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Author's infos Gender: Male Age: 36 Location: Washington State |
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Chapter 20: One Year Later It was a hot Saturday afternoon in the beginning of August and I was sitting on my front porch thinking about the last year, Gia was out with my sister doing god only knows what girls do when planning a wedding. The girls had lots of fun doing wedding stuff all the time but the date of the wedding kept changing due to the disappearance of Ashley. She had been gone for over a year now and Katie was still hopeful that she would return to us again, I was less than hopeful now. As far as Ash was concerned, I called Lilly’s place on Ash’s 17th birthday, I felt it was time to finally deal with all this and talk to her again. I mean when it came down to it we were family and with Katie’s wedding coming I felt it was time to let it all go and get back to being friends. I called Lilly’s house to wish Ash a happy birthday and she told me that Ash had run away from home. “She ran away?” I asked shocked, “What had happened? I thought the girls were very happy living together.” When Katie had come home she had explained that Lilly had bought a condominium near where Linda was living and Ash had been happy to move back in with her. Lilly explained to me that Ash and her friend Terra had started seeing some local boys in town and Lilly didn’t like the boy that Ash was dating but she didn’t interfere. Then one day Lilly came home to a note from Ash, it said that she was sorry but she had to leave and she would call soon. That had been two weeks ago and Lilly was still without a word yet. Lilly said she had tried everything she could think of to find her, but even Ash’s boyfriend didn’t know what happened to her. The poor boy had come to Lilly’s house trying to find out why she hadn’t been returning his calls only to find out himself she was gone. “That doesn’t sound like the Ashley I remember,” I told her my heart sinking in my chest. I was worried for Ash and didn’t know what to do. “I know, this is why I tried not to interfere with her boyfriend, I thought if I didn’t get in her face about him she wouldn’t do something this stupid.” “I don’t know what to tell you Lil, she usually isn’t that impulsive, what can I do to help you find her?” “Nothing, sweetie, I filed a missing persons report and since she is underage the police are doing what they can. If nothing turns up in another week I will have an investigator try to find her.” “Ok,” I told her and gave her the phone number for Glen, my investigator, and told her that maybe he could recommend someone in her area to do a good job. “Make sure you keep Katie and me up to date on any news. Let me know if you need anything.” “Your sweet Joey, but I’m ok for now, she will turn up and be grounded until she’s 18,” She told me somewhat joking but I could hear real concern in her voice when she said it. I was worried for Ash, but I figured that Lilly was right and she would turn up in a couple weeks and it would all blow over by Christmas. I sat on my porch thinking enjoying the sunshine happy that I took the day off trusting Abby to run the store by herself today. Abby had come home only a few minutes ago and I had waved as her car passed by and she smiled back. She looked tired as she walked to her door and I was happy to be sitting at home drinking iced tea on such a nice day. I thought back to last year at this time, I had worked as hard as possible last summer to get my house done by fall but as August was coming to a close I realized I couldn’t get the whole thing done myself by fall and at the rate I was running into complications I wouldn’t be able to finish by winter. I didn’t want my house all torn up as when the snow hit as I had heard rumors that if the island snowed it was really heavy. I made the decision that I needed to hire an assistant but the problem was I didn’t really trust anyone to come into my house. The solution presented itself about a week later, I was talking to Tommy and he mentioned that he had worked as a maintenance man back on the mainland a for a couple years. Tommy had only come out to visit Brooke for a couple weeks and had stayed for a couple months as he had been having a really good time hanging out with all of us. I asked Tommy if he would be interested in staying and coming to work for me, I told him he could stay in the house with me here for the time being and I would pay him construction wages to help out. Tommy agreed right away and he came to stay with me for a while. We worked on the house on all Gia’s work days and I gave Tommy the same days off that I took to spend time with Gia. He was really happy with the money and had no problem with the work schedule. We found that we worked well together and Tommy soon started to become my first real guy best friend I’d had since Jeff back in college. Katie had been home for almost two months before she had decided it was time to go out and get a job. Abby had quit her job when Katie came home and the girls were hardly seen for the first month she was home. I smiled inwardly as I thought about the love they had for each other and how much it had meant to them to be with each other again. It was early September and Katie set about trying to find a job at a legal firm like the job she had done in college the last four years. The problem was that the island didn’t have any real big firms here so she set her sights on looking in Kayak Falls as well. I told her at the rate she was going it would make more sense to just start her own law office, she laughed and said she didn’t have all school she needed for that but she though it was a fun thought. It was October when Katie found a job doing accounting in Kayak falls, it was one of her second majors in college and she was really good with numbers. As it turned out that was another thing the island didn’t have was its own accounting firm for taxes, to get advice or taxes done you had to Kayak Falls to one of the tax places there. Even in the 1990’s the island still was lacking a lot of the common businesses that seemed to be everywhere on the main land. The problem was that the population had grown so much more than the commercial side of things here and it was just waiting for big business to step in and get local. I think back to those days on the island and I really wish I could go back in time to those days, I look at HolBrooke Island now and it feels like someone stuffed it full to the corners. I guess that happens to everyone’s home town. I had asked Gia to move in with me back when Katie came home but she had decided to wait on that until we had dated a little longer and the house was closer to finished. It was December when she finally moved in with me, she had been renting the apartment over the garage at her parents place and she talked with them and she had decided to leave her furniture there and just bring her clothes and personal belongings to our house. Gia introduced her parents to Tommy and set it up so that he could rent the apartment from them and move out of my house now that it was almost done. Tommy had decided to stay on the island and I told him for staying to help me out I would cover his rent until he could find a job once the house was all done. He told me I had paid him good and that rent wasn’t much so he was fine. I was still trying to figure out what I was going to do next as I wanted to start a business but I didn’t know yet what it would be, but I told him once I figured it all out he would have a job with me. I still hadn’t any word on my sister, as Glen hadn’t discovered anything new in the last year, I talked to him often and he said that he tracked Jessica to the point where she had supposedly drowned. I still hadn’t told Gia about my missing sister yet and I didn’t know why, but I wanted to keep the details of