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Chapter Twelve: Death In The Family Lilly had come alone to pick us up at the airport. When the three of us arrived she ran to us hugging Katie first, then me and then Abby. She said she was so happy to have us kids home. Lilly explained that it had been extra quiet the last week with Ash gone as well. Lilly said she was glad to see Abby too, she had been surprised when she got the letter saying Abby was coming with us, but she had really liked Abby when I was dating her and thought it was great we all reconnected. I thought to myself you have no idea. Katie asked where dad was, and Lilly just looked down for a minute, she looked as if she didn’t want to answer that question. When she looked up she said he was feeling a little sick and had stayed at home. I didn’t like the look in her eyes but I didn’t question it while standing in the airport. It took another hour to get out of the airport and get on the road home. Baggage pick up was really slow and the traffic trying to get out of the parking garage was horrible. But we made it out finally and had an enjoyable ride home. It was on the way home that Katie said that she had something she needed to talk to her mother about when she had a minute alone. I knew she wanted to tell Lilly about her and Abby first. Then they could tell my dad when Lilly had a chance to calm down. Keep in mind that this was the mid-nineteen nineties, and people didn’t have the social openness about being gay that people have now. It was still very much a hidden thing back then. Lilly was a great woman but he values and mindset was still from a different time, in that respect Lilly was much older than her actual age. The girls and I had talked on the plane and I told them that Lilly had always been cool with me when it came to things she realistically should be mad at me for. I reminded Katie that she knew I had, had a relationship with Ash and it didn’t piss her off. All Lilly had said was that if it was out of love then it was ok, I told Katie to trust her mother and if she explained she and Abby loved each other than her mother would probably approve. Katie kissed my cheek and asked me when I had gotten so smart all of a sudden. It was me who had suggested that she go out to lunch with her mom by themselves and talk about it. I figured that dad would be the one who would be more open minded of the two and that if Lilly was already over the shock of it when they told dad then she wouldn’t make a big deal out of it when he was told. If Lilly didn’t make a big deal out of it then I was sure dad wouldn’t make a big deal out of it. Abby agreed that it was a good solid way to come out to them. When the girls had gone home at Christmas to come out to Abby’s parents, her mother had broken into tear and her father the reverend had simply walked out of the room, got into the car and didn’t come home for hours. It had been a hard vacation for them as Abby’s parents didn’t want to discuss it and repeatedly told them it was just a phase and the girls would grow out of it. Abby’s mom told them that they were committing their souls to hell as they went through this phase. In the end Abby’s parents told her she wasn’t to return until she found a nice boy to settle down with and start a family. They wanted to make sure this life style was behind her before she could come back home, as it was not the example they wanted for her younger sisters. Both the girls had decided that it had actually gone better than they had expected Abby had figured they would ask them to leave right away. Even so the girls didn’t want a repeat of last Christmas when they got home to our house this summer. As soon as we got home I helped unload the bags, Lilly told Abby she could use Ash’s room while until she returned home at the end of summer then we would figure something else out. I had to stop from giving a little laugh. I knew it would be worked out a lot sooner than that. I didn’t even bother to put Abby’s bags in Ash’s room I left them in Katie’s room with all of Katie’s bags. As soon as we got home I asked Lilly how Ash had been lately. She smiled and said that after our talk at Christmas Ash had finally opened up to her and come back out of her shell. She said that she had made new friends and had found a way to be happy again. I felt like a rock slid off my back, I had felt so bad for leaving her so upset. If Ash had bounced back and found a way to be happy I felt I could finally and truly move on now, I told Lilly I was glad Ash was happy now, she patted me on the shoulder and walked into the kitchen to start fixing dinner. I walked into my room and it was just as I had left it one year ago. Old clothes on the floor and bed slightly out of place as I had moved it against the door the night before I left. I left my room and walked into Ash’s room, I don’t know why I walked into the room, but I did, I sat down on her bed and thought about last summer. It was so long ago in my head, living in this house and being with Ash seemed like another life and many years ago. I don’t know why I laid down on her bed; it still smelled of her perfume I realized I only missed her by days. Memories were flooding back and I really didn’t want them too. I had moved on from her and all of this. I was returning soon to be with Jenny, and start a real grown up relationship with her and Anne. That felt weird