I am a firm believer, that we have no more choice, as to what we are drawn to sexually, than we have over what our taste buds like, when we sit down at the table.
This is a story about one of my babysitters [ an old black lady named Mabel] who taught me about sex, in a very gentle way. So, if that bothers you, please go read another story, because I can't change what happened.
I was 11 almost 12 years old, when it happened. I know 12 years old is pretty old now days, to be having a babysitter. But back then we had babysitter's until we were about 14 years old. Believe it or not.
Anyway one of my babysitter's [ my favorite ] was an old [ 50 maybe more ] black woman named Mabel. Mabel wasn't just a woman, she was a BIG woman and she had one of the biggest butts, that I've ever seen. It really stuck out and made her waddle, when she walked. NOOO, I'm not making fun of her, to be honest it was probably her big butt sticking out like that and me seeing it so much, that I'm A BUTTMAN today. I like big butts more than anything and NEVER FAIL TO TAKE A SECOND LOOK AT ONE, WHENEVER THE CHANCE PRESENTS ITS SELF.
I don't know how long Mabel had been with us, babysitting me when it it happened, maybe 6 weeks or so.
Anyway when I came home from school one day and I really had to pee and headed straight to the bathroom, pushing the partially open door open and started to go in, when I saw Mabel sitting on the white toilet, with her big legs spread, her dress pulled all the way up to her waist and saw that she was peeing. As I recovered and started saying I was sorry and was going to leave the bathroom, she said, " THAT'S ALRIGHT BABY, I'M ALMOST DONE, DON'T YOU WORRY ABOUT IT, YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO."
And I felt weird, as I stood there watching her, as she finished peeing and reached over a pulled on the little toilet paper roll, pulling 3 sheets off of it, crumpled them up in her black hand and that's when I saw " IT " for the very first time. As she reached down with her other hand and spread " IT " open, with her long black fingers.
" IT " looked like a blood rare steak does, when you cut it open, RED AND PINK AND JUICY INSIDE and I couldn't stop looking at it. It was WET and GLISTENING from HER FRESH PEE, THAT HAD JUST RAN DOWN THRU IT, WETTING THE SIDES, WETTING THE OPENING AND PROBABLY EVEN RUNNING DOWN FAR ENOUGH, TO EVEN WET HER LITTLE DARK WRINKLED ASSHOLE.
I watched her, like I was in some kind of trance, as SHE TOOK THE LITTLE WAD OF WHITE TOILET PAPER IN HER ONE HAND AND STARTED DABBING AT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN, BLOTTING THE WET PEE FROM IT, AS SHE HELD IT APART, WITH HER OTHER FINGERS.
I know when she looked up and SAW ME WATCHING HER BLOT IT, she SAW ME BLUSHING and I tried to stop watching but I couldn't.
I watched as she dropped the little wad of toilet paper down into the white toilet bowl and reached back and flushed it down. Getting up and having her large dress slide down over her big butt again and drop down towards the floor. That's right, she wasn't wearing any panties, I found out later that she never did, she didn't like them and hadn't worn any since she was little.
As she waddled past me, she whispered, " NOW YOU CAN GO BABY " and I felt really strange because after watching her doing that, I had forgotten that I had to pee. But I closed the door and stayed in there anyway because now I had a little boner.
The next day when I came home from school and walked past the bathroom, Mabel was sitting on the white toilet again, with her big legs spread wide and her dress hiked up all the way into her lap. Yes, she had left the door open.
She didn't even look shocked, when she saw me come in. In fact she asked me if I had to pee again, as I stood there looking at her pretty pussy and SAW THE FRESH PEE, GLISTENING ON IT.
I watched as she once again pulled 3 sheets of paper, from the little white toilet paper roll and crumpled them up in her fingers, reaching down with her other hand and spreading her pussy, with her wide spread fingers. Blotting it ever so gently and watching me, as she dropped the little wad of toilet paper into the white toilet bowl and flushed it.
