I am a firm believer, that we have no more choice, as to what we are drawn to sexually, than we have over what our taste buds like, when we sit down at the table.
I was 11 almost 12 years old, when 2 older black boys took me into the empty building after school and coaxed me into doing " it " with them on the dirty floor, first one and then the other.
No, they weren't the first boys that made or got me to do it. Boys were always picking on me because I was so little and my butt stuck-out, like a black girls. And now the black boys at our school, were noticing it too.
As soon as they had me in the building, one of them started pulling his black dick out and showing it to me and said, " Come on, is it true, you like the dick?" And I felt my face getting hot and tried not to look at it. The shame that I felt because someone had told them, was unreal. I was so confused because I didn't really like boys but I was attracted to " The dick " and couldn't understand why.
That's when he moved it closer to me and reached out and took ahold of my hand, pulling it towards him and getting me to " feel it " while the other black boy stood there and watched.
I tried to look away, as he got me to '" feel it." But it still had the foreskin on it and I had never seen or felt one, like that. And the strange feeling of it in my hand, made me look down at it, every now and then.
When he saw that I wasn't afraid of it, he let go of my hand and just stood there letting me " feel it " while his little black boner, stuck-out more and more, from feeling my little hand on it.
I don't know how long he stood there, getting me to play with it. When I felt it wetting my hand and knew, that it was his precum starting to ooze out of the little hole in the end of it, the little peehole. And the next thing I knew, he made me kneeldown and got me to " Taste it."
As soon as he got me to taste it, he took ahold of my head, slid it into my mouth and said, " Suck it." Pushing it into my mouth to far and choking me with it, as it touched the back of my throat and made me gag on it.
The shame I felt, as I let go of it and let him try and push it down into my throat again, was unreal. Gagging on it, as both of them laughed at me and he pulled it back out and held it out to me saying, " Tell me, tell me you want it," but I couldn't. And the next thing I knew, they were pulling down my pants and then my underwear, as they held me down on the dirty floor.
The shame I felt as they saw my little boner, my little white boner sticking up, was unreal. It was like " it " was telling then that I liked what they were doing to me and excited them even more, as they flipped me over onto my stomach and the one that I had been sucking on, got on top of me and started dry fucking me, with his black boner. Working it back and forth, in the crease between my butt cheeks.
When he saw that I wasn't going to fight it, he reached down and started feeling for my little butt hole, with his black fingers. Rubbing on it, watching as my little white butt started responding to it and I sarted whimpering and moaning, " Nooo, nooo, please don't." So embarrassed because I liked it and they could see it, by the way my little butt was squirming and moving all around, as he rubbed on it, faster and faster.
All at once he pushed his finger tip up into me and I tried to scream, " No, " but nothing came out and the next thing I knew, he had the tip of his black boner against it and was pushing it up into me " aaagghhhhhhhhhhhh " " aaaaghhhhhhhhhhhh" " Noooooooooooooo " " Nooooooooooooo Stop "....................." It hurts .........It hurts " but he wouldn't stop and I felt his little boner, working back and forth in me, as he started fucking me, right there on the dirty floor. As the other black boy watched him and yelled at him to " hurry, before somebody comes " and he started working it in and out of me faster and faster.
" Oh shit he's tight, you should feel , what it's doing to my cock, up inside of there." And the other one said, " Well fuck, he should be tight, he's only 11 remember," hurry up, so I can fuck him too and we can get out of here, before somebody comes and catches us.
I don't even know when I started liking it. All I know is that one minute, I was crying and whimpering and the next thing I knew, all you could hear, was me going, ' Uh huh, Uh huh," as he fucked me and moaned, " Oh fuck, he likes it, listen to him."
The shame I felt as he felt my little white ass pushing up at him was unreal. It was like I had " No control " over it, it was doing it by itself, as it felt his little black boner, moving in and out of it, on the dirty floor.
All at once he moaned, " Oh shit, I can't fuck him anymore, I'm going to cum." And his little black boner, started jerking up inside of me, " Aggggggggggghhhhh " leaving his 3 or 4 drops of " Boy cum, " up inside of the little white boys asshole.
I had the strangest feeling, while he was squirting up into me. It was like I was supposed to let them fuck me. I don't know why.
As soon as he got off of me, the other black boy crawled onto me and put the end of his boner against my little now wet asshole and pushed, as hard as he could. Driving it all the way up into me, all the way to his dark kinky pubic.
The scream that came out of me, was never heard. Because as soon as he had it against my little asshole, he reached over and covered my mouth, with his black hand. Knowing before he even did me, that it was going to hurt me. Because his was much bigger, than the other black boys.
As soon as I stopped screaming, he let go of my mouth and slipped his hands under my little hips, pulling me up to it, so he could get it up into me, deeper and deeper. Grinding his black kinky pubic hair into and around my little asshole. Making me whimper and moan, as he worked his even bigger black boner in and out of me, until he squirted, just like the first black boy had done. Screaming, " Oh fuuuuuuuckkk " as he felt my little asshole squeezing and milking on it, the whole time he was squirting me.
As soon as the other black boy, saw he was through cuming in me, he said, " Come on, let's get out of here, before we get caught." And he raised up off of me and I felt his now limp cock, sliding out of me.
They left me laying on the dirty floor, with there black boys cum, still up inside of me and my little asshole twitching and throbbing, from the abuse that they had just given it.
When I got home, my little sister asked me, " Why, are you walking so funny?" And I felt my face getting hot and ran into the bathroom and took a long hot bath.
Thinking about how their boners had felt up inside of me, as I laid in the water and played with mine.
I knew that it wouldn't be the last time, that the 2 of got to me and it wasn't.
They had found a little white boy, a very young little white boy, that loved to take it up the ass. And they were more than willing to give it to him, everytime that they had a chance.