knowing I was heading down the road to be in a relationship with a girl who basically was a single mom. I had never really thought much about having kids and now I was looking at a situation that meant instant family if things worked out the way I hoped they did for us. Yet here I was lying in the bed of another girl, thinking of her. Was it even possible for me to have a real relationship? I’m was tired of having to choose between all these great girls. It was driving me crazy. As I lay on her bed Ash herself gave me an answer. I was laying there remembering, day dreaming and thinking of Jenny when I slid my hand under the pillow my hand hit something. I sat up and lifted the pillow to find an envelope with my name on it. Good God this girl really knew me, I thought to myself as I picked up the envelope. It’s like she knew I would lie on her bed and find this; I tore it open and began to read: Joe, I really hope it’s you that found this, and that it’s you who’s reading it now. I wanted so much to be home and talk to you in person this summer, but I know I will be gone before you get here. I’m really sorry about what I did; please know it really was all out of love. I was so mad when you left but I understand now you were right. It made more sense for us to move on if we couldn’t see each other except a couple times a year. I just wanted you to know you were my first love too, and will ever be my one true love. But I did move on this year and I ask if you haven’t moved on, that you find someone to love. You’re an incredible lover and I mean that in the sense of loving someone with your heart and showing them with your actions, not just sex. It would make me sad again to know you aren’t sharing yourself with someone special, it would mean your true nature was going to waist. I miss you and I will see you at the end of summer when if you don’t have a girlfriend you have a promise to fulfill that I’m going to hold you to. Love you so damn much Ashley I read the letter and folded it back into the envelope. It was strange that I had found it just in the moment I was thinking of her and about the future. I wouldn’t see her at the end of summer however I was leaving early to go home to Jenny. I felt happy that I could see the girl who I had fell in love with in that letter, the girl who was always one step ahead of me. I was glad she had moved on and found a way to be herself again. I hadn’t liked the sound of the girl I left behind whose light had burnt out and hid in her room all the time. I got up from her bed and stuffed Ash’s letter in my pocket. I had been home for about 20 minutes and I realized I still hadn’t seen dad. I walked down stairs to say hi to dad thinking he was probably in the rec-room. As I came down the stairs I was passing the kitchen when Lilly flagged me down. “Joey,” she called as I passed. “What’s up?” I asked entering the kitchen. “Katie and I are going out to dinner tonight by ourselves; do you think you can help Abby with your guys’ dinner?” “Yeah I can do that,” I started to leave the kitchen. “Make sure your dad eats something. Tonight,” she said and her face turned worried, “Don’t let him tell you he’s not hungry.” “Ok Lilly what’s going on with dad?” I asked kind of harsh. “He’s just been sick and cranky. He’s been home in bed for a week and doesn’t want to eat.” “Ok. I was going to see him I’ll take him some toast or something and make sure he eats.” I hung out in the kitchen and made some toast. I walked up the stairs and knocked on the door. I waited for a minute and walked in. Dad was lying on his side sleeping. “Dad,” I called to him pushing his shoulder. “Oh hey Joey,” he said groggily sitting up, “When did you get home?” “Not long ago, I brought you some toast,” I set the plate down on the end table, “What’s going on with you?” “Nothing to worry, I’ve just been under the weather,” he grinned slightly. I was less than convinced; I really wish someone would give me a straight answer. “Dad, don’t bullshit me,” I said sternly. I never swore to my father, “If you’ve been in bed for a week or more, then something is wrong.” “Really, I went to the doctor with some chest pains and flu like sickness. The doctor ran some tests and we haven’t heard anything, really don’t worry I’ll be fine.” I didn’t push it farther but I stayed in the room talking with dad until he ate all his toast. I told him about my classes and about the play. I didn’t tell him about the life decision I had made regarding my change in major next year. I didn’t want to upset him while he was sick. So instead I told him about Jenny and how much I was starting to fall for her. “That’s funny,” he said to me, “I was so sure you would end up falling for Ash.” I was shocked I had no idea he even knew anything about all that. “Why would you say that?” I asked a little unconvincingly. “I don’t know if you realized this, but I could tell she has quite the crush on you,” he said smiling, “Don’t think I haven’t noticed that you’ve been a little sweet with her too.” “She’s a great girl and all, but I’ve never been in to her that way,” I lied. “Too bad.” So my dad wasn’t completely oblivious. He hadn’t picked up the whole story but he noticed enough for me to laugh inwardly. I let it go there and started talking about Jenny again. “I’m just glad to hear you found someone nice, as long as you’re happy Joey.” Dad lay down again on the bed. “I’m going to let you sleep