve hoped for that for so long,” she told me her arms still wrapped around my neck, “So what now?”
“I want this, so bad Ash but I need to talk to Gia and end things with her first. With what we have going on I can’t just break up with her, but I can’t be with her anymore,” I replied.
“I don’t get it,” Ash said pulling away from me and letting her arms fall to her sides, “I don’t want to play anymore games. I know she might hate you and it sucks to break up but how hard is it to just tell her you love me and break it off?”
“I don’t want to play games or lie to anyone either but it’s not as easy as it sounds,” I wanted to explain it to her but I was having trouble getting the words out.
“How hard is it to tell her theirs someone else? You just say it, break the engagement and move on it’s not like you have to hire a divorce attorney.”
“No it’s not that but……”
“Well what is it then Joe? I mean you’re making it sound like it’s more complicated than it is, it’s not like you have kids together or anything.”
I didn’t answer her that time I just looked away with a guilty look on my face. We were getting to the heart of my real fears and I was afraid of Ash’s reaction when she realized what was holding me to Gia.
“OH MY GOD!” Ash cried as the realization hit her, “SHE PREGNANT!”
“Oh god Joey I’m sorry for being so harsh with you,” she said new tears forming, “I understand now, it would be hard for me to break up with someone if I was carrying his child.”
“It certainly does complicate our situation,” I joked trying to lighten the mood. She scooted back to me and began to kiss me again. I was hesitant because I felt like I needed to talk to Gia before giving into this. I wanted Ash so badly but I didn’t want to cheat, even if I was going to go home and break up with my girlfriend cheating was cheating.
“Ash we need to stop,” I said pulling back, “I need to talk to her first, I’m not that guy that cheats, and I can’t do it to her not even for you.”
“I know and your right but it’s been so long since we’ve been here like this, I need you now and forever, “she said kissing my neck. I wanted to say stop but I couldn’t, she felt so warm and so right kissing me. I wanted so badly to push her down and rip her panties off with my teeth before ravishing her beautiful young body but I managed to stop her.
“Ash I really can’t, I’m not a cheater and would you really want me if I was?” I asked her, “Tell me the truth if I cheat with you now then somewhere in your mind you might think I would do it again someday.”
“No your right,” she said backing off; “If you can resist cheating with me then I know you’re the right man, I love you for being that man, it just SUCKS right now.”
“Yeah,” I agreed and moved back to the other bed.
“But I know something else we can do.”
“What,” I asked.
“Well there’s nothing that says we can’t take care of our own needs while sitting on separate beds, as long as we don’t touch each other it’s not cheating.”
“I can live with that,” I told her. Somehow I didn’t think Gia would agree that this wasn’t some form of cheating but I had let it slide the night she let Brooke play with her pussy on the car ride home from Kayak Falls so it wasn’t like she was a perfect angel either.
Ash didn’t wait for me to say anything else; she lifted her shirt up exposing her panties and began to pull them down her wonderfully seductive legs. This was going to be a test of my resolve as I already wanted to break, run to her and make wild passionate love. It had been a few months now since I had gotten laid as Gia hadn’t wanted to have sex since she had found out about the baby.
I slid my shorts down as I watched her take her finger and begin to rub her clit, I was so hard and leaking pre-cum down my shaft. She reached into her shirt and began to massage her breasts as two of her fingers found her wet opening and began to thrust in and out. I loved the sound of her sopping pussy as she grinded against her own hand.
I reached down and gripped my now well lubed pre-cum covered cock and began to stroke it in slow motions, I was already feeling like I might cum just from the sight of Ash’s body so I tried to make this last as long as possible. Ash began to moan loud and I realized that she was getting close already herself. She turned her head and watched me for a moment as I sped up my hand speed.
“Cum for meeeeeee,” she called out as she arched her back and her first orgasm took her over. Her hands began working faster and she ground her hips harder as her first orgasm began to subside, “Please baby cum for me,” she begged, “I want to see you shoot big for me, show me how bad you want me,” she said and licked her lips.
That was all I could take, I gripped myself as hard as I could and stroked as fast as my arm would go. Moments later I groaned loudly as my orgasm built up and released in an eruption of cum so big it seemed to go everywhere. It landed on my hand, thighs stomach and on the bed, shot after shot sprung into the air and back down on me.
