Gender: Male Age: 36 Location: Washington State
Chapter Nine: Confessions
The rest of that summer after the lodge was the best of my life to that point. My parents went on a weeklong honeymoon after the lodge. They said after all that family bonding they needed some time just for them. I told them I completely understood. They left the 3 of us at home for the week.
Linda had come back with us from the lodge. She stayed only until Dad and Lilly left for their honeymoon. She had, enjoyed herself so much all of us and didn’t really want to leave. Linda told Ash she really missed her and was sad she really hadn’t had much time to spend with her over the last couple years. Lilly and Linda decided that Ash would fly to Linda’s next summer and stay there until school started again.
Ash and I looked at each other for a minute. Ash agreed saying it sounded like fun. When we talked about it later Ash told me that she really didn’t want to go. She had only said yes because she didn’t want to hurt her sister’s feelings. We both were sad because this meant depending on our schedules next summer we might not get to really see each other. But she pointed out that she would be 16 at the end of the next summer and then we wouldn’t have to hide anymore.
Katie had started going out every day to give Ash and I time alone at home while our parents were gone. Katie and I were getting along now better than we ever had. Maybe Ash had been right, she was pretty damn smart, maybe Katie and I had just needed to finish what we started to get it out of our system and move on.
With our parents gone from the house, I made love to my girlfriend every time Katie was gone. I couldn’t get enough of Ash. We tried, but she couldn’t do it as much as I wanted to. When she couldn’t do it she made sure I was well taken care of. We would be naked together all day hiding in my room, making love, holding each other, talking, making love again, tickling, kissing, making love, and sleeping.
I was sad when our week was over. It felt like we were on a honeymoon of our own. When my parents returned home she was actually in my room that morning we had just gotten done making love and were laying there. When I heard the car pull up I told her to grab her clothes and go take a shower. I was glad my window had been open all night.
I grabbed my jeans and a t-shirt and walked down stairs to greet my parents. I asked them how their trip had been and we talked about that until Ash came downstairs from her shower. Her hair was wet and she had such an incriminating grin on her face.
Katie decided to head back for college early. She said she wanted to get all the business about renting and setting up a new apartment done before I came out too. She left the day after Dad and Lilly came home.
Dad said he understood but was sad to see her go. She left mid-day on a Saturday this time. Lilly held her in a hug for at least ten minutes crying, telling Katie she really missed her when she went away and it got harder to let her go each year. Ash hugged her and cried too, Katie shared our secret and that was really important to Ash.
With Katie gone Ash and I made love every time Lilly went to the store, mall, or any place where she would be gone for more than 20 minute. We never risked it with them home. Ash had calmed down a lot since we started doing things all the time, but she was still loud.
We found excuses to leave the house and be alone. We knew our time was coming to a close soon and I would be leaving for college too. We tried to find a way to make love at least once a day on the last week I was home.
Things broke open on Ash’s 15th birthday. It had been a month and a half since we had first made love and I was leaving the next morning. I was sad to leave her but I didn’t have a choice things were in motion now that I couldn’t explain if I didn’t follow through with them. I only had about 5 days until classes started.
It was Ash’s birthday and this year with the wedding and everything else going on it was decided that we wouldn’t do a big party this time; we would just have a nice dinner around the house.
Ash pulled me aside and said we needed to talk. There was something in her tone that worried me. I went to Lilly and told her that I was going to take Ash to the mall and let her pick out a birthday present from me. Lilly said I was too sweet a brother to her. I almost cringed at the word brother when she said it.
I had been planning this for a while anyway. I had already made up that excuse for Lilly to get Ash out for the day. So when Ash told me we needed to talk I already had a place for us to be alone.
I drove us past the mall to the town next door. I had saved some money and rented us a hotel room for the afternoon so we could have one last time making love before I left. We pulled up and I got the key and we made our way up to our room. Ash had looked troubled on the way over, by the time I closed the door to the room she was crying.
“Please don’t cry, Angel.” I reached into my pocket and gave her a box. I had searched for the perfect gift that said I cared but didn’t look like something you would give a girlfriend. She opened it, fell to her knees putting her face on the bed and sobbed into the blanket. Inside the box had been a very pretty necklace she had commented on one time at the mall a couple years earlier. She clutched the necklace as she sobbed.
“Angel, what’s wrong?” I asked confused.
“It’s all my fault.”
“What are you talking about? What’s your fault?”
“Do you love me?”
“No matter what I’ve done?” I knew this had to be bad if she needed reassurance.
“Just tell me.” I don’t know why but shuddered.
“How do you know you love me?”
“Because I know, that’s all I need,” I told her. I picked her up and held her to me.
“I think I’m pregnant.” I froze, not just my body, my breathing my brain and my hold on her. She fell on the bed as my arms fell to my sides. How could I have been so stupid? We never used condoms, but she had told me once years ago that she had been put on the pill to regulate her cycle. This should have covered us. I finally collapsed landing on the bed next to her. I reached out with my right hand and placed it on her cheek. I wiped the tears away from her eye.
“Then I’ll stay here with you this year and we will face the consequences from my parents and we’ll have our baby if that’s what you want.”
“That’s really how you feel?”
“Yes. You’re my girlfriend, were in this together. I can’t leave you behind to face all this yourself.” I kissed her forehead and she started crying again. She got off the bed, walked over to the other side of the room and sat in a chair. Her chest was heaving now from crying and as she tried to speak again she stuttered and slurred her wards. I got up to comfort her.
“No, please stay there.” I stopped and sat on the bed, “Just listen and please don’t hate me.”
She was crying so hard that I had a hard time understanding her sometimes. But she began to explain why she was upset. She said that everything we had gone through had been a lie. I asked what she was talking about. She said that she had always loved me from first sight when she was 12. She said she had lied, and tricked and done everything she could think of to get me to love her back since then.
She explained that she loved me instantly but she had really fallen in love with me the night of the winter formal. She said getting dressed up made her feel like a real woman, and the dancing and closeness of the evening had pushed her over the line and she had become full blown in love with me. It told her that was the moment I had fell in love with her too.