that all to myself for now, or at least until I had a whole story to tell. According to Glen the whole incident shocked the island because the foster parents had been thought of as ideal people. After Jessica’s incident it was found that the foster parents were running some kind of kiddy porn thing and both went to prison. Glen said he would’ve stopped looking but he couldn’t find a death certificate and all of the kids living there at the time had seemed to have disappeared meaning they all probably had their names changed, this lead him to suspect the drowning of my sister was fake and he would look further. I thanked him for his efforts so far and he told me he would be in touch with more when possible. I thought about all the people I had met on the island in the year and a half I had lived here, could any one of the girls here be Jess? I tried to put it out of my mind but I started looking at any girl around 25 to see if she looked like me. I did a double take anytime I heard the name Jessica or Jess but I realized that we both had different names since our child hood and I finally gave up my people watching as she could’ve been anyone. Christmas had come and I bought Gia a new car as hers was beginning to have issues, she cried and told me that was too much but she couldn’t say no. Gia had gotten me a bomber jacket that I had really liked when we passed it on a shop window; she said she thought I looked cute in it. Gia and I ate breakfast that morning and made love before going next door to see my sisters. We had a fun day watching movies and eating snacks and treats. Katie and I called Lilly on Christmas night and talked to her for a while; she was happy to hear from us and wished us much love. There was still no word from Ash yet and Lilly was more worried than ever. She told us that Ash’s car had been found in a used car lot somewhere in the Midwest and according to the dealership a man tried to trade it in without the title. When the man was questioned he said he had bought it from two girls who had needed the cash. I had a really bad feeling but I didn’t say it out loud as we finished talking to Lilly, I was of two minds of the situation. On the first hand if her car had turned up traded for cash and no one had seen or heard a word from her since before her 17th birthday my rational mind said she was dead. I mean why else wouldn’t she have called home or sent a letter or something? But in my heart I knew she couldn’t be gone, there was something else going on here and it would all be ok in the end. I chose to believe the second thought until I heard otherwise. It was January when Katie quit her job and bought an office on island. Developers had come in and built a strip mall, and the islands first apartment complex on the outer edge of town as part of the island growth that was going on. Katie was the first person to take advantage of the new offices and she decided to buy one office to start her own accounting and tax firm. Gia quit her job at the bar and went to work for her to answer phones and set appointments. Katie had originally thought about hiring Abby for this job but I had suggested that working and living together might be too much for them over time and the girls agreed. Gia was happy to have a day time only job and weekends off and the girls could car pool every day. It turned into a great thing for them both like working with your best friend. As it turned out there were a lot of grateful people happy to have a tax place right in town and not have to cross the bridge anymore. Her business took off fast and suddenly became too much for her to handle alone, so she had to hire another tax accountant to work for her. She ended up hiring her old boss from her job in Kayak falls because her old boss actually lived on the island too. This turned out to be a win, win situation for them because her old boss was really good and knowledgeable and she was happy to not have the drive anymore. The offices filled up fast with all kinds of shops and businesses and I decided to buy one of the offices before they were all taken. I had a couple ideas about businesses I wanted to start and I decided that when I was done with my house I wanted a job of my own but I didn’t want to work for anyone again. I had enough money to get started doing anything I wanted to do but I would decide on what my future would hold only when the house was done. It was January when we went back to work on the house, I had taken December off while Gia settled in and for the holidays. I had run in to one disaster after another and the house had taken so much longer to finish then I had ever anticipated, but when you’re talking about a remodel of a four level house it sometimes runs longer then you expect. In the end with Tommy’s help we had the house completed by mid-February. Once done I let Gia decorate the house how she saw fit. I wanted her to feel not only comfortable but that it really was just as much her house as mine. Gia had a good eye for decoration and had taken Katie with her when shopping, the girls had really become best friends and I was happy for both of them. In the end the house was a little more girly then I would have done it but Gia seemed really happy so I didn’t complain. I made a snap decision about what direction to take myself at the end of February, as I decided to open up a used shop. I had gotten into comic books in the last year and I always had to stop in at the one shop in Kayak Falls when I was in town. I would spend so much time talking to the store owner that Gia would often have to pull me aside and remind me that we had other places to go. The problem is that I did the math on what comic shops made and there was no way to open one on the island and make money. The solution to my problem came to me while I was sleeping one night; it was so simple I was surprised it took me so long to think of it. I decided to open a shop that carried new and used items so I could have my comic books but I would also carry used VHS movies (keep in mind this was late 90s just before DVD took over), video games and books. I could buy and trade with people and help people order in what new items they might be looking for. I was really happy I had bought one of the larger commercial spaces in the strip mall as I would need a lot of it for my store. It was the beginning of March when I found out about a major book sale going on from a closed library about 50 miles mainland. I drove out and over stuffed my truck full of boxed of books and movies. I had fun checking out garage sales and thrift stores all through Kayak falls looking for anything used I could use to start up my shop it really was like treasure hunting. My store was one large room with four connecting rooms, one at each corner making the main room an octagon. The other rooms were set up so that they could’ve been offices but I took the doors off of the rooms and opened it up so I could separate out my items by type. The main room was books, corner room one was to the left as you entered I used it for comic books. Corner room two was in the back corner on the left I used it for games anything from card to video. Corner room three was to the right as you entered I used it for movies and music. Corner room four was in the back comer on the right I set up for old toys. I had found a number of old robot toys from the 80s and I thought about collectors out there and decided if I was going to run a used shop I should include everything. At the back of the main octagon room was a door that opened to a hallway back behind the shop, I loved the layout of the front so much when I had bought the place I hadn’t really thought much about the fact that the back half of the space was almost as big as the shop part. The hall way had two large conference rooms and a large office in the back with three smaller offices and a back door opening into the rear