During my transition from junior high to high school I was with this girl Liza. I mean we were kids, but we felt love for one another. We broke up early into our freshmen year; we didn’t see each other due to her Mom.
I’m a senior now and I’ve had some relationships that haven’t quiet been the greatest. Sure I had feelings for them, but I always look back and compared it to my time with her, and even though I went further with the other girls, they didn’t meant as much to me as she did. We lost contact over our high school, but I saw her today for the first time in years.
She was in the hall way during class, crying around some lockers. I didn’t want to not say anything just because of our history, but something didn’t feel right talking to her in such an emotional state, she might say things she doesn’t mean. I walked up to her.
“Hey are you alright?”
She looked up, her tear drenched eyes seemed to lighten when she saw me.
“Its nothing Ed…I’m fine.”
Now I know that’s bull shit, “I’m fine” is a clear indicator.
“C’mon you think I’m an idiot?”
Tears came to her eyes again. She was silent for a bit.
“It’s my boyfriend, he’s being stupid and I just can’t take it anymore. I’ve been waiting so long for him to commit. He just won’t, he doesn’t even like people seeing us in public.”
I took a second to think. What is this guy? Retarded? This girl has some looks. She is a cute light skin beauty; her long model legs only compliment her cut curves and tight slender body. She wasn’t your perky teen; she had the body of a woman. Her brown hair was naturally curly, but she straighten it today, that’s one of her looks that had me attracted to her, and her brown eyes.
“Sounds like he is no good, why do you stick around?”
She dried her tears on her hand and got off the ground. She faced me.
“I don’t know. He treats me so good, but at the same time he doesn’t want the world to know about us.” She got teary-eyed. “I can’t take it anymore.”
She fell into me and I instinctively put my arms around her, maybe a little too intimately, but I wasn’t really aware. She cried into my chest and I held her.
“Thank you Ed, I thought you hated me all this time, you know after everything.”
I thought about the past, a lot has happened, but I guess I put that behind me when I came over here.
“I know our relationship over the past few years hasn’t been good, but I am who I am, and who I am wouldn’t let you sit there crying.”
She looked up into my eyes, and I into hers. I saw happiness. I don’t know what I’m feeling, but it’s good. She feels warm against my chest. Her tense body relaxed a bit more and cuddled closer to me. If only I knew what she was thinking right now.
“Ok people get to class.” The Dean of Seniors was behind us with a disgruntled look on his face. “Save it for after school hours please.”
“Sorry Sir.” We both spoke at the same time.
We let go of each other, said goodbye, and went back to class.
I opened up the door and walked back into class. It’s funny; every time someone enters the room they focus all attention to them instead of the teacher. I turned and signed back in, everyone else resumed listening to the lecture. I sat next to my friend Sean. Now there is a skill to talking during class. You can be an idiot and talk or you can txt. We all sit at flat desks and are allowed to have our bags on the table, I pulled out my droid and put it against my bag.
Yo why is your shirt wet?
Long story, I ran into Liza in the hall way.
Mr. Quinn turned from the white board, gave everyone a snoopy glance and turned around.
Are you ok?
I’m fine, she was having it rough. We hugged that’s all, her tears must have got my shirt wet.
So is she ok?
Yeah, it was just boyfriend drama. They broke up and she was crying against the lockers when I saw her. Hopefully I helped her along.
To in-depth to think about it, Mr. Quinn snuck up behind us and grabbed our phones,
“You can get them after class.”
* * * * *
I don’t know why but I couldn’t stop thinking about her. It has been two days since then and I haven’t seen her in school. Maybe it’s because I haven’t seen her in a long time, I’m not sure but she has me going nuts. The door opened.
“Do you have a charger?” My Mom asked.
I took out my ear buds and pulled the cord from the wall. I handed it to her without saying anything.
She closed the door.
New Text from Unknown:
Hey, thanks for being there for me in school a few days ago, you really helped me out.
My pleasure, I know we haven’t talked in awhile, but I couldn’t just leave you there.
Thank you, oh I decided you were right, that he wasn’t worth it.
Good for you Liza
Yeah, only now I don’t have any plans for the weekend and tomorrow is Friday!
Though I hate it sometimes, I love how I am impulsive.
My friend Jenna is having her 18th birthday party tomorrow, I’m sure she wouldn’t mind if I brought you along.
I’ll takes that as a “Yes” haha
* * * * *
I waited a few minutes. Tonight was going to be fun. We are all going to be drinking and merry and she is going to have a good time. The car opened.
She got in and hugged me.
“So are you ready for tonight?”
A smile stretched across her face.
“Been ready forever.”
The car ride over was fun. The radio had nothing good on so we just talked the whole time. We talked about life, ethics, even children. So much I thought about her had changed in 3 years; it was like we were meeting for the first time.
