Gender: Male Age: Secret Location: N/A
|Introduction: Just a short story|
This story is a little on the dark side
Delusional State of Mind
Hi, My names John and this is the story of how I meet and lost my soul mate.
I’m just your average guy, good looking most women would say. I’m 29, 5’11” and 185lbs.
I was born and raised in a small town, you know where everybody knows everyone and all
their secrets. After graduating from college I took a job at a hospital upstate, I was a
My career was going well but really didn’t have a social life, I was always the shy type around
women. My father had been killed in an auto mobile accident when I was a boy, so I was raised
by my mom. It was just after the 4th of July, I remember because I was at work and watch the
fire works out the hospital window.
Aunt Peggy called, mom was ill and had been for awhile but wouldn’t tell me herself. After some
discuss I found out mom had cancer and had maybe a year to live. I thought long and hard about
it and decided I couldn’t move mom from her home. I would move back and take care of her. It
was the least I could do after all she had done for me.
Uncle Frank came and picked me up and helped me move back to mom’s house. I don’t drive
since my father was killed in an auto accident. Money wasn’t an issue so I didn’t go back to
work, figuring I would focus on taking care of mom.
I spent my days taking care of mom, it was my 3rd week when I first seen her. She was walking
down the side walk in front our house. I was sitting on the porch with mom in the swing. My heart
skipped a beat when in seen her. She had long strawberry blonde hair that went midway down her
back. She was wearing a short summer dress which showed off her creamy white legs and nice butt.
She was very slim but short 4’9” which I liked, and small A cup breasts.
She looked to be in her early twenties. I watched as she stopped three houses down from us and
went inside. I asked mom about her, but she didn’t know her. The family that lived there was the
Rucker’s and they had 3 young children. Maybe she was the nanny since both parents worked.
I stayed on the porch until sunset but never got to see her again that evening. See never left my
mind though, I though about her all night. The next days I was determined to find out more, and
walked past the house. She was in the backyard playing with two young boys. I stood and
stared for several minutes until she looked my way. Our eyes meet and we shared our first
moment. I could feel my heart racing.
Mrs. Rucker came out the house “Hi John, I heard you had moved back, how’s your mother doing”
she say. “Good as can be expected” I reply. “Well why don’t I walk with you home and visit
with her” she offers. “I think she would like that Mrs. Rucker” I reply. I looked back as we leave,
our eye meet again for a brief moment before I feel Mrs. Rucker tug on my arm.
“Mrs. Rucker, what’s the young ladies name in the back yard” I ask as we walk toward my house.
“That’s Jenny, She’s our nanny, She’s 21 and single” Mrs. Rucker says with a little smile and wink.
Once at my house Mrs. Rucker went in and visited with mom, I sat out on the porch hoping
to see Jenny again.
Mom had a bad spell later that evening and we spent a few days in the hospital. Jenny was always
right there in my mind all I had to do was close my eyes. The doctors put her on some new meds
and sent us home. He also said fresh air would do her good, so I took mom to the park. I spotted
Jenny immediately, She looked like an angel laying in the grass on a little hill reading a book.
I sat with mom and watched her for a while. Her every move made my heart beat faster.
I studied her beautiful face, every expression she made as she read her book was burned
into my memory. Our eyes meet several times and I could feel the connection. I over came
my shyness and went sit next to her in the grass.
I never believed in love at first sight or soul mates. When I looked into her eyes only inches
from her, I could see she felt the same way I did, her eyes were sparkling as I’m sure mine
were. I started to lean in and kiss her and she lifted her head to meet me.
“What are you two kids up to” Mrs. Rucker says with a little giggle. My shyness quickly took
over and I gathered mom up and returned to the house. I spent the next few days thinking
about Jenny and kicking myself for not kissing her. I decided to take mom back to the park.
We sat on the bench for about an hour before Jenny and the two boys showed up. Jenny went
lay on the hill and opened her book. Today her butt was to me and she had a short skirt on, so I
Got a nice view several times of her panties and well rounded butt. She looked back several time
and smiled spreading her legs a little wider.
