Gender: Male Age: 36 Location: Washington State
Chapter Fourteen: Commitments
I skid my car to a hard stop in front of the drug store Jenny worked at. I was distraught over my dad and I needed to get on the road home but I wasn’t going to leave without telling Jenny what was going on. I practically ran through the building as I made my way back to the pharmacy.
Jenny was just finishing up with a customer as I ran up to the counter. Before I made it all the way to the counter Jenny looked up at me and I heard her tell her co-worker she would be right back. Jenny grabbed my arm and pulled me into the hallway by the restrooms, asking what was wrong.
I explained what was going on and told her why I had to leave again. She kissed me and said go, she would still be here when I got back. I kissed her back and told her I loved her so much and I was sorry I had just come back to her. She hugged me and said she understood.
I ran back to my car and smoked the tires on my way out of the parking lot. I ran through town at double speed, heading to the freeway. I felt guilty, I had a two day drive home and I didn’t know if my dad or Lilly would still be there when I returned.
I felt guilty because if I had come home on Thursday I would be at dad’s house about now. I didn’t regret my time with Jenny the last couple days but I was mad that I had spent so much of the little time dad had left not knowing what was going on.
I made it to the interstate and pushed my car until it was shaking from speed. I finally calmed down a bit and slowed my speed down. I wasn’t going to do anyone any good if I crashed or got busted for excessive speeding. I put a tape in the stereo and tried to calm down further as I drove.
I didn’t stop all day as it turned dark I drove until I found myself falling asleep at the wheel. I pulled off the freeway at a nearby rest stop. I reclined my seat back and instantly passed out. I woke to the sun burning my face the next day, it was later in the morning then I had wanted to get going.
I got out of the car and walked to the restrooms, I was glad I had stopped here. I walked back out of the restroom and got a cup of coffee from the complimentary coffee and cookies they had for passing through motorists. I drank my coffee and got back into the car, heading out as fast as I could push it. I wanted to make up as much time as possible. I did stop again at the next off ramp and buy a hamburger and fries. The food hit the spot and I felt like my energy had returned.
I drove over the speed limit all the way back home, it was amazing I didn’t get pulled over. I felt relief wash over me as I arrived in town; I realized I hadn’t asked which hospital dad was at. It was growing dark as I had no choice but to drive to my parents’ home, to find out what was going on, I really hoped someone was home.
I walked into the house and dropped my bag at the door.
“Anyone home?” I called out. Katie came running down the stairs and hugged me, her face was red from crying. She didn’t have to tell me, I knew I was too late.
“Joey, dad he..............” she burst out in more tears.
“It’s ok, you don’t have to say the words,” I told her softly. I had accepted on the drive I would be too late, “How’s Lilly?
“She’s out of surgery, I left when the doctor said she would pull though. I just had to get out for a minute, I came home and took a shower and I was just about to leave.” Katie through her arms around me and held tight.
I was sad about my dad but it really hadn’t hit me yet that he was gone, at that moment I was relieved that at least Lilly had made it through. I loved Lilly as much as my dad and couldn’t take losing them both; I had already lost my real mom.
I left with Katie for the hospital along the way she told me more about what had happened. Lilly and Dad had been coming back from the doctor when a little child ran across the road causing the bus to swerve into other traffic and running out though a red light, slamming into the side of Lilly’s car. The bus hit on dad’s side pushing them into another car.
It was a disaster, people on the bus were hurt, and so were people from other cars from small collisions from avoiding the accident. Then there were my dad and Lilly they ended up being the worst of all the accident victims. The little girl the bus swerved to avoid somehow made it across the street unscathed. By the time Katie had told me the whole story we were pulling up to the hospital.
“Did anyone call Linda and Ash?” I asked as we walked into the hospital.
“I called at the same time I was trying to get a hold of you,” Katie told me with a hint of hurt in her voice. I knew she was mad at me about disappearing on them, “Linda got here last night she’s with Abby upstairs now. I guess Ash is off at summer camp or something and couldn’t come. Linda said she will tell her what what’s going on after she returns home.”
“That might be better, after what happened to her parents she doesn’t need to be here to go through this right now too.”
We made our way upstairs to Lilly’s room. I rushed to hug both Linda and Abby. Lilly was asleep bandaged almost from head to foot. I could see bruising around her eyes and they had cut her hair. I was heartbroken to see her like this I loved my step mom so much.
The nurses had tried to cut down on the visitors but we had told them Linda was her sister and Katie was her daughter, we lied and told the nurse I was her son and Abby was her other daughter. They let us stay day and night after that.
Linda had to go home after a few days but we made sure that one of us, Katie, Abby and I stayed with Lilly all the time. Linda had to leave, saying that she couldn’t be away from work anymore and Ash would be home again soon, she wanted to be home when Ash returned. I asked her how Ash was doing and I never got a real answer. It seemed to me like Linda was avoiding any questions about her, I thought maybe Ash had found a new boyfriend and Linda didn’t know how to tell me.
As Lilly was recovering in the hospital Katie and I would only leave to handle all the death arrangements for our dad. We had him cremated then we took him home. Katie and I had known what our father’s wishes were for his ashes but it would have to wait until Lilly was better.
Katie having gone to school for the last three years learning business and law so it made sense that she took charge of handling the financial aspects of what we had to deal with. We discovered that between the mortgage on the house, the wedding last year, the trip to Disney land, paying for Katie’s and my apartment, my college, and his recent doctor bills there was almost no money left. This meant that all of our lives as we knew them were over.