parking. I had no idea what I would ever do with the conference rooms and all the offices as I only needed one but I still liked my set up out front. My shop opened officially in April and to my great surprise opening day was big, as it seemed like the whole island showed up to at least look around. Within days I had people in the shop all the time wanting to trade in their old books which was great for my inventory. I was so busy from day one and I only worked for a week by myself before I hired both Tommy and Abby to help me around the store so we could be open on Saturdays too. It was about late April or early May when I had one of the local residents come into the store and ask me if there was anything I could do to help him remodel his house. Word had spread as nothing around this island is a secret and I now had somehow gained a reputation as a remodel specialist. I told him that I wasn’t anything close to a contractor, I had simply done my own houses but he convinced me to come by and look at his house and see what I thought. This was the beginning of my second business, as I began drawing up plans for people on how to repair and modernize their homes. Tommy started working with me on the house projects and we actually took on doing a home remodel for one of the island residents. It wasn’t a construction rebuilding we were doing more over just a full internal face lift, as we began to update the style of everything from carpet to light fixtures. This first remodel led others coming to us and before we knew it we were set for a number of jobs after that one, and we were set to make a lot of money. I set Tommy up as a partner in this business with me, because I had money and I felt the least I could do for all his loyal help was set him up as an equal not an employee. We used the conference rooms in the back of the book store to run this second business and I felt like it was meant to be, I had a use now for both sides of the office space I had bought. The problem was with two of the three employee’s now working on the remodel business it left me shorthanded in the store, I tried to fill in as much as I could to give Abby time off but in the end I convinced Brooke to come work for me at the book store. I paid for Brooke to move to the island and she moved in to the new apartment complex near the strip mall, she actually was only the third tenant to rent there since it opened. We all took the day off from our jobs and helped her move, I was so happy to have all my friends right there on the same island and it was so nice for Abby to be able to work with her best friend. Depending on what I had going on I would sometimes do shifts at the store and I felt like those were my favorite days as I loved talking books and movies with people all day. With the second business really taking off I really couldn’t afford to work the book store as much as I liked and I was at a point where I was going to have to hire a third full time person. I put a now hiring sign in the window and I made Abby officially the assistant manager and told her to let me know if she found someone. As I said I was now sitting on my porch thinking about the last year and how much things had changed, just enjoying the stillness of the street and life around me, it was great to slow down for a whole day and do nothing for a change. I had drifted off in my memories so I didn’t notice how late in the afternoon it had become when Gia came home. I smiled at her as she walked over from Katie’s house and she looked away, I wondered what was wrong as Gia always smiled and kissed my cheek when returning home. “Hey sweetie, did you girls have fun?” I asked standing up and walking to her. “I guess,” She replied quietly walking past me into the house. “What’s wrong?” I asked following her inside. “Nothing.” “Really baby what’s wrong?” I asked again softly putting my arms around her from behind and lightly kissing her neck. “I don’t know, I’ve just been feeling……….. I don’t know…… I feel….. Joey where we going?” She said quietly her eyes starting to well up. “I don’t know what you mean? Where do you think we should be going?” I asked her. “We’ve been dating for a year and you still don’t talk to me.” I was shocked and I didn’t know where this was coming from, “I talk to you all the time.” “You tell me about the house or the business futures, you talk to me but we never TALK……….. We never talk about our future and you never tell me about why you really came to the island in the first place…………… I don’t know if I can stay with someone who has secrets.” “Gia……” I started, I did have secrets from her and I didn’t know why I held on to them so strongly, “I don’t want to lie to you but………..” She broke free of my arms and walked down the hall to the kitchen. She sat down at the table and put her head in her hands covering her face. I stood in the doorway not saying a word trying to think about how to tell her everything. I still had never told her about my family history, I could hardly get her inside the house the first time I showed it to her because of her superstitions, how could I tell her she was right? “I’ll be right back,” I said to her walking out the back door. I walked over to Katie’s house and knocked on her back door. “Joey what’s wrong?” Abby asked answering the door. I told her I needed to speak with them really quickly and explained what had happened. I sat down at their kitchen table and I explained that I was tired of hiding the truth from Gia, and I was going to tell her everything. “When you say everything do you mean about us too?” Katie asked me calmly placing her hand on mine. “I think I should, we’ve had so many comments spoken accidently in the last year that I think it’s time to come right out and tell her.” I was shaking as I didn’t know how Gia would respond to the news I had had sex with both girls I considered sisters. I didn’t want to lose Gia but the secret had been chewing at me for a while and now it was killing me, I had hurt her by not being honest and it was time. “Your right honesty is usually best, but if it gets out that we’ve had ……….. A relationship……… this is a small island,” Katie said delicately. Abby took my other hand and put it on her heart, “Joey you’re the only boy I’ve ever loved and I know how bad it hurt me when I thought you had cheated on me. Don’t let her think that you’ve done that to her, go talk to her.” Abby was right and again I overcome with love for my sister. “She’s right, if Gia can’t deal with all of us having been together then maybe it’s what’s meant to be. If she tells the whole island and we become all the subject of gossip then so be it,” Katie told me kissing my hand. “No, if it were just me I would tell her about you,” I said turning to Katie, “But I don’t want to see people turn against you and your business fail.” “Then just tell her the truth about you and me,” Abby said softly, “That should be enough for her to understand why you hid things from her.” “Thank you Joey, do what you think is best, I’m not ashamed of what we all meant to each other. I don’t like to advise someone to lie to the person there in a relationship with, but maybe it is best that this secret stays between us,” Katie told me. “Thank you I love you both so much,” I told them and pulled them into a hug. “Come back over for dinner tonight if things are worked out. We have something to talk to you about,” Abby said with a crooked smile. “What…..” I started but Katie cut me off. “Go home and talk to Gia and come back later,” Katie said pushing me out the door. I walked back home and Gia wasn’t in the kitchen anymore, I walked around the house to find her upstairs in bed. She was lying on her side facing the wall as I sat down on the bed she didn’t look at me. “Before you say anything who’s Glen? He called for you last night when you were working late again,” she stated, “Why did you hire a PI? He wouldn’t tell me, he