She said that she had made up being scared the first night my parents went away that Christmas break so she could sleep in my bed. She was hoping to seduce me then. She told me that every time we had been alone together she had used her tricks on me to try to seduce me. I remembered her tricking me into breaking my vow to hold off until she was 16. I had almost slept with her that night.
She said she was going crazy for me and she planned her worst trick at the wedding, it had worked but now she thought she was pregnant and was having a hard time living with herself. She didn’t want to have a baby with a guy who she’d tricked into loving her. She didn’t want to end up like Sara.
I asked what her trick had been. She said she had set up the situation for me to sleep with Katie. I asked how that was possible. She said that she was so in love with me and she was so jealous that I looked at Katie the way I did. She knew I would never get over it until I did something about it.
Ash decided the best way for me to get over Katie was for me to be with her so I didn’t have the whole fantasy anymore. She thought that once I finally had lost my virginity to Katie maybe I wouldn’t be so distracted and I could finally take that last step with Ash and be true lovers.
I hated to admit that she had been right. Everything Ash thought would happen did. She went on to explain that’s why she suggested we all share a room at the lodge. That got me thinking about Katie all the time, the next stage in her plan had been to keep me aroused the whole time. That had been why she worked me up when she knew Katie was on her way up to the room that night. She had been expecting Katie to knock on the door that night when she had locked it. Then the next morning she had started my day by getting me off to make sure I was already in that mood. I was in shock at the extent she had gone to trying to make it happen. But I hadn’t heard the worse part yet.
Ash said she had been watching Katie at the pool and she knew when she was heading back to the room to change. Ash herself her switched the music and played that dumb ass song. I reacted just like I had told her I had in the past. She figured that once in the bedroom with a major hard on, catching Katie changing I would lose control.
I was mad. I understood why she asked me if I would always love her no matter what. But now I didn’t know what was real anymore. Did I really love her or had I been manipulated? If that was the case how far did this manipulation go? Either way my heart was breaking. I was upset because she took something as beautiful as our first time together and ruined it for me. She had tricked me and used my guilt against me to sleep with her that night.
I told her to stay in the room and I would be back. I had said before that she was really smart playing innocent. I had no idea how true that was until right now. She had completely used me. I didn’t know what I could trust from her anymore. Did she really love me or was it and act too? Was this love or had she just wanted sex?
I went to the store and picked up 3 different brands of pregnancy tests. I brought them back to the room; Ash was still in the same place sobbing. I asked her why she thought she was pregnant. She said that she should’ve had her period about a week or so after the lodge. She hadn’t had one yet. This made her a month late, and she was never late.
I handed her the bag with the pregnancy tests and told her to use all of them. She went into the bathroom and came out a couple minutes later. It was the longest 15 minutes of my life but when the time was up all three said negative. I actually breathed out hard.
I told her to get back in the car and try to calm down before we got home. She tripped on the way to the car, landing on her knee hard enough to rip her jeans and bloody her knee. I almost wondered if she had done it on purpose, I just didn’t know what was real with her now.
When we returned home Lilly took one look at Ashley and asked her what had happened. Ash showed Lilly her bloody knee and they went into the bathroom to look at it. I looked over as they entered the bathroom; Ash had her right hand clenched in a fist. I could just barely make out part of the chain of the necklace hanging from her hand.
Ash was a good little actress and she calmed down enough by dinner. We both sat there with my parents trying to pretend that nothing was wrong. When dinner was over I made an excuse that I needed to finish some packing and loading my car. I left the table and sat in my room one last night. I had everything I was taking in the car already. Since Lilly didn’t believe in locks I pushed my bed against the door so it couldn’t be opened and I went to sleep. I woke after midnight to hear the knob turning. I knew it was Ash trying to sneak in and talk to me. I didn’t know it then but it would be three years before I would speak to Ash again.
I got up really early the next morning. I decided to put on a pair of loose shorts and a t-shirt so I would be comfortable on the drive. I sat for a few minutes trying to decide if I should wake Ash, I had made a decision last night. One that broke my heart and I knew would break hers. It was very early in the morning and I decided not to wake her up so I wrote her a note:
Nothing will ever change the fact that I love you. It’s just right now I don’t know how to feel about what we talked about. This is why I had said we should have waited for a few years to see how we really felt. Last week I would’ve died for you. Today I don’t know if we were in love or if it was nothing more than a kid’s game.
I’m sorry if this hurts you. I’m just being honest with my feelings. That’s one thing I will never do, I will never lie to you about how I feel. I never wanted to hurt you. I can’t stand the thought of more tears running down your beautiful face.
With me going to college today what we need is time. Time to sort out who we are and what were really feeling. What I’m saying, what I’m feeling, what I want to be clear about, we need to break up. When I come back next summer we’ll talk. We can see what we feel after spending a year apart.
I’m so sorry, angel, but I think this is all for the best. Don’t think this means I don’t love you. I love you more than life, you were my first real love and I will never forget that, ever.
Love you, Baby Girl,
I moved my bed back into place and opened my door. Ash was asleep in the hallway lying on the floor in an awkward position. Her right hand still clutching the necklace I gave her. I picked her up and carried her to her room, laying her down in her bed. I pulled the covers over her and placed the note in her left hand curling her fingers around it. I hoped it would still be there when she woke up. I didn’t know it would be three years when I walked out her door that morning but I wouldn’t see her again until I was standing at the wedding under a canopy of trees, holding hands with Abby.
I got into my car and drove about 3 blocks before I had to pull over and cry. I didn’t know what to think or feel anymore. I gave up Katie for a love that I thought had been the most real thing in my life. Now I found out it was just a mind game. She only told me the truth because she thought she might be pregnant. That would have been taking things way to far if I didn’t really love her like I thought I did. I cried because I had no idea what had been love and what had been nothing but a lie.