I called Jenny that night; I was upset because the realization that I couldn’t afford to stay in college had hit me. I didn’t know when I could come back to her, as we had to give up the apartment as well. We talked and I told her I missed her and really needed her here now. She said that we would figure out our relationship later, that I should do what I could to help my family through this crisis. I thanked her and told her I would be home as soon as we had everything figured out.
Katie and I arranged a meeting with the bank and explained that our father had passed away and we wouldn’t be able to make the mortgage any more. We made arrangements to move out and return the property to the bank. They felt for our loss and were willing to give us a little time to handle everything.
Katie and I had gone back to the hospital after our bank meeting and talked to Lilly, she was shaken by the financial situation but she said that we would all get through it somehow. Katie called Linda and talked to her for over an hour, when they were done it was decided that Linda would keep Ash at the end of summer and enroll her in school there.
There were insurance people from the city talking to Lilly since it had been a city bus responsible for the accident. They told her they would cover her medical bills and the cost of the death arrangements for dad. They also told her she was looking at a major settlement for both her pain and suffering and for dad’s death.
Lilly decided to stay in town she said she would find an apartment for herself. Katie and I tried to talk her out of staying she should move near her sisters we knew Ash and Linda would love to have her around all the time. Lilly said she needed to stay at least as long as it took to clear up the entire medical bills, settlements and physical therapy.
Katie and I began to disassemble dad’s office trying to go through everything deciding on what needed to be saved. Most of it was trash, but it was Katie who found some things that changed my life, I just didn’t know the significance of all of it at the time. What Katie had found was a scrapbook of clippings and pictures from the time I was very young, it had my birth certificate and the paperwork from when my mom had died and dad received custody of me.
Most of what we found was standard paperwork that I was happy we had found because I might need my birth records someday. What struck me as most curious was that my birth certificate listed my first and middle names as David Joseph but my name was Joseph David. I made a note to myself to ask Lilly later if she knew why it was reversed. I realized by what was in the scrapbook it had been made by mom and been passed on to dad. It only covered the first four years of my life. The custody paper work from when mom died was the newest thing in the book.
Katie walked out of the room for a few minutes as I flipped through the book looking both whatever paperwork was there but also looking closely at the pictures. There were a lot of shots with me and a little girl, she looked like she was about a year or so older than me and she had the most beautiful yet familiar eyes.
As I flipped through the pictures I became more and more curious about whom the girl was as she was in half the pictures with me. Some of the pictures were labeled but some of the writing had faded away. The readable writing had claimed that some were taken at “the house on Hayford Ave “I could almost remember the house. Another picture showed a house by itself, it was small but looked very nice. The label was barley readable on this picture it read “Our house on Hayford Ave, HolBrooke island” I knew HolBrooke to be a small island town in the on the west coast, but I hadn’t known I was ever there. Dad had once said that he had grown up there and left when he went off to college. The bridge that connected HolBrooke Island to the main land was only a couple towns over from where I had grown up with my dad and first step mom.
I was about two thirds the way through the pictures when I found one labeled “Joey and Jessica” I was shocked as I had young memories come flooding back to me. In my mind I saw the little girl about five or six years old grasping my hands and crying as we were pulled away from each other. I remembered that was the moment I was taken away to foster care while they found my dad. I was so little then only four years old. I never saw her again and I had forgotten her completely.
I had tears in my eyes as I still couldn’t remember who she was or how I knew her. Katie walked back into the room and I told her what was going on. Katie said that HolBrooke Island had been where she had lived as a young girl.
Katie patted my shoulder as we looked through the rest of the scrap book together. Next were a few more pictures of the house and kids playing in the neighborhood, my first birthday, and me sitting on Santa’s lap. Then another couple pictures with Jessica, it was on the sixth picture of about ten I found it labeled “ Joey and his big sister at grandma’s house “ Katie and looked at each other, the girl in the photo wasn’t Katie but I had never been told I had another sister.
I looked through the rest of the book without more insight. It looked like I had another sister in the world somewhere. I couldn’t figure out why my sister hadn’t come to dad to when mom died, why had they separated us and where was she? I wanted to find out everything I could about this girl, but we had more important issues at hand right now. I wrapped the scrap book up tightly and put it away in my duffle bag.
It was near the end of August when Lilly was well enough to return home. She had to use a cane to walk and would have to go through months of physical therapy but she was out of the hospital. Abby was an amazing help to us all during this time. While Katie and I were busy trying to handle the move and deal with family, it was Abby who took care of Lilly making sure she had everything she needed. Abby began cooking for us every day, which was both a blessing and a curse, It was great to have someone take care of the cooking but Abby’s cooking was limited which meant we had some creative mystery meals for a while.
We still hadn’t figured out what we were going to do about our apartment back at college yet. The rent had been paid through the end of September but as August was coming to a close we didn’t have a lot of time to figure it out. Things at home weren’t looking like we would be able to make it back to deal with the apartment anytime soon.