just said he had news for you and to call him back.” “He has news?” I asked excitedly, “He didn’t say anything?” “I pushed him and told him I was your girlfriend but all he said was he found her,” she said flatly, “But when I asked him who he said he couldn’t talk about it and to have you call him back.” I jumped off the bed and began to pace around I couldn’t sit still, had he really found my sister? “Oh my god,” I breathed out, “I can’t believe he found her.” I was so excited that it took me a couple moments to realize that Gia was softly sobbing. “Baby what?” I asked laying back down in the bed behind her. I wrapped my arms around her and she pushed me off. “Don’t pretend you care, all this time I thought you loved me and you’ve been looking for HER behind my back.” “What are you talking about?” I asked confused. I really didn’t know what had brought all this on today and who she thought I was looking for. “I asked Katie today while we were out why you had hired a private investigator and she told me I needed to talk to you about it,” she said covering her face with both hands, “I hear comments between you and your sisters all the time and hushed conversations as I walk into the room. I’m not stupid I know there’s more going on then you tell me.” “There’s nothing going on Gia,” I told her then thought about it and decided to rethink how to put it, “Well theirs things going on but not what you think.” “Next you’re going to tell me some lie were you have a good reason for looking for your ex-girlfriend, but of course it’s not because your still in love with her,” She was crying so hard by this point she started coughing, “Go on……….. Try to………… convince me your…………. looking for her for your step mom……….. Not yourself, tell me I have nothing to worry about and you still love me,” she finally managed to say as her coughing calmed down again. “Where is all of this coming from?” I asked finally understanding what was going on. She thought I hired the PI to find Ash and bring her home. I realized as she lay there crying that this was completely my fault because I couldn’t be honest with her from the start. I sat thinking for a moment it was time to make some hard decisions, tell her the truth about all my secrets or let her go, “Why would you think I didn’t feel for you everything I’ve said I do?” “Because I’ve been through it before, I gave everything to my ex-boyfriend and …… he betrayed me……… I just thought you were different,” She paused crying into her hands again. I remember thinking when we first started fooling around something bad had happened to her but in the time we had dated she still hadn’t told me about what had happened with her ex-boyfriend. I suspected it was really bad as it caused major trust issues in her like tonight. I lay down on the bed behind her and put my arms around her she didn’t throw me off this time. I began to tell her about my family, how my grandfather married my grandmother when my mom was young, how he was my real father and how my mom died. Gia’s crying turned to cries of compassion for my mother as I told her the story. I went on to tell her about how my dad had adopted me and I hadn’t found out about any of my history until a year and a half ago. The only thing I lied about was how I met Katie; I told Gia I had met her at Linda’s wedding to John. I told Gia all about Abby and Brooke and how I had, had relationships with both girls when I was younger. “It………… Finally makes sense,” Gia told me wiping the tears from her eyes, “I always thought something was going on there.” “Not for a very long time,” I replied slightly exaggerating. It had only been since just before Gia and I had gotten together the last time I made love to Abby but I slightly exaggerated it to sound like it had been since we were kids in high school. “I can totally understand hooking up with Brooke, she’s beautiful and kind of crazy, I’m not surprised there at all,” Gia said. I was happy she was ok with the fact I had been with Brooke because the girls had become real friends in the last year. In fact it wasn’t uncommon to see Gia, Brooke, and Abby run off to do things on their days off. “I’m only surprised you picked me over her,” She said as she looked up at me with a bashful look in her eyes. I knew she was fishing for a complement and I didn’t let her down. “I would pick you ten times over her,” I said kissing the side of her face. “Only ten,” She joked, “Thank you for being honest, I do really understand why you hid these things.” “I’m sorry I should have told you a long time ago.” “SSSSSHHHH,” she said and rolled over facing me. We began kissing and I pulled her tight into me. We kissed and held each other for a long time before our kissing began to become more passionate. I’d been so busy with things in the last few weeks we really hadn’t had a chance to make love and I wanted her so bad in that moment. It felt really good to have her not only understand the things I had told her but that she still loved me just the same. She began to rub my back and I became very hard from her light touching, I needed to be with her NOW so I slipped my hand under the waistband of her shorts, sliding my fingers inside her wet pussy. Gia moaned as I rubbed her clit with my thumb as I fingered her. I reached over with my other hand and began to pull at her shorts and her hands shot out grabbing my wrists. “No, Joey, not now, I have some things to tell you too.” I don’t know why my heart somehow started to beat faster when she spoke, I don’t know what I expected to hear but I knew it was going to be bad. I pulled my hand back and we lay down on the bed on our sides facing each other holding hands. For the next hour Gia told me about her life growing up on the island, and her family. Her parents both having grown up on the island they had known each other their whole life. Gia’s grandfather had left his grandmother when her father was a young boy and Gia’s mom had grown up next door to Gia’s dad. They had married right after high school and had kids right away; Gia was the youngest child of four, all older brothers. Things in the house were good for Gia until she hit about 11 years old and she began to hit puberty. Gia began to shudder and I pulled her in tight to me as new tears began to roll down her face. “SSSSHHH,” I breathed out to her, “You don’t have to tell me anymore if you don’t want to.” “No I need to tell you,” she cried softly into my shoulder, “It’s just that when I told my ex he ………….. He………… called me a whore and left me.” “You can tell me,” I whispered. I had a feeling I knew where this story was going but I wasn’t going to stop her, “It won’t change how I feel about you.” Gia looked up at me and kissed my cheek before she started talking again. She explained that her parents worked off the island and would get home very late at night leaving her alone with her brothers after school. This hadn’t been a big deal until she was 11 and had walked in on her brothers one afternoon while they were sitting in the rec room downstairs masturbating. She found out sometime later that her brothers would come home and hang out in the rec room and jerk themselves off whenever they felt like and didn’t care if the other ones were in the room or not, if they felt the urge they just went for it. Normally Gia never hung out in the rec room as it was the boys domain to hang out but on this day she had gone down to see if her oldest brother would drive her to the mall on the main land. Apparently all three brothers had gotten the urge at the same time that day as Gia opened the door to find all three with their dicks in hand. She was shocked at the site and she froze, she had seen pictures of penises and she had started masturbating herself a year ago but she had never seen the real thing like this. She froze looking in at them the door half open and in a horny moment of need her middle brother Rick grabbed her arm