Gender: Female Age: Secret Location: Canada, Manitoba
|Introduction: Sorry I haven't done this already.|
I look around the breakfast table at my three older brothers, Derby, Archer and Hunter. I'm the youngest and ,unfortunately for me, the only girl in my family.
Derby is the oldest at 17, he's pretty much the perfect first child. Perfect grades, perfect athlete and on top of all that he's the mayor of heart break city. I personally don't put alot of thought into his looks but even I have to say that he's really hot.
Thick, curly, copper colored hair and green eyes with a ring of gold surrounding his pupil. Clear pale skin with the perfect amount of freckles.
Archer is 16 and pretty much the amazing bad boy that all the girls swoon over. He's literally the stereotypical bad boy, motorcycle, lethear jacket, list of v-cards a mile long(and then some).
He has the same copper hair as Derby but it hangs straight down just past his ears. His eyes are probably his best feature, they're incredibly dark, like black dark.
Hunter is 15 but he's nothing like Archer or Derby. The only thing that's the same is the hair and even then only the color.
His hair is always standing on edge, like he was electrocuted and someone had a whole shit load of gel in his hair while he was getting shocked. His eyes have an intelligent look, they're literally half blue half green. Two rings perfectly over lapping each other.
Then there's me, the little baby. The last in line. Literally the ONLY girl in the family, not even a mother. Of course dear old mother left me something. If the first are given beauty then the last should get it too.
There are a few things totally the same with all of us. We all have copper colored hair, pale freckled skin, our good looks and our bodies. All of us are tall with (depending on the gender) curves or muscle.
Mine is literally cork screw curled going down to just above my rear end. But my eyes are a little odd. A weird silvery gray color. Probably the weirdest and first thing people notice about me.
"Hey Alice! Wake up and pass the milk" says Archer waving his hand in front of my face.
I jerk from my thoughts and give him a dirty look before grabbing the milk and passing it over.
"What can you possibly think about?" says Derby looking at me with the look of a confused teenager.
"What do you mean?" I ask him sensing some kind of insult.
"Well, to think you need a brain" he answers with a self-righteous smile.
I scowl at him and finish my breakfast. I've never liked school and as a 14 year old it certainly isn't fun considering I'm preparing for high school. Even the thought gives me shivers. I'll have to deal with even more heartsick girls drooling over my brothers.
"Everyone ready to go?" my dad asks us walking into the room.
If my brothers weren't bad enough my dad just makes it worse. He and mom were 16 when she got pregnant with Derby so he's still in his thirties. And, of course all the boys had to get their looks somewhere.
If anything age has only made him better looking. His copper hair is peppered with silver(your hair would be too if you had four kids) but without that he could pass for 25 max.
His eyes as black as Archer's have a mischievous look in them that says "I'm the kid who used to prank the teacher and date multiple girls in one week".
"Well of course" Archer says looking as cocky and self absorbed as ever.
"That means your actually ready to go to school. Not about to panic because you didn't get something done" Hunter clarifies finally speaking up over his book of something or other.
"I'm not going to panic about not getting it done" Archer smirks grabbing an apple and taking a bite out of it right near Hunter's head.
I toll my eyes again and start packing my bag. Books, lunch, music and finally my most important piece, my gum. I have this problem, I chew my nails alot so my dad is always buying me gum. It helps me from chewing my nails but sometimes I break down.
"Who needs a ride?" Derby asks us with a brotherly smile.
On top of being gorgeous, smart and popular, all of my brothers are the most loyal big brothers ever. They will beat up any guy who breaks my heart(they practically beat him up before I can date them).
And if a girl treats them like crap I'll mess her up too. We all look out for each other and that includes rides to school.
"Considering only you and I can drive"Archer answers sarcastically "And my bike is busted, I'm gonna guess all of us"
He was driving home from a date and he was distracted thinking about where he and his lovely new gal had ended up (if you catch my drift) so he wasn't really paying attention. Long story short, his bike was hugging and he isn't driving it for at least a couple more months.
