Gender: Male Age: 36 Location: Washington State
Ashley’s Diary Part 3: Punishment
Linda was furious Ash had been caught in bed with Jt and the room smelled of the sex they had just had. Linda and Ash locked eyes in a staring match; no one had said a word since Ash had apologized.
“Is there any way you’d believed this isn’t what I looks like,” Ash asked half joking half scared, she hoped to break the tension.
“You’re not joking your way out of this,” Linda said coldly, “Both of you get dressed and come to the living room.” Linda turned and walked out of the room.
Jt turned and looked at Ash, he was crying now and she remembered just how young he was emotionally. She didn’t regret her time with Jt, but she was upset about getting caught. Looking at her watch she realized Linda had come home a couple hours early today.
“I’m sorry,” Ash whispered to him as she hugged him, “Its ok, we’ll get through this.”
“I love you,” he said wiping the tears away, “My dad will never let me see you again.”
“Its ok sweetie, we’ll figure it all out,” she was stroking his back gently.
“I love you so much…………..” he said again and she realized he was trying to get her to say it back. But she wasn’t in love with him; she didn’t want to tell him she loved him and not mean it.
“I know sweetie. I care about you so much too.” She knew it wasn’t what he had hoped to hear. Jt got off the bed and pulled his clothes on, then walked out of the room.
Ash sat on the bed for another few minutes rocking back and forth, what now? Ash laid down covering her face with a pillow and screamed three or four times, she didn’t know how to spin this situation. She had been completely caught with her hand in the cookie jar as it were. She sat up on the bed again trying to think, almost too scared to leave the room and face her sister.
She finally rolled off the bed and picked up her discarded clothes pulling them on slowly. She snuck her way out the door and up the hallway. She could hear Linda and Jt talking, he was crying and Linda was trying to calm him down.
“I understand sweetheart,” Ash could hear Linda say to Jt as she reached the living room, her voice was calm and reassuring, “Just run home I won’t tell your dad. I just need to talk to Ash right now.”
“Um…….. Thank you Linda,” he said calming down. Jt got up to leave looking over at Ash for a moment before disappearing out the door.
“You sit down,” Linda said sternly, her whole demeanor changing from the soft reassuring she had been with Jt to more cold and bitter.
“Um Linda……………,” Ash started but she was cut off.
“Are you in love with him,” she asked staring Ash down as sat on the couch.
“I really adore him.”
“Don’t word play me, are you in love with Jt,” Linda’s anger was building in her face as she asked.
“No, I’m not,” she answered looking down on the floor. She was fighting back tears herself now then she added, “I wish I was he’s a great boy, but I’m not.”
“How could you then Ashley?” Linda asked, she had gotten up from the couch and was pacing back and forth around the room, “You realize Jt is completely in love with you?”
“Then how could you use him like that?” Linda was having a hard time controlling her tone now.
“I didn’t use him!” Ash replied.
“The hell you didn’t, Jt is such an emotional boy, how could you take his virginity for fun? How could you do that to him knowing he was in love with you?”
“I don’t know!” Ash cried back at her, “I liked him so much; I wanted to be with him.”
“You liked him but you’re not in love with him. I could have let go what I saw today if you kids really believed you were in love, but this isn’t right Ashley.”
“I know I just really wanted to be with him. I thought I could help him.”
“Help him how?” Linda asked her voice changed from mad to confused.
“I thought if I was really nice to him he might get over his fear of girls, I just wanted to help.” Ash’s brain had now found her angle to spin this situation; if she worked this avenue she might find a way to get herself out of trouble.
“Yeah being nice is one thing, but you ended up having sex with him to help him. How do you get to that point and rationalize it was just to help with his fear of girls?” Linda asked more confused and irritated.
“I don‘t know, it started out as just little things like hand holding and being sweet, then somehow we ended up here today………….. I really didn’t mean for it to happen, I made a mistake.”
“Yeah, you made a mistake, he’s a confused 14 year old boy and you’ve really messed with his head. You’ve taken away from him something that should have been so very special.”
Linda was mad but she had visibly calmed down. Ash thought her spin was working as her sister sat down quietly.
“I’m sorry Linda,” Ash said still crying and looking at the floor.
“I know I was a teenager once too. Lilly got pregnant not much older then you are now. We weren’t perfect either,” Linda had completely calmed down now, “I would be such a hypocrite to tell you, you shouldn’t be having sex at your age, but it shouldn’t have been Jt.”
Ash couldn’t say anything to that as Linda was right; he wasn’t emotionally ready for all of this yet, even if his body had been physically ready.
“I’m sorry,” was all Ash could manage to say again.
“This could change everything,” Linda began to explain, “Did you ever consider what he was going to go through when you went home in a few weeks?”
“Did you ever stop to think about when Jt fell apart heartbroken, how I would explain that to James?”
“Did you ever think about how that would impact my relationship to James if I have to tell him what you did with his son, he might not want to see me anymore. Is that fair to Jt, James or me?
“No. Look I’m really so sorry.”
“Not to mention if I ever got married to James, do you know how weird it’s going to be to know my sister slept with my step son?” Linda finished.
Ash told Linda that she would break things off with him right away. Linda said just because she had calmed down didn’t mean she wasn’t still angry. Linda told her that it was going to break his heart when Ash broke things off but it was going to have to have happened when she went home anyway. Ash felt like she had dodged the bullet until Linda told her for the remainder of her visit she was grounded to the apartment.
James called later that night, he said Jt was even more quiet then usual and wouldn’t come out of his room. He asked Linda if she knew what was going on. Linda told him that the kids had gotten into a disagreement over something Ash wouldn’t talk about either. James accepted this answer and didn’t investigate further.
As their weekend routine was the girls spent the weekend hanging out with James and Jt. It was awkward for everyone except James who was completely in the dark about what had happened. Ash and Jt hadn’t seen each other since he had left her apartment the day they had slept together.
Ash pulled the boy into his room and they talked about what had happened and how she wasn’t allowed to go outside unsupervised anymore. He told her how much he really loved her and she told him that they had to break up; she told him she really liked him but for the sake of her sister and his dad they needed to be just friends. Jt buried his face in his pillow and cried. Ash rubbed his back until he calmed down. When he had calmed down she hugged him.
“One last time,” she whispered into his ear, and kissed him. They sat kissing for about five minutes when Ash pulled away from him and said she was sorry she had hurt him. He nodded and lay back down on his bed she could see the erection in his shorts and for an instant she considered giving him one last hand job but she decided it would only make things worse. He closed his eyes then told her to just go.