When I finally had my composure back I put the car in gear and drove to my new college, to my new life, and down the road that eventually led me to my future wife. I was so depressed on drive for the first hour I didn’t turn on my CD player. I was so lost in thought I could hardly drive. I kept missing my turns and had to circle back, or I would almost dive into another lane.
Out of both boredom and hoping to distract my mind to help focus on my driving I turned on the radio. This was at least somewhat of a distraction for the next couple of hours. That helped but I still found my mind wondering as I drove, unable to focus.
Then that dumb ass song came on. I was pissed again here I was on the interstate with my cock poking out the leg of my shorts. I was so depressed that day I didn’t care; I pulled my short leg back and stroked myself while driving. It worked for a few minutes as I started to feel a little better. It worked until I shot cum onto the car radio. I thought after all these years of that song pissing me off it was irony that I hit the radio the last bit hitting my leg on my knee and thigh. I didn’t care right then I stuffed myself back in my shorts and continued to drive. I had really needed that more than I had realized. It’s like fate had known I needed that. I calmed down a lot after I came and was for the first time that day I was really able to focus on my driving.
That was the first time I had ever considered that there was a method to the timing of the song. Could all these random incidents actually have been a design of Fate? I didn’t really didn’t believe that, yet let’s look at the results. If not for that dumb ass song I wouldn’t have met Katie when I did. I mean really I loved her but without that song we would never have had a prior sexual relationship when we met at the wedding. I didn’t know if I counted that as a win or a loss. Things sure as hell would be easier if I wasn’t sexually attracted to her.
Then there was Ash. The reason we crossed the line the first time had been a result of that song affecting me at the dance. The next two years had been awesome due to us crossing the line. Then she used that song against me. I decided to call this a win/lose as well. But at least today it had helped me focus. I didn’t know if it was an act of fate or random coincidence but I guess it didn’t matter. What was done was done.
I drove until I couldn’t keep my eyes open. I pulled over and slept in my car for about 4 hours. I was tired when I woke up, my thoughts returning to Ash. How could she have played me? After everything she played me.
My thoughts stayed on her all day as I finally made my way to my new home. I was happy to get into the city. I was looking forward to seeing Katie. We had our own history but at least we hadn’t lied and played each other.
I found my new apartment relatively easy considering I didn’t know the area. I had the key Katie had mailed to me; I walked to the door with just a duffle bag of clothes. I decided after the drive I had I would unload my car tomorrow. There was a light on in the window, I smiled inwardly; I was looking forward to talking to my sister. She would know how to help me through all of this. I opened the door to not find my sister but Abby.
I was stunned. She was almost two years older, tanned and had filled out a little more. She was wearing a low cut button up shirt and a cute pleated skirt. Her legs looked so hot; I started getting aroused just looking at her. I was so horny yet exhausted after the drive. I was so surprised at her appearance in the apartment that I dropped my duffle bag.
“Hey sweetie did you get everything you needed?” She asked without looking up. I didn’t answer her I just cleared my throat.
“OH MY GOD, JOEY!” She screamed looking up, “You’re finally here!” She jumped off the couch and ran at me hugging me tight; I realized in that hug how much I had really missed her. Despite what had happened between us, I still had feelings, whatever they were, for her.
I was holding her in that hug, when she kissed me. It wasn’t just a friendly kiss; she reached around my neck and pulled me as hard as she could into her face. I gave in to her with all of my hurt, sadness, displaced love, and need for someone to love me that night.
Abby seemed pleased that I kissed her back. It had been almost exactly two years since the last time we kissed. She pulled me in from the doorway and pushed me onto the couch. She climbed on me sitting face forward her ass sitting on my knees. She wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled us together. We were kissing and I could feel her breasts mashing into my chest.
“Abby, what if Katie comes back?” I managed through kisses.
“Shut up. This should’ve happened years ago.” She said it sweet, yet with firmness to her words. I shut up.
Abby’s tongue was dancing in my mouth and I stared to lose control. The way Abby was sitting on me her skirt covered my lap but I could feel the head of my dick coming out my short leg touching the bare skin of her inner thigh. There was no way she didn’t feel it. She was kissing my neck now and I willed myself not to cum yet. I didn’t want her to stop. I really needed this right now, desperately.
I was lost in the moment as I reached for her shirt and ripped it open, buttons tearing off. I through her shirt at the floor and started rubbing her breast though her bra. This just fueled her harder. She began sucking my neck now. I ripped her bra off and trough it on the floor too.
“Hey,” she complained, “That one was expensive.” She said giggling then went back to my neck. I took both breasts in my hands and started playing with her nipples. She squealed with excitement. She started grinding her thigh against my cock slowly at first then harder. I reached down and pulled the leg of my shorts back so I was completely free.
Abby was so excited with the feel of me she began lightly biting my neck as she kissed me. She reached between us and moved her panties to the side. My heart was beating hard as she shifted slightly until we were rubbing against each other. It felt so good I didn’t want to stop. I pulled her face from my neck and kissing her lips again.
I leaned her back and began to suck on her nipples. After I had given them both a good turn she leaned forward and went back to gently kissing my neck. I tilted my head back as she did so. She felt so good I couldn’t hold back and I came on her lower lips as she rubbed them against me.
Abby let out a sexy growl taking my face and kissing me again. She reached between us again and I felt myself slide into her. I could tell she was no longer a virgin. I wondered when she had finally lost it and to who? Was I actually jealous?
“Oh yeah, baby,” She moaned, “I’ve wanted that for so long.” She slid up and down my shaft slowly, rhythmically continuing to growl as she did so.
“Abby,” I moaned, “Oh baby. You’re so tight.” She grinned at me. She felt so good; this is what I really needed after the last few days. At the same time I felt a ton of guilt. I had this gorgeous girl riding me and my thoughts were of Ash. I hadn’t had a chance to talk to her since I left her the break up note and I was already having sex with someone else. It was only a couple days ago I had rented a hotel room for one girl and now I’m banging another.