We pulled into my friends drive way. When were both greeted by my friend Glen, who was hosting the party. In truth he and Jenna were friends, but he had the party so she would bring her friends.
“Sup Ed? Who’s the chick?”
“Yo man, this is Liza, mind if she tags along?”
“More the merrier man, welcome!” He opened up his arms for a hug, “Are you ready?”
“For?” she hugged him.
“The best damn night of your life.”
* * * * *
When we got downstairs I saw my friends, and a lot of people I knew, some strangers. Mike and John were at the reut table, playing doubles with two girls who I had seen in school, but didn’t really know, I believe Alyx and Katie, and Sean was watching. There were 3 couches and a love sac, the first one had my friend Luke and Tyler, between them were Brianna, Anna, and Jenna. On the second was my friend Derek, he was lying down under a blanket, out already. Everyone else was walking around talking or watching TV. Glen liked to go all out; he had 2 light stands that had purple lights brightening up the main room and a red and white light for the Bay Reut corner. I motioned for Liza to go to the empty couch and I went to the bar. My friend Nick was the bartender for the night.
“Dude you’re here! Welcome shots!”
Sean yelled from the corner. “Line Up!”
Mike, John, and Sean came over to the bar and Nick poured out 5 shots. We all lined up, what can I say, its tradition.
We all took a shot, Nick refilled.
Down the Hatch.
Last one is always easiest.
Everyone was watching and laughing.
“Yo Nick I need a rum an’ coke and a vod an’ cran.”
He pointed to me and smiled. As he poured the drinks I turned around and fist bumped Glen, who was walking toward the stairs with a girl I didn’t know under his arm. I noticed Liza was getting along with some of the girls, this is going to be a good night.
“Hey Ed! We have winner!”
I looked over to see the girl of the night looking at me. I turned around and grabbed the drinks. I walked over to Liza and gave her one of the drinks.
“I have business to attend to over at the table, I’ll see you later,” I smiled at her and handed off the drink. She smiled.
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t approve of,” she said in a semi serious-joking voice.
I looked up to see Jenna watching me, she smiled when she noticed. The game just ended, Mike and Katie won.
“Rack em’ up,” Mike said.
Jenna and I racked them while quietly shit talking. The sauce was taking effect, time to get dirty.
“Watch this,” I said with confidence. I bounced the pong ball and curved it slightly, dunking the left corner.
“All luck man,” said Mike.
“Damn,” laughed Katie.
“C’mon now get us balls back!” I told Jenna.
She took aim, sunk the front cup. I lifted her up the air, both of us yelling. It’s a party, I wouldn’t be having fun if I didn’t go over the top.
They were down to 1 cup now and Jenna had already missed the shot.
“You got nothing Ed, you’re nothing,” said Mike.
“I don’t intimidate easily,” I laughed. “Alright I need to get this one in, like the rest of them. I carried the team here.”
Jenna looked over, a drunken smile on her face.
“What? You saying I didn’t do anything here?”
“You got that one cup in.”
She leaned over and whispered, “Why don’t I show you how good of teammate I am?” she moved away from me, a large red faced grin showed me what she wanted, me. “What if I make this in for you? Do I get something?”
Ideas sparked in her eyes, “Hmm how about a kiss?”
I positioned my hand; “Kobe!” pulled back a little bit and threw it. It didn’t look like it at first, but somehow I made it in.
“Ohh! Game Over B-atch!”
Jenna threw her hands up, Mike and Katie yelled in awe.
“Next time Mike,” I told him while giving dabs.
Katie grabbed Mike’s hand and brought him over to the love sac. I turned around to face my trophy.
“So, how about this kiss?”
“Ed? Can I talk to you?”
For some reason, Jenna’s face looked more disappointed than mine when I turned around to see Liza.
I turned to see Jenna looking kind of pissy.
“Sorry Jenna I’ll be right back.”
“But we were just getting to the good part,” her face looking sad.
“Don’t worry I’ll be here all night,” I smiled sarcastically.
* * * * *
We walked a bit past Glen’s house. Great thing was, he had a deck at the top of the hill, so on nights like tonight you can see the full moon perfectly. Sean and Alyx were on the deck passing a blunt when we walked up. I nodded to him and he kept talking to Alyx. We laid on the hill a bit right from the deck. I could tell we were both drunk, the walk over was an adventure.
“So what’s up?” I asked.
“Sorry, you’re just the easiest one to talk to here. Plus I don’t want to blab my life away to a bunch of drunken girls I don’t know.” She smiled.
“True, most of them won’t remember tonight, lightweights.”
We both sat in a comfortable silence. It was a clear night, and very peaceful, when the moods right, it creates an atmosphere between people that allows for creating strong connections. I guess being drunk and high at the same time having heart to hearts is just one way of setting the mood. Liza was just an easy person to talk to, and I guess that goes for me too.
“He treated me like you did.”
“Well if he did, he wouldn’t have anything to hide.”