“OH WOW!” Ash sighed as her hips bucked and she began to cum again, she screamed out loud as her body shuddered, “Oh god! I needed that, thank you Joe.”
When I was finally done leaking cum I picked up the towel I had left on the floor from drying off and cleaning up earlier that day and began to wipe myself off. When I thought I had gotten it all I tossed the towel to Ash who wiped herself off with it and dropped it to the floor. She pulled her panties back up and I did the same with my boxers, I left my shorts off thinking it was no big deal after what we had just done.
“I have an idea of something else we can do tonight,” I told her after a few minutes.
“Really what!” she asked excitedly.
“We can talk,” I told her, “I would love to know all about you. What happened to you last year?”
Ash told me that the reason she had disappeared was because of her friend Terra’s boyfriend, he was in a band and they got the chance to do an overseas tour. Terra’s boyfriend had asked her to go with him but Ash had told her it was a bad idea to run off to another country with a bunch of boys all by herself. As hard as she tried Ash couldn’t convince her friend not to go so she had made the last minute decision to go with them to make sure nothing happened to her friend.
Ash really didn’t want to talk much about what happened when they were overseas but things had led to Terra breaking up with her boyfriend and the girls having to figure out how to make it back to the states. Then she told me the story of them traveling in a van across country to make it to the island and how she had met Gia while looking for Katie. Ash didn’t know I was living in the house next door she had just been looking for someone when she happened across Gia late last night.
Ash said Gia had just been dropped off by her uncle Marty, who owned a cab company, and when Ash introduced herself she was surprise that the Gia knew who she was. She said it all made sense a few minutes later when Gia began to talk about who she was and that I lived in the house with her. Ash’s voice waivered as she talked about how she had tried to keep from crying when she realized she was talking to my girlfriend.
Gia said that she was having some things going on with her family and that she felt like Ash should really be going to the wedding instead of her, Ash said that she didn’t want to cause any trouble for anyone but Gia said that really she should stay and finish some things going on with her grandmothers death so it made more sense to give her the ticket. Ash was so happy to be going to the wedding that she actually hugged Gia for doing this for her.
I asked if Gia gave any indication of something she might have been mad at me about the night before, then I explained the phone call earlier tonight. Ash said that last night Gia fixed them dinner and they talked, Ash pointed out that the whole time they talked Gia seemed distracted as if something was bothering her, but she didn’t ever say what it was.
Ash said that she had stayed in our guest room last night and Gia had gotten her up early and drove her to the airport so that Ash could try to get the earliest flight possible. Ash said that Gia’s whole demeanor had changed that morning from the night before, she barely talked and her whole attitude was much colder. She dropped Ash off with only the clothes on her back and the plane ticket and drove away; Ash was both disappointed and relieved that she hadn’t stayed with her all day. On the one hand it would have been nice to have company but on the other there was a tension between them and Ash would rather not have dealt with it.
I couldn’t think of what might have been behind Gia’s distraction other than the death in the family but that didn’t explain why she hadn’t wanted to talk to me when I called. Then it occurred to me that Gia had put Ash on the plane and sent her to us, why hadn’t she called the lodge to tell us that Ash had been found? She hadn’t given us any warning to look out for her or anything.
Ash slowly fell off to sleep telling me about her life the last few years and of the things that had happened to her. I was really tired by then but found I couldn’t get enough of her talking to me. I was just so happy to have her in the room with me, and for the first time in our lives we were alone and didn’t have to worry about a roommate or adult walking in on us. It was nice to be alone with her and not have to hide from anyone about it. I could tell when she was fighting to stay awake but I thought it was so cute the way her words just began to drift off as she fell asleep. I couldn’t stop looking at her as I finally lost myself to sleep as well.
I woke only a short time later to feel a body against me, it was Ash. She had moved over to the big bed and lay down with me at some point, I wanted to wake her up and move her but I didn’t. I put my arm around her and held her to me, kissing the back of her neck a couple times. She purred in her sleep nuzzling her butt up to me, I was glad I had put my boxers back on as I felt myself hardening between her panty covered ass cheeks. This was going to be a long couple days diving home trying to resist my little goddess.
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