As fast as the thought hit me it escaped again as Abby sped up her intensity. This was incredible from a physical stand point but I found it lacked the emotional heart I was used to with the act. I focused instead on the physical stimulation and sunk into the feeling. I began to trust up to meet her. Abby tensed up and I knew she had hit her orgasm. She clamped down on me hard as she arched backwards so hard I had to hold her from falling off the couch.
“That was the best fuck I’ve ever had,” She whispered, “Or it was because it was you and I missed you so much.”
“I......” I was breathing so hard I couldn’t say anything. This whole thing had caught me off guard.
“Thank you so much,” she whispered. She curled up into me burying her head into my shoulder. I was still hard inside her. I gave her a minute and began to thrust upward again. She moaned her approval and started to meet my thrusts in return.
She kept her head on my shoulder moaning as I thrust up into her. It wasn’t long before she tensed up again. When her pussy contracted this time I shot into her the hardest blast I’d had in weeks. We came together, both not moving anymore. We stayed in that position with me still inside her. I had gone soft but I still didn’t pull all the way out.
We dozed off in each other’s arms. As I drifted to sleep I wondered what this would mean later. I always had feelings for Abby but I had never been fully in love with her. I wished I had it in me to fall in love with her. Anyone would be lucky to have a relationship with her. She deserved someone who would treat her like a goddess and love her like one too. I could only give her one of the two.
As much as I hated to admit that I was still in the same place as two years ago, it was true. There were three women in my life that had ever meant something to me, two I loved and one I tried to love. I was looking for words to explain this to her when we had the talk I was sure was coming.
I sat there thinking, about to fall asleep still inside her when the door opened.
“What the hell are you doing with my Girlfriend?” Spoke a loud voice almost in a roar. I snapped out of my thoughts, I would have shot up had Abby not been sitting on my lap. I looked over to see who was standing in the doorway.
“Katie?” I said confused my senses hadn’t returned to me yet. Katie looked just as hot as I had ever seen her. She was wearing a pink tank top and a skirt much like Abby’s.
“I said what are you doing with my girlfriend?” She asked again but this time much softer.
“Stop screwing with him,” Abby said not moving her head off my chest, “His hearts beating so hard he’s going to break, you sufficiently freaked him out.”
“Ok,” Katie giggled, “I see you at least made it to the couch before she raped you.” Katie and Abby both laughed. I was more confused, was this planned?
“No, I got him in the doorway and moved him,” Abby told her and both girls laughed.
“I’m still not quite sure what’s going on here.”
“We made a decision on your behalf.” Katie said taking off her shirt. I got hard again instantly still inside Abby.
Abby opened her eyes long enough to see Katie topless, “That brought him back to life,” She grinned. Abby got off me only long enough to yank my shorts off and pull down her panties. She climbed back on me and slid me back inside her. She didn’t move, only sat there both of us enjoying the feeling of being merged together. By this time Katie had taken off her bra and now stood topless. Her body was the ideal of goddessness as she stood before me.
Abby put her head back against my chest as Katie sat down on her knees next to me on the couch facing me. Katie leaned in and kissed me. I was lost in the moment, I had to be dreaming. I was inside Abby kissing Katie. This was more emotional and physical then I could handle.
By the time Katie thrust her tongue in my mouth I already felt like I might cum again. After a few minutes Katie pulled away from my kiss and kissed Abby. They kissed deep and passionately for a few minutes. The sight of them kissing pushed me over the edge; it was so hot watching them it made me cum again. Abby continued grinding against me keeping me hard. I was exhausted with this being the third orgasm in an hour. My body fell limp against the couch but I stayed hard.
“He really liked that one,” Abby said grinning.
“I thought he might.” Katie returned to kissing me. I kissed her with as much energy as I had in me. Abby stopped grinding and began riding me up and down again. I was completely empty but I had two beautiful girls on me right now. There was no way I was going soft but I didn’t have the energy to thrust up into her anymore. I barley had the energy to kiss Katie. Abby tensed up again and fell off me onto the couch next to me. Katie continued to kiss me as I somehow went soft.
“I need a minute,” I said fighting for breath. Katie pulled away from me and sat down on the couch on my other side, “I hadn’t even made it in the door yet and Abby started trying to kill me.” I winked at her and she giggled.
I was confused as to what was going on. I could understand Abby attacking me, she hadn’t known about Ash so she probably thought I was single. But Katie knew about Ash and I hadn’t had a chance to tell her we broke up. I couldn’t understand why she would go behind Ash’s back. Then there was the kiss between them and the girlfriend comment?
I woke up not realizing I had passed out. I was lying down in a room I didn’t recognize. It was empty except for a bed, dresser and a desk. My duffle bag was on the floor next to the bed. I needed a shower I hadn’t had one since before the trip. I literally reeked of sweat and sex. I set my duffle on the bed and opened it up, removing some fresh clothes. I walked out of the bedroom and looked around. I was in a hallway. In front of me was a bathroom to my right at the end was a door to another bedroom. To the left was the living room I recognized from last night.
I hopped into the shower, the water felt good running down my body. I felt like it was recharging me. I thought if those crazy girls were still home I might need as much energy as I could replenish.
After the shower I found the stackable washer and dryer hidden in the bath closet and I threw my clothes from yesterday in the wash. I walked outside to unload my car before it got to warm in the day. I had just brought in the last of my things when I saw Abby in the kitchen. She had on only a bra and a pair of panties. I got hard as I was carrying my last box to my room.
“Well good morning to you too,” She exclaimed noticing my shorts, “I made coffee if you want some.”
“Good morning, that would be awesome.” I walked the box into my room and headed back to the kitchen.
I slid my arms around her from behind and kissed her neck. I still couldn’t believe I had fucked her last night. It had felt so good to just be with her again. I might not have the same love for her as the others but I realize this morning I still felt something damn strong for her too. Just what that was I didn’t know. I mean I was still picking myself up from being mind fucked by Ash so did I really even have a clue how I felt about anything? All I knew at that moment is she had felt so good last night and touching her this morning was making me happy. She turned her head and I leaned into her, kissing her. She thrust her tongue in my mouth and I returned mine to hers.