This time SHE SAW MY LITTLE BONER, IN MY LEVIS and said " COME MERE BABY, I'LL TAKE CARE OF THAT " AND I CAME INTO THE BATHROOM WITH HER AND WATCHED, AS SHE PULLED ON THE TOILET PAPER ROLL AGAIN, THIS TIME TAKING 5 OR 6 SHEETS. CRUMPLING THEM IN HER HAND AND LAYING THE LITTLE WAD OF TOILET PAPER ON HER LAP.
i COULDN'T BELIEVE IT, AS SHE SLOWLY REACHED OUT AND STARTED UNDOING MY PANTS, PULLING THEM DOWN AND LETTING THEM FALL TO MY ANKLES. THEN SHE TOOK AHOLD OF MY UNDERWEAR AND STARTED PULLING THEM DOWN, UNTIL SHE UNCOVERED MY LITTLE BONER.
iT WAS ONLY ABOUT 3 INCHES THEN BUT IT WAS STICKING STRAIGHT OUT AND BY THE WAY SHE STARTED PLAYING WITH IT, I KNEW THAT SHE LIKED IT, SO I LET HER DO IT.
BASICALLY SHE WAS JACKING ME, AS I STOOD THERE IN FRONT OF HER AND EVERY NOW AND THEN, SHE'D LEAN FORWARD AND LICK IT ACROSS ITS LITTLE HEAD. nEVER GIVING IT MORE THAN ONE LICK, EVERYTIME THAT SHE DID IT.
SHE WAS SAYING, " NOW DON'T YOU SQUIRT ME BABY, I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN A BOY DOES THAT. YOU JUST TELL ME WHEN YOU HAVE TO SQUIRT AND I'LL TAKE CARE OF IT, OK " ? AND I HEARD MYSELF WHIMPERING AND SAING " UH HUH " AND THAT'S WHEN I LOST IT AND STARTED TELLING HER, " YOU BETTER STOP, YOU BETTER STOP " AND SHE GRABBED THE LITTLE WAD OF TOILET PAPER AND SLIPPED IT OVER THE LITTLE HEAD AND I WATCHED AS SHE DRAINNED MY LITTLE BALLS INTO IT.
I don't even remember leaving the bathroom, all I know is one minute I'm in there GETTING MY LITTLE BONER JACKED OFF BY MY OLD BLACK LADY BABY SITTER AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW, SHE'S GOT ME IN THE KITCHEN, FEEDING ME MILK AND COOKIES, ASKING ME IF I'M ALRIGHT AND I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER HER.
That night I fell asleep, while playing with my little boner but it wasn't the same, as feeling her long black fingers on it.
The next day, when I got home for school, there she was again. SITTING ON THE WHITE TOILLET, WITH HER HUGE BLACK LEGS SPREAD AND HER FRESH WET PEE, GLISTENING ON HER PRETTY PUSSY.
THIS TIME SHE DIDN'T REACH UP TO THE LITTLE ROLL OF WHITE TOILET PAPER. BECAUSE THIS TIME SHE DIDN'T WANT TO BLOT IT OFF, SHE WANTED TO KEEP IT WET, AS SHE KEPT CIRCLING THE TOP OF IT, WITH HER WET FINGERTIP.
ONCE AGAIN SHE LOOKED RIGHT AT ME, AS HER FINGERTIP WAS CIRCLING THE TOP OF IT, BARELY TOUCHING IT AND SHE SAID, " HAVE TO PEE BABY " AND WHEN SHE HEARD ME SAY, " NOOO, " SHE LET OUT A LITTLE MOAN AND SAID, " OH " LIKE SHE WAS DISAPPOINTED. AND THEN SHE DID SOMETHING THAT SHOCKED ME, AS SHE RAISED THE FINGERTIP, THAT SHE HAD BEEN RUBBING HERSELF WITH, UP TO HER MOUTH AND SLID HER TONGUE OUT AND TASTED IT. WHIMPERING AS SHE REACHED BACK DOWN AND STARTED THE LITTLE CIRCLES ALL OVER AGAIN. WATCHING ME, AS SHE DID IT.
IT WAS THE 3RD TIME SHE DID IT, THAT SHE LOOKED RIGHT AT ME AND WHISPERED, " COME MERE " AND POINTED TO THE FLOOR, DOWN IN FRONT OF HER.