and pulled her into the room. Without a word her youngest brother James grabbed her hair and pushed her down forcing his cock into her mouth, Gia tried to fight it but she felt hands on her shoulders pushing her back down when she tried to get up. Rick was holding her in place while James thrust his cock down her throat. Gia was crying and trying to call out to her oldest brother Lewis to help, he was her favorite brother and she knew any second he would put a stop to this. Gia felt her ass being lifted, her shoulders were still being held down by Rick and James was still thrusting her mouth so the person bending her body up into this hurting position had to be her Lewis. This made her cry more as she felt her pants slide down her ass to her knees, of all the people in the world how could Lewis do this to her? She felt his hard cock push against her virgin slit, and the tears were blinding in her eyes, not Lewis, she thought, not the one person I trusted most in this world. Lewis pushed inside her and it hurt, it hurt worse than any pain she could remember in her life, he was so big as he thrust forward ripping though her hymen. Fire was shooting through her with each thrust and she didn’t know how she would ever be alright again and it was at that moment that James grunted and she felt a salty glob of spunk fill her mouth almost gaging her. James fell back to the couch his cock getting soft and Rick let go of her shoulders, her back arched up and for a moment the pain from being forced to bend in that manner let up a little. She began spitting out James’ sperm letting it drip from her mouth to the floor, she felt sick like she was going to throw up any moment. Rich grabbed a handful of hair and pushed her back down over his cock, replacing James’ in her mouth; his was bigger and almost choked Gia on every thrust forward. Her body felt broken as both of her big brothers pushed in on both sides, Lewis’ thrusting was now hurting less but she felt so betrayed by him she it make her hurt worse inside. Lewis’ hands wrapped around her waist and he bent over kissing the back of her neck as she felt his orgasm burst inside her tight little hole. Pain turned to panic as she realized that she could become pregnant by him. Gia began to buck a little and Rick just grabbed her hair harder trying to hold her in place as Lewis pulled out of her pussy. She could feel the cum running down her thighs as Lewis sat down on the couch and James got up hard again and shoved himself hard within her and despite him having the smallest cock of the three it hurt worse than Lewis. It was only then she realized how much more gentle Lewis had been with her then James was being now. He forced himself hard and deep within her pounding her as hard as he could for about five minutes before she could feel the release of more cum within her. Seeing James cum again made Rick finally explode within her mouth and she tasted cum again only she found herself not as disgusted with Rick, somehow his was different. She was still angry and crying and hated herself that she liked the taste of this brother, what did that mean? Did this mean she was a whore if she liked some of it? She was lost and confused as James pulled out of her and sat down in a chair by the door. Rick had pulled out of her now too and let go of her hair, she now fell to the floor unable to move. Her jaw ached and her legs felt like they were useless, like she wouldn’t be able to walk again. She lay there crying for a couple minutes before Lewis pulled his pants back up and sat down on the floor with her, he reached over to pull her into a hug, she wanted to push him away but she was crying so hard she couldn’t move. “Gia, I’m sorry,” Lewis said softly. She looked down at her legs to see a mix of blood and cum drying on both her thighs and her pants, “Come on let’s get you cleaned up.” Lewis picked her up and carried her out of the room taking her to the bathroom. He gently placed her in the tub and stripped the rest of her clothes off before running the water for her. Gia was really confused now, she had been hurt so bad emotionally by her brothers and Lewis especially having taken her virginity and now he was being the brother she had been looking for him to be in the first place. She was so angry but her body still betrayed her and she couldn’t move. The hot water began to wash over her and she finally worked up the ability to speak, “HOW???? HOW COULD YOU????” She screamed at Lewis as he was gently washing her body. “I’m sorry, I don’t know what happened in there,” he replied softly tears in his own eyes, “I’m so sorry little sis, I won’t ever let that happen again. I love you so much, I’m so sorry.” Lewis placed his head in his hands and cried as Gia sat in the tub holding herself in a ball. “JUST GET OUT,” she finally screamed at him. “Gia………..” Lewis started. “JUST GET OUT,” Gia screamed at him again and he left. She sat in the tub sobbing for an hour washing trying to get the feeling of them inside her to go away. She could hear Lewis in the other room yelling at her brothers saying that what they had done was wrong. Everyone was quiet at dinner that night, no one saying a word to each other or to their parents about what had happened that day. Gia didn’t know why she never said anything to her parents, maybe they wouldn’t believe her or they would be mad at her for some reason but she kept the whole incident to herself. A year later everything had blown over and nothing more had ever happened, Gia never made the mistake of walking into the rec room again. She actually thought it was her fault for walking in while all three boys were really horny and jacking off, she rationalized that boys did stupid things when they were so horny and needed an outlet but she still didn’t take the chance and walk in there again. All three boys had apologized and things didn’t take long to get back to normal around the house, she was leery as she had forgiven them but she could never really trust them again. It was a full year after the incident that Lewis left for college and almost immediately James began making inappropriate comments and touching her breasts or butt when no one was looking, he would tell her how much more beautiful she had become. Gia did her best to just smile and avoid being alone with James as his behavior began to worry her a lot. She realized that Lewis had been protecting her from James this whole time and with him gone she was scared that any moment he may grab her like he did that day, this was making her paranoid all the time. Rick on the other hand began to treat her with a lot of love and respect. Rick told her one afternoon that he was so sorry and it was the biggest mistake of his life what he had done to her and he would spend the rest of his life making it up to her. Gia found herself truly able to forgive Rick as he was the only brother that didn’t fuck her and for some reason she had liked being with him though she never told him that. It repulsed her that she had liked the taste of his cum and wanted secretly to be with him again, she really wanted him to have sex with her. It really upset her that she wanted Rick because the idea of incest made her sick but she couldn’t help the feelings running though her body. It was two years later, three years after the incident in the rec room that Rick went off to college, Gia was now 14 and she had really developed in the last year. The first day that James was alone with Gia he pounced on her pinning her to the couch and began to feel her breast. She tried to fight him off but James was 16 and worked out every day for the last 2 years. James pulled up her shirt and began to play with her breasts, Gia was crying and screaming at him but this didn’t stop him. He sat on her legs and had her arms pinned with his hands while sucking on her breasts. He finally let her go after a few minutes telling her that he