“I’m I to expect that every time I walk into a room I’m going to find some part of your anatomy in my girlfriend?” Katie asked playfully. Katie was dressed just like Abby in only her bra and panties.
“Yes,” Abby answered and returned to our kiss. Katie giggled and poured herself a cup of coffee.
“That is unless you want some part of my anatomy inside you?” I joked.
“Ok,” Katie said taking my hand pulling me away from Abby.
“Hey!” Abby called as Katie pulled me down the hall to her room.
“You had your turn last night,” Katie scolded her, “We’ll share him later, I want to spend some time with my brother.” She pulled me into her room and closed the door. In her room was a queen size bed, two dressers and a desk. I also noticed she had her own bathroom. She had taken the master bedroom for herself. She lay down on the bed and pulled me to her.
“I’ve missed you,” She said kissing me.
“Wait, Kat,” I pulled away from her, “I’m still not sure what’s going on?”
“I’m trying to get laid, how are you unclear here?” She joked.
“No I mean with you and Abby, I mean for one, how is she here? For two, what’s with the girlfriend thing? Three, Abby knows about us and she’s ok with the whole incest thing? Four, what’s the decision you made on my behalf? Five, sharing? And lastly why would you hit on me knowing I’ve been seeing Ash?”
“You are too much. Most boys would just shut up and go with it,” she laughed at me, “I promise I will explain it all to you, but I want my turn first........ If you still want me?” She bit her bottom lip in anticipation.
“Hell yes I still want you,” I cried out, “You were the girl of my childhood idolatry.”
I moved against her putting one arm around her back and one hand behind her head, running my fingers through her hair. I had so many years ago wanted this moment. There were no parents in the next room or downstairs, no one to judge us for being brother and sister.
This was the first time we had ever truly been able to express our friendship, lust and love. I had a knot well up in my chest when that thought hit me. I was in love with Ash. I couldn’t lie to myself it would always be her I deeply loved. But I couldn’t deny I still loved Katie too. I had admitted it to her just a couple of months ago when we had, had sex the first time. The next day when we had talked I told her I would always love her in some small way but I had chosen Ash over her.
Now a mere month and a half later I broke up with Ash and chose Katie. I gave into her completely at that moment. If I was going to choose this path then I needed to commit to it. I lost any hesitation I might have had then. I washed away my thoughts that I was betraying anyone and kissed Katie with a passion I never had for her before.
I had a new calm wash over me. This was the first time I had ever been with Katie when I hadn’t started out as a virgin. I’d had many more experiences now. I was no longer the timid boy I once was, she had set me down that path. I moved my kissing to her cheek slowly moving to her earlobe. I lightly bit and sucked her lobe. She twitched every time I sucked hard. She moaned and I moved lower.
I let the tip of my tongue trail down as I moved to her neck. She shuddered slightly as I began to suck her neck. I grazed her slightly with my teeth, causing her to shudder again.
“You’ve been practicing,” She moaned.
“I......... had a college girl teach me a thing or two about teasing,” I said while kissing and sucking her neck.
“I want her phone number,” She giggle, “I want to thank her.” As I continued to tease her neck I brought my hand back from her head and began running my fingertips lightly over her stomach.
“Mmmmmmmmmm,” She purred, “Really, I need to thank that girl, Abby never likes to go slow like this.”
“I know,” I replied as I kissed my way back to the other side of her neck. I moved up to the ear lobe I hadn’t attacked yet and sucked it hard.
“Oooooohhhh,” she moaned, “I didn’t even know I liked that before.” I grinned at her. I didn’t tell her I had never tried it before.
I moved my finger tips from her stomach to her thighs now. She jumped as the light touch tickled her a little. I returned to kissing her mouth, at the same time taking my hands and sliding her bra up off her breasts. She moved to remove her bra completely. I returned to kissing her neck and my teasing. I ran my fingertips along her nipples in slow circles. She moaned and I lightly squeezed her left nipple.
She pulled my face back to hers kissing me hard but I broke her kiss as I slid back down the bed and replaced my teasing fingers with the tip of my tongue.
“OH GOD,” she moaned out, “Ash is so lucky she had you as her first.” I froze at her name. I knew Katie had said it without really thinking, but hearing her say Ash’s name caused me to pause.
“Joey?” She was breathing heavy and I’m not sure she even registered what she had said, “Please don’t stop. I’m so wet, I need you so bad.” She had a pleading in her voice.
I changed gears, all of a sudden I couldn’t hold out anymore. I took her nipple in my mouth and sucked. She cried out as I did. I pulled her panties off her and continued kissing lower. I was finally going to do something I had been waiting for, for six years.
I took my fingers and opened her pussy and trust my face into her pink lips. My tongue trust forward tasting her wetness. I lapped again and again enjoying her sweet taste. Katie’s back arched as she trust her hips up and down on my face helping me dig my tongue deeper inside her. I felt her tense up and she fell to the bed
“WOW, little brother,” She sighed, “That was awesome.”
“Were not done yet,” I whispered to her moving up to kiss her again.
“Thank god,” she whispered back, “I need more.” I didn’t wait as soon as I was in position I slowly slid into her. We both moaned out as I entered her. We had done this before, yet this was different. It was like we weren’t the same two people we had been just a couple months ago. I came almost right after entering her. She smiled when I filled her pussy full of cum, running her fingers though my hair.
“There’s the toy store boy that I remember,” She lovingly.
“I love you,” It slipped out I hadn’t meant to say it, but when she had called me her toy store boy all my old feelings flooded me as I was still flooding her. When I had finish draining myself into her she held me. I was still hard and still inside her. I began to thrust again.
“Thank god you’re not done,” She whispered in my ear turning me on more. As I’ve said before sometimes the whispering thing is a major turn on.