Ash walked out of his room closing the door. She walked out into the living room and sat with her sister and James the rest of the night. She sat in silence thinking to herself, she felt horrible, what she had done to him was what so many men do to girls. She had known he was in love with her and she still let things go too far, he was going to hurt so much for that. She didn’t want that sweet, caring and emotional boy to go through any pain, yet she didn’t know what she could do now. Linda was right; she was leaving in a couple weeks and might not ever see him again.
It was a few days later when Linda came home and said she had found an alternate punishment then having Ash locked up inside the apartment all the time. She told Ash she had signed her up for two weeks of bible camp starting the first of August.
This only left a couple days to get ready, Ash tried to think of a plan that could get her out of having to go, but she couldn’t come up with a convincing argument. Eventually she stopped trying to get out of it; she had done something really hurtful to a nice boy as a game. Maybe this was karma catching up with her; maybe she needed a dose of morals to reboot her thinking. In the end she accepted her fate and got ready to go.
Linda had dropped Ash off at the church so she could take the bus with the other teens to camp. Ash had decided to dress somewhat conservatively, she wore her black skirt and her short sleeve black button up shirt, it was the same outfit she had worn the day she met Jt.
“I’m not doing this out of anger,” Linda explained as they arrived at the church, “I just think it never hurts to slow down a little. You’re almost too grown up for your age.”
“I don’t know,” Ash said but inwardly though Linda was right. She was still only 15 and had been through a love affair and a pregnancy scare. Maybe a dose of wholesome teen activities would be good for her.
The girls got out of the car and Ash picked up her back pack and pulled it up on her shoulder. The sisters hugged each other, “I love you Ashley, and be good.”
Ash walked to the line of waiting kids and set her bag down on the curb. She was now getting nervous standing around looking at all these kids, not knowing a single one. She looked over to see three girls standing in a huddle they were wearing uniform looking pleated skirts and button up shirts and each holding their bibles.
Ash looked over at these girls with a contempted look as she felt a hand on her shoulder.
“Just hope you don’t end up with them as you roommates,” she the girl who had just touched her shoulder, “I had to share a room with them last summer, I about took my own life.”
“It couldn’t have been that bad really, could it?” Ash asked the girl turning to look at her. The girl was wearing an oversized t-shirt and ripped jeans with high top tennis shoes. Ash liked her already.
“You have no idea, they sit up all night and sing hymns and chant prayers. Or they sit all night and play the truth game, it’s so fucking annoying you just want to kill them or yourself.”
“I’m Ash by the way,” she said sticking out her hand, “What’s the truth game?”
“Terra,” she responded and shook Ash’s hand and cleared her throat as if to say something in an official manor, “The truth game is an important part of your spiritual bond, where you sit in a group of your most trusted companions and reveal when and how Jesus first touched your life.” Terra broke down laughing by the end of the statement making Ash giggle as well.
“Don’t make fun of the truth game!” Called one other three girls walking over to them, “Don’t listen to her, she’s a pagan anyway, I’m Brandy, and this is Mandy and Sandy.” Brandy moved her finger to indicate which girl was which.
“Yeah,” said Mandy, “All Terra did last year was tell us we were pathetic and make fun of us.” Terra just smirked at them.
“Then I caught her sneaking around the boys dorm at night,” said Sandy in a tone that indicated she thought that was scandaless.
“Well I was horny and you bitches were annoying,” Terra laughed as all three girls gasped.
“God will forgive you if you ask him,” Mandy said quietly. Ash realized in that moment, by the way she had said it, Mandy was hiding a secret.
“Why should I ask God for forgiveness, I was calling out to him the whole time I was fucking,” Terra said as a joke but all three girls gasped again and Ash giggled.
“We do not need to hear about this,” said Brandy in a snotty tone and walked away with the other two girls following.
“Ok I see your point,” Ash said kind of amused.
“Yeah I learned almost too late that the only way to get them to go away is to talk about sex, I only said it to piss them off.”
“It’s ok you don’t have to defend yourself to me,” Ash told her. Terra pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one up; she offered one to Ash who simply shook her head no.
The girls became friends before the bus had even arrived. They sat together on the bus talking the whole trip. Ash found out the reason Terra was here was because her parents were ultra-Christian and sent her every summer since she was a little girl. Terra however had taken a different road and was actually agnostic but she continued to go to bible camp to appease her parents.
As the girls talked they shared different stories about themselves, they talked about boys, and they talked about sex. Repetitively they were shot sideways glances and glares about their topics of conversation, the bulk of the looks came from Brandy, Mandy and Sandy who Ash and Terra had now dubbed the Circle of Andy.
The Bible camp had once been a World War 2 army base that about 20 years ago had been converted into a camp, now it was owned by the church and had been renovated into a giant auditorium, dining hall, a boy’s dorm and a girl’s dorm. It had old bunkers that had been sealed off, there were 3 look out towers you could climb up to and look out at the ocean. The whole place was surrounded by trees and had a trail that led down to the swimming area at the ocean.
When they got there everyone was ushered into the auditorium and told to sit down with boys on one side and girls on the other. This was to set up for dorm room assignments. A pretty girl about 18 to 20 years old walked by with a shirt that said counselor, she was giving out name tags and was assigning rooms by rows, her name tag said Mary Beth. Each room had six beds and the room assignment was done simply by giving the first six girls in the row the first room then the next six the next room.
Terra was sitting next to Ash and she hoped that her six wouldn’t cut off between them getting to room together. Ash looked to her other side, next to her was a girl she didn’t recognize and next to her were all three of the Circle of Andy.
When it was their turn Ash and Terra did get the same room but so did the girl next to her, named Susan, and the Andy’s.
“God damn it I knew this would happen,” Terra said and the counselor stopped and glared at her.
“Don’t use our lords name that way,” said Brandi. Ash was never going to forgive Linda for sending her here.
Once rooms and name tags had been given out to the whole crowd was called to attention two people stood on stage, they introduced themselves as Pastor Randy and his wife Cindy. They were the camp organizers and spiritual leaders, Ash thought they were way too perky to be real.
Randy asked everyone to bow their heads and they started the started things off with the Lord’s Prayer. After an hour of preying they were ushered off to their rooms and told to put their things away and head to the dining hall to sign up for activities.
Ash and the other girls found their room and picked their bunks. Each room was set up with three sets of bunk beds and six small dressers. Ash threw her back pack on her bed as did Terra and the two girls left the room right away.
When they got to the dining hall everyone was gathering around trying to decide on what activities they would like to do for the afternoons the next two weeks. Terra and Ash decided on wilderness walks and archery. They thought those would be fun and as non-religion based as they could get.