was just playing and he didn’t mean it. Gia told him that she was going to tell her parents if he touched her again, James smiled and punched her in the stomach hard, so hard in fact that she doubled over and clutched her stomach for an hour afterwards. James told her that he would do worse if she opened her mouth and that if she told on him he would tell their parents about the day all three brothers had had sex with her and he would tell them it had been her who seduced all of them, then they would think she was a whore. Gia only started crying harder, she had forgiven Lewis and Rick as they had said they were sorry and shown her they meant it and been the best brothers since then. It didn’t make it right what they had done to her by any means but it had happened and they truly regretted it and she knew that. They all had hurt her but it was only James who had made things worse sense then. Nothing happened for a while as James left her alone and their parents were around a lot during that time. She knew she should’ve told on him but she didn’t want her mom and dad knowing about what she had done with her brothers, she couldn’t face them if they knew about that. The idea they would think she was a whore was unbearable to her. After a whole month had gone by Gia began to wonder if James had just been trying to establish some kind of dominance over her and didn’t mean to cause her more trouble as he had completely backed off of her when they were alone now. This hope was short lived as one afternoon after school James grabbed her as soon as she walked through the front door and pulled her into the rec room ripping her shirt. It had been three years since she had actually set foot in the room and she was scared out of her mind before the door had closed completely. “NOOOO,” Gia cried as he grabbed her hair and led her to the couch. Tears were already rolling down her cheeks as she tried to fight back. James punched her in her side sending a fiery pain running through her body and she dropped to her knees. “That’s a good girl,” He told her gripping her hair harder with one hand and unzipping his pants with the other. She tried to turn away but his grip on her made it hurt badly, she feels like he will rip out her hair if she struggles more. He pulls out his cock and shoves it in her face telling her to suck it and she says no. “Do as your told,” he yells at her and pulls her to her feet by her hair. She cries out as he punches her in the side again dropping her once more to her knees. It hurts so bad she is having trouble breathing, as he presses his cock to her lips and she reluctantly opens her mouth. He’s trusting in her hard almost choking her, but she feels lucky he is still small and doesn’t quite make it into her throat. He tastes dirty like he hasn’t showered for a long time, and she already feels like she may throw up. Gia keeps her eyes closed tight and tries to pretend she is somewhere else; her tears are flowing down her cheeks faster now. “OH God,” James moans, “I missed this, your mouth feels so good.” He thrusts himself in her mouth for another few minutes before he holds her head steady and grunts. She mentally prepares herself as she knows he’s about to cum, and she can feel the first squirts, it tastes terrible and she does everything she can to hold herself from releasing the vomit already in her throat as he withdraws himself. “Thank you little sister,” he says in a condescending tone releasing her head and letting her go, “Next time I won’t stop with a blow job.” With that he walks out of the room leaving her alone still trying to hold down her repulsion. Gia gets up and walks into the bathroom and begins to rinse out her mouth as best she could, but the taste won’t go away. She leaves the bathroom and sits in her room crying until her parents get home. Her mom knocks on her door and asks if she is ok and she tells her mom she has cramps and doesn’t feel like talking. Scared of what James will do to her next time Gia go’s to her mother a couple days later and quietly asks her about birth control. Her mom smiles and calmly asks if she is having sex and Gia tells her no, but there is a boy she likes and it’s better to be careful. Her mom agrees and says that they won’t tell her father about it, and they go a few days later and pick up the pills from Planned Parenthood. James actually waits a whole six weeks before he attacks her again. He likes the element of surprise in his abuse, as he grabs her coming home from school again. He punches her hard in the side as soon as she comes through the door and she falls to the floor. He drags her to the rec room and pulls her onto the couch, pulling her skirt up. “James, please, I’m your sister,” she begs him but he forces her to lie down, “James please stop, I love you brother, please STOP!” Pleading didn’t work as he held her down with one hand and undid his jeans with the other. He wiggled out of his pants exposing his hard cock and leaning down pressing it against her panties. “This is going to happen, I don’t want to hit you any more sis, I love you so much and I need you so bad,” He whispered to her almost lovingly, “But this is going to happen today and every day from now on.” His weight was pressed against her and he held his hand over her mouth muffling her protests as he pulled her panties to the side and began pressing himself against her slit. It had been almost 3 and a half years since she had, had sex and now it hurt just as bad as it had then as he forced himself inside her. She was crying again and she was so angry as her body betrayed her, getting wetter and wetter as he violated her, she wanted to kill him but as he moved it actually began to feel good. “OH YEAH SIS,” he cried out after only a couple thrust, “You’re so tight; I forgot how tight you were.” Gia was conflicted as James’ thrusting felt physically good but she was going to kill him some day, the first chance she got she would kill him. She felt guilty for starting to enjoy the sensation as his grunting stopped and she could feel him spray his spunk inside her. She was happy she had thought ahead and gotten on birth control, at least she wouldn’t be having his baby. James lived up to his word over the next couple years, as he began to abuse her every day after school. Gia would do her best to try to hide out different friends’ houses after school when she could but that only made him madder when they were alone, he would beat her about the ribs and thighs where he knew no one would be seeing the bruises because she was shy about her body. In the beginning she fought him as much as possible but he would hurt her badly, and the sex would be more forceful and uncaring. After months of beatings she finally gave in to him, her faith in men had been shattered and her will destroyed. She hated James and often thought about how she would kill him and when, but she finally broke and gave in to him. After she stopped fighting James they fell into a daily routine. Gia would come home and meet him in the rec room, where she would simply just strip and lay there while James forced himself inside her and grunted until he came. She didn’t move, moan or give him any sign of pleasure; she just simply laid there and let him do his thing. Sometimes it felt good and she hated herself for enjoying her daily abuse but as it was the act of sex she couldn’t help it, but even on those days she gave him no sign of pleasure. She really hoped that after a time or receiving no response from her he would grow board and find another girl to have sex with but it never happened. As bad as that two years were it wasn’t nearly as bad after she broke and gave in. He never hit her again, and she found that by submitting for a few minutes a day and letting him get himself off things were usually over within a few minutes and he left her alone the rest of the day. She hated herself but it was better than