I took things slow and rhythmically. Sucking her neck as I trust into her. She was shaking every few strokes now. I brought my hand up and began to tease her nipples causing her to have her second orgasm. Her pussy clamped down on me as her whole body convulsed. I kept thrusting through her orgasm, almost having a second one of my own.
“I’ve never had a seizure like that before,” Said through deep breaths, “I can’t take another like that right now.” She rolled me off of her, we lay sideways holding each other. That had been how I had always dreamed my first time with her would be. Our first time had been different because we had been set up. I felt cheated right now that this wasn’t our first time. Then I let that thought go. My first time should have been with Ash, it should’ve been the night Sara had died.
“That was everything I hoped it would be,” she said snuggling up to my chest. I thought about the two girls I’d had sex with in the last 24 hours. They were so very different. Abby was like she had been years ago, wild, raw, fast, and hard. Katie was the complete opposite, calm, slow, loving, and soft. Both were passionate in their love making but very different in the execution.
We held each other for a while I looked into Katie’s eyes and I discovered something I had never found before. As beautiful as her eyes were, they were just eyes. I stared into them looking for something that I didn’t find. I was looking for the ocean of blue to melt into, but I didn’t see it there. That ocean only lived in one place. I pulled her to me cheek to cheek to stop looking in her eyes. I tried to stop myself but I started crying.
“What’s wrong, Joey?” Katie asked me feeling my tears on her cheek. I didn’t know how to start. I’d had all this sex before I had even had time to fully process my break up and move into my new life.
“I broke up with Ash,” I said quietly turning away from her.
“Yeah, Well you had a list of questions, I guess we can start with this one,” she wiped the tear from my eye, “I love my aunt, do you think I really would’ve done anything with you behind her back?”
“I guess not.”
“Do you think if I didn’t know I wouldn’t have killed you for fucking Abby last night behind her back?”
“No. You would’ve ripped my nuts off.”
“Damn right. I’d never let you hurt that little girl.”
“But how did you know. It only happened two days ago?”
“Who else do you think she talked to about it? Who else knows about you guys, which she can talk to? God, you’re really thick some days little brother.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re right.”
“She called me a week ago. She said she thought she might be pregnant. I told her to talk to you about it.”
“She did, she wasn’t pregnant, we checked.”
“I know. She called me in the morning two days ago. She said she woke up to find a note next to her. She read me the note. Surprisingly it sounded strangely familiar.” She grinned a little at that. I couldn’t help but grin slightly at the parallel situation.
“I couldn’t look at her after what she had done.”
“That’s the one thing she didn’t explain, she said that the day before you guys had got into a fight about something. She didn’t say what. She just said you left without a goodbye and a note that said you were breaking up with her.”
I explained the whole story to her. I hadn’t been going to, but since it involved Katie herself, I thought I would just come out and say how we had been manipulated.
“That little Brat!” She exclaimed.
“I know, huh.”
“I’m so sorry, Joey, I could see the love in your eyes when you talked about her in July. I know you didn’t just love her; you were in love with her in your soul. I could see that then. That’s why I didn’t rat you out to mom. I saw something real there.”
“Yeah,” Is all I could get out. More tears welled in my eyes.
“I wish I could say I ever loved someone like that. I’ve only ever really loved you and Abby.”
“Yeah........” More tears came I couldn’t stop them. Katie pulled me to her again and rolled me on my back. She took my cock in her hand I got hard for her but still couldn’t stop the tears. She got on top of me, slowly sliding me into her. She leaned forward pressing her breasts to my chest, leaning forward to kiss the tears out of my eyes. She was forming tears for me now too.
She began rocking her hips while still lying on top of me. She kissed me gently on my cheek as she grinded herself on my cock. I was so emotionally hurt, and she had found a way to make me feel loved and feel pleasure at the same time. I couldn’t contain myself long in the emotional state I was in. I came in her again holding her to me like I thought I would never see her again if I let go.
By the time I had cum she had made my tears stop. I loved my sister so much at that moment. It was in that moment I fell in love with her again, I fell in love with her completely. I fell in love with her as my sister, my warm, loving and caring sister, willing to do anything for the brother she loved just as much.
“I love you; you’re the greatest sister anyone could hope for.”
“So I’m just you sister now? After all this?”
“You’ll never be just my sister,” I told her kissing her again, “Thank you for loving me so much.”
“I love my brother,” she grinned at me, “And I’m willing to prove that every day.”
I could hear foot steps behind the bedroom door. I moved up the bed and she slipped off of me. We both sat up against the headboard. There came a knock on the door, and Abby came in.
“It’s about lunch time now. Is it my turn yet?” she asked with a fake pout about her. She looked at my face and her pout went away.
“What’s wrong sweetie? Did everything cum up ok?” Abby joked, Katie just waved at her and she turned around, “I’ll go make us some lunch and we can have it in here.” She left the room again.
“What’s with her?” I asked, “She’s even more a sex maniac then when we dated.”
“Once she had sex the first time she became a sex addict. She had some crazy times. Now she’s just horny because you’re the first guy she’s been with since we got together.”
“Yeah, about that how did that happen?” I asked. Katie gave an indeterminate laugh.
“It’s funny how things work out. You know I’ve had a few boyfriends in my time.”
“Yeah, that’s kind of how we hooked up at Linda’s wedding. I think you were in a curiosity faze then.”
“To say the least, I never told you the half of it,” she laughed again.
“Well when I met Teagan she changed my life. I had never even thought about women before that. We became best friends and one night she kissed me. By then I was so close to her as a friend it felt comfortable and I let it happen.”
“Wow, that’s all it took was one kiss?”
“Well that kiss ended up going all night as it were,” she laughed again.
“I get it. So how does Abby just show up then?”
“Well I had always kept in touch with Abby. When I left my first year of college I still called her all the time. She was my best friend, before you guys started dating, if you remember.”
“I didn’t know you still talked after you left. She never told me.”
“Well with her thinking you cheated I’m sure there wasn’t a lot of talking going on.”