Near the end of August we had a garage sale, Katie and I boxed up all the personal effects from our rooms that we wanted to keep. Katie spent two hours on the phone with Ash one night discussing the personal things she wanted from her room and those were boxed up too. We put our boxes with the personal effects of Lilly in the garage. Knowing she was going to move into an apartment Lilly kept her whole bedroom set and the couch from the rec-room as it was her favorite. She also kept all the kitchen cookware and appliances. Almost all of my remaining things, along with Katie’s and Ash’s were put in the sale.
It was sad to see our furniture and things we had owned my whole life being carted out by strangers. As hard as that was we did manage to sell off most of our stuff and we gave the rest to charity leaving the house so empty we didn’t have a place to sit or sleep anymore. Lilly’s things were put into storage along with our boxes of personal effects. We cleaned up the house and called the bank telling them we were out at the beginning of September.
The four of us moved into a hotel for a place to sleep now that we were homeless. Katie went back to our apartment at college the first of September. She still had her scholarships to fall back on and she had a job waiting for her at the law firm she had been filing at for the last year. I drove Katie to the airport two days before her classes started, we decided that she would put all our stuff from the apartment in storage before our rent ran out, and she would move back to the dorm.
Abby had decided to stay to take care of Lilly, which was the best option as Lilly was long from being well again and Abby couldn’t move in with Katie at the dorm. I felt bad for my sisters as it was hard to maintain a long distance relationship as I was now forced to do with Jenny. I hugged my sister goodbye and kissed her cheek, I was really upset to see her leave this time. I kept having a bad feeling as I stood in the window and watched her plane take off, I felt cold really cold.
It was on the way home from the airport I realized that Ash’s 16th birthday had passed a couple days ago. I had forgotten with everything going on. I hadn’t talked to her for a year and now she wouldn’t be coming home, Lilly was in no shape to take care of her anymore. I told myself to remember to call her and at least tell her happy birthday.
We were at the hotel for three weeks, Lilly had started her physical therapy 4 days a week, and Abby would take her while I was spending all my time looking for a job. The insurance company was dragging their feet about the settlements and we were dangerously close to running out of money, then we wouldn’t be able to stay in the hotel anymore. When Abby wasn’t helping Lilly she was spending her time looking for a job too. Things were looking as bad as they could get and by the end of September it looked like we were going to be completely homeless before we could find jobs.
It was late September when I was going through the want ads I found an opening for an apartment manager. I had been a part time handyman and I had taken a couple management classed in my year at community college so I thought I would give it a shot. The job was for a manager/maintenance man for a 100 unit complex. The job came with a free small one bedroom apartment and a really good salary.
I took the job and the one bedroom apartment, then I rented out another two bedroom apartment to Lilly and I told them I would pay the rent on that apartment out of my paycheck. It was going to be tight on money for groceries but at least the girls and I had a place to live.
Lilly pulled her things out of storage giving the girls everything they needed for the kitchen, bathroom and Lilly’s room. Abby had to sleep on the couch that we had saved before the garage sale but she said at least she didn’t have to sleep on the floor like I did.
At the end of my first week of working my new job Abby drove me to the airport, and I used her unused return ticket to fly back to college and bring back our things from our old apartment.
I had called Jenny to let her know I was coming back. I left on Friday night and I only had two days to load a rental truck and get back home. I had to be back at work on Monday morning or I would risk losing my job already. I was so tired as my plane landed I just wanted to sleep.
I saw Jenny as I walked out of the gate. It had only been a couple of months but everything had changed. We ran to each other and hugged, I started kissing her as we embraced. I didn’t care about the people around us as I passionately kissed my girlfriend. I was holding her to me tight kissing her, aching for her touch, as I felt myself growing hard, I didn’t care if someone noticed, hell I would’ve fucked her right then and there had she not stopped me.
“Slow down baby,” she panted as she broke apart, “I can feel how much you really want this,” she said looking down, “But now’s not the time.”
“Yeah,” I agreed begrudgingly.
We left the airport right away as I hadn’t bothered to bring a bag with me. I was taking home all my personal belongings so it didn’t seem necessary, right now I was so happy I didn’t have to wait for baggage claim. As we walked I couldn’t let go of her hand.
“So where is Anne?” I asked as we walked to the car, “I thought for sure you both would be here tonight.”
“My mom drove up and got her a couple hours ago. I had talked to her about you coming home for just one night and mom thought it would be nice if we could have this one night to ourselves.”
“I like that too,” I told her squeezing her hand.
We made it to the parking garage and walked to the far end corner where her car was almost hiding between two big SUV’s. We got into her car and I couldn’t wait anymore, I leaned over and kissed her. Her hands instantly went behind my head pulling me closer to her; I could feel the need behind her kissing this time. It was more forceful then it had been at the gate more passionate.
I broke from her and climbed into the back seat pulling her hand to follow me. She hesitated looking around the car before deciding we were secluded enough in our spot she climbed in the back seat and laid on top of me. I was thanking god that she had tinted windows as we began kissing again. We kissed like two starving animals.
I was so hard as she ground her hips against me through our clothes. It had been so long since I had been with anyone; I had so much built up need I was running the risk of shooting my spunk in my boxers like a virgin boy. I didn’t care, I was with Jenny now and that’s all that mattered.
I slid both my hands up her t-shirt and massaged both her breasts through her bra. She responded by grinding her hips against my jeans harder. I knew she could feel my cock pressing against her because she knew just where to grind, it was driving me wild.