After activities were picked the campers were given until dinner to run all over the camp and do whatever they liked. Terra wanted to go swimming and Ash thought that was all right. They went back to the room and got changed into their swimsuits and shorts; they grabbed some towels from the room and headed to the ocean.
Terra was worse than Ash when it came to guys; she was checking out all of them and pointing them out to Ash as they walked to the lake. They set the towels down and took off their shorts reveling themselves in their bikini’s. The water felt really cold but good on this hot day.
It wasn’t long before the water was full of scantily clad boys and girls. Ash was floating her eyes closed the sun on her skin from above and the cold water on her back, she was thinking maybe there would be something worth wile about these next two weeks. She was floating peacefully when one of the boys splashed her. She rolled over and stood up looking to see who had splashed her and found herself staring into the brown eyes of a very handsome boy with dark hair. He smiled at her and swam away; Ash looked around for Terra and didn’t see her anywhere.
Ash followed the boy as he swam out of the designated swimming area, until they found a vegetative pocket along the edge. They swam into the pocket and sat on the edge of the water with their feet in. The sun was warm on their shoulders as they looked at each other for a long time without words. It looked like he was trying to say something but couldn’t get the words out. She decided to let him speak first.
“So um…… I wanted to talk to you, I‘m Derik,” he sputtered finally. Ash thought this boy is too cute to be this nervous around girls, but this was bible camp. They started talking about nothing in particular, after a time she found that he was cute but she really wasn’t that interested in him.
By the time they had been talking an hour she could see the bulge in his shorts and she was ready to head back to the camp, she actually preferred camp to talking to him anymore. She was polite and listened to him until he leaned over and tried to kiss her. She moved out of the way, stood up and walked back into the water. She swam out into the water heading back and leaving him there alone.
She had swum part way back when she saw movement under the old boat dock near the camp. She slowed down and floated slowly and quietly with only her head out of water. As she approached the dock she could see two people making out hard core. She found that she was close enough to shore she could walk on the ground now, she crept up further, she wanted to see who it was going at it so hard.
By the time Ash could see who it was she was swimming with her knees touching ground. She lay as flat as she could her head only above water so she could breathe. They were at an angle to her girl had her back mostly turned to Ash and she could see the girls top was off, she could see the guy fairly well, she thought she had seen the name Sean on his tag earlier in the day. He was standing near the middle of the dock the water at knee level, his shorts were pointing out at the girl.
In the time it had taken Ash to move in well enough to see them well the girl had moved down and was kissing his chest. The girl dropped to her knees the water level now just below her breasts. She began kissing his stomach running her hand up the leg of his shorts and he groaned loud.
Ash thought it was so hot watching someone like this, she knew she should’ve gone but her eyes were glued to the sight in front of her. Ash pushed back with her arms moving backwards in the water away from the couple so she could come around and get a better look at what was going on without being seen.
By the time Ash had made a long circle around and come back in near another dock post she could see everything and she knew she would be barely visible. The other girl was working his cock with her hand under his swim shorts and kissing the waistband, teasing him.
“Maybe we should……………… OH GOD……………… should stop?” he panted to the girl, “I’ve…………. We could get caught.”
Ash recognized the nervousness in his voice, this was probably the first time Sean had done anything with a girl, and he was scared out of his mind.
“Just calm down,” the other girl told him, “I know what I’m doing, just relax, baby.” The girl slid his shorts down do reveal what Ash thought was a very nice cock, and then the girl began to suck the head. Ash watched as the girl gave what looked by his reaction to be a very good blowjob. The girl played with and sucked the head without ever going lower. After about two minutes he cried out and she sucked him deeper into her mouth as his orgasm hit.
Ash slowly started swimming out away from them again as they finished and the girl pulled up Sean’s pants. She had been lucky enough to come along when she did, she had dirt on the girl and her mind was turning as to how to use it.
After the couple had left Ash finished swimming back to the camp, as it was really close to dinner most the campers had already gotten out of the water.
“Where did you go?” Terra asked as soon as Ash returned to the room.
“I went for a swim further up the lake with Derik, where did you go?”
“I was board so I went to lay on the grass, when I looked up you were gone. Soooooo what happened with Derik?” she asked grinning.
“Nothing, he’s cute but boring. He tried to kiss me and I left. But you’ll never believe what I saw Mandy doing by the boat dock.” Ash told her the whole story and Terra was shocked, she refused to believe that one of the bible thumping, virgins for Jesus, Circle of Andy’s would be sucking cock.
“You sure you saw it right?” Terra Asked.
“Yeah, I could tell it was her voice too when she spoke.”
“Oh my god, this is too good. Maybe there’s hope for her yet.” Both girls laughed at that as they walked to the dining hall for dinner.
The first week was truly uneventful as the daily routine was set from the first day on. Every morning Mary Beth woke the girls and Robby T. woke the boys and all campers were required to meet in the auditorium for morning prayers. Then it was off to breakfast. After breakfast they went to first activity, which for Ash and Terra was archery. After first activity was Lunch then off to afternoon prayer. Next was second activity which for them was the nature hikes they had signed up for. After that they had a couple hours of free time to swim or chat and just relax or run around until dinner. After dinner was night prayer time, which lasted until the nightly hymns then it was bed time.
Ash discovered the first night what Terra had said about the Andy’s as they sat on the floor in a huddle and read scripture to each other than they would sing. The girls would be up half the night doing this.
“SHUT THE HELL UP,” Susan had finally yelled at them after midnight the first night.
“Profanity isn’t appropriate,” answered Brandy, “We’ll pray for you.”
“Jesus oh lord, please save me, please oh lord I repent, I repent save ME!” Cried Terra all of a sudden, “Save me from these fucking bitches and show me the way!” Susan laughed so hard she fell off her bunk, while Ash uncontrollably giggled.
During the day Ash and Terra sat in the back of the auditorium and talked quietly during most of the prayer time, Mary Beth would sometimes come through and tell them to be respectful and they would stop for a few minutes. The Andy’s were just as annoying as ever, they constantly told Ash and Terra they needed to listen so that they wouldn’t burn for their sinful ways. Ash caught Mandy’s eye with a knowing look on one of these occasions, Mandy looked away like she had been caught yet Ash hadn’t told her yet she had seen her and Sean.
At night the prayer sessions went on almost all night and so did the non-stop comments from both Susan and Terra. Ash never said a word at night during all of this for two reasons. First she couldn’t get in a word between the Andy’s praying and the girls jokes, second Ash was laughing so hard she almost peed herself more than once.
It was Friday night and Pastor Randy had said they had the whole day off on Saturday as was the weekly routine. On Saturdays they still did all of the prayer sessions but the campers were allowed to not attend because on Sunday they spent the day in prayer and that was mandatory.