I finally had the courage once more and went sit next to her. “Hi, I’m John” I say. She smiles
“I’m Jenny” she replies. We sat there talking for a while until I seen Mrs. Rucker headed our
way. “Jenny” she called waving to her. As Jenny started to get up it was now or never, I
kissed her on the lips.
She smiled and giggled then ran off to meet Mrs. Rucker. I seen them talking and look my way
as I sat with mom on the bench. Jenny smiling as Mrs. Rucker came over and meet me. “Jenny is
young and shy John, she really does like you just give her some time. Maybe come by the house
one evening for dinner” she says.
I gathered up mom and we went home. Jenny was in my every thought now and I decided I would
just go for it and go visit her at her house. I had planned to go that night but mom had a spell.
She wasn’t doing well and it was almost a week before she felt good enough, that I was
comfortable leaving her alone. Even for the short walk to Jenny’s.
I sat on the porch that night and Mrs. Rucker left at 7 as she did most nights for work. I decided
tomorrow night I would go visit Jenny after Mrs. Rucker left maybe she would be less shy if
it were just us. I’d wait until 9 so the children would be asleep.
The next evening I waited until the lights went out in the boys room. I knocked on the door softly.
“Hi, John” Jenny says in a whisper and smiling. She takes my hand and leads me thru the dark
house and upstairs to her room. She was only wearing a t-shirt and panties and laid on her bed.
I sat on the bed beside her the room was dark except for the street light shinning thru the window.
I placed my hand on her stomach and leaned in slowly for a kiss. Her eyes opened and stared into
mine. Her hand grabbed mine and slide me down to her pussy. She moaned loudly as I touched her
pussy. I kissed her muffling her moans as I rubbed her now dripping wet pussy. Her whole body
was trembling now with anticipation as I slide a finger inside her.
Little tears streamed down her cheeks as she stared into my eyes, Her heart was pounding so
hard I could feel it on my mouth as I sucked on her breasts. She orgasmed again coating my
fingers in her cum. She had my shirt off and pants undue at this point and I stood and let
them fall to the floor.
She laid on her back and spread her legs for me as I slid back on top of her. My cock was hard
and as I pressed against her wet pussy she moaned loudly, I place my head at her hole and pushed
slowly. Her legs wrapped around my back and pulled me deeper. She was moaning, her nails digging
into my back, and tears of pleasure on her face. “I love you John” she says as I feel my cock
push thru her hymen. “I love you too Jenny” I say kissing her to muffle her moans.
She softly moaned as we made love for hours. I cam several times inside her, never once during
the night did I get soft or remove my cock from her. By sunrise she was sleeping peacefully with
a smile on her face. She looked like an angle as I slipped my cock from her and kissed her
goodnight. I dressed and returned home.
I had meet my soul mate tonight I would ask her to marry me I lay thinking in my bed.
THIS IS WHAT REALLY HAPPENED
“Mom, there’s a weird guy down the block he was staring at me as I passed today” Samantha says.
“Where at Honey” Mom says. “Mrs. Jenkins” she replies. “Oh, that’s her son John. You stay
away from him honey” mom says. “Why” Samantha asks.
“Well he just got released from a mental home. He’s been locked up there since he snapped and
killed his father and raped and killed his sister Jenny at age 15. Poor girl was your age when he
did it. Rumor is Mrs. Jenkins ran out of money to keep him there so they sent him home” mom
Samantha thought to herself why would a gone man be starting at her. She had just turned 9 a
few weeks before. She was 3’11” tall an 60lb, She had a flat chest, no but or hips and tooth picks
for legs. Samantha shrugged her shoulders and went out to play in the back yard with her little
The next afternoon while Samantha and her brothers played in the yard she got a chill down her
spine, you know that creepy feeling your being watched and she turns to see John staring at
her from the sidewalk. Her stomach turns and her legs get weak just from his creepy stare.
“Mom, that weirdo’s out front staring again” she yells to her mom.
Mrs. Rucker storms out the house grabbing John by the arm. “Come on you freak” she says
dragging him back toward his house. “Now stay at your own house” she says dropping him at
his porch. Mrs. Rucker went home and called the local police. Samantha watched as the
Mental health came and loaded John up. “Now you know we can only hold him 72 hours on an
involuntary commitment, Mrs. Rucker” The officer tells her.