beatings and bruises, and she didn’t have her older brothers to protect her anymore. The only break she had over those two years was in the summer in between, her brother Lewis didn’t come home that year as he had a girlfriend in the state where he was going to college and stayed with her. But Rich had come home that summer and even though she couldn’t tell him what was going on, for fear of a real beating, his presence caused James to back off until he left again. As soon as Rick was gone it was back to the same after school routine and she was back to hating herself and men for what James was doing to her. She simply didn’t understand how he could be doing this to someone he claimed to love so very much, if he really did love her and felt anything for her as a brother she wouldn’t have to submit to him daily. After high school James joined the Army and went away. He rarely came home again after that and Gia was finally free of him, she still dreamed of killing him some day but as time moved on and she became an adult she decided that she would just move away from the island and never look back, never talk to him again and never return for any reason. Two years later Gia had put a lot of her abuse past her, she had grown into a very beautiful girl and had many high school boys interested in her, but due to the abuse suffered at the hands of her brother she had never had a boyfriend and what made things worse was that all the boys on the island reminded her too much of her brother and she couldn’t feel safe with them. Gia was really excited when it was her turn to graduate and go off to college. She chose an out of state college in a big city, which was a major change for her but she was happy to be off the island and maybe start a new life that guys and dating were so far out of her mind that when she met Ken she was actually surprised to find she liked him. Ken was the nicest and sweetest guy she had ever met to that point in her life, he treated her really nice and she was both happy and leery around him, she was so afraid he was going to change on her. She liked him very much but she was scared and made him wait a full year before she accepted his invitation to be his girlfriend. Gia had gone home for the summer and upon returning to college she told Ken if he was still interested she would be his girlfriend. Ken was patient with her and waited until she was ready to have sex with him, which took her another couple months of them dating but that’s when things changed. Gia would often begin fooling around with Ken then have a panic attack and want to stop. Ken would get angry with her and tell her she was being unreasonable then storm out of the room and go home. He would call her later in the night and say he was sorry, and it wouldn’t happen again. It did happen again, every time Gia would freeze up he would get more and more angry which only made her not want to do things with him more, over the next year they only had sex a couple of times and she was always apprehensive doing it. She liked him but his anger towards her freezing up made her more upset and in the end she couldn’t be with him anymore. They broke up and Gia was so upset over the breakup of the relationship she hardly left her dorm room anymore. It was around this time that her best friend a guy named Court expressed that he was in love with her, and Gia realized she had some feelings for him too but she wasn’t ready to try again. It was just before summer vacation at the end of her sophomore year of college and she got a letter that her brother had been killed in a training exercise in the army. Gia was conflicted, she had wanted James dead for so long but she found she was really upset about the death of her brother. She went to Court to talk to him about it and they ended up making love that night, it was the first time in her life she had been truly comfortable having sex and she realized what he really meant to her. She thought she had finally found herself a real boyfriend. Gia went home for the summer that year and when she returned to school she told Court that she was ready to make a real commitment to him and be his girlfriend. For the most part she didn’t have the same issues with Court that she had, had with Ken when it came to being frightened in bed. Every so often she would freak out and Court didn’t get mad at her as much as he didn’t understand where it came from. It wasn’t until the end of her junior year when she was to leave again for the summer that she finally sat down and they talked about why she panicked from time to time. It was the first time she had ever told anyone about what had happened to her all those years ago, the first time she had trusted someone enough to share all of it. Court’s reaction wasn’t good; he freaked out and told her she was a whore for sleeping with her own brothers. Gia tried to explain the whole thing but he said he was disgusted by the whole thing and it made him sick that he had fallen in love with a total slut. Gia fell to her knees and cried on her floor as she tried desperately to get him to understand, but he said he could never be with a girl who had sex with all three of her brothers. Court walked out the door and he never spoke to her again. Gia went home and moped around the house for half the summer. That year her parents decided that they couldn’t live in the house anymore after losing James and they moved to the other side of the island to a house with an apartment over the garage which they thought they might rent out to a border. When Gia came back to campus to start her senior year word spread around that she was easy and that she had fucked her brothers, it only took a month before Gia quit school and moved back to the island for good. It didn’t take long for Gia to find the job at the bar and she moved into the apartment over the garage as her parents had never found anyone to rent the apartment. I held her to me and didn’t say a word; I didn’t know what to say to her. I understood what had happened to her and I felt really bad that her ex had thrown it in her face. We lay in bed the whole rest of the day talking and kissing softly holding each other. Gia was happy that I accepted her for who she was and it didn’t change things with us. I couldn’t hold it against her without being a hypocrite because I had, had sex so many times with a girl who I had thought was my sister, even though the situation was completely different. We talked all night about where our relationship was going and Gia finally explained to me what was at the core of her fears. I did begin to get nervous as we discussed our future and where things were going with us, it was time to really sit down and decide what we wanted to do. I knew one thing that night and that was from here on out things were going to be different, but I loved her and I looked forward to our time to come. Sunday morning I was really happy I had made the decision that the remodel business would close on the weekends and the book store would be closed on Sunday so we all could have a day off together every week to do something outside of work if we wanted. Katie had chosen to close on the weekends too until tax season started again, so we all were home today. I let Gia sleep as we had talked pretty late into the night after telling our stories and discussing our future. I pulled on a shirt and a pair of shorts and walked down stairs and began fixing us something for breakfast and it was only then I remembered that Katie had invited me over for dinner last night. I walked over to Katie’s house and the morning air felt really good. Abby answered the door I apologized for missing dinner and told her they should come over for breakfast. “How did last night go?” She asked with a hopeful look on her face. “Were ok.” “What all did you tell her?” she asked quickly looking around. I explained to Abby that I had told Gia about us but