I couldn’t hold back anymore and I froze up for a moment as I had the biggest orgasm I had, had in months shot after shots soaking my boxers. She pulled her mouth away from mine as I came and she giggled as she tensed up herself, I looked down to see the crotch of her jeans soaked through from her own orgasm.
Jenny reached into her shirt around my hands and unhooked her bra, as this one was a front hook type. Her bra opened and I resumed massaging her breasts focusing on her nipples with my thumbs. She resumed grinding on my crotch as I was still more than hard for her. My need for her was so great right now I doubted I could ever go soft again.
I leaned up to kiss her lips and she sat up away from me looking out the windows again. I didn’t know if she heard something but moments later deciding no one was around she began unbuttoning my jeans, then she leaned in and kissed me again. I felt the zipper sliding down loosening my pants for my erection. We continued kissing as I felt her hand slide inside my sticky boxers.
“Wow!” she exclaimed as she felt my juices, “You must have really missed me.” I didn’t answer I just kissed her again as her hand began to stroke me. I unbuttoned her jeans and slid my hands inside her soaked panties.
“Your one to talk,” I joked back at her. She actually turned red and simply nodded with a pouty, innocent look on her face. She pulled her hand out of my jeans and I groaned at her. She smiled big and stuck her thumbs in her waist band pulling her jeans down her legs around her ankles. She then did the same to me, both of us jeans down only wearing our shirts and underwear.
Jenny leaned over and kissed me again grinding her hips against mine again. I could feel her dampness against mine, it was warm and the car was beginning to smell musty, I was intoxicated with the feelings and the smell of our need for each other.
I closed my eyes and focused on the feeling of her on top of me, I was so exhausted from work and the flight that day but I somehow found the energy to grind myself against her too.
“Oh GOD, I love you so much!” she cried out as she had another orgasm. She tensed up on me for only a moment then reached down pulling my boxers down just enough to free my cock sitting her panty clad crotch on top of me. I moaned out and she didn’t make me wait long as she slid her panties over and slid down on my cock.
My need was burning in me as I felt the soft folds of her inner walls envelope my hardness. She moved in slow rhythmic motions still kissing me while we made love. It wasn’t the most romantic of settings but we didn’t care. There was her and there was me and we were together here and now. I trust back within her and I again was struck by the thought of how perfect we fit each other.
I’ve said before that Jenny fit me as if she were tailor made for me and this time was no different, we made love so perfectly in unison it was as if we were trained to do each movement as if to the beat of a song. We knew without thinking about it what the other wanted and needed as we flowed together in the back seat of her car.
When her third orgasm hit her I was so ready for my second, she pulled away from our kissing and sat up. She put her palms flat against the roof of the car and pushed down against me as she sped up her thrusting, her pussy squeezed my cock so hard I thought it was milking me for the orgasm I had a moment later. My cum exploded out of me and wouldn’t stop, I felt like I would fill her body before I stopped but I eventually felt myself softening as I gave her the last rope of cum.
She collapsed on me our breathing slowing down. She started to make a slight humming sound as if purring as her body came down from her orgasmic bliss. It felt good to have her on me I loved the feel of her weight lying there holding each other. Soon the sound of her purring turned into the sound of her sleeping.
I awoke and looked at my watch; it was after six in the morning. We had drifted off to sleep still in the back seat of the car. I didn’t want to but I nudged Jenny awake.
“What time is it?” she yawned sitting up and realizing where we were, “OH MY GOD, did we really sleep here all night.” It wasn’t really a question just an acknowledgement, “We already spent all the time we had together didn’t we?” she asked with a disappointed tone.
“Almost, I don’t have to meet Katie until eight.” I pulled her down and kissed her. I had woken up with my dick hard and pressing up against her leg. We were still mostly naked from the night before.
“I can’t stand you to leave me again,” she told me pulling away from my kiss and pulling her panties to the side again, “It seems like you only manage to be around long enough to make love and leave.” She kissed me again as her outer lips began to envelope my cock, “I love you so much, I need you to tell me I’m not making a mistake.” She was slowly riding me now; there was a different need in the way she made love to me this morning.
It took me a minute with her making love to me for my mind to click into place but I finally understood what she was getting at. The way we had gotten together had been hot and heavy, then I had made her wait to talk about my feelings, when I finally did I made love to her for two days strait and left her again. Now I was back only for one night. I realized from her point of view it could look like I only came back for sex and maybe I had told her of my feelings only as a scam to get back into her pants.
I gently kissed her neck and I rolled her over so I was on top of her. I pulled her shoes off and removed her jeans and panties completely. This would make things worse if we were caught but I wanted to make real love to her properly. I kicked off my shoes and pants as well and brought myself back to her.
“I’m not using you,” I whispered in her ear, “I’m sorry for not being here for you right now. I need to take care of my family for a little while longer then I can come back. I promise you I love you.” I kissed her neck gently leaving my hard self-outside her opening, I wanted to make love to her more but I was holding back I wanted her to hear my words and know I meant them before we made love again.
“I know,” she said turning her head away, “I just really miss you, and I just need to hear it sometimes.”
“I love you so much,” I said again to her, as she slid her hand down and pointed me to herself again. I slowly pushed forward slow and deep inside her. I continued slow and deep I could feel my orgasm building but I maintained the slowness of this session. I wanted it to be as loving as I could. We made love that morning for what seemed like years, after our burning need last night had been quenched this morning we returned to our normal selves. I could go for hours with Jenny when we were calm like we were this morning. I felt her orgasm building and I let mine loose I shot load after load inside her as she arched her back and cried out.