“I guess that’s true,” she smiled. “Why do you think that though? I mean it was like dream, him and I, it was like it wasn’t real the way we made each other feel.”
It seems like every girl that talks to me about their lovers has the same thing to say. Yet they never know why things don’t work out.
“You want my honest opinion?”
Her face crunched up like she was about to cry, but she didn’t, and she focused all of her attention to me.
“He can treat you like gold and say exactly what you want to hear, but his actions speak for themselves, he’s using you Liza. I’m sorry I’m the one to tell you this.”
She closed her eyes and turned away. It’s not just an end all suffering answer, its something she is going to have to absorb and live with, we are still kids after all.
“You’re not the only one to tell me, my friends say the same thing, and I just never believed them because they didn’t like him.”
She still didn’t turn around, I could hear sobs.
“Liza I’m going to give you some time to yourself ok?”
She didn’t say anything. What am I supposed to do? I got up and lightly touched her shoulder, her body tensed up. She will be ok.
I started to walk towards Sean when she spoke, “thanks Ed.”
* * * * *
It was 2 am the last time I checked, I looked at my phone, 4:30 am.
“Shit that went by fast.”
“We just put the pizza in man,” said Sean.
“I’m talking about the night,” I laughed.
He looked at his phone, “oh shit.”
Everyone in the kitchen laughed at our expense, including us. After that everyone started talking again. I tipped off Sean that I was going to go to bed and walked downstairs. Lucky Since glen is one of my boys I secured my bed a few days ago. If you took a right after the stairs and a little bit farther took a left there was a hidden door that led to a good size closet with a bed in it. I walked in and got comfortable.
I woke up; I couldn’t see anything because there were no lights. I could tell that a girl was on top of me, the delicate touch of her hands on my chest and how lightweight she was gave it away. She felt me start to move and kissed me. Her tongue explored my mouth and danced with mine for a second before she broke it off and put her finger to my lips. Maybe because I was in the moment and I was really drunk, but I didn’t say a peep.
She started a slow rocking movement with her hips, I followed in rhythm. My hands followed up her sides, taking off her shirt. Our motion stopped as she pulled my t shirt off, her hands explored my chest and abs. She started kissing my chest all the way to my lips, and then I sat up, kissing her neck softly down to her bra. I took off her bra as my lips and tongue ate the area between her breasts, her hands gripped my head and urged me more. I grabbed both of her boobs, softly playing with them, lightly teasing her left nipple with my tongue and playfully pinching her right. Her moans got me excited and I stared rocking my hips again. She pushed me back to the bed with her hands. She grinded my large boner with her pussy, while pushing off of my chest, through her yoga pants.
She was such a small girl; I put my hands down her pants and was able to palm both of her cheeks. The more I plaid with her cheeks and she grinded me, the wetter she got, it was seeping through her panties onto my shorts. In a brief moment we both stopped and went for each others pants. She flipped her body so that we were sixty-nining. I helped her by pushing my pants down, her yoga pants were easy to slip off. She put her ass in the air over my face as I ran my hands up thighs, my fingertips just brushing her hymen. It felt like her body contracted every time I touch her clit, I put my mouth close to her wet lips, the heat of my mouth teasing her aching body.
I continued to tease her until she started licking my shaft. The more daring I got with my fingers made it hard for her to breathe when she tried to swallow my eight inches. Not bad for a drunken girl, she knew how to give head. I had my middle finger playing with her insides while my thumb pressed her clit. She grabbed my other hand and had me push her head down on my cock. It felt so good, grabbing her curly hair and forcing this girl to swallow my man hood; I just don’t know how she made it to my balls every time. I put my lips to her clit and my tongue played with it. Her thighs shook as she rubbed her pussy on my face, her orgasm sending ecstasy to her brain. I came down her throat in sync. I laid my hands on the grown as she bobbed at the base of my shaft sucking every last ounce out of me
When she finally took it out of her mouth I grabbed the condom in my wallet. I handed it to her and after she figure out what it was began stroking my soft cock. In no time I was erect again and she slipped it on. I grabbed her sides and spun her around in the air. Both of us were breathing heavy as she angled my cock for penetration. She gasped as she sat down on my dick. I started a slow rhythm, going up in down in circles with my hips, slamming her harder the farther I got in. She couldn’t help but yelp at the depth I was in, good thing this room was virtually sound proof. She laid cuddling to my chest as I lifted her ass with my hands and fucked her pussy relentlessly, her butt checks spread wide in the air.
She came two more times before I did. Both of us exhausted and sweaty, laid still. She kissed me again before lying on my chest and falling asleep. I stayed awake until she drifted away. I tapped her arm before reaching for my phone, making sure she was asleep. I pressed the lock button and light illuminated the room. I moved locks of curly brown hair to see Liza cuddling my chest, wearing a face that I haven’t seen since I told her I love you.