now,” I told him. I picked up the plate and left the room. I got back to the kitchen as Abby was cooking us some dinner. “Just in time,” she told me as I set the plate down in the sink, “How’s your dad?” “He’s not doing well. There’s something wrong with him that he isn’t telling me,” I informed her. “I hope it’s not too bad,” she kissed my cheek reassuringly, “Katie and Lilly just left, they decided to go to shopping before dinner.” “So what are we fixing?” Abby and I ended up making some chicken and pastrami wraps and eating in the rec-room. We put in a movie, a girly movie because I let Abby pick, and we snuggled together on the couch. She curled up with me leaning her head on my chest. “I’m going to hate it when you pull your head out of your ass and actually ask Jenny to be your girlfriend,” she said softly, “I’m sure she won’t want you snuggling like this with your ex-girlfriend.” I hated to admit that Abby was right. I would have to stop being so friendly with her, even in innocent ways like right now, if I had a full time girlfriend. “Me too.” I kissed the top of her head, “But we still have right now, sis.” I had just recently started calling her sis from time to time as a way of acknowledging her relationship with Katie. I now completely felt as Abby was my sister too. I also felt bad she had given up her own family for Katie so the nickname was also a show of familial acceptance. It wasn’t long into the movie before Abby was asleep in my arms. I woke her and told her she should go to bed, she was groggy but she got up and went upstairs. I watched the end of the movie and went upstairs myself. I was laying on the bed in my old room feeling like I was a couple years younger. I felt like I had come so far this year, I had met a real girl, I knew what I wanted to do for the rest of my life, and I had time to pursue it. I slipped out of my clothes and pulled the covers over myself drifting off into sleep. It was late when my door opened I woke as someone slipped into my room. It was Katie. She was wearing only a shirt and panties. The sight of her like that still got my dick so hard, even after all these years and all the sex we’d had. “What are you doing?” I questioned as she climbed into bed with me. “I needed to talk and I didn’t want to wake Abby,” she nuzzled up to me feeling my excitement for her as she did so. She looked down at my tenting boxers, “I can see you really don‘t mind me being here.” she joked but she had a sadness to her words. “I can’t help it if I love my sister,” I said it to reassure her more then to be cute. I put my arms around her back hugging her tight, “Tell me what’s wrong.” “I had the talk with mom at dinner, she hasn’t really said much,” Katie wasn’t crying but you could hear the disappointment in her voice, “I feel like I let her down.” “Tell me what happened,” I said calmly. “I told her that the reason Abby was here with us was because her and I had started dating last year. Mom was visibly shocked but before she could say anything I told her that I really love Abby and she loves me.” “What did Lilly say?” I asked rubbing Katie’s back now. “She didn’t say much she only really asked why I hadn’t told her sooner. I told her I didn’t know how she would take it. All she said was that we could talk more about it later.” “Lilly’s cool, I love your mom, she will be fine, this was why you girls went out alone,” I reminded her. “Yeah, I just couldn’t stand that she really didn’t talk to me the whole ride home.” I didn’t answer her I rubbed her back. I saw a single tear form in her eye and I wiped it away. We embraced for a while when she kissed me deeply, I was already so hard but I had to stop I felt like we were cheating on Abby. “Abby………….?” I questioned pulling away from our kiss. “Its fine, we talked, she said when I needed my brother to love me, she didn’t mind. Just like I didn’t mind when she gave you a special birthday gift a couple weeks ago. The three of us are so wrapped up with each other we don’t consider being with you cheating.” It had been over six months since I had been with Katie, and I couldn’t control myself with her tonight. I knew this all had to stop if I was to have a real relationship with Jenny, but like I had told Abby we had the summer. I just didn’t know how I was going to live with them next year and control myself. I pulled her shirt off and rubbed her breasts through her bra with one hand as the other reached up from where I had been rubbing her back and I unhooked her strap. She was just as amazingly beautiful as ever as her bra fell to the bed and she lay there mostly exposed. I thought it was ironic that we were here doing his in our parents’ home now, after all the time I had spent jerking off in this very bed wanting to have Katie in it with me. I had really thought the last time after Christmas break would be the last time we’d ever sleep together. But we had tonight, and I wasn’t going to pass on the chance of another one last time with her. I was kissing her neck and gently rubbed her nipples. I could still feel the tension in her body, her mom’s reaction had really upset her and I decided it was my job to take all that hurt and make it go away, if only for a little while right now. I wanted to make her feel love and approved. “I love you so much,” I whispered in her ear. I could see tears in her eyes forming now. I slid my hand into her panties, “You’re the greatest