I collapsed on her this time breathing hard. She rolled out from under me and picked her clothing off the floor.
“I think we should get going,” she said sweetly looking at her watch and rubbing the back of her neck, “I was supposed to be at work at nine.” I looked at my watch shocked to find it was already nine. We had been making love for almost 3 hours.
“Yeah, we should go, I was supposed to meet Katie at the storage place an hour ago.” We pulled our clothes back on and crawled back up the front seats. We held hands as she drove us out of the parking garage. We drove to the nearest pay phone were Jenny called her work and said that she had, had a personal emergency and wouldn’t make it in that day.
“Now I can stay with you today until you have to leave,” she said and kissed my cheek, “And I can meet this infamous sister of yours.” For some reason I panicked a little inside when she said something about meeting Katie. I worried for a minute that she would see my feelings for my sister and she would wonder what that was all about. If Jenny figured out what was up with me and Katie, would she be ok with it or would it creep her out and make her not want to see me.
I rented a moving truck and we dropped off Jenny’s car at her apartment so she could ride with me. We arrived at the storage place to find my sister there angry.
“Where the hell have you been?” She yelled at me as I was getting out of the truck.
“I’m sorry Katie.......” I started but Jenny cut in.
“It was my fault,” Jenny said extending her hand out for Katie, “I couldn’t let him go this morning. You must be his sister he’s always talking about. I’m Jenny.”
“I’m the sister,” Katie laughed, “And I’m not mad, I get it. It’s just in light of what’s been going on he should know better than to just disappear on me.”
“Sorry,” I said again.
“It’s so good to finally meet you,” Jenny said to her, “He told me so much about you and Abby.”
“I certainly hope not,” Katie responded giving me a questionable look. I shook my head slightly indicating I hadn’t mentioned the relationship I had with my sisters. Jenny laughed at Katie’s comment thinking it was a joke.
The girls both helped load the truck; they got along really well with each other. I was happy about that as I hoped to be with Jenny for a long time. Katie had already gone through everything and had taken from the apartment what she needed to stay at the dorm. I was bringing back our beds, couch, personal belongings and kitchen stuff. All of this was going to help out at the new apartments, as I had spent all week sleeping on the floor of my new place.
Once we had everything loaded I helped Jenny back up into the truck and I gave Katie a hug goodbye. I told her I loved her and kissed her cheek she said she would be home at the Thanksgiving holiday so we could go ahead and complete our father’s wishes for his ashes. With that said she got into her car and drove away. I climbed back up into the truck and drove Jenny home.
It was about twelve already and I had two long days of driving to get back home again. I drove Jenny home and walked her to her door.
“I’d move to you if I didn’t have Anne,” she said fighting back her tears, “The main reason I moved here was so she could get the specialized classes her school has to offer.”
“It’s ok, I understand,” I said wiping her eyes, “I would move in with you guys here if it wasn’t for my job keeping our family alive right now.”
“It’s ok, I get that too.” She held me tight, and I could feel myself getting hard again.
“I love you,” I said breaking our embrace and pulling her into her apartment. I was finding it very hard to leave her too. I needed her again, badly, I knew I would kick myself later for leaving so late but I pulled her into the apartment and we made love again.
“You know this isn’t forever, right?” I said to her as we lay together in bed, “As soon as Lilly can take care of herself again I will come back forever.”
“I hope so.” she said quietly.
“What’s wrong?” I asked seeing a whole change in her demeanor.
“It’s just that I............ Let’s just not make any promises. I love you and our time together, but let’s not go any deeper into this until you can be here with me.............. All the time.”
“What are you saying?” I asked confused.
“What I was trying to say in the car this morning,” she bit her lip and had more tears, “You seem sincere and I believe you mean what you’re saying but................”
“You think I’m playing you?” I asked a little angry.
“No, well not exactly. I think you do care about me, and I think you mean well but I really get the feeling you’re never coming back and I’m .......................” she started sobbing now. I understood what she was saying. With everything going on I couldn’t guarantee that I would be back or when I would even see her again. I had been in this situation before and it wasn’t turning out any different.
“Are you saying we should break up until I can come back?”
“I NEVER said break up, you just did,” she cried out, “Why would you say those words unless that’s what’s in your heart.” She turned and buried her face in a pillow. This was her first real relationship and it wasn’t going at all like she had thought it would. It was far from one of those fairy tale romances the girls watch all the time. She wanted me to choose her, right here and now, show her I loved her by staying here and not leaving with all of my things. I got it but choosing her meant leaving my family without a means of support right now. I loved her but I couldn’t hang them out to dry.
“Jenny...............” I started rubbing her back, “I don’t want to break up, I just thought that’s what you were getting at.”
“Just go home,” she sobbed from under the pillow, “Go take care of your family, I won’t ask you to stay when they are counting on you.”
“But what about us?” I asked fighting my own tears now. She sat up her face all red and puffy she cleared her throat.
“There is no us, there never was, you’ve never been around long enough for us to have a real relationship. I can’t just be your occasional whore.”
“OH MY GOD!” I exclaimed in both shock and anger, “I’ve never thought of you that way! From the moment I met you all I’ve ever wanted was to be around you, to hold you, to tell you I was in love with you.”