Friday night the Andy’s decided to play the truth game. Ash rolled her eyes and Terra though a shoe at them as they gathered on the floor. Ash had heard about this game but hadn’t seen it. Ash would’ve rather played another type of truth game one with dares in it; she really wondered what kind of trouble she could lead these prissy bible thumping prudes into. But then again she suspected they had a hidden side to them. She knew Mandy did she had seen it.
It was after ten already and Ash was already annoyed listening to the girls play this game.
“I’m out of here,” announced Susan looking to Terra, “Are you’re ready?”
“Fuck yeah,” she replied hopping off her bunk, “I wouldn’t miss this, I lost my virginity there two years ago.”
“Terra! You’re not supposed to tell,” Susan said sharply.
“You are heathens!” announced Brandy, “You guys will all burn for your sinning. You should stay here and recommit yourselves.”
“I’m lost what’s happening?” asked Ash.
“It’s a camp tradition just put you shoes on and come along,” Terra told her. Ash was all of a sudden so nervous she could hardly think.
“I don’t know you guys, what’s going on?”
“It’s a satanic abomination that only whores participate in.” Brandy spat as visible anger flashed across her face.
“Oh you’re just mad because nobody would choose you. Come on Ash let’s go,” Susan said taking her hand.
“Fine I’ll go, if it pisses off Brandy so much it has to be cool.” The three girls walked out the door.
Terra stopped outside the door to light up a cigarette and she offered one to Ash and Susan. Susan took one and lit up too. They could hear the Andy’s talking as they stood outside the door.
“One of us should bring them back.” One of the girls said.
“I’m not going to THAT,” another said in a snotty tone and Ash knew it was Brandy who had said it.
“I’ll go,” said a meek sounding voice, “I’ll bring them back.” Ash realized it was Mandy’s voice this time.
“Are you sure?” Brandy asked, “You tried to bring Terra back last year and you got lost in the woods.”
“I‘m not scared, I’ll go if it means saving them.”
Terra, Ash and Susan walked away then, heading out towards the woods. After a few minutes Ash looked back to see Mandy was tailing them a few yards back. Mandy had a smile on her face and didn’t seem to be trying to catch up with them at all.
They walked through the woods for about a half an hour before coming to a large clearing. There was a bon fire going near a large bunker that at one time had been the army barracks. Near the fire was a man and a woman dressed in dark robes wearing masks. All around the fire and going in and out of the barracks were a number of kids from the camp; everyone there was wearing a mask.
“What the fuck is this?” Ash asked somewhat panicked as they arrived at the clearing, “Did I just step into some kind of horror movie?” Both Susan and Terra laughed.
“No silly this is more like a masquerade party,” Terra giggled. The girls reached the barracks and found a stack of matching masks. Each of the girls took one and put it on. Ash felt silly as they turned and walked to the bon fire.
“Attention,” called the man in the black robe, “All virgins who wish to be chosen please step forward now.”
Ash was really puzzled and scared now, what kind of cult bible camp had Linda sent her too? Susan pushed on Ash’s arm as the man called for Virgins, and Terra laughed.
“Oh no, girl, she’s no virgin,” Terra told her.
“Oh, I didn’t mean any disrespect.”
“None taken, I’m glad I still come off that way,” Ash told her, “But I’m still confused as to what’s going on.”
“It started from what we understand about 20 some odd years ago, at another camp,” Terra started, “Basically this is for those of us who are stuck here and hate bible camp, on the first Friday night they hold what’s called the deflowering ceremony.”
“Yeah, some of the counselors that year realized that we are all teens with urges and the church teaches too much abstinence,” Susan cut in, “So they started the Friday night thing as a way for those who want to lose their virginity can do so anonymously.”
“You wear you mask and if you’re ready you volunteer and go to the front, where a non-virgin can pick you,” said Terra jumping back in, “Then when all the virgins have been accepted, all of us non-virgins can pick partners if we choose.”
“It’s basically an excuse to blow off some steam, get away from all that praying and have a major orgy,” Susan said as the girls all walked to where they were handing out drinks, “Then as far as anyone here is concerned tomorrow, tonight never happened and were never to talk about it.”
“I don’t know..............” Ash started as she was handed a drink. She drank down a little of what the girls had given her and it burned a little. She coughed slightly at the taste.
The ceremony didn’t last long as only a few virgins volunteered; there were about ten virgin boys and seven virgin girls. All the virgins were stripped down to only bra’s, underwear and masks. Ash noticed one of her virgin girls was wearing a pair of panties with Brian the Bear on them. Ash thought that was an odd choice in panties for a night like this, Brian the bear was a beloved children’s show puppet. Her thoughts changed back to the ceremony as one by one someone from the crowd would come up and take one of them by the hand and walk them into the old barracks building.
Ash thought this was a horrible way for anyone to lose their virginity. She was really happy she had lost hers out of love. She felt that even what she had done with Jt was more decent than this.
After the virgin choosing had completed everyone began to start choosing partners and losing their clothes. By the time Ash went back for another drink she already had to step around people committing sex acts in plain sight.
Ash suddenly realized that with all of the masks looking alike she had lost track of Susan and Terra when she had been watching the ceremony. Now she couldn’t tell who was who just by naked flesh.
Ash was still dressed, for as much as she had liked sex, and liked her games she had played with Jace and Jt, this was almost too much. Susan hadn’t been kidding when she said it was an orgy. Other than the people in the dark robes she had to be the last one dressed.
It was then that Ash remembered Mandy had followed them; she looked around but couldn’t find any sign of the girl, would she have got scared and ran back? Ash remembered what she had seen at the dock on her first day, and Brandy had made the comment that Mandy should bring back her roommates like last year. Ash realized that innocent little Mandy had arranged this so she could sneak away from the Andy’s, she was here somewhere. This made Ash grin, this whole orgy was proof of what she believed. The more you preached the worst you probably were when no one is looking.
Ash didn’t know who was who or what to do, it seemed like everyone had hooked up, and she didn’t think she could have sex with some random guy anyway. She had generally liked the boys she had slept with in the past, she may have played them and even used them, but she had liked them. She never had sex with a masked stranger before.
Suddenly two naked girls ran up to her and took her hands, she assumed it was Susan and Terra but they didn’t say anything. They led her up the stairs to one of the barracks rooms. There were blankets on the floor of the room where a couple was having sex on the floor. She looked over to see a dark robe in the corner and she realized that the man who had held the ceremony was the guy here now.