"Then let's get going" Derby announces grabbing his packed bag and his keys off the counter.
Next went Archer then Hunter arms full of books and finally the little baby, me.
"Bye. Have a good day" our dad says hugging us all an waving at us.
He was a lawyer so he's usually busy but I've always wondered what he does on his days off. Like today.
The drive to school takes about ten minutes and I'm silent the whole time. I was bone tired from cramming last night.
Today I have an exam and I usually don't have to study too hard to get good grades but I was making sure I would do good this time. Just trying to live up to the brainiac above me in the family tree.
"Alice! Geez kid. Get some sleep. We're here and you can't stay awake long enough to get out if the car"Derby complains as he pulls open my door.
"What are you always thinking about?" Hunter asks looking at me like I'm insane.
"You do not want to know...." I trail off, trying to drop the conversation as quickly as possible.
"Well now that you've said we don't want to that. Makes us one of two thing. Suspicious and curious. In this case I think it's both" Derby says looking at me like he's guessing at my dirty little secret.
"Too bad for you" I say turning on my heel and heading for the middle school entrance.
There are hundreds of kids in our school and most of the females in it have crushes on my brothers and/or dad. Immediately I'm flooded with girls begging to know every detail about them and asking for anything personal.
As usual I ignore them and keep walking. I get to my locker and go through the usual motions. Get books. Leave books. Close door. Lock door. Leave. Something I'm completely used to.
Then I see my best friend in the world come walking down the hallway. Every school has there share of gays and my school is no exception. But what you don't expect is that the sister of the hottest guys in school will befriend the gayest 14 year old boy ever to walk this earth.
Phillip Class has been my best friend for a long time. It's ironic but we became friends when he started begging me for a chance to see my brothers. Of course I didn't give it to him but for some reason I took a liking for the gay boy.
Soon he wasn't asking if we could hang out at my house or if we could invite my brothers. Most people would think I'd use my big bros as a ticket to popularity but I've never wanted anything like that.
After a while Phillip didn't even care about my bros anymore, he just wanted to hang out with me.
"What does the fabulous Alice have planned for today? A trip down the rabbit hole perhaps?" it's one of our biggest jokes that I'm like the Alice from "Alice in Wonderland". In a way it's true. I'm always exploring I can't sit still.
"Not to the rabbit hole but maybe the looking glass. And you?" I answer him with a sly smirk.
"Nothing to do but accompany the young maiden" at that we walk off to our first class ,E.L.A., together.
As we're walking and talking about one thing or another, the most popular girl in school comes strutting down the hallway in our direction. Mandy Winston is the Queen, Princess and Empress of our school. She's the same age as me but we couldn't be anymore different.
She has the blackest hair you've ever seen and perfect skin the colour of caramel. Her eyes are the kind of blue that reach out and slap you across the face. Her personality is probably the exact opposite of her looks.
She's the literal definition of bitch and she uses that to her advantage. When someone falls for her they practically put themselves in an inescapable pit of snakes. She plays with their hearts and ,if they're nerds, with they're smarts too.
Another thing she does is practically worship my brothers. She is positive that she's going to marry at least one if them. I know what's coming the second we make eye contact.
"Alice, darling!" she's a rich snob too. Perfect vocab and everything "How are you today?" she asks me with a cold sneer at me and then Phillip.
"I'm fine. Thanks Mandy. How are you?" I ask her faking actual interest.
"Well, as you know the End of School dance is coming up" here it comes "And I was coming to ask if one of your brothers would like to escort me" she isn't the smartest either.
"Mandy. They can't escort you. They're in high school and you are in middle school" I answer her praying the bell will ring.
"Of course they can, but you still haven't answered my question" she continues waving her finger as if she's trying to reprimand me.
"Well Mandy. They have better things to do then take a girl one, two or three years younger then they are. Sorry to break it to you" I answer pushing past her and her two best friends.