“That’s why you couldn’t figure out if you liked me or not before going home the first time this summer?” She was furious; I had made mistakes by not telling her in the first place. She had been holding this in since June, it was now coming out and she was shaking with anger.
“I knew then I was in love with you I was just too scared to tell you,” I admitted. Despite how much I liked her I had been so scared to admit it even to myself, I should have told her in June.
“How do I know that’s true?” She asked, “I broke up with my best friend for you, I had the best night of my life with you and I thought you did too. But you were just too scared?” I tried to hold her and she pushed me away, “Then you show up long enough to make me fall for you to my core, making love to me and telling me things I wanted to hear before you deserted me again for twice as long this time. Now you come back and do it again...............” she stopped, breathing deep more tears falling. I said nothing; I really didn’t know how to tell her I really did love her.
“Then you come back this weekend, I fall in love with you all over again, no one can make love like we do and not BE in love, my heart is breaking hard and you use the words BREAK UP when I try to be honest with you.” I realized how bad I had just fucked up.
“Jenny ................” I was at a loss; she was completely right about everything. I had used her but I hadn’t meant to. I loved her but I was walking away from her. I got off the bed and pulled my clothes on, once dressed I walked back to the bed and sat down.
“I never meant to hurt you,” I told her and took her hand.
“I know, I don’t know why I said all that,” she said softly.
“You said what you feel; I can’t get mad at that. I really don’t know when I will be able to make it back,” I told her and she looked down, “I promise I will return someday and we can have a real relationship but............” I stammered on the next part, “If you find someone and feel like you can’t wait.............I’ll.......... Understand.” I almost couldn’t get the last part out, “I’ll call you all the time, just tell me if you............... Find someone else.”
“I do love you so much,” Jenny said looking down and away from me, “We’ll see how we feel when the time comes. But you do the same as your telling me, if you meet a girl............. Just tell me.”
“I won’t, there will be no one who will catch my eye after you,” I said lifting her hand and kissing it.
“Just leave,” she told me pulling her hand away, “Just get going before you break my heart worse.” I slowly walked to the door looking back at her again with my own heartbreak.
The drive home was long and quiet. The truck had no radio and I was stuck with two days of my own thoughts to keep me going. It was late when I found the rest stop I had stayed in on the drive home before. I stopped and took a few hour nap, When I woke it was still early morning. I went to the restroom and got a cup of coffee before returning to my drive.
It was after midnight when I returned to the apartment. I went next door to check on Lilly and Abby. Both girls were doing ok; they had been asleep waiting for me to return safely. I kissed Lilly and told her to go back to sleep. I went back out to the truck and dragged the couch off the back, pulling it into the apartment. I was sure as hell not sleeping on the floor any more. Abby appeared as I was struggling to get it in the door. She helped me get it in the apartment and we sat down.
“So what’s wrong?” she asked me.
“It’s nothing,” I lied. She cut me down with only one look. I broke and told her everything that had happened while I was gone. It was usually Katie I went to in these times but that night Abby held me close I put my head on her chest this time as she had always done to me, as I actually started to cry.
I didn’t just cry for Jenny, but for my dad and Lilly and the whole situation. I had held it together the last couple months I’d had some tears but I hadn’t really cried since dad died. Abby was my hero that night as she held me close to her. I loved my new sister so much as we talked and I finally let it all go.
I woke just in time to take a quick shower before work. I had to wait until after work to unload the truck, but Abby came to me at lunch time and asked me for the keys so she could pull her belongings out while I was at work. When I got off that night I found she had unloaded everything except the furniture and had begun putting things away in my apartment for me. She really was great and I found myself wishing again I could have loved her in the way she had deserved from me all along. She really would make a great wife, but I still had in my heart that I would make it back to Jenny someday.
Abby helped me unload hers and Katie’s bed into Lilly’s apartment so she would have a bed of her own now. Abby had also taken all of hers and Katie’s personal belongings from the apartment and moved them into the room at Lilly’s. Other than what belonged to the girls directly everything from our old apartment came to my new one.
Abby helped out Lilly during the day while I was at work and I would go to their apartment after work for dinner. After dinner to give Lilly some peace and quiet and personal space Abby and I would go back to my place and hang out watching movies. Abby started spending the nights with me almost right away. She had asked me if she could spend the night with me, telling me she was lonely at night since Katie had left. I said ok and we curled up in my little bed together. It wasn’t long before she was staying in my house every night; we started out just sleeping and nothing more. I was still in love with Jenny and Abby had Katie.
I called Jenny a couple weeks after I came back, she was really happy to hear from me. She said she was sorry she had gone off on me and she had thought about our relationship. We talked for a few hours well into the middle of the night. What we came up with was that she had trust issues to begin with and she thought the reason she was having such a problem with me was because we had jumped into the relationship. We couldn’t deny there was passion there but we really didn’t know each other well. It was her solution that we spend the time away from each other talking on the phone and becoming friends first before more again.
I thought she had a good idea, she told me she had talked to Jeff again and was trying to repair their relationship so they could be friends again. I was indifferent towards that. I told her I would call her once a week no matter how busy things got, I would call her more but it was a once a week minimum. She liked that idea and told me that if I wanted to go out with girls I should, because were strictly friends now, she said she would not entertain the idea of the long distance relationship she believed those only promoted cheating and lying. I thought to myself I couldn’t disagree with that.