Ash sat on the floor and watched as the man pumped hard into the girl, she was crying out wildly and Ash thought that she must be one of the virgins. Again she thought what a horrible way to lose your virginity, on a blanket on the floor of a dirty relic.
As Ash watched she felt herself getting turned on by the sight of the man’s cock sliding in and out of the girl, she was focused on the point where they connected. She looked over at the naked girls who had brought her to the room; each had fingers in their pussy’s grinding on themselves as they watched.
Ash not feeling self-conscious because of her mask slid her hand into her panties as well, finding herself more wet then she had realized. She began to furiously slide her fingers up and down inside her slit, taking in the sight in front of her.
Finally the girl screamed in orgasm, and fell limp on the floor trying to catch her breath as the man continued to pump her hole for another minute. He pulled out of the girl and burst, cum flying across her body. She scooted away and one of the other naked girls lay down in front of the man and began to lick the cum off his cock.
At the same time the other naked girl moved to the girl who had just finished fucking, adjusted her mask and began licking the cum off her body slowly. Ash found that she was just as turned on by the girl liking the other as she was by the guy getting his cock licked.
After a good licking the man was ready again, the girl with him lay down in front of him and he pushed himself into her. She groaned in pain when he slid inside. It wasn’t a cherry pop kind of pain sound; more of a he had made a hard first thrust in her before she was ready.
On the other side of the room, the girl having now licked all the cum off the other had positioned herself on top of the other and they were now licking each other’s pussy’s deep. They had taken off their masks but with their faces buried in each other it was hard to see who was who.
Ash came hard soaking her panties, she hadn’t remembered ever flooding herself this much before, but she had never seen sex like this in front of her before either. She had seen people having sex back at the slumber party, but that felt nothing like this did now. That had been some goofing around, virginal, inexperienced sex. This was something more but she couldn’t put it into words, this was intense, and this man definitely wasn’t innocent and knew how to fuck.
Ash removed her soaked panties and tossed them aside as she continued her self-exploration, she couldn’t stop rubbing her clit as she felt another orgasm coming. The two girls in the corner both cried out in pleasure and the girl on top rolled off laying on the floor as Ash’s fingers slid back inside her pussy, she was on fire in a way she had only ever been when she had actual sex. She had never been this aroused while simply masturbating before. Her second orgasm hit her hard juices flowing around her fingers.
Ash looked up to see the man looking at her now, he was still fucking the girl but his eye line was looking only at her, she burned deeper and wetter at this. She needed to fuck him now, stranger or not, she was going to have him. She had turned herself on to hard not to do it now.
The man pulled out of the second girl and sprayed her stomach with cum sticking his fingers inside her to grind against until she finally had her own orgasm. The man had now gone limp from his orgasms but Ash was burning to be with him, a man who knew what he was doing for a change. Virgins were fun but this was something different.
Before she could move the third girl moved in for her turn. The girl went to work sucking his cock deep and hard trying to return him to life for her turn. He continued to stare at Ash eyes burning into her, as the originally cum covered girl made her way over. Ash’s gaze was locked into the man’s so hard that she didn’t notice the girl moving to her until she had slid her head in between Ash’s thighs.
Ash’s head snapped back as she looked down. Before she could say anything the girl had her tongue in Ash’s wet pussy. It felt so good and she was so turned on she didn’t care, she let it happen. Ash noticed the girls mask lying next to her leg but all she could see was the top of the girls head. It didn’t matter who she was, she was good at what she was doing. She lay down on her back closing her eyes and letting the sensations fill her body.
The girl used both her fingers and tongue opening her and licking as deep as she could, it was incredible. She had been with Sara before and didn’t like it; she realized now Sara hadn’t known how to pleasure a girl like this person did. The girl using her fingers deep in her pussy moved up and began to suck on Ash’s clit so hard it felt like it was growing.
Ash was so turned on that her pussy flooded the girls face, she looked down as she climaxed and saw the girl look up, it was Many who was licking her pussy, it was actually one of the greatest lickings she had ever had. As soon as Mandy pulled away she pulled her mask back on, but it had been long enough to see it was her.
Mandy went to the one girl she hadn’t played with yet and began to lick her pussy now. Ash lay back down on the floor, panting and still so horny. She closed her eyes thinking of the man just a few feet from her banging a random girl. She listened to the moaning in the room as her breathing returned to normal.
She started to drift into her own thoughts as she all of a sudden felt a cock rub up against her wet aching lower lips. She didn’t opened her eyes as it must be her turn now with the dark robed man, she simply wrapped her legs around his back and pulled him down on her. He penetrated her deep, burying himself with the first thrust. His hips rocked back and forth thrusting hard, she felt so filled in a way she hadn’t in so long. She hadn’t been with anyone so big since Joey.
His thrusting was hard and all this activity was making her sore already, she would feel all of this tomorrow it had been too much for one night. Across the room she heard a man grown as if he was beginning to cum, but her man was still pounding away inside her. Her eyes flew open and she realized the boy fucking her wasn’t her dark robed man, as he had just now finished with the third girl.
She began to panic; this was some other random stranger who had come into the room. Her legs dropped away from around his back. It was bad enough she was going to fuck one stranger but she thought she knew who dark robe really was, but this was a different stranger. Ash started hyperventilating and was about to push this boy off her when he pulled out of her and came on her upper thigh.
“Thank you,” he said sweetly getting up and moving to one of the other girls.
Ash felt dirty, more so than ever before in her life. She reached over and picked up her soaked panties and used them to wipe off the boys cum. She threw the panties in the corner and got up. Her body was tired as she slowly walked from the room. She was disgusted with herself for having sex with someone she didn’t know, but she couldn’t blame the guy, that was after all the point of a masked orgy.
She pulled off her mask and through it on the ground as she walked out of the barracks. She slowly made her way back to the trail that led back to camp, stepping over and around people who were in the middle of all kinds of exhibitionism. She couldn’t believe these were the same bible thumping kids she’d seen praying and singing hymens all week, this was the dark side of pretending to be good.
As she walked she couldn’t help but wonder what was happening to her. Over the last couple years all she had done was manipulate people into loving or having sex with her. She liked Terra but she didn’t want to become like her. Terra and Susan and even apparently Mandy, thought nights like this were acceptable. Ash didn’t, she had done things tonight she already regretted.
Linda had sent her here to reflect on her behavior and think about the decisions she had made. It had backfired as now she had gone further over the edge that Linda had been worried about. What would her sister say if she could see her now, walking back to camp, no panties, cum stain on her skirt, and having enjoyed a bi-sexual experience.