Samantha laid on the hill as she did most days a the park reading her book as her brothers played.
mom gossiping with the other moms not far away. Samantha started getting that strange feeling
again. As she turn back she seen John staring at her from a bench across the way. She was scared
but it was a park full of people.
She relaxed a little but looked back several time and each time there he was just staring at her.
She looked back at her book and when she turn back he was there next to her. She was terrified
Unable to moved as he sat down. Her eyes fixed to his she was screaming but nothing came out
her mouth. Her little heart felt as though it was going to explode in her chest.
He started to lean down when she heard her mom yell “What the hell you think your doing John”
It startled him and he ran off, thank god. Her mom held her close as they watched John leave.
“Momma, I was so scared, I couldn’t do anything move scream nothing” Samantha says crying.
“You did good baby, last thing you want to do is freak out someone like him” mom tells her.
It was a few days before Samantha went back to the park. She laid on the hill looking
around every few minutes, she had that feeling she was being watched. She hadn’t
Spotted him until he was already standing beside her. He sit down “Hi, I’m John”
He say to her.
She panics stuttering “I’m Samantha” she says. He just stares at her talking so low she
can’t hear what he’s saying. She see her mom waving call her name. She builds the
courage up and as she tries to get up he kisses her on the lips.
Her stomach turns and she runs as fast as she can to her mom. Crying and she throws up
when she reach her mothers arms. Mrs. Rucker is boiling over now she goes meet John
where he sit on the bench. “You sick fucking bastard, if you ever touch, talk to, or even
Look at my baby girl again, I’ll kill you, you bastard” she yells at him.
Mrs. Rucker was a single mom and a nurse at the local hospital, she worked night shift
during the summer so she could be with her kids. Her babysitter was miss Perkins, the old
lady from 2 houses down. She was almost 90 and pretty much deaf but Mrs. Rucker was
stuck she was the only one willing to do it that she could afford.
Bed time was 9pm and Samantha was fast asleep in her bed. I was a warm night so she
just had her t-shirt and panties on and no covers. She was sound asleep when she felt a hand
on her stomach. Her eyes popped open and John was leaning in to kiss her. She screamed, but
Her covered her mouth with his.
She felt his hand sliding down toward her pussy and she grabbed it but she was to weak to
stop him. Her fear overwhelms her young body and she pisses herself as he fondles her.
Her mind went back to what her mom had said. He had raped his sister and killed
her, and his father when he caught him. She thought of her brothers in the next room.
She laid their crying and he fondled her trying to remain as quiet as possible for her brothers
sake. Her stomach turns and she pisses herself again as she feels his finger enter her. She let out
scream from the pain.
He stood up and removed his clothes, hers had already been ripped from her small body.
She tried holding her legs together but he was to strong and wedge himself between them.
She almost puke when she felt his hard cock pressed against her pussy.
All she could do is cry as she felt him ripping her apart as he entered her. He pushed thru her
Hymen. “I HATE YOU JOHN” she says. He mumbles “I love you too Jenny.” She dug her
nails into his back trying to claw his flesh from his body as he continued deeper into her.
ripping her virgin pussy as he went.
She could feel the blood flowing from her and pooling on the bed around her ass. She just laid
there sobbing, numb now to the pain as he fucked her and pumped his cum into her dying body.
Her heart pounded hard as it pumped the last of her blood slowly she bleed out about 12am.
Never screaming out for her brothers sake. John left her cold body shortly after sunrise.
Mrs. Perkins up now thought she seen the front door closed. She goes and check on the kids.
finding Samantha spread eagle on her bed in pool of her own blood. She calls the police,
everyone knew who it was and went straight to John’s house and arrested him. He was found
Not guilty by reason of mental defect.
Johns world ending.
Shortly after I left my soul mate as I lay in my bed dreaming of our future together. There
Was a knock on the door. It was the police Jenny had been killed in a car accident.
I could bear to stay there and returned to medical practice upstate.
One day maybe I’ll find love in your neighborhood.
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