The sad thing was as much as I truly loved Jenny I breathed a sigh of relief. I was free to do what I needed to for the time being. I vowed to myself I would return to her when I could and I would repair the relationship. I truly couldn’t imagine being in a full blown real relationship with anyone else.
By Thanksgiving things had changed, Katie couldn’t afford to come home like she had planned so it had just been Lilly, Abby and I having a nice Thanksgiving dinner at Lilly’s apartment. By that time Abby’s and I sleeping together was no longer innocent. Lilly asked us about the fact that she never slept at home and Abby said she just liked sleeping at my place. I don’t know if she believed nothing was going on but we told her that Abby would never cheat on her relationship with Katie. Lilly believed that, what she didn’t know is that the girls didn’t consider being with me cheating.
So here I was a year later right back into the same relationship with my sisters as I was last year. Only this time I went to sleep every night holding Abby. I was so happy to finally be at a point in my life were I could hold someone all night as I slept. I was going to have a hard time giving this up when Katie came back.
I did feel a little guilty at the first time I had sex with Abby again. I felt like I was cheating on Jenny, but I wasn’t actually dating her and I hadn’t lied to Jenny when I said there would never be anyone new, Abby wasn’t someone new Abby was someone I had known for years and cared for very much. So I felt there was no need to tell Jenny the next time I talked to her about what was going on. Besides Abby and I weren’t dating we were just helping each other get over missing our true loves.
In late December we got the call that Katie was coming home at Christmas time. She had two weeks off and we would be so happy to see her. Abby and I had talked already to Katie and told her how things had been with us since she had been gone. She said that she was jealous of both of us but she wasn’t mad.
Lilly was doing a lot better by then the therapy had done wonders for her getting around on her own. The insurance company finally contacted Lilly about ten days before Christmas saying they had come to a resolution they thought was fair. Lilly went down and had a meeting with the insurance people, I was at work and Abby waited in the lobby but that night at dinner when I asked about it Lilly said she was going to wait until Katie came home to discuss it.
We all drove to the bus station to pick up Katie 3 days before Christmas. Abby ran to her grabbing her tight and kissing her deeply. I looked around seeing everyone looked in shock as the girls kissed at the station. Lilly wasn’t shocked but her face turn red for a few moments. The girls broke apart and Katie hugged Lilly and I before we made our way to the car. On the way home I told Katie that Abby had been staying at my apartment every night and Katie said that it was no big deal she trusted us. Of course Katie already knew that but we had staged that conversation in front of Lilly so that she wouldn’t think we were hiding anything from Katie or that anything was going on.
We sat down to dinner that night and Lilly came out with the news she had been holding off. The insurance company had paid out a lot of money. They had given her a huge sum of money for her personal pain and suffering as it looked like with her injuries she would never work again. They had also paid out a separate claim for the death of my father. She told us that she was keeping the money from her payout but she asked us what we thought we should do with the money from dad’s payout. Katie and I looked at each other and neither quite knowing what to say. Lilly said that she had an idea and wanted to know what we thought.
“Go ahead,” I told her, “What’s your plan?”
“What I want to do is take part of the money and take a trip to finally fulfill your fathers final wishes, then I’m going to break the money up and both you and your sister will get half each.” I was in shock; Katie had a similar look on her face. We were talking about a large sum of money, it wasn’t like we were set for life but this was a game changer.
“Are you sure mom?” Katie asked finally, “You won’t need the money at all?”
“No sweetie,” she said softly, “He was your father; you kids should have the money, besides I won’t need money with my end of things.”
“Then I say ok,” I stated, “But mom if you ever need anything you tell me and I will be here for you.”
“Well said, and me too,” Katie said.
“Me too,” Abby agreed. Lilly smiled at all of us.
“I love my kids so much,” she said looking at Abby, “All of my kids.” The girls started hugging and crying then. I walked back to my apartment, this could change everything. I knew exactly what I was going to do with the money I had a plan.
It was a couple hours later when Katie and Abby came over to my apartment, they walked in locked the door and sat down on the couch on either side of me. Both girls placed a hand on either thigh and began to rub my legs simultaneously. I went from limp to rock hard instantly, only on rare times had I been with them both at once.
“I really missed my little brother,” Katie said with a pouty look on her face, “I’m so jealous you got to play with my girlfriend so much lately and I didn’t get to play at all.” Abby giggled and Katie leaned in and kissed me. It had been almost six months again since I had been with Katie, I loved our times together, and it made me feel special to be the only man she ever had sex with anymore.
As Katie was kissing me her hand went up the leg of Abby’s skirt rubbing against Abby’s pussy, which sounded wet already. All of this was making me harder. As Katie fingered Abby, Abby slid her hand up my leg rubbing my crotch through my pants. My right hand went up Abby’s shirt to her braless breasts. My other hand went up Katie’s skirt to her wet pussy.
Between what I was doing to them and what they were doing to each other I was severally over stimulated. Minutes later Abby had me unzipped and was reaching in my jeans to pull out my cock. As I was released and the air hit my swollen manhood I lost control and shot cum in the air, it came down on my jeans, my shirt, and Abby’s leg. I was embarrassed but Abby simply wiped it off her leg with her finger licking it clean.
“My Toy Store Boy never fails,” Katie said giggling.
“Toy Store Boy?” Abby said inquisitively as she began to stroke my still hard member. Katie and I both laughed.