sister, I’m so proud of you, I love your spirit, your laugh and yes your body.” I could see tears rolling down her cheeks now but she was smiling. I knew I was doing what I had set out to. Her body had started to ease down now. I was rubbing her clit while talking to her and her body was starting to respond. “I love you so much, I’ll always be here to show you how much I love my big sister, no matter what happens you’ll always have me there, all you have to do is call me to your side,” there were more tears as she pulled me into a very soft deep loving kiss. “Thank you,” she said quietly, “I can’t imagine my life without my toy store boy, I love you too.” She slid her hand into my boxers and began to stroke me slowly. I pulled her panties down and she removed my boxers. I continued to kiss her lips as I rolled on top of her. I wanted very much to lick her pussy again but with no locks on the door I had a real fear of someone walking in on us. I pressed my forehead to hers and looked into her eyes as I glided my cock into her waiting pussy. She moaned out as my head passed her lips, she took in a sharp breath as I continued inside her. She was so tight this time; I hadn’t remembered her being so tight. I thrust deeper and deeper inside her until I was all the way in. I kissed her again as I pumped her body. After a couple minutes Katie rolled us over and took charge. She pushed down hard and bit her bottom lip to not cry out as she pushed back against my thrusting up. It was only rare times we had ever done it this rough; Katie had always been the calm one when making love. But tonight we didn’t make soft, slow and delicate love like we had before. She grabbed my shoulders and pushed hard on her down stroke. Tonight we were straight fucking. I thought she was going to break my cock the way she was thrusting herself on me. She stopped suddenly her pussy tightening on me; she reached down behind my head grabbing a pillow pushing it over her face. A muffled scream could barely be heard as she finished her orgasm. I came hard and deep, releasing shot after shot of hot cum inside her as she dropped the pillow back to the bed. She lay down on my chest kissing my neck. “Thank you, little brother,” she said panting. I couldn’t talk I was breathing so hard. This was the most wild we had ever had sex and I was awestruck I didn‘t know she had it in her. She lay there kissing my neck as I began to drift off to sleep again. I woke to hear someone in the hall. Katie was still lying on top of me. I panicked a little I really didn’t need Lilly to open the door and see us having fucked, especially on the same night Katie had come out to her. Lilly didn’t have any reason to look in here but I was still panicked. I heard Ash’s door open and close, then footsteps at my door. I yanked the blanket up over us as my door opened. Abby stepped into my room and I sighed. She stepped over to the bed and sat down. She was smiling at me as she looked at the contentment on Katie’s sleeping face. “I was getting worried, I didn’t hear her come home yet and it’s late,” she whispered to me. “She had a bad night and didn’t want to wake you,” I explained feeling guilty. It was weird I hadn’t felt bad sleeping with Abby a couple weeks ago but I felt like I had betrayed them by sleeping with Katie. “It’s ok Joey you don’t need to defend her being with you. I actually understand, sometime you just really need to fuck and feel loved. You manage to do both when we need it.” I nodded, not sure if that was a complement or not. We gently nudged Katie, waking her. Abby picked up Katie’s clothes and walked her half asleep girlfriend back to their room. I lay back down on the bed. Here I was again falling to sleep smelling like sex yet all alone. Now that the activities were done I fell asleep feeling lonely again. It turned out that Katie’s fears were unfounded. I got up the next morning and got to the kitchen while Lilly was making breakfast for everyone. Dad didn’t come down Lilly said he was still acting out of sorts and she would take him a plate when we were done eating. The day was already warm and Lilly was wearing a pair of shorts and a tank top that in the morning light coming through the windows I noticed just how much she looked like Katie, just a little older. She was after all only 18 years older than me. For some reason her legs looked really nice this morning. I pushed those thoughts out of my head as I felt my shorts getting tighter. I didn’t know what had come over me, I’d never really thought about her that way. She was like my mom not a real girl, it was bad enough I had slept with my sister; I didn’t need to have thoughts of Lilly too. Katie and Abby came down a few minutes later, both wearing shorts and tank tops as well. I thought it was a bad day to wear loose shorts as I looked at all of them. I managed to control myself this morning, I was happy I really didn’t want to get too excited with Lilly in the room. Abby walked into the kitchen and looked to Lilly awkwardly. Lilly looked up from her eggs a little awkwardly too. It was like they both wanted to say something but neither knew how to start. Katie stepped into the kitchen just after Abby and saw her and Lilly gazing at each other. Katie looked to me as if to say, HELP ME! But I didn’t know what to say any more than anyone else. It was Lilly who finally broke all the tension in the room. She broke the stare