The "Mandites" Phillip and call then. They die their hair black, put in blue contacts and spray tan their skin to look like Mandy.
"What are they doing? Hopefully not you" Mandy calls after me, obviously hitting my soft spot.
Before I can turn around and beat the crap out of her, Phillip wraps his arm around my waist and guides ne out of there.
"Mandy, could you please be a bitch somewhere else?" he yells over his shoulder.
It's the joke of the pea sized town that we live in. The beautiful siblings parents were cousins. That's why everyone says, but it's not true. Our parents weren't related.
It still gets me because my brothers aren't affected by it, but the little baby has been crying about it for years.
"Don't listen to her. She just wants to see you break" Phillip says by my side, his arm still wrapped around me.
If anybody besides him or my brothers touched me like that I would kick their asses, but right now I needed comfort. We were the only ones in the hallway so I laid my head on his shoulder and just walked beside him.
This is how it's always been. Mandy acts like a bitch. Phillip comforts me. I get better.
"Come on we have class" he stops an hugs me tightly before grabbing my hand and dragging me to the E.L.A room.
We get there a minute before the teacher and pretend like we were there the whole time sitting quietly.
The day went by quickly. I zoomed through the exam and I'm pretty sure I did good. By the last class I was ready and willing to head home and eliminate my homework.
"Okay class" Ms. Detenor says walking around the room to sign agenda's "Everyone have a good weekend. Better start getting ready for the dance" she finishes with a wink.
The End of School dance is infamous for deflowering fourteen year olds and beginning anyones career in illegal drugs, alcohol and/or cigarette dealing.
We all file out of the room and head for the parking lot. Phillip and I say out goodbyes. He has to meet his boyfriend at the malt shop downtown.
I feel happy for Phillip but when I see how they act all lovey dovey I wish I had that. The problem is all the guys are scared off by my brothers.
"Still solving world problems?" Archer asks coming up behind me and leaning on my shoulder.
"Nope and I'm still not telling you" i tell him with a little smirk.
"Then I guess you're walking home" he smirks holding up Derby's car keys and streaking away from me.
While I run after him think that Hunter must be with his friends and Derby must be practicing some sport or another. By the time I get to the car, Archer is already revving the engine.
"Are you gonna get in?" he asks rolling down the window.
All of a sudden I decide I want to walk home. We don't live far and the sun is at the perfect angle to take pictures (photography my secret passion).
"On second thought I'm gonna walk" I say backing up so he can pull out if the parking lot
"You sure?" he asks looking a little worried almost.
"Ya. I'll see ya. If dads there tell him I'm catching some pictures" I answer him quickly.
Usually our dad starts work right after our school day is over so we never know if he's there or not.
"Okay. I'll see ya later" Archer agrees rolling up the window and driving away.
I start walking down the road and come to the perfect place to take pictures. The sun is just behind a large cluster of apple trees and it's outlining every little detail. I take my camera out and get totally lost in the viewing lens.
When I've been taking pictures for about fifteen minutes I hear someone walking towards me. It sounded like more than one somebody. I turn and see Mandy and the Mandites all walking in step.
"What's wrong? Brothers banging some visiting relatives and you didn't want to watch?" Mandy sneers at me, making giggles escape from the glossed mouths of her minions.
"Why don't you go annoy someone else" I ask sarcastically putting away my stuff and walking away. But Mandy follows me.
"But you're so fun to annoy. Besides, I personally find incest a really big turn on" she says her face contorting with an evil grin and one of her erie blue eyes winking.
Her croonies are laughing there heads off now and I can feel the tears welling in my eyes.
I walk away as fast as u can but they follow me calling out all kinds of sick twisted remarks. "Which one did you fuck first!". "Do they have big dicks!". Everything they can think of that will torment me.
By the time we get to my street they've gone laughing and squealing in another direction. And I'm in tears. I try to get home as fast as I can but the words keep coming back to me.