I had only lied about Katie and I’s previous relationship. I told Abby so she could relay to Katie what was said so that we all would be on the same page, the last thing I needed was to get caught in a lie. Abby said they would be over in a little while and I walked home. I thought about all that was said last night and the one thing I was really happy about was the fact I hadn’t told her about my sister. In so many words while we were talking Gia had basically told me that because what had happened to her she was repulsed by the thought of incest. Blood sister or not I think she would have real issues with me and my sister. Gia woke as I was finishing cooking the pancakes and bacon; she walked into the kitchen and sat down at the table. She smiled at me and I told her that the girls were coming over because they wanted to talk to us. She came up behind me and hugged me kissing my cheek. “Thank you,” she whispered. “It’s just breakfast,” I told her. “No for last night, thank you for accepting me for me,” she said softly. “It’s ok, I love you for you,” I kissed her cheek. Abby and Katie came over for breakfast and we had a nice morning making jokes and enjoying each other’s company, but the girls made us wait until we were all done eating before they would tell us what was up. I was cleaning plates and putting things away when Katie finally began to talk, “Ok here’s the thing, we were able to book the lodge for the second week of September. So were going forward with our wedding no matter what else is going on now.” “Ok,” I replied, I knew that they had wanted to get married in July this year but with Ashley still gone they had waited. Katie didn’t want her aunt to miss her wedding but it was looking like she had decided to go ahead without her. “So with that only a few weeks away I wanted to ask Gia to be my maid of honor,” Katie said smiling. “Oh my god really?” Gia asked excitedly. “Yes.” “Yeah, ok, I would love it!” Gia ran to her and hugged her. “Ok with that settled I have a favor to ask you,” Abby said turning to me, “We decided that Katie would wear the dress and I would wear a tux………… so I was wondering if you would be the best man.” I couldn’t help but laugh as I smiled at her. “I never thought in my life I would be the best man to my ex-girlfriend at my sister’s wedding, but I would be honored,” I told her and she ran to me and hugged me. We all stood around my kitchen hugging for a while that morning before he girls went back home. The rest of the day went by and Gia and I seemed to be back on track just fine after our talks on Saturday night. Monday I took the morning off and took the ferry to Port Howard to see Glen in his office, I was so excited that he had found my sister that I wanted to see him in person. Glen was surprised to see me when I walked into his office telling me that there was no reason I needed to come all the way out to the island. “Well the message I got was that you found my sister, I couldn’t help it,” I told him. “I’m so sorry I think the message got a little miscommunicated,” he replied, “I wish you would have called, I have found out something but I still haven’t found Jessica herself.” “Well I’m here so what’s going on?” I asked puzzled. “I have found proof that she wasn’t killed in the drowning, and I found some paperwork showing foster care records when she was 11 years old.” “If you found all that what’s the problem?” I asked trying to hide the excitement I was feeling. “Well that’s just it, I found her case numbers and her records but for some reason it’s been sealed, I’m trying to petition the state to have it opened so I can look at the info.” “Why would they seal her records?” “Well they faked her death due to the abuse she suffered at the hands of her foster parents, as far as I can tell all the children of that home were given new names and fresh starts.” “Is this common?” I asked confused. “No this isn’t, usually they just remove the children and move them to new homes but for some reason they were all made to disappear. I’m looking into the reasons why that happened; it’s an extreme action, something only done in severe cases like for a child porn situation or something to that effect.” “How long will it take to get access to her records?” I asked “That I don’t know, it’s a lot of paperwork and I have to prove were not looking for her for some kind of malicious reasons. Give me time and I will have this all worked out, I’m halfway there now,” he told me and I could see in his face he really wanted to help me resolve this once and for all. “Thank you Glen,” I told him shaking his hand and turning to leave his office. I went into work that day with a lot on my mind, I was so close to finding my sister but at the same time I was getting a strange feeling like somehow this would end bad for me. I didn’t know how but I was starting to wonder if it had really been a good idea to have Glen looking into the past, into things that maybe should be left dead and buried. I checked in on Tommy out at the remodel site and he told me things were going fine, I told him that I was going to go check into the book store and to page me if anything came up. I don’t know why but I couldn’t focus and I really didn’t want to be anywhere that day. I made the decision that if everything was ok with Brooke at the store I would take the rest of the day off and go to the movies; I needed to just get away. Brooke was doing fine when I got to the shop and things were kind of slow for even a Monday afternoon. We talked for a while and she asked me why I was in such a down mood, I told her I was just feeling a little sick but I would be ok. I don’t know if she believed me but she let the subject drop anyway. Brooke suggested that we all get together and throw a bachelorette party for the girls that coming Friday. I told her that I thought it would be really fun and Brooke said she would handle everything. I thought about it and I realized that the last time we all had gone out to party had been the night Katie had come home last year. I decided I would close the store this Saturday so we could all really go out and have fun and not have to work the next day, we all deserved a good night of fun for all the work we had done this last year. Also in light of the fact that Ash was still missing my sisters had really pushed back the date of the wedding and I knew her disappearance weighed heavily on Katie and a great night out with her friends could do her wonders. I was really happy right then to have Brooke in my life looking out for my family, it was nice to have such a good friend. I left the island as I had planned to do and drove out to Kayak falls, my uneasiness was getting worse and I felt almost agitated. I arrived in Kayak falls and I bought lunch before going to the mall. I did some shopping before going to the theater where I saw a really bad movie about a giant Japanese lizard that destroys Manhattan. After that I decided to go see another movie, so I went to see the 4th movie in the cop buddy series where the older cop was always complaining he was too old for this. I got home late that night and Gia had my dinner ready when I got home. She had been worried about me being out and I told her that what had happened with Glen and explained that with everything going on I had just needed time to get away and think. She hugged me and told me not to be scared that everything would work out, and we would be fine. “I know,” I told her reaching into my pocket, “I love you and I want to marry you.” I handed her a small box I had picked up at the mall while I was out. “No…………” Gia trailed off as she hesitantly opened the box, “Joey, I………….” She started crying, “It’s all too good to be true, this whole last year has been the best of my life,” she said and I wiped the tears out of her eyes and kissed her cheek, “Yes I’ll marry you.” |
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