and walked to Abby and hugged her. “Everything’s ok then mom?” Katie asked tentatively. “Everything’s just fine,” Lilly said reaching out and pulling Katie into the hug, “I love you so much, little girl, I’m just happy you found someone to love you as much as I do.” “But last night, you seemed so………….” “I was just surprised, that’s all,” Lilly told them letting them go from the hug and turning back to her eggs, “When you said we needed to talk and we had to go out to dinner for this talk I was expecting the, I’m pregnant, talk. I wasn’t ready for the, I have an alternative lifestyle talk.” “You’re not mad?” “I’m mad that you hid it from me for so long,” Lilly said to Katie then she turned to Abby, “I adored you when you were dating Joey, I couldn’t be happier that Katie chose you for her girlfriend.” With all of that settled we decided to wait to tell dad until he was feeling a little better. We all agreed we still didn’t know how he was going to take the idea of the girls dating and it wouldn’t hurt to hold off a little while longer. Before I knew it I had been home for three weeks. I was worried about my dad more than ever. He hadn’t returned to work and had started working from home by phone and his computer; they had managed to hook his computer up to this thing called the internet. Keep in mind that the internet was still not a common thing in every house in the mid-nineties. I asked all kinds of questions about what was going on with his flu like illness and was told I had nothing to worry about. I pulled Lilly aside and asked her about it. She said he had been talking to the doctor privately and that he told her the same thing he told me, that he was fine just under the weather. Lilly did tell me she was taking him to the doctor in a couple days and she was going to try to ask him personally what was going on with dad. I thought again about how much I loved her as a mom. I knew she wouldn’t lie to me about it. I still hadn’t told Dad and Lilly that I was leaving early for school this summer; I kept feeling like there was never a good time to tell them. I was running out of time as I had already been there for 3 weeks. I finally sat down with Dad and told him that I was leaving in another week or so. I really hated to leave when he was so ill but I wanted to get back to the girl I had told him about. To my surprise dad was happy for me, saying that I should go and be with Jenny if I really loved her. I wondered for a minute when he had gained a romantic side. But living with Lilly the last few years had probably changed him; she had that kind of vibe to her. I got my ticket situated and a week or so later I got all my things packed as it was time to leave. It had just rolled over into August and it was a Wednesday morning and I went to my dad and wished him well and I gave Katie and Abby a hug goodbye. I told my sisters that I would see them in just a month and I loved them so much. Lilly drove me to the airport, we didn’t say much about anything the whole ride. Lilly walked me all the way to the gate, giving me a big hug and telling me she loved me. “I love you too, mom,” it was the first time I had ever called her that. I could see her fighting back a tear as I said it. She smiled at me and hugged me again. I boarded the plane wishing I really didn’t have to leave yet, but I had a promise to keep and I really missed Jenny. The plane ride wasn’t long and I was at home again. It was late in the day as I got home; I knew Jenny would be putting Anne down for bed soon. I decided that I would surprise them early in the morning tomorrow so we all could go do something. That meant I had a free night to myself at home. I reached the door and went inside. The apartment felt not just empty, but cold as I walked through it alone. It was now just August and the night was warm but I got really cold that night. It was about 80 degrees outside but I had to cover up with a blanket. I woke on the couch, it was already over 70 degrees outside and I was freezing for some reason. I was beginning to wonder if I had come down with something, but I just got up and headed for the shower. I felt better as soon as the hot water hit my body. It must have been some kind of jet leg or something from the flight last night. I partially unpacked my bag from the trip and thought to hell with it I will finish unpacking later. I got dressed in a pair of jeans and a light t-shirt, thinking the day was going to get hot from the look of things. I left the apartment and headed over to Jenny’s place. The car ride seemed to take forever as I thought about what to say to her. I had spent the last month thinking about her every day, thinking I couldn’t wait until I could get back here and be with her. But as I drove the same weird feelings took me over that I’d had the last day we had spent together. I knew she would ask me how I felt about her and the closer I got to her apartment the more I was overwhelmed with fear. I was about to make a big leap of faith with her and I was scared. I didn’t know where this fear was coming from. Jenny was really smart, she had a good job, she was kind, she had a big heart, and she was amazing in everything she did, from simply smiling, to charity work, to looking after Anne. I liked her so much I couldn’t imagine a future without her, yet I still couldn’t say I loved her, even in my own head. I got to Jenny’s apartment and sat in my