When I stumble into my house I collapse on the couch and just bawl. I assume that I'm alone in the house. I didn't see any cars in the drive way so I just sit in the couch and cry.
"Alice? What's wrong?" I hear Archer ask me.
I put my head up and stare into his black eyes. He sits down beside me and the whole story pours out. Every comment, every giggle. All of it.
When I'm done he pulls me into his lap and slowly rocks me back and forth as I cry even more from remembering all of Mandy's sharp words.
"What do you think about what she's talking about?" Archer asks when my crying finally dies down.
"What do you mean?" I ask him still sitting in his lap.
"Well, Mandy is talking about incest. What do you think about incest?" he asks me looking as serious as he ever has.
"Well I know what it is but I don't really have an opinion on it" I answer him completely honestly and stare onto his eyes.
Then he does something completely unexpected. Archer, my big brother, the one who just listened to me bitch about a bitch, takes my face in his hands and gently places his lips on mine.
I can tell he's experienced because he takes it slow but eventually he's pulling me close and I'm moving closer to him. We keep kissing for what seems like hours.
When we finally break apart my lips feel cold from missing his touch. My cheeks feel hot from the absolute rush of adrenaline that he shot through me.
"What do you think about incest" he whispers in my ear before he gets up, goes to his room and closes the door locking it behind him.
All I can do is grab my stuff and run to my own room in the basement. When I get down there I collapse on the bed and touch my lips. What do I think about incest?
Well I truly don't know what to think. Was what i just did incestual? It didn't feel wrong it felt wonderful and amazing and so many other things that I can't specifically name right now.
"Alice! Phillip's on the phone!" I hear Derby holler from the top of the stairs. I guess he came home from wherever the hell he went
"Okay" is all I can say and reach out to grab the phone. "Hello?" I know it's Phillip but I use the questioning greeting out if habit.
"What are you doing right now?" I hear Phillips voice sad and distraught.
"Nothing" that's an absolute lie because I'm thinking about a million things right bow but I can tell something is wrong.
"Can you meet me at the Stop?" he asks. I wonder why he didn't suggest the malt shop where we usually meet but I agree to meet him there in fifteen minutes.
The Stop is probably one of the best places in town. It's a music store that has almost every artist, band or song that exists. Then someone decided to make it better by adding a coffee/pizza shop which pretty much made it the coolest place ever.
When I get there I see Phillip his eyes red and puffy from crying sitting at our usual table. The one place that is perfectly in the music and restaurant area. When he sees me he stands up until I'm standing right beside him.
"What happened?" I ask wrapping my arms around him and hugging him tight.
"Luke. He...he" I can tell something is wrong with Luke, Phillips boyfriend.
"What did he do?" I ask pulling away and sitting him down, pulling my seat closer to him so he could talk about it without everyone knowing.
"He broke up with me" immediately I know how bad this is. Phillip absolutely loves Luke. And the two are perfect for each other in the first case.
"Oh my god. Why would he do that?" I gasp, feeling anger rising in me. Phillip is my brother and I'm going to treat anyone who breaks his heart like they've got a death sentence.
"I don't know why, but last weekend. We were making out and it was going pretty fast and we for carried away and we....." Phillip trailed off with another deep sob.
"Lemme get this straight. He takes your v-card and then he dumps you? What kind of slime bucket does that!" I nearly yell the last part and I have to pull Phillip in for another hug so I don't immediately beat his asshole ex to a pulp.
"Oh Alice. I feel so cheap! He said that he loved me and that love lasts through anything." Phillip just can't say anymore. The last part he was barely talking. More like whispering.
We just sit there until a young waiter comes to take our order. I order the usual. We always get the same thing when we come here. Phillip extra large latte. Me medium iced coffee. It's just the little things that make you wish that everything wouldn't change.
I decided not to tell Phillip about Archer kissing me. He had enough on his plate right now. Once we were done our coffee we walked from the stop to his street. When we got to his house I gave him one more hug told him to call me and started in the direction of my own house.