Ash made her way back into her room sometime after 1 a.m. The room was empty, except for Sandy who was snoring quietly on her bunk; all the other girls had gone. This was strange as she figured at least Brandy should be here too. She wondered where she could have gone; it was improbable to her that Brandy went to the party.
It wasn’t long after that Brandy slipped into the room her hair out of her usual pony tail all messed up. Ash peeked through mostly closed eyes pretending to be asleep as Brandy pulled her clothes off to prepare for bed. Ash noticed Brian the bear on her panties and instantly knew where Brandi had been. She had been one of the virgins. This was just too good to be true, the queen of virtue had offered herself up tonight and lost her virginity. Ash rolled over and went to sleep.
The next morning was surreal, as Ash walked into the dining hall. It was clear why everyone wore the masks as she sat down at the table and tried to imagine witch of these proper innocent looking teens had been at the festivities the night before. She looked at the boys and tried to decide who had been inside her last night, it could have been any of them, it was pointless to try to figure it out as the boy wouldn’t have known her either.
Terra and Susan came into the dining hall both looking disheveled and tired. Ash had worried when she had gotten up and not seen them in the room but was relived they were here now. The girls talked all through breakfast, but not a word was said about the night before, as Ash listened to the chatter in the room she couldn’t hear one word of conversation from any table about what had happened. It was like the girls had told her, the next day it was as if it never happened. She wished she could forget it too.
As the day wore on the girls went swimming and spent the bulk of the day lying in the grass tanning in the sun. Ash liked being able to just relax all day without having to go to prayers today. After lunch she returned to the room and took a nap. She awoke again in time for dinner and left the room again to eat. After dinner she and Terra went sat in the grass and relaxed until bedtime.
Saturday night the Andy’s again sat on the floor ready to play the truth game, as they didn’t get to play then night before. Ash was astonished by the nerve of both Brandy and Mandy to sit there and play innocent for the whole room as they played the game. Terra was screaming at them to shut up as she needed sleep. The girls continued playing talking of their commitment to Jesus. Ash laughed and rolled over and went to sleep.
Sunday started with breakfast, which was a full feast, every type of breakfast food you could imagine was served. Once everyone was properly stuffed Morning Prayer began and lasted until Lunch. After lunch it was time for afternoon prayer which lasted until dinner. After dinner was evening prayer which lasted until bed. Ash went to bed thinking if she never prayed again it would be ok because she was stocked up now.
Monday started the exact same routine that the campers had, had last week. As they had last week, the Andy’s sat every night praying and singing hymns, by the second week of this Ash found it incredibly annoying. She now understood Terra’s comment about wanting to kill them or herself.
Before long it was Friday night again and the Andy’s were parked on the floor in the room ready for another round of the truth game and committing themselves to Jesus. On the other side of the room Terra and Susan were getting dressed up in sexy clothes getting ready for a party.
It was already after eleven and Ash was torn, she couldn’t stand the thought of staying in the room all night with the girls praying and singing, yet she had gone way to far the last time she went with Terra and Susan.
“Ash put on something sexy and move your little ass,” Terra joked at her. Ash was wearing a black skirt and a t-shirt and felt she looked cute enough. She relented to her second option and put her shoes on to go with the girls.
The second Friday night tradition was called the light house dance. A mile or so outside the camp was an area owned by the city that had been turned into a state park, on the top of a large hill was an old lighthouse. It had been the look out during the war around the time they had built the military base that was now the camp.
After the long walk to the light house Ash was glad she had put on her running shoes instead of her flats that night. They arrived to a full out party. This was nothing like the deflowering party last week, tonight was more of what she had expected to go to the last time. There were lots of teens running around, drinking and dancing. Not all the teens were from the camp, some were local teens who liked to show the bible kids how to party.
“This is what’s called the second week dance,” Said Susan, “It’s the camp version of prom.”
“With lots of alcohol,” Terra stated handing Ash a drink.
Ash wasn’t really a drinker, but she decided to cut loose tonight, before she knew it she had, had four drinks already. There was music playing and kids dancing all around her. Ash was happy as this was much more what she needed.
Ash’s legs were wobbly as she passed Terra; she was sitting on the stairs of the light house kissing a boy. Ash giggled as she passed them looking for a place to sit down herself. She finally sat down in the cold grass near the tower. She could see Susan dancing with a boy not far away holding a drink in one hand.
After a time Ash got up and walked to get another drink, a really cute boy handed her one and she walked away sipping her cup. This one tasted funny to her, but she hadn’t ever had much experience drinking before and she thought it must just be the liquor.
Ash was about halfway through this drink when her world started spinning around her, all her senses fell apart at once, as she spun and fell on the ground. Moments later she felt someone pulling her arms, dragging her away. She looked to either side of her to see two boys pulling her to the light house tower.
These two boys were in their late teens and Ash hadn’t seen them around the camp, they had to be local boys. The first boy moved the boards blocking the door to the light house tower stairwell the other dragged Ash in. They had drugged her drink with something. She could see and hear the world around her but she couldn’t seem to move or speak. Her mind was so groggy she couldn’t have made a coherent statement anyway.
They carried her all the way up the top of the stairs to the dome and dropped her down on the floor by what was one time the light lenses. Ash was helpless as she felt a hand run up her leg inside her skirt, touching her pussy through her panties. A set of lips began to kiss her gently. She wanted to cry out NO but between the drugs, and alcohol his touch was somehow making her wet.
It was a mixture of emotions as she was both scared and horny by this experience. Both boys were being gentle with her as they touched, kissed and teased her body. Her shirt was lifted over her head as one of the boys lightly caressed her body.
It was insane, she had been drugged and they were taking advantage of her but they weren’t at all rough with her, she was angry but giving in to their touch. She had never been with two men before; it was horrifying and different at the same time. She felt her nipples being sucked in by the boys; this was incredible having both nipples sucked at once.
As her nipples received their attention she felt her panties being slowly pulled down her legs, one of the boys moved from her breast kissing his way down to the edge of her skirt, then slipping his head under it between her legs. She was confused, she had never heard of a case where a girl had been drugged so that the men could pleasure her.
When she realized she had been drugged she had expected to be mercilessly raped but this was nothing like that. This was exquisite almost loving in the way they were touching her, she was really afraid any minute her fears would become reality and they would hit her and be brutal.
The boy between her legs was licking into her slit as far as his tongue could reach; his thumb was caressing her clit. The two sensations together were amazing; she realized that the boy wasn’t so much good at what he was doing as it was the drugs affecting her system heightening her sense of pleasure now.
