Sorry these are so far-between (for anyone who likes these). Criticism Welcomed
In the weeks that followed my return home, Katelynn and I spoke often, texting, IMing, even calling on occasion. Though we rarely talked about what happened that last night in Virginia, we knew that it meant something to us both. Of course, being as shy as we are we never really said how we felt, or anything that was overly real about our futures, together or apart.
I knew that I was in love with her, above all else, she never judged me or acted condescending, she was just pleasant and fun to talk with. Every night we'd sit on our computers, talking on MSN with the webcam on so we could see each others faces. I would constantly try to make her laugh by making faces, dancing, making a general ass of myself just to see if I could make her smile just a little bit.
On one such night we found ourselves kind of bored; you see, when you talk to somebody every day you very quickly find out that there's very little to actually talk about. Subjects that were great for a conversation yesterday were practically useless the today and the day after that they were just boring. So we said our good nights, and me, not wanting to scare her away, told her "Sweet dreams.", even though I really wanted to tell her "I love you."
And then the night went on, Katelynn's mother had been very strict lately with school, so while Katelynn had to be asleep at 10p.m., I had the entire night to myself afterwords. So i scrolled the internet, leaving MSN open in case anyone else logged in. About 3 hours later, someone did. Christina, Katelynn's best friend, and my greatest verbal sparring partner.
I silently hoped that she'd see that Katelynn was offline and just leave, but that was the thing with Christina, she always wanted to talk to me, even though our conversations usually ended up with me telling her off for being a total bitch. Of course, I had no luck whatsoever in the making-Christina-leave department, and our conversation began.
Christina: Hey dork, what's up?
Me: Nothing much, how about you?
Christina: Same. My aunt keeps making me do the dishes, not just mine but everybodys, its her stupid son
who wont do his own and she makes me do them. wtf?
Me: You know, for someone who's getting a free ride from her aunt, you'd think doing the dishes is a small
price to pay, it's not like she's not giving you a place to live and food to eat.
Christina: That bitch never cooks, and we only get groceries once a month, and her son eats most of those,
THEN I HAVE TO DO THE DISHES!!!!
Me: It's really not that big a deal. I do the dishes once a week and you don't see me crying about it.
Christina: Fuck you! You don't get it at all, this place totally sucks!
After that she stopped IMing for a while, and I couldn't have been happier honestly. I kept surfing the net, to be honest, I watched a bit of porn, read a few stories on xnxx, this site I'd discovered about a year ago. But then, of course, the fiend came back from wherever she was, and I hoped it was doing a mountain of dishes the size of the Eiffel Tower.
Christina: I want to see New York next weekend, will you show me around? I want to hang out with somebody.
Me: Why don't you go see Katelynn, she'd love to see you.
Christina: She has school, besides, her mom's a total bitch. I want to see you anyways.
Me: Well, I guess I can hang out with you. I don't have anything better to do.
Christina: You know i purposely kept you and katelynn away from each other while you were here, right?
Me: What? Why the hell would you do that?
Christina: I saw you two messing around that night you headbutted me, I got jealous. I really didnt want
anything happening between you two.
Me: What the fuck Christina, she's my girlfriend.
Christina: I loved you before you even knew you had a crush on Katelynn.
Me: How do you know? I met Katelynn before you knew I existed, I could have liked her the instant I met her.
Christina: Didn't you hear me? I said I LOVE YOU.
Me: I was ignoring that, I was really, really hoping I misread it.
Christina: Why do you have to be such an ass? I'm just telling you I love you.
Me: Look, I like you, and if I hadn't met Katelynn, you'd definitely have a shot with me, but I thought it out, and
I love her. Why would you even tell me that?
Christina: I wanted you to know. Can I still come down next weekend?
Me: Can anything I say really stop you?
Christina: No, not really. I know where you live *Creepy stalker eyes*
Me: Haha, fine, I'll show you around the city.
The next week passed uneventfully, though I noticed that Katelynn didn't bring up Christina's visit. Neither did I, because I thought she'd be upset that we couldn't all hang out. But we still talked, even repeating ourselves if we had to. Until the day finally came.
The doorbell rang and I had an idea who it was this time, as I opened it however, I was tackled into a hug with Christina. "I've missed you, it's so boring all alone in North Carolina." I had completely forgotten that she'd moved the week after I left Virgina, maybe there was some merit to her boredom after all. "I've missed you too, I guess." I replied. Her aunt honked the truck horn and waved as she and her boyfriend pulled out of the driveway and drove off.