car. What would I say to her when she asked me if I loved her back? I knew I was starting to but I wasn’t ready, I was too scared to even think the words back to her. I finally left my car and walked to her door, I could hear Barky living up to his name as I knocked. Jenny came to the door wearing a pair of shorts and a half t-shirt showing off her whole stomach, she looked hotter than I had ever seen her before. “Your back!” Jenny cried and jumped on me, wrapping her arms and legs around me. She was hanging off my neck kissing me deeply, I could feel myself getting hard I already found myself willing myself down, I didn’t want to be hard in front of Anne if she came running to say hi, or be hard if Anne gave me a hug hello. I would’ve been horrified if that happened. “Wait………..” I pulled away from her, “We shouldn’t do this now what if Anne……..” She cut me off with a kiss. It was hopeless there was no stopping now. I slowly walked us inside and leaned over the couch; she dropped down and pulled me to her. I looked around the room scanning for signs that Anne might be there and see us. “Don’t worry,” Jenny said caressing my cheek, “She’s not here; my parents took her for a few weeks over the summer to give me a break.” I didn’t need to hear another word, pulled her shirt off her and began kissing her again. I kissed her deep and aggressively our tongues dancing passionately as the need to be with each other was exploding within us. I had missed her so much more desperately then I had imagined. I felt a sudden stab of guilt as I kissed her, I really did have such strong feelings for her, she was the most incredible person I had ever met yet I had slept with my sisters since the last time we had been together. I felt like some kind of a monster for caring so deeply for Jenny and still being able to love and have sex with Abby and Katie. I knew as much as I tried I would never be able to resist my sisters, I loved them too much. I made a decision as I kissed Jenny, I chose her, in that moment I completely chose Jenny meaning I would have to move out of my sisters apartment. I started kissing her neck and she moaned in delight. She reached behind herself and unhooked her bra. I took the hint and began moving lower. I massaged one breast as I kissed her neck at the shoulder and moved lower. She pulled my shirt off and ran her hands over my chest. I ran my hand from her breast down to the crotch of her shorts. I began rubbing her through the fabric; she moaned louder and clamped her thighs against my hand grinding her hips. I moved my kisses lower making it to the top of her breasts. Jenny and I had only ever made love the one night at the theater house and I hadn’t had a chance to really go slow with her like I was doing now. I planned to take full advantage of our time now as I ran the tip of my tongue along her breast surrounding her nipple but not actually touching it, causing her to groan in anticipation and twitch slightly as I did so. I really liked the response she was giving me, she was moaning insanely without asking for me to stop or move forward, she gave me complete control of her body. I finally lightly flicked her nipple and she shuddered with pleasure. “Please don’t make me wait anymore,” she finally begged softly grinding her hips harder against my hand. I sucked her nipple into my mouth and lightly bit down. Her whole body arched as I did so. I pulled my hand from her crotch and slid it up into the leg of her shorts over her panties. I could feel her soaking through the thin cotton barrier as I rubbed her slowly, teasing her body. She was moaning wildly back arching again. “Your such an…………….” she didn’t finish as she moaned loud and her body tensed up and her first orgasm hit her hard. I kissed her mouth again, “I didn’t know I could get off that easily,” she whispered. “I know a trick or two,” I said grinning. “I think I’m ready for the next trick,” she said grinning back, I moved slowly back down her chest focusing my attention on her other nipple this time. She was moaning almost instantly as I sucked her nipple in, grinding her hips harder against my hand. She reached down and unbuttoned her shorts and pushed them off then did the same to her panties. I slid two fingers inside her and pushed her clit with my thumb. The reaction I got was a thrusting motion from her hips. I decided I had played long enough I slid down the couch and began to lick her swollen nub slowly in a circular motion. She cried out almost instantly as I did that. It was like she was still a virgin the way she was reacting to me. I realized that she had only had one lover before me but how little attention had he paid her if she was still this sensitive to small teasing? I licked her clit hard twice and her pussy clenched up on my fingers as she had another orgasm. “OH GOD OH GOD,” she cried her back arching again then falling to the couch, “I need a minute,” she panted and scooted away from me. She got up and wobbled her way to the kitchen as if she were dizzy; she opened the fridge and pulled out a gallon jug of orange juice, pouring herself a glass. When she had finished her juice she walked more steady back into the living room and took my hand, leading me into the bedroom. We stood by the bed for a minute kissing as she undid my pants letting them fall to the floor. “I’ve been waiting all summer for this,” she whispered sexily in my ear. Pulling down