The boy at her breasts removed his lips and sat up on his knees. He unzipped his shorts and pulled himself out of his zipper opening. Ash cringed as he moved his cock closer to her face, this was the moment she had feared, and this is when pleasure would move to brutality. The boy surprised her again, as he didn’t shove his cock down her throat; he softly began to rub his penis head around her lips. With the boy still licking deep within her she was tingling all over. She managed to open her mouth, as if someone else was moving her tongue it snaked out of her mouth and liked the head of the boy’s dick.
He moaned after a moment and leaned in letting the head of his swollen member slip into her mouth. She almost involuntarily started to suck. She tried but couldn’t stop herself, the pleasure she was getting from the other boy was too much. Then it stopped.
She continued to suck the one boy’s cock as the other left her dripping pussy and pulled back away from her. She could hear the zipper of the other boy’s jeans as he pulled his own cock out rubbing it gently against her lower lips. The teasing was driving her crazy; she was dripping so hard she had a small puddle soaking her skirt under her ass now. She sucked harder; she could move her tongue but not her head, as he pushed more of himself in her mouth she was tickling him with her tongue.
The other boy was caressing her wet pussy lips with his cock but not entering her, the teasing finally became too much and she tried to move her body, she tried to thrust down but she couldn’t move. The boy she was licking groaned loud, he exploded filling her mouth; she slightly gagged as she swallowed it down. It tasted salty and bitter to her but she had no choice but to swallow, as she couldn’t turn her head.
The boy pulled back his dick softening; he was looking around as if only now becoming aware of where they were. He began to stroke himself watching her and the other boy, he seemed almost angry his cock had fell limp as he worked himself over trying to get hard again.
The teasing continued and despite the anger she had for them it felt physically good, as upset as Ash was she was that she was in this situation she just wished he would enter her already so it all could be over.
She moaned out loudly and the boy finally entered her. He wasn’t as big as the boy last Friday or Joey, but he was still big. He slowly almost lovingly slid into her and pulled back. Softly yet deeply her pushed in and pulled back. She didn’t know how long he had sex with her, but it was a long time. She hated herself for enjoying the feeling of him inside her. He was technically raping her but he did it with such gentle care it felt like they were lovers.
She moved her right arm to her breast rubbing her nipple, before she realized she could now move her right arm. This meant she must be coming out of her drug induced state; she wasn’t the only one who noticed. The boy jerking himself called out to his friend telling him she had moved her arm and they should go.
The boy inside her pulled out a couple minutes later spraying the top of her skirt and her stomach with cum. A moment later the boy jerking himself moved in and sprayed her breasts and neck with his second load.
Both boys stuffed themselves back into their pants and ran hurriedly down the tower stairs. Ash lay there mostly naked covered in cum unable to move. She was upset for being here and letting this happen to her, she was angry with the boys for taking advantage of her, but it was her own fault for taking random drinks from strangers. She felt like a slut for liking the physical sensations as they took advantage of her, but she thought that had been the drug making things feel more pleasurable.
Ash could feel the tears running down her face as she struggled to regain control of her body. She had been completely used like a whore then abandoned. She felt empty inside, she felt cheap, and she felt dirty. She cried until she fell asleep.
Ash awoke lying on the floor of light house dome; the morning sun light was shining down on her now. She found she could turn her head but other than that she only had use of her one arm.
The sun was warm on her mostly naked body she looked down at herself as much as she could. She hurt emotionally as she looked at the dried seamen on herself, she had meant so little to them, she had been used as a cum receptacle, no more than that. She began to cry again.
She had no idea how long she lay on the floor, the shadows next to her had moved up slightly. She began crying again, but this time not for herself. She had come to a vast realization as she lay there. She cried now for Joey, Jace and Jt.
This feeling of having been used had made her realize what she had done to the boys she had been with before camp. She had genuinely loved Joey, but finding out she had tricked him, this is what he must have felt. This hole she felt right now as nothing to what she had probably made him feel. No wonder he hadn’t talked to her all year. He hadn’t even talked to her at Christmas.
Then she thought of Jace and the game she had played on him, but she tuned out those thoughts. Jace had, had one hell of a night with her and his sister then he had ended up getting a girlfriend out of the whole thing so he never went through the feelings of being used because of her game.
Then there was Jt, he was such a sweet and shy boy, and she understood only now what he must be feeling. He had to be sitting at home, crying, having a bigger emotional hole in his soul and it was her fault. But what was she to do about Jt? She was going home again soon, and she couldn’t change the past. She would have to come up with something really nice to do for him before she returned to Lilly’s.
It had to be mid-day and Ash was hungry. Since it was Saturday everyone had a free day she wouldn’t be missed at prayers, they might figure she was out running around. She really hoped that Terra would realize she never made it back last night and when she couldn’t find her today she would come looking for her.
Ash found her left leg could move now it wasn’t enough for her to be able to get herself up but at least it could move again. She had begun to panic, thinking she would be permanently immobile, now she had an arm and a leg back. She pushed as hard as she could with the one leg and managed to slide herself to the glass wall. She used her good arm to push herself into a sitting position. This was so much better she could feel tingles throughout her body but couldn’t stand up.
Ash managed to reach over by the wall and retrieve her shirt and one handedly pull it over her head one arm slipping into the sleeve easy and she picked up her other arm pushing the limp appendage into her other sleeve. At least now she wasn’t naked, if someone found her. She looked over and could see her panties lying on the floor near where she had been laying but she wasn’t going to get them.
Using her good leg and arm she scooted to the stairwell. She got to the first stair used her arm to balance and dropped into a sitting position onto the first stair. Ash spent the next hour slowly dropping one step at a time. When she reached the bottom her ass hurt from dropping onto the metal waffling of each stair.
Ash’s whole body was prickling now; it hurt like a thousand needles were stabbing her skin. She used all her strength and pulled on the railing until she was standing. She hopped on her one good foot the ten feet to the door, pushing the boards aside and hopping through the opening. She lost her balance on the way out and fell. She lay on the ground deciding to not move again.
She had no idea how long she was on the ground when she heard someone walking around near her. She tried to call out to them but her throat was sore and she couldn’t speak.
“OH MY GOD!” Terra screamed as she spotted Ash lying almost face down on the ground.
“What? Did you find her?” called someone else running up, “OH GOD! Is she dead?” Ash felt a hand on her arm shaking her. Between the climb down the stairs and the fall she had now energy left.
“I don’t know she’s not moving,” Terra explained rolling Ash over. Both girls gasped.
“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god,” the other girl said over and over, Ash could see her now and was surprised to see the other girl was Mandy.
“What’s ........... Oh GOD NO!” Susan screamed catching up with the other two girls, “She’d dead?”
“No, look she’s breathing,” Terra pointed out breathing a sigh as she said so.