I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE THE FEELINGS THAT WERE GOING THROUGH ME, AS I CAME ALL THE WAY INTO THE BATHROOM AND KNELTDOWN DOWN IN FRONT OF HER. IN BETWEEN HER HUGE BLACK LEGS AND WAS STARING RIGHT AT HER PRETTY PUSSY. HER PRETTY, STILL WET FROM HER FRESH PEE, PUSSY.
THAT'S WHEN SHE STOPPED RUBBING IT AGAIN, WITH HER FINGERTIP AND WHISPERED, " STICK YOUR TONGUE OUT " AND I DID AND SHE TOUCHED IT, WITH HER FINGERTIP AND WHISPERED " TASTE IT " AND I PULLED MY LITTLE TONGUE BACK IN TO MY MOUTH, TASTING IT, MAKING HER HAPPY. I KNEW THIS BECAUSE SHE MOANED AND SAID, " OH BABY " WHEN SHE SAW ME DOING IT.
I KINDA UNDERSTOOD THAT I WAS TASTING HER PEE, WHAT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND YET, WAS THAT I WAS ALSO TASTING HER JUICES AND THAT THAT WAS WHAT WAS MAKING IT TASTE SWEET AND NOT HER PEE, LIKE I WAS THINKING.
i STILL COULDN'T GET OVER HOW HE PUSSY WAS FLARED OPEN LIKE THAT, LIKE A FLOWER. LIKE IT WAS INVITING ME INTO IT, BY SHOWING ME ITS PRETTY RED AND PINK INSIDES. GLISTENING EVEN MORE BECAUSE SHE HAD PEED.
SHE WAS ASKING ME IF I HAD EVER SEEN A PUSSY UP THAT CLOSE BEFORE AND WHEN SHE HEARD ME WHIMPER AND ANSWER " NOOO " SHE REACHED DOWN AND TOUCHED THE FOLDS OF DARK SKIN ALONG THE SIDES OF IT, ONE ON EACH SIDE AND TOLD ME THAT THEY WERE HER " LIPS, HER OUTER LIPS " AND I ASKED HER IF ANY BOYS HAD EVER KISSED HER DOWN THERE, SINCE SHE WAS CALLING THEM HER LIPS AND SHE MOANED AND SAID " UH HUH AND EVEN AFEW WHITE BOYS, WHEN I WAS REALLY YOUNGER. "
i COULDN'T STOP LOOKING AT THEM, I GUESS BECAUSE THEY WERE SO HUGE. EACH ONE OF THEM LOOKING BIG ENOUGH TO FOLD ACROSS AND COVER OVER HALF OF HER PRETTYPUSSY. AND THERE WERE 2 OF THEM. I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THEY WERE THAT BIG, FROM HER BEING STRETCHED BY HUGE BLACK COCKS FUCKING HER SO MUCH, WHEN SHE WAS LITTLER. AND NOW FROM BEING ENGORGED WITH HER BLOOD, LIKE A BOYS BONER GETS BECAUSE SHE HAD BEEN PLAYING WITH HERSELF AND LETTING ME WATCH HER.
tHAT'S WHEN SHE QUIT RUBBING LITTLE CIRCLES ON THE TOP OF IT AND MOVED HER HAND AWAY, SHOWING ME THE LITTLE THING STICKING OUT , AT THE VERY TOP. JUST UNDER HER SWOLLEN LIPS AND I SWEAR, IT LOOKED LIKE A LITTLE BOYS PENIS, ONLY SMALLER. AND THAT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND AT ALL, ESPECIALLY WHEN NOT LOMG AFTER SHE QUIT RUBBING ON IT, IT SLID BACK UP INSIDE OF HER, LIKE IT HAD NEVER EVEN BEEN THERE.
ALL AT ONCE SHE WAS ASKING ME, IF I HAD A BONER AND WHEN I WHISPERED " UH HUH " SHE SAID, " LET ME SEE IT " AND I STOOD UP AND TOOK IT OUT, FOR HER.