It was almost nine o'clock now. Even though it was almost summer outside, the sky was dark. My house was as dark as outside. The boys must have went out again and dad must still be at the office.
I tiptoe down to my room and get ready for bed. Pajamas, teeth, hair and then just lay down and wait for sleep to come. But tonight sleep is the last thing on my mind.
Everything keeps swirling around in my head. Archer, kiss, Phillip, Luke, love, heartbreak, Mandy and all of that just keeps fighting for a chance in the spotlight.
"Alice? Are you still up?" I hear someone knocking on my door, buy I can't tell who it is.
"Come in" I answer sitting up in bed.
The door opens an in walks Archer. His face is beet red, Like he's embarrassed. My face turns as red as his. I curl my legs up so he can sit on the bed in front of me.
We sit in silence for a few minutes and then he clears his throat and starts to talk.
"I'm really sorry Alice. I didn't know what came over me" he said and then looked at me with and almost invisible look of longing.
And I could tell in a second. He had liked it as much as I had
"It's fine. Just don't tell dad or Derby or Hunter. Please?" I asked him, knowing full well that neither of us was going to breath a word about it.
"I won't tell as long as you don't" he agreed with a sly look in his eye. I sighed inwardly and thought "he needs to work on facial expression". I could tell in his eyes he wanted more.
"Okay then" I said trying to tell him with my eyes that I had liked it and I wanted the same as him.
I saw that he knew what I meant and he immediately pulled me close and kissed me as passionately as he first had. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled his body on top of mine. So we were laying down on my bed.
He broke away panting and started placing kisses on my neck. Somewhere deep inside my head there was a voice screaming how wrong this was, but it felt too good to listen.
Archer pulls the blanket away from between us, so only my nightgown and his T-shirt and jeans are between us. All of a sudden I hear the back door slam. My eyes shoot open and so do Archers. We pull away and I pull the blankets back over me.
"I'm home! Who missed me?" our dad hollers from upstairs.
??"To be continued" Archer says giving me one more soul-shaking kiss.
He jogs up the stairs and I can hear him greet dad, but I don't listen. I'm still reliving every moment of our kissing.
Eventually I fall asleep. When I do I dream of Archer and me.....well....we went farther than making out, that's all I'm gonna say.
When I wake up I remember it's Saturday and I have a free day. I already know Archer is spending the weekend with his now girlfriend so that puts an end to the "To be continued".
I decide to call Phillip and see if he wants to hang out(or drown his sorrows in ice cream), but his older sister is driving him to the lake so he can spend the weekend mending his heart a little bit.
With nothing else to do I head upstairs and start making breakfast. I'm a pretty good cook so as soon as I'm done Derby comes jogging down the stairs.
"Yummy" he says rubbing his hands together and grabbing a plate.
"Thank you for making breakfast Alice" I mumble, just loud enough for him to hear, in a pretty bad imitation of his voice "You're a great sister and I'm lucky to have you"
Derby laughs and distractedly thanks me, digging into pancakes, sausages, hashbrowns and baked peaches. I roll my eyes and fix up my own plate.
"Wheres Hunter?" I ask him.
"He's at a friends house for the weekend" Derby answers shoveling food into his mouth
"Dad?" I continue, trying nit to gag at the amount of food he is somehow fitting into his mouth.
"He's got that business meeting Winnipeg. Remember?" he says
"Oh right" I finish a little distracted. So everyone except Derby and I are gone or the weekend. Just us for two days. Dammit.
I've already committed incest with one of my brothers, I really don't need to do the same with another...
Once I'm done breakfast, I start hunting through our massive movie collection until I find something I like. I've always had a thing for those old movies where it's kinda pixelated and it's set a couple decades ago.
So I choose "The Breakfast Club". It's about these five teenagers who all have Saturday detention and they have nothing in common. That's all I know about it because I've only read the back cover so I pop it in a curl up on the couch.
So I'm watching the movie and then Derby comes in an sits down on the couch. We don't say anything, just keep watching the movie. Then it gets to a very awkward part.