"So, where do you want to go first?" I inquired. "I don't know, what is there?" I laughed, "This is New York, there's everything here." Christina smiled at this, "Then show me around. I'll go wherever you want me to go." "Alright," I replied "but first you're gonna need a Metro, I don't drive so we're going to have to navigate by bus." So off we went to get the metro cards, and then we took the 61 to the mall.
For those of you who have never been to Staten Island, the mall is boring, it's not that it isn't big or the stores aren't pleasant. It's just that there's so little to do on Staten Island that the mall is someplace you visit often. So while Christina ran amok with a broad grin on her face, I trailed boredly along behind. Although, she did manage to make me smile a few times with an offhand joke, so I can't say that it was all bad.
Before I knew it we were back on the bus to my mom's house, it didn't feel like any time had passed at all, but the sun betrayed the hour with it's setting. "I'm STARVING" Christina whined, pulling my headphones out of my ear. "There's a 7-11 two stops from here, I'll get you something there, ok?" I didn't try to hide the agitation in my voice, I really hate when people interrupt my music. But that was it for her, she sat back contentedly in the bus seat until we made it to the stop right beside the Starbucks.
$6 dollars and a vomit hot dog and 2 slurpees later we were waiting at yet another bus stop, except now it was pouring. No, not raining, POURING. The water rushed down the hill towards us, my boots acting as a makeshift dam to keep her feet dry. I loved my steel toe boots at that moment. We joked about how the bus is never around when you need it, and the bus' arrival didn't slow that. It plowed through the rain like a knife through butter, but the water was almost above the door level. He stopped about 4 feet from the sidewalk and opened the door.
After a quiet ride through a horrific-looking storm Christina and I finally made it to my bus stop. We exited the bus and ran down the hill to my house as fast as we could. "I've never been this wet in my life!" Christina yelled behind me. I, of course, stopped where I stood and burst out laughing. "What?" She whined, stopping beside me. "That's what she said!" I managed to blurt out between spurts of giggling. My reward was a punch in the shoulder, and she raised her fist for another one. "Fine, no jokes for you, but you have to catch me if you want to hit me!" I called, resuming my running.
We arrived at my house and I gave her a pair of my pajama pants and a t-shirt for her to borrow while I put our clothes in the drier. I myself changed clothes after she left for the bathroom. She eventually came back with her usual obnoxiously stupid questions. "What's this hole in the crotch for?" She Inquired, I couldn't help busting out laughing. "It's for guys to piss through." She blushed a little and dropped the subject. "Staten Island is boring." Duh, I thought, it's an island. "I'll show you Manhattan tomorrow, you'll like that." Christina gave up at that and we watched television. There was a short pillow fight that my mother interrupted, but the night passed uneventfully. Eventually her aunt came to pick her up and take her to their hotel.
Morning came quickly and I found myself oddly excited to see Christina, maybe this wouldn't be so bad after all. She herself didn't show up for 2 hours, which I used to take a shower and eat breakfast, but she had apparently used trying to shake her aunt out of a drunken stupor. So we took the bus back to 7-11 and I bought her a bacon egg and cheese croissant. That actually worked out pretty well, then we were off to Manhattan.
Time flew bye as we ran around canal street and union square, Christina holding tight to the hood of my jacket and nearly pulling it off when she wanted to turn. We finally ended up at times square at about 8:00p.m. and her eyes lit up when she saw it. I had been to Times Square before, but even I had to admit that it was almost magical at night. She tore away and ran down the street, smiling and squealing. "Where are you going?" I called after her. "Wherever the lights take me!" Chris yelled back, grin streaking across her face.
I finally caught up with her in a massive crowd of people and took her hand. "Here," I firmly stated "now you won't get lost." She seemed to blush for an instant, then smiled back and said "Fine with me square." Our walking took us to the edge of Times Square and back, ultimately leading us to the giant Toys 'R Us. "That's just a waste." Christina remarked, pointing at the giant Twilight billboard on the Toys 'R Us building. "Yeah, but every girl these days wants to date a vampire." I replied. "I'll settle for this square.." She remarked under her breath. "What?" I asked, not having heard, just knowing that she'd mumbled something. "Nothing." Was the answer I got as she ran into the M&M Store, me in tow.