I WATCHED AS SHE TOOK AHOLD OF IT WITH HER LEFT HAND AND STARTED WORKING IT BACK AND FORTH, WITH HER LONG BLACK FINGERS. WHILE SHE RUBBED THE TOP OF HER PUSSY AGAIN, LIGHTLY WITH HER FINGERTIP. WHISPERING " PEE.........PEE..............PEE BABY....................PLEASE," AS SHE SLIPPED HER WARM MOUTH OVER THE END OF IT AND STARTED SUCKING ON IT GENTLY AND I COULDN'T HELP IT, I STARTED TO PEE. LOSING IT AS I WATCHED AND LISTENED TO HER DRINKING IT. DRINKING MY WARM BOY PEE. AS HER BIG HIPS BUCKED .......................AND JERKED .........................AND SHE STARTED QUIVERING ALL OVER, ..........ON THE WHITE TOILET.
I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS HAPPENING TO HER AND TO BE HONEST, WHEN SHE QUIT SUCKING ON THE END OF MY LITTLE DICK, I LEFT THE BATHROOM AND RAN UP INTO MY ROOM. I DON'T KNOW, IF I THOUGHT I HAD HURT HER BECAUSE I HADN'T DONE ANYTHING BUT PEE. BUT I STILL DIDN'T UNDERSTAND AND I WENT TO BED THAT NIGHT, NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT HAD HAPPENED IN THE BATHROOM AT ALL.
I KNOW THAT THAT SOUNDS STUPID BUT REMEMBER, I WAS ONLY 11 ALMOST 12 YEARS OLD. AND A WOMAN HAVING A CLIMAX AND JERKING AND QUIVERING LIKE THAT WAS SCAREY TO ME, AS SILLY AS THAT MAY SOUND.
I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT, WHEN I CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL, THE NEXT DAY. WAS SHE GOING TO BE MAD AT ME ? HAD I HURT HER ? WAS SHE GOING TO TELL ON ME ? ALL KINDS OF THINGS, WERE GOING THROUGH MY MIND WHEN I GOT THERE. BUT THERE SHE WAS AGAIN, SITTING ON THE WHITE TOILET, WITH HER HUGE BLACK LEGS SPREAD AND HER FRESH PEE, STILL RUNNING DOWN HER PUSSY.
AND THAT'S WHEN I HAD MY FIRST INKLING ABOUT THE FEMALE CLIMAX. AND THAT BEING, IF YOU MADE THEM FEEL GOOD, REALLY GOOD, THAT THEY'LL COME BACK FOR MORE. AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT SHE WAS DOING, AS SHE QUIETLY POINTED TO THE FLOOR AND ONCE AGAIN, I GOT DOWN IN FRONT OF HER BUT THIS TIME INSTEAD OF HER RUBBING AND MAKING THE LITTLE THING COME OUT, SHE GENTLY PULLED ME TO HER AND GOT ME TO LICK HER THERE, UNTIL IT SLID OUT.
WHAT HAPPENED NEXT, I'M EMBARRAASED TO TALK ABOUT, EVEN TODAY, AFTER ALL OF THESE YEARS. NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT SHE GOT ME TO DO BUT BECAUSE OF THE WAY SHE SAID IT, TO GET ME TO DO IT AND I DID.
SHE WAS TELLING ME TO LICK HER UP THERE AND MAKE HER " LITTLE MAN IN THE BOAT COME OUT ", THAT I COULD HAVE HANDLED BUT SHE SAID IT DIFFERENT THAN THAT AND THATS, WHAT I FELT SHAME ABOUT FOR ALL OF THESE YEARS. BECAUSE SHE SAID, " LICK IT BABY AND MAKE MY LITTLE MAN IN THE BOAT COME OUT AND SUCK ON HIS LITTLE PEE PEE." AND I DID. AS SOON AS IT SLID OUT, LOOKING LIKE A LITTLE BOYS PENIS, I SLIPPED MY MOUTH OVER IT AND STARTED SUCKING ON IT GENTLY, " GIVING HIM A BLOWJOB, " WHILE SHE WAS SITTING THERE ON THE WHITE TOILET WATCHING ME AND KNEW THAT " I WAS GETTING INTO IT, REALLY GETTING INTO IT, SUCKING HIS LITTLE DICK." GETTING INTO IT SO MUCH, THAT I HAD SQUIRTED MY BOY CUM, OUT OF MY LITTLE BONER. JUST FROM THINKING ABOUT WHAT SHE WAS GETTING ME TO DO, " SUCK ON HER LITTLE OLDMAN'S BONER." i ACTUALLY WENT TO BED THAT NIGHT, FEELING LIKE SHE HAD GOTTEN ME TO GIVE A LITTLE OLDMAN A BLOWJOB. i HAD GOTTEN INTO TO IT, THAT FAR.