my boxers and gripping me with her skinny delicate hand. We lay down on the bed sideways facing each other and continue kissing, as she slowly and almost too gently stroked my cock. Lying in bed with her like this feels like heaven. I don’t know what I ever did right that I deserve to be here now with her. My need for her now was burning but I let her take control with me now as she had let me control giving her pleasure a few minutes ago. She was kissing my neck now, I massaged her breasts and she started humming softly. It was different; it was almost a purr as she continued down my body. She rolled me over on my back and kissed her way lower. When she reached my cock she kissed the head gently, then the shaft working her way to my balls. It seemed like she was trying to do the same type of teasing I had done to her, but she hadn’t much practice at it yet. It was still driving me crazy. She sucked in one of my balls as she continued stroking me a little firmer now. I was willing myself to hold it in but I lost the fight and I came, one, two, three shots of cum shooting out of me running down her forehead covering her face. “Wow,” she said wiping cum off her face and licking it off her hand. I almost came again watching her do that. As I’ve said before, watching girls eat or swallow my cum is a MAJOR turn on for me. I stayed hard as she enveloped my cock in her mouth cleaning me and sucking me hard. I lifted her head off of me and pulled her into a hard kiss. I rolled her onto her back, I couldn’t wait anymore. I moved onto her body and opened her legs enough to slip myself inside her. It was as perfect of a fit as it had been the first time. She was so right for me in so many ways, but in bed she was perfect. I had said last time it was as if she was made for me, I felt so this time too. She was tight without being feeling like a vise and worm without feeling like she was on fire. I was back in heaven again, I was moving within her on a physical level but my mind was swimming in another world. It was Jenny who came first this time, her body seized up on me squeezing my cock; I kept going through her orgasm, pushing her harder and deeper. Her back arched and she thrust back against me with more power then she had before. It was minutes later I came inside her. I didn’t have as much as my first orgasm but I had given her enough it was leaking out as I continued pumping inside her. Only minutes later I felt her body tensing up again I knew she was close, I thrust as fast as I could trying to meet her and come together. It happened seconds later I felt her clamping down on me and I let loose my third orgasm. I came hard and fell over on the bed. I looked at my watch as Jenny lay trying to catch her breath. We had been in the bedroom since morning and it was the afternoon already. I was shocked. It had felt like we made love for a long time but I wouldn’t have guessed hours. Jenny was the only girl who I could last this long with. I literally had no idea how I had managed to keep it up this long. Once Jenny had her breath back she snuggled into me, her back against my chest. I put my arms around her stomach and pulled her to me as tight as I could. “I missed you so much,” she said to me quietly, “I didn’t know it could be like that, so intense, so loving and so long.” “I’m only like that with you,” I told her honestly, “You bring it out of me.” I began kissing her shoulder to her neck and back to her shoulder, just slow light kisses. “I take it this means you want to ask me something………. Officially?” she asks both quietly and hopefully. I continued kissing her now on the back of her neck. “I’m falling for you,” I told her still feeling I was holding back slightly, “So much so in fact I’m starting to feel like I……” before I could say the last words she turned and kissed me to stop me. “I love you, Joey; you’re the sweetest guy I’ve ever met. You have and incredible heart, and you show love though your words and your loving, but don’t say it if you’re not ready,” her words were soft but stern. Her face was worried, beyond tense. “I love you Jenny, I fell for your heart when I was coming with you to your charity, I fell for your mind as we talked books and rehearsed the play, and I fell for your compassion for life somewhere long before that night in the dressing room,” I paused to breath, I had said it, she was crying and now was the moment to be most honest with her. “I was just scared to admit it before now because everything happened so fast. I’ve been deeply in love before and she……………” I didn’t know how to put it exactly, at first I thought Ash had just played me, then I thought maybe she might have really loved me, but what I had come to realize is that no matter if the love we felt was real, our relationship hadn’t been real. Even if the intentions behind it were meant for good and there was real love there it had been a con game and I didn’t know the real Ash. I couldn’t explain this to Jenny, “………….. It ended with both of us never speaking again.” “I’m sorry,” she said sweetly and rubbed my cheek, “I can see you still love her.” “On some level I always will,” I told her. “I will never hurt you,” she whispered in my ear, “I’m going to keep you forever.” We began kissing again, our passion taking over, leading into our next love making. Jenny and I stayed in bed for the rest of the day and the next. We only got up to get food and come