“Yeah, it took me over a month for her to even let me tell my side of the story.”
“Who do you think talked her into talking to you? I told her you wouldn’t ever cheat on anyone. I told her to talk to you. I just forgot that when she’s pissed off theirs no changing her mind.”
“Tell me about it,” I laughed.
“Tell you about what?” Abby asked coming in with a tray of cheese sandwiches.
“Nothing,” Katie said quietly. Abby handed the tray to Katie and hopped up on the bed on my other side.
“Hell with this,” she said whipping her bra off, “If everyone else is going to be naked in my bed then so am I.” We all laughed. I couldn’t believe I was sitting naked in bed with two of the hottest girls ever. I wondered for a minute if maybe I had crashed the car while jerking off and died, because right now I was in heaven, sexy heaven.
“So I don’t see any more tears,” Abby said sweetly, “What happened to make you so sad when you’re in here fucking my sexy girlfriend?”
“We were talking about him breaking up with his girlfriend.”
“Katie!” I exclaimed, I didn’t want the whole world knowing about the fact I had, had sex with an underage girl.
“Don’t worry,” Abby said taking a bite of sandwich, “I know all about all that.”
“Don’t worry, I didn’t betray you. Ash and I talked at the lodge. After I found out about you guys I wanted to hear it from her, that you guys were in love,” Katie paused to hand me a sandwich before picking one up herself, “Ash talked to me about everything so I thought it was only fair I tell her about Abby. She said she trusted Abby and I could tell her what was going on.”
“So you don’t think I’m trust worthy, huh,” Abby asked grabbing my balls and squeezing.
“NO! It’s fine!” I cried out. Katie laughed.
“That’s what I thought,” she exclaimed letting go and grinning.
“Anyway,” Katie continued, “I was upset when I broke up with Teagan, and I needed someone to confide in. I called Abby.”
“Oh I like this story!” She said excitedly, “Can I tell the next part?”
“Ok. I haven’t told him about you yet anyway. He doesn’t know about what happened to you after he moved.”
“Oh yeah that,” Abby’s face darkened, “I was hurt after you left. I realized I had just lost the nicest guy ever.”
Abby went into her story. After I had left she got sick of her mom’s rules. She realized that none of what had happened with us would have gone down if her mom hadn’t interfered. She said that realistically Sara wouldn’t have had the chance to sneak in on me had Abby been allowed to be around me that day. Then we wouldn’t have had to waist months not talking before I left.
She started to disobey her mom after I moved, she started dating this guy who had bought her flowers, wrote her poetry, and was always too shy to even hold her hand. Their first kiss she had to make the move on him because he was shaking so much. She said that they had been dating for two months in secret in school and whenever she could sneak out to see him.
That was when he asked her to prom. She was excited to go. She begged and begged her mom to let her out for one night. She was to be 18 in just a week. Her mom relented because it was her senior year and her last prom. She went out and got a fiery red dress and had her hair done up and all that. She loved the dance, and when it was over he asked if she wanted to go to a hotel party with him. She agreed to go thinking it would be fun.
At the hotel someone put something in her drink. I saw where this was going. I had kind of been through this only I knew her story didn’t have the happy ending mine did.
Abby went on to tell about how she had gone into a room with her sweet boy. The night had been so perfect, and her need for love so strong she had a physical need to have sex. She said other than kiss she hadn’t done anything with anyone since the day in the library. That had been almost a year earlier.
When in the room she started to feel some to the effects of the drug. She started kissing her boyfriend, next thing she knew he pulled her dress off, not to kindly, and had sex with her. She said there was no sweet loving like when she had fooled around with me. He simply pulled her dress off her, ripping it in places, unzipped his pants and took her cherry. She said the physical pleasure of the act had felt nice but, she just didn’t like how impersonal he had made her feel for her first time.
Abby teared up a little as she told the next part. It got worse. When he was done he came on her stomach and she realized by then she couldn’t move. It was then she realized that they had given her something. She was fully awake but completely immobilized. Then one by one his friends came in and took turns with her. Some were more gentle than others. No one hit her or physically abused her, her assault was all sexual. Just like that they came in had a turn, came on her and left.
When her boyfriend realized she was still awake he told her that the drug was supposed to have knocked her out as well as cause temporary muscle seizure. He looked at her and said, “Sorry babe.” Then he simply shrugged at her.
By the time she was able to move again she had lost track of how many she had taken. Some had gone two or three times. She knew it was at least 15. They had all pulled out and came on her in different places. Her boyfriend told her that if she tried to say anything they would all back each other up and say she had been drunk and didn’t know what really happened. Abby realized it was pointless to argue she just wanted to go home. Her perfect boyfriend then called her a whore and left her there in the hotel. She locked herself in the bathroom shaking and crying until morning.
Abby had tears now. I felt horrible this had happened to her. I wiped the tear away and kissed her. I pressed my forehead to hers. She smiled.
“I really missed you,” she said and kissed me again.
Abby went on with her story. She said that she finally worked up the nerve to take a shower and wash all the boys off her body. She put her ripped dress back on and walked home. Her mom had been worried sick for her. She wouldn’t tell her mom what had happened and for once her mom didn’t ask. Her mom saw how Abby looked when she came home and simply hugged her daughter for a long time. Abby went inside and changed her clothes and her mom held her the rest of the day.
The worst part of the incident came next; Abby’s mom took her to the doctor the next day to make sure she was ok. After tests had been done it was determined that due to what happened to her in the hotel that night, Abby would never be able to have children.
This was a turning point in Abby’s life. She graduated, barley, her grades had slipped the last month so far she was almost held back. She started smoking and skipping classes. She had been labeled a whore around the school. She said she knew how I had felt when everyone had turned on me.
After graduation she had given up her search for a nice guy and had gone through a bad boy faze. She said she wasn’t proud of it now but she had partied all the time and slept with a lot of men. She was in a really bad place.
“That’s when I called,” Katie chimed in, “When I finally got a hold of her she was working at a strip club, living behind the club in an RV.”