ONCE AGAIN HER HUGE BODY STARTED TO BUCK AND JERK, ON THE WHITE TOILET AND THEN THE QUIVERING AND MOANING STARTED, AS HER SWEET JUICES, WET MY MOUTH AND LITTLE TONGUE.
SOME DAYS SHE'D GET ME TO LICK AND SUCK ON HER AND OTHER DAYS SHE WOULD DO IT TO ME. SO I GUESS WHAT I'M SAYING, IS THAT BOTH OF US STAYED PRETTY HAPPY.
THEN IT ENDED, AS ABRUPTLY AS IT HAD BEGUN. WHEN I CAME HOME FROM SCHOOL ONE DAY AND SHE WAS GONE AND ANOTHER BLACK WOMAN BABYSITTER NAMED " ESTHER " WAS THERE AND TOLD ME THAT MABEL HAD TO GO BACK EAST TO HER FAMILY AND THAT SHE WOULD BE MY NEW BABYSITTER. IT WASN'T A GOOD DAY FOR ME, BELIEVE ME.
WHEN I WAS WALKING HOME FROM SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY, I HAD THE FEELING OF NOTHING TO GO HOME TOO. IT WAS LIKE I WAS LOST, WITHOUT MABEL, SOMETHING THAT I HADN'T KNOWN, UNTIL IT WAS TO LATE BECAUSE SHE WAS ALREADY GONE.
WHEN I FINALLY GOT HOME AND WENT INSIDE, IT WAS QUIET,REALLY QUIET AND SEEMED LIKE A HOUSE THAT NOBODY HAD EVER LIVED IN. IT WAS THE STRANGEST FEELING AS I HEADED TOWARDS MY ROOM AND AS I PASSED THE BATHROOM,............ .....THERE SHE WAS, SITTING ON THE WHITE TOILET. ................ WITH HER HUGE BLACK THIGHS SPREAD,................... JUST LIKE MABEL HAD AND HER DRESS PULLED ALL THE WAY UP ONTO HER LAP, SHOWING ME HER PRETTY BLACK PUSSY AND SAYING ........................." COME ON BABY, MABEL TOLD ME ALL ABOUT YOU AND I GOT WHAT YOU NEED, RIGHT HERE " ...................AS SHE REACHED DOWN AND SPREAD HER PRETTY PUSSY..........................SHOWING ME THAT IT WAS STILL GLISTENING, WITH HER FRESH PEE............................,HOLDING IT APART,...... WITH HER LONG BLACK FINGERS AND WATCHED ...........AS I CAME INTO THE BATHROOM,........................ KNEELING DOWN IN FRONT OF HER....................... AND LETTING HER GUIDE ME TO HER......................................... " LITTLE MAN IN THE BOAT " AND WATCHING AS I LICKED AND SUCKED ON IT...............CARESSING IT WITH MY LITTLE TONGUE AND SOFT WARM LIPS.............. " THAT'S IT BABY, SUCK ON IT," ..................".SUCK ON HIS LITTLE DICK,"....................." YOU LIKE SUCKING ON HIS LITTLE DICK, DON'T YOU BABY? "..................." DON'T WORRY BABY, I WON'T TELL"........................JUST GIVE HIM A BLOWJOB AND LET ME WATCH YOU " ..................................AND I DID. ....................EMBARRASSED WITH HER WATCHING ME AND SAYING,......." THAT'S IT , THAT'S IT SUCK IT, SUCK HIS LITTLE DICK "...............OVER AND OVER............. THE WHOLE TIME I WAS SUCKING IT................. AND SOMEHOW FEELING THAT SHE KNEW, ......................SHE KNEW...................THAT BY THE WAY THAT I WAS SUCKING ON IT ...........AND LIKING IT. .................. " THAT SOMEDAY "..............." I'D BE GIVING A LITTLE OLD MAN ..................OR LITTLE OLD MEN,............................. A BLOWJOB TOO."