“You never told her?” I asked.
“No, I’m surprised you never did,” she answered. Abby stopped stroking me and looked at both of us.
“I’m lost what’s the joke?”
“It’s a long story it’s how we met.” Answered Katie, “I’ll tell you tonight when we go to bed.”
Abby grinned devilishly then leaned over licking the bits of cum off of my cock. I pulled Katie’s shirt off then her bra, rhythmically rubbing her breasts. Katie scooted around and sat on the couch on her knees shifting up so I could suck her nipples. I gently twisted her left nipple while softly biting her right one. She moaned as I slid my hand back into her panties. Abby had moved from licking and teasing me to sucking now on the head of my cock.
I was lost with the feelings of both girls. I wished we could do this every day, I loved the physical sensations of it but I also loved the emotional bond I had with them. I was closer to my sisters than anyone else in the world. I loved being to express how much I cared about them this way. Whenever we had sex it was as much about strengthening that bond as physical pleasure.
Katie’s legs clenched on my hand as she orgasmed causing me to explode into Abby’s mouth, she gagged slightly from surprise and swallowed down the next couple shots. Watching Katie and I orgasm tipped Abby over the edge and she had her first orgasm grinding against Katie’s fingers. It was intense as all three of us came at the same time fueling the others to cum harder. We all fell back on the couch when done. Abby curled up on me with her head by my heart on my chest like she so loved to do. I had cum so hard both times I was starting to shrink back down.
“Were not done yet,” Katie whispered in my ear very sexily. She reached over and finished opening my jeans so I wasn’t just hanging out of my zipper hole, she pulled hard removing my jeans then did the same to my boxers, “I’m not going to sleep until I get fucked hard,” she whispered in my other ear, “I so needed you to love me when dad died but............ You were involved, I didn’t want to interfere.”
I was really glad that Katie hadn’t put me in that position then. It would have been really hard for me to say no to her. I loved my sister so much I would do anything for her whenever she needed but I don’t cheat on girls, so it would have been a hard decision.
Katie rose from the couch sliding her panties down from under her skirt and sat down on my lap, her legs on either side of mine. Abby was still sitting close with her head on my chest as Katie climbed on top of me Katie’s right leg squeezed between my left thigh and Abby’s right thigh. This was so hot I had come back to life with a vengeance.
Abby moved sideways hugging tightly to my left arm as Katie sat up and slid back down on my throbbing dick. Katie wrapped her arms around my neck pulling our bodies together as she rode me slowly. She was so tight and warm I softly kissed her neck as her body moved with mine. I loved my bond with my sister, we had a special relationship, as much as I loved Jenny she would never understand how I felt about my sisters, I never wanted to break this bond.
“I love you so much little brother,” she whispered in my ear clenching down on me slightly.
“I love you too, so much, I’ve always loved you sis,” I whispered back.
“I love you both so much,” Abby’s voice sounded from my arm. Katie leaned over slightly and kissed Abby in response. As their kissing got heavier Katie sped up her rhythm on my cock. Watching them kiss right on my shoulder was so hot I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Katie................OH GOD!” I cried out as I had the most powerful orgasm yet today. I filled my sister with my cum as she clenched again clamping me to her so hard I couldn’t slide out, she cried out and collapsed on Abby.
“I’m sorry Abby I don’t have enough left tonight for your turn,” I told her.
“It’s ok I don’t need you tonight, I want my girlfriend to take me when she’s recovered enough,” she responded smiling. We all lay on the couch for a while before Abby got up, taking Katie by the hand and walked her to my bedroom. I thought for a minute that they should have gone back to Lilly’s apartment, as Abby had a larger bed there that she never used. But as the girls hadn’t been together for months I didn’t argue I let them have my room and I slept on the couch.
It was Christmas day when we made the trip to HolBrooke Island. As I said before my dad had grown up there, and his wishes had been for his ashes to be released from the bridge connecting the mainland to the island. I drove with Lilly riding shotgun, and Katie in the back seat. Abby had decided to stay home, saying that I should be the three of us. We told her she was as much family now but she insisted we all go alone.
The bridge was huge when standing on the walk path looking over the railing my fear of heights kicked in hard, as the water below looked like it was a mile down. You could feel the cold December wind blowing against you as you walked. It was cold and the day was grey as we spoke of our favorite memories of dad. We made our last goodbyes and I opened the urn and poured it over the edge watching dad’s ashes disperse in the wind. When the urn was empty I threw the urn off the bridge and watched it fall forever to the water. We walked back to the car without a word between us.
We stayed overnight on the island in a motel. It was then I thought about my sister, I hadn’t even thought about her since the day I had found the scrap book. Being here on the island I wanted to learn more, but I didn’t even know where to start looking. We sat around the motel that night talking about of dad.
I sat there listening to the girls talk and cry and my mind was going wouldn’t stop thinking about finding Jessica. I really needed to learn what had happened to her. I finally decided to take a chance.
“Lilly what do you know about my sister?” I asked stopping their conversation short.
“She’s right here if you have questions for her,” Lilly said smiling.
“No, my other sister, Jessica, what do you know about HER,” I asked again and I could see a change in Lilly’s face.
“How did you learn about her?” Lilly asked. Katie got up and walked to the bathroom.
“It doesn’t matter,” I told her.
“Let me explain,” Lilly started.
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