“Oh thank god,” from Susan, “But what happened, she’s bloody and she isn’t moving.”
“I don’t know,” Terra answered.
The girls picked Ash up and moved her to the stairs. Ash tried to talk but only accomplished clearing her throat. The girls looked her over and wiped the blood off her face.
“I......ok,” Ash finally managed to croak out. Mandy was looking at her crying.
“We need to get her back to camp, but we can’t get caught here,” Terra said, “I’m going to run back to camp to find a couple guys who were here last night. They should help us without ratting us out.”
“Good idea,” Susan told her, “I’m going to get some water and something we can clean her up with. Mandy do NOT leave her side.”
“I won’t,” Mandy responded meekly. The girls ran off in separated directions leaving Mandy and Ash alone.
“Thank........ You,” Ash managed fighting for her voice to come back.
“I was worried. I..........,” she said shyly, “I think you’re nicer than those two.” Mandy indicated Terra and Susan, “When they said they couldn’t find you I overheard and wanted to help”
“Why..... You......... Pretend.....to be what...........you’re not,” Ash pushed her voice out.
“What are you talking about?” Mandy asked.
“I saw...... You and Sean......... At the dock. You...... And last Friday....... You licked my.............”
“OH MY GOD! That WAS you!” she cried out her face now pail and she started shaking, “I thought I recognized your outfit. Please don’t hate me.” Mandy had tears in her eye.
“No, I don’t hate you........... It was special,” Ash said her voice coming back. Ash never in her life thought she would have to find the right words to reassure a girl about her sexual technique towards herself, “I just don’t know why you play like your one of them when you’re really one of us?”
“Brandy is my cousin, and she wouldn’t understand. I have to act like her or she would tell my mom about anything I do. My mom is a crazy bible thumper like her too.”
Ash told her she understood but to not let Brandy control her life. She told Mandy about seeing Brandy at the Deflowering Ceremony. Mandy was pissed, she stood up and walked around ranting about having to put up with all this Jesus bonding bullshit so that Brandy would approve of her, she had spent so much time covering her tracks just to have a little fun so Brandy wouldn’t know and the whole time here was miss perfect running around fucking behind their backs.
Ash watched as a physical change took place in Mandy, she was visibly livid with her cousin. Ash wasn’t sure if she had just opened the lid to something good or bad. She finally came back and sat down next to Ash.
“You saw me and Sean, and you knew it was me and you didn’t use that against me?”
“No,” Ash hadn’t known why before that she hadn’t used it against her but she did now, she liked the real Mandy under the fake Circle of Andy thing she did.
“You’re not grossed out about me............ Doing that to you?”
“No,” Ash said softly placing her one good hand on her shoulder, “I once had a special bond with another friend like we have now.”
“I like that, I knew you were cool.” Mandy smiled.
It wasn’t long before Susan returned with some water; she tore a patch off the bottom of her own shirt and washed Ash’s face down. Once the blood and dirt were gone she only had a small cut above her eye from where she had fell.
It was an hour before Terra returned with a couple boys. It was well past lunch time Ash was hungry and she still couldn’t move her body completely. She had regained enough mobility in her other arm that she could now hold onto the two boys as they walked her back to camp. They supported her with their shoulders so she wouldn’t have to hop so much.
It took a long time to walk the mile or so back to camp. By the time they reached camp the movement had circulated Ash’s system around enough that she had the feeling back in her other leg again. She was still wobbly trying to walk but she could do so slowly. It was dinner time now and they headed to the dining hall.
Mandy sat with the three girls only to receive glares from the other two Andy’s. Brandy was visibly pissed that Mandy was with them, she finally walked over to them.
“Mandy, where have you been all day? You missed the prayers today,” Brandy said snotty.
“Go fuck yourself, you two faced bitch,” Mandy shot back at her shocking all the girls around them.
“What.....” Brandy said taken aback.
“Next time you want to lie to everyone’s face, be more discrete, Brian the Bear,” Many told her. Brandy had no response, she turned red having been caught and ran away out of the dining hall.
“About fucking time,” Terra said patting Mandy on the shoulder, “So if you can talk good enough, what happened, Ash?”
Ash frowned and began to tell her tail. The girls were shocked and cried about what had happened to her. They talked about what she had been given. They all agreed that they had never heard of a drug that could make you paralyzed like what had happened to her. In the end they decided that it must have been a bad side effect due to the combination of the alcohol and the drug.
After dinner all four went and sat down outside in the grass until bed. This was their last night at camp and the girls didn’t want to say goodbye they had bonded now, including Mandy. Brandy came back to the room talking only to Sandy who was very confused as to what was going on.
The circle of girls talking on the floor tonight was Ash, Susan, Terra and Mandy. After searching for her all day and thinking that she was dead when they found her, the girls had now formed a strong bond of friendship. They sat up almost all night talking, they knew Ash was leaving town in a few days but all had agreed to keep in touch with her. About two a.m. Brandy threw a shoe at them and screamed for them to shut up and go to bed. All four girls laughed.
The next morning was another feast of a Sunday breakfast then off to morning prayers. This lasted until lunch time when they were sent to their rooms to collect their things before being able to get lunch. They were all handed a bag lunch they could eat on the trip home then they all boarded the bus.
The girls were quiet on the ride home giving Ash time to think. Linda had sent her to camp to think about her life and her decisions. She had done just that, after what she had gone through this last two weeks she had woke up to the harder side of life and re-thought her own actions.
Linda’s idea to send her away had worked, just not in the way and by the methods she had envisioned when she sent Ash there. Ash felt she was lucky to be alive now. She wasn’t going to take herself or others for granted anymore. She had, had sex long before now but she felt that she had lost her innocence over this last two weeks.
When the bus pulled up to the church Linda was waiting for her there. The four girls exited the bus and hugged each other crying. There was a bond between them she hated to have to break. Ash noticed Linda staying back and giving her both time and space to say goodbye
As Ash walked to great Linda she was excited to go home. It was only about another week and some that she was going to still be here, she would be turning 16 soon and be home with Joey, she loved him so much, she missed him so much, and she understood finally what she had done to him. She would just have to talk to him and resolve things. That time was so close now, after a whole year of waiting their time was coming.
Linda hugged Ash tightly, tears in her eyes. Ash was surprised to see her sister crying at her return. Maybe this meant that she had forgiven her. Linda opened her trunk and Ash dropped her bag in before getting into the passenger seat.
“We need to talk,” Linda said in a tone Ash realized was quite serious, “Something’s happened while you were gone.” Ash’s stomach sank as Linda began speaking; she knew this would be bad.
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