And so the night went, leading to Christina and I sitting in my room at midnight. Her aunt was drunk in a casino and her aunt's boyfriend had problems going over 35m.p.h. My mom however, had gone to sleep at 11 and said that we could hang out, but if she caught us doing anything she'd kill us. But I took that with the same grain of salt I took everything my mother said with.
Christina collapsed on my bed and dragged me down with her. A small wrestling match ensued, leading to me pinning her down to the bed and laughing. "Sorry about that." I said, releasing her. "No problem, I don't mind you touching me." She replied casually. "You really should watch who you say that to." I smiled, thinking myself clever. "Only to you." Christina whispered, her face slowly inching towards mine. It felt like I was being pulled into her, our lips gradually crashing together into a soft, tender kiss.
"I'm....um..... sorry?" I stammered, standing up and trying to figure out what was going on. "Shhhhhh." She whispered as our lips clashed again, her lips pushing mine open as she snaked her tongue into my mouth. My tongue met hers and they danced passionately across each other as she pulled me back onto the bed with her. Our bodies melted into each other and her legs wrapped around my waist. Her hips thrust into me and I ground back into them in turn, our making out growing more and more heated.
Again I stood up, breaking off our kiss, only to be pulled into another, more needful one. Her hands slowly traced down my body, ending at the slight bulge in my jeans. She shoved my pajamas and boxers to the ground, smiling as my cock rebounded and stood again upright. "I lied last night," she said, her voice smooth and soft in my ear "this is the wettest I've ever been in my life." With that she peeled my pajama pants her, taking her black panties with it.
I was dumbfounded. This never happened outside of porn movies, and it especially never happened to me. I was a nobody, I had few friends and of them maybe 3 were girls. Why was I even thinking this right now? There's a beautiful girl half naked who wants me inside her. With that I leaned in and kissed her again on the lips.
"Here," She pleaded, handing me a condom, "It's my first time, so be gentle please." I took it from her and smiled "As gentle as I can, I promise." Quickly I tore open the little wrapper and rolled the condom onto my small-ish cock. Christina pulled her t-shirt over her head and unsnapped her bra, letting her B-Cup breasts fall free. Her tits were amazing, with her nipples poking out at me invitingly; still I wondered why girls never have perfect boobs like in porno movies. But I loved them nonetheless as I softly groped them in my palms.
And here it was, my moment of truth, and the greatest of all my lies. I slid between Christina's legs and lined my dick up with her opening, rubbing slightly to lubricate it before pushing in the tip. Slowly I withdrew and pushed back in, little by little sinking my cock deeper into her pussy. I felt a tightness encompass me as I pushed, but there was little sensation to my thrusting. Christina smiled and pulled me further into her, letting out a slight gasp.
Soon I built up a steady rhythm, pumping my penis in and out of her cunt, feeling my orgasm slowly build up inside of me, but not the same sensation that I felt when I had jerked off, and definitely not the same as when Katelynn gave me a blowjob. Nevertheless I kept thrusting over and over as Christina gave little pants and gasps. Time seemed to stand still for those moments.
The bed creaked slightly in protest, but it wasn't loud enough to carry up the stairs, my humping became faster and more intense with each push. Her hands clawed into my ass as she kept pulling my into her with more and more force. My orgasm was coming up fast, and I knew there was nothing I could do about it. "I'm gonna cum." I moaned, it sounded a lot more manly in my mind. She pulled my face into her chest and my heart nearly stopped as I exploded into the little latex tube surrounding my cock. Harder and harder I thrust into Christina, trying to make my orgasm last forever.
We lay there for a few minutes after that, my wilting cock still inside her. My arms felt like they were about to give out but I held on as long as I could, staring down at her cute little lips that I had mauled with my own. Then her phone rang, her aunt was outside waiting for her, they were going to leave at 8:a.m. tomorrow. Both of us leapt to our feet and scurried around looking for our clothes. I almost forgot to take the condom off as I pulled my pants back up. We ran for the door and said our swift goodbyes, giving each other a secretive kiss before Christina ran off to meet her family.
I closed the front door and sighed in relief, staring at the living room in front of me. Perhaps I should just go to bed I though, dragging my feet downstairs, suddenly feeling very drowsy. I picked up my phone to check the time, it was 1:15a.m. I lasted about an hour for my first time, not bad! Then I opened my phone to check my messages. 8 New text messages and 3 calls. From Katelynn. Katelynn my girlfriend. What had I done?