There's five kids from totally different social groups. The rebel, the jock, the brain, the nutcase and the princess. At this awkward part the rebel is asking the princess if she's ever been felt up by a guy.
All of a sudden Derby turns to me and says "Have you ever done any of that?"
I'm startled but I manage to stutter our an answer "No. I've never done any of that"
"Good. If a guy ever tries to do that to you and you don't want it tell me. He'll get a good beating" he says it with a smile but I can tell in his eyes he's dead serious.
"What if I wanted him to do it?" I ask him, genuinely curious.
"I'll still beat him up" again he says it with a smile but his eyes were a dead give away.
I moved closer to him, so close I was practically in his lap, and said "What if it was you, would you beat yourself up?"
He just looks at me and then he gets a really sly looking smile. Derby starts to run his hands up and down my leg and my sides. "Well would you want me to do that?"
Before I can answer his mouth is on mine and he's kissing me rough. It feels almost as good as when I was with Archer. His hands start to slip under my nightgown, which I had decided to keep on.
Slowly, he worked his way up until his hands were on my bra gently massaging my breast throughout the thin fabric. I let a small gasp out, into his mouth and he gets an erie smile, like he's just getting warmed up.
Soon, I realize I was right, because his hands are now unclipping the bra strap and getting closer to my breasts. I realize we can't be doing this, but I can't make myself push him off or even whisper a word.
Finally I feel his hands massaging me. It's absolutely amazing and I can't even kiss him back from the feeling.
We continue like this for a little while longer, but we pull away when the phone rings. Immediately we both jump away from each other, like someone was about to walk in the room. Derby walks over and answers the phone.
"Hello?" he says.
"Ya. She's here" he answers and hands the phone to me.
"Alice?" it's Phillip.
"Hey Phil. I thought you were at the lake?"
"Ya I just wanted to call and ask if we could meet up as soon as I get back" he answers with an almost unnoticeable sadness in his voice.
All of a sudden I feel Derby come behind me and start kissing my neck gently. His hands slide back up my dress and it's all I can do not to gasp.
"Of course. You wanna call me when you get back?" I some how spit out.
"Ya. I'll see ya then" I can tell he's about to hang up ,and a part if me wants him to but I stop him.
"Are you doing okay?" I ask him, feeling Derby's hands traveling everywhere under my nightgown.
"I'm better. It's good that I can at least get away for a while. Thanks for asking. See ya" I can tell asking him made him feel a little better.
Now I really want to get off the phone. So I spit out a quick goodbye.
"No problem. I'll see ya when you get back" he hangs up and I drop the phone turning around in Derby's arms.
"So much for that movie" Derby whispers in my ear with a smile.
"I found something a little more interesting" I say putting a line of kisses down his neck and onto his collarbone.
"You know we should really stop this" he says pulling away with a worried look on his face.
"You're right. I'm sorry" I stutter my cheeks blushing crimson.
"It's not your fault. I started this" he sounded disappointed in himself.
"It's both of out faults. Yours as much as mine" I tell him.
"Okay. Just don't tell dad please?" he sounds terrified, like dad would beat him to pulp if he found out.
"Neither of us is going to tell. We'll just go on with life" I answer him.
"Okay" he agrees and turns around heading to his room to do god knows what.
I head to my room too and try to figure out what was going on. I had made out with two of my brothers and been felt up by one. What the hell was wrong with me? All of Mandy's talk was getting to me.
I was committing incest and that's illegal. What if anyone ever found out? Mandy would be preaching about how she was right and about how my family is a bunch of inbred hillbilly's.
I couldn't live with that. Why was I doing this in the first place? These were my brothers. I love them and they love me. We take care of each other an nothing has ever come between us.
I can't think right now. All I wantedto do was sleep for a while and think about this. So I got comfortable and totally conked out. Hopefully by the time I wake up I'll figure out what the helle to do. Or at least figure this out a little more.
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