“Like I said I was in a bad place.”
“Well to understand what happened next, we have to back up a little,” Katie explained, “What Dad didn’t know is I had already left the dorm and moved in here with Teagan. That’s why I told him I would take care of finding the apartment a couple months ago. I just signed a new lease under his name.”
“This was you and you girlfriend’s apartment?”
“Yeah, we lived together for about 4 months. When we broke up she moved back to the dorms and I managed to keep the apartment. I thought I might give it up and go back to the dorms too, when Dad suggested we share a place off campus.”
“Lucky I ended up going here,” I grinned.
“Why do I think luck had nothing to do with it?” Abby asked. I simply shrugged smiling.
“Anyway, Katie calls me to talk about her break up and I tell her what’s going on with me. Katie being the great girl she is tells me she has an extra room and if I want to I can come up, find a job and be her roommate.”
The girls tell me about how the first time they see each other after so long they tear up right away and can’t stop hugging. Then Abby tells me a familiar story. She said it was her first time moving from home and she got lonely and home sick. She asks Katie if she can stay in her bed with her for one night.
At this point both girls blame the other for who made the first move in bed that night. I laugh at that. But in the end what they agree on is that night they realized they were more than just best friends.
“That was the first time I had ever been with a woman,” Abby says and I actually see a blush cross her cheek. I was surprised because nothing ever embarrassed her, “I never did sleep in the spare bed. Katie asked me to be her girlfriend the next morning.”
“That’s the real reason I came back early a few weeks ago. I felt I had been away from Abby long enough.”
“That’s so cute,” I told them, “You really missed her.”
“Yeah, but I was having a hard time with the guilt over what had happened between us at the lodge. I technically cheated on her. I thought she might break up with me. I came home to confess.”
“I won’t ever break up with her,” Abby said leaning over and grabbing her hand, she lifted it up and kissed it.
“I was scared though. I didn’t know how or what to tell her. It meant telling her all about us.”
“So how did you work it out?”
“We came to an agreement on your behalf. Abby can I tell him the truth?”
“He’s not a complete moron, he probably already knows.”
“What?” I asked.
“Abby and I are in love. But you still are and always will be her first love.” I turned to Abby pulling her into a hug.
“I don’t know how to feel about that,” I replied, “Don’t get me wrong. I wanted so much to be in love with you but when we were dating I was hiding a burning love for Katie. I’m so sorry I tried so hard to love you back.” Abby smiled and kissed me more gently then she ever had before.
“It’s ok. I know you love me more then you want to admit. If you’re not In Love with me it’s ok. I’m in love with Katie.”
“So your agreement?” I asked.
“When I finally got Katie to spit out what her problem was, we talked. She told me everything. I wasn’t actually surprised. I saw how you were with each other and I often wondered if I was imagining things. I guess I wasn’t.”
“I told Abby, I was so sorry I had slept with you. But I had lost control. I had wanted you for so long I broke down and gave in when you started kissing my neck. It’s like you knew my weak spot.” Katie winked at Abby.
“I loved Katie so much and I totally understood losing control. I told her no matter how much we love each other sometimes you just need a good dick to fuck. I said I would only ever be hurt if she slept with anyone else, except you.” Abby winked back at her.
“This brings us to the only question you asked I haven’t answered yet.” Katie paused and bit her lip.
“When Ash called and said that you guys broke up Abby and I talked and we figured with 3 horny college students in the house, sooner or later one of us was going to break and sleep with you.”
“Yeah, since I’ve wanted to fuck your brains out for years, even more so since Katie came home and told me what happened this summer. It made me so hot, and jealous.”
“Anyway, so Abby and I decided that if you wanted, we would all be a couple.”
“Really?” I asked, “How is that going to work?”
“Well officially as far as people outside the house are concerned, Abby is your girlfriend, and you and I are just brother and sister. Abby and love each other but were not quite ready to come out to the world yet,” Katie explained.
“But at home anyone is allowed to do anything they want with anyone they want.” Abby explained excitedly.
I didn’t answer. I looked at both beautiful girls; I knew I died in a car crash now. I get to sleep with Katie and Abby anytime I want? How could this be real? I’d be a fucking idiot to turn this down. Yet I still stepped back for a minute.
Sure sex would be awesome, but I didn’t love Abby, and my feelings for Katie had matured. But then again my feelings for Ash had changed too. I broke up with Ash. I was allowed to be with these girls. What was holding me back?
“Look he actually has to think about it,” Abby said after a couple minutes. She had a joking tone to her.
“He wouldn’t be him if he didn’t. That’s why I love him so much. He’s rationalizing it to himself so he doesn’t feel like a pig,” Katie replied.
“If he has to rationalize it then we didn’t fuck him hard enough,” Abby joked.
I ignored them; I ate my sandwich while thinking. What I was rationalizing wasn’t being involved with two girls. I was asking myself could I really be involved with them so close to leaving my time with Ashley. I was still so hurt. Granted they had done nothing but make me feel better since I had been here, but I was still so very emotionally unstable right now.
Abby finally broke me out of my trance by stroking my dick. After lunch and all that talking I was ready to go again. I slid down to lay on my back. Abby took the hint and climbed up on me. She slid down my cock and started grinding.
“God damn girl, you really know what you’re doing.” She didn’t answer in words she slowly began to lift up and come down grinding on the downward motion. I was losing my mind five strokes in. I reached up with my left arm and grabbed Katie’s neck pulling her into me with a kiss. I grabbed her breasts and played with her nipples while we kissed.
After a few minutes of nipple play Katie moved in front of Abby and began kissing her. Their kissing grew heavy as Abby rode me harder and harder as Katie kissed her. Katie swung her leg over me and wiggled her pussy to my lips. I thrust my tongue in her so hard eagerly licking her juices. With the double stimulation of two pussies I my whole body shuddered and seized up. I came harder than I had ever done before. I fell back to the bed.
“Oh no,” came two voices, “Were not done yet.”
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