back to bed. She called in sick to work on Friday so we could stay together the whole day. She said there was enough coverage on the weekdays they should be ok without her; she had missed me too much to leave me yet. We talked and made love, ate junk food, made love again. It was nice to be in love, have a girlfriend and make love without having to be somewhere or worry about someone catching us. It was nice to finally go to sleep with someone in my arms, my girlfriend in my arms. It was Saturday morning and Jenny had a weekend shift at work she had to get off to. We took a shower together that morning, I loved being able to wash her up and down, and I loved the feelings of her hands running across my whole body. We had to stop because I was getting too worked up and she had to get to work. After we got out of the shower and dried off I decided I would go home and get a change of clothes and hang out until Jenny was off work again and I would come back. We kissed at her door headed for our separate cars. I thought I should actually spend the day looking for a job; I had quit mine at the end of June. Both Abby and I really wanted to go back to my parent’s house this summer and our jobs had said that if we left for the summer they would have to replace us. Katie had been lucky, he firm she filed for liked her so much they were willing to let her go with the promise to find her something when she came back. So the three of us had talked and Abby and I quit our jobs. This left me needing work now that I was back. I decided to stick with my original plan and stay home and relax today. I was actually content on the drive home that morning. I had, had a great couple of days. I thought I really was in love with Jenny. She was so amazing in all these ways who wouldn’t be in love with her. It wasn’t the crazy burning love like I’d had with Ash a year ago, but I was older and had gone through more life lessons. I felt like the love I had for Jenny was just as strong just in a more mature fashion. I walked into the apartment and I found my answering machine light was blinking. Now for you young people out there we didn’t have cell phones attached to our arm back then, so we often didn’t know what was going on until we came home and checked messages. Now I had been gone for two days and there were a lot of messages on my machine. I hit the button for the messages to play back and the tape started to rewind. I walked into the bathroom to take a leak as the first message started to play. “Joey, its Katie are you home?…………….. Something’s happened, come on pick up…………… ok call the house as soon as you get this.” The next three messages were the same. I wondered what the big deal could be that she was calling me so much. I walked back into the kitchen and was looking for a can of something I could eat. I hadn’t gone grocery shopping and the apartment had been empty for a month. The messages played on. “Joey, pick up, did you make it home?” It was Abby this time, “Your starting to worry us, Katie has been trying to get a hold of you since yesterday. Come on Joey, please be home and pick up.” Abby was crying and I knew something was really wrong. Abby wouldn’t just be crying because I wasn’t home. Katie had said something happened and it must be big. The messages played on. “Joey it’s Abby, I don’t know what’s going on with you right now but it’s Friday night, we need you to call home, I didn’t want to tell you over a message but something happened here, we need you back here. It’s your dad and Lilly, call me!” I didn’t wait to hear the next message I turned off the machine and called my parents’ house. “Hello,” Came Abby’s voice, she sounded tired and like the life had gone from her. “It’s Joey, what’s going on?” “Oh thank god you’re ok!” She exclaimed, “I was getting really worried, where you have been?” “Let’s just say Jenny and I had a long talk about our new relationship. So what‘s going on there?” “Uh Huh, I know what that means, so can she still walk?” Abby asked, it seemed like she was stalling for time. “So what’s going on there?” I asked again. “So did you tell her you love her?” “Abby, quit circling around the question, what’s going on?” “I really didn’t want to be the one to tell you,” her voice dropped as she finished the sentence. “Just tell me, for crying out loud!” I practically shouted. “Your dad and Lilly are …………… are in the ………….. Hospital.” “What happened,” I fell down on the couch as I asked. “They were on the way home from the doctor…………………… when a bus ran a red light……….. They got hit, your dad ……………….. Your dad………………. He won‘t make it much longer.” “What???” I was in disbelief, this couldn’t be happening, “What about Lilly,” I asked hoarsely. “She’s hurt, but they think she’ll be ok.” “I’m on my way home. I need to talk to Jenny and I’m leaving now, I’m driving so I’ll be a couple days.” “Are you sure you’re ok to drive?” Abby asked. “I don’t care I’m not leaving you guys alone to go through all of this.” I was already heading to my room to repack the bag I had brought home the other night, “Tell Katie I’ll be as fast as I can.” I hung up and finished repacking my bag. I ran out the door going full speed to the car. I started the car and pulled it into gear and headed down the road before even putting my seat belt on. I was driving way